abnormal sea area

Qin Ge planned to find Lu Qing, but decided to test him face to face.

The incident of Bi Fan and Bi Xingyi shocked him too much.He never thought that a spiritual adjuster with the same professional status as himself would do such a terrible thing.

Lei Chi frowned: "Is it safe? Do you need someone from our side to accompany you?"

"Xie Zijing and I will go together." Qin Ge said, "Your section chief told me not to think about this matter anymore. After all, it has been handed over to your side, and we can't interfere. But I still have to study the work of 'sea area' Clear. Don't worry, I won't startle the snake, I already have a working relationship with him, and it's easy to find an excuse to visit."

Lei Chi nodded: "As long as Lu Qing is not allowed to patrol your 'sea area', he should not be able to harm you."

"There is no loophole in my 'sea' for him to invade." Qin Ge smiled, "The human spiritual world is very strong, even a dispatcher can definitely not invade if he wants to. Like Bi Fan and Bi Xingyi There are only a few cases.”

Lei Chi was noncommittal.He looked at his watch, waved goodbye to Qin Ge, and walked towards the office building.

"Lei Chi, wait!" Qin Ge had a strange idea in his mind, which made him call Lei Chi to stop involuntarily.

Lei Chi: "?"

"It's not to help you, nor is it to say good things to Bai Xiaoyuan." Qin Ge said with a smile, "I just think you should understand."

Lei Chi hesitated for a moment, then stood still: "What?"

"Although Bai Xiaoyuan said that she has a boyfriend, we have never met him." Qin Ge said, "Not only the people in our department, but even everyone in the crisis office have never seen each other. She said her boyfriend She didn't say who she was or what position she was working in at the State Council."

Lei Chi raised his eyebrows: "What do you mean?"

Qin Ge: "It means whatever you think it means."

Lei Chi: "...I just want to see the kitten."

Qin Ge: "The kitten is good. The kitten is very cute. No one in the crisis office has a cuter mental body than the kitten. It has such a long tail, such big ears, and round eyes..."

Lei Chi tilted his head, with a strange look on his face that wanted to laugh but didn't dare to.He said "Oh", and took out two lollipops from Buerjia in his bag for a long time.

"One for you, thank you for your information." Lei Chi said, "One for the kitten, thank you for being so cute."

Qin Ge returned to the office with two lollipops and knocked on the door for a long time before Tang Cuo dared to open it carefully.When Bai Xiaoyuan heard that the candy was given by Lei Chi, he immediately felt that it was extremely hot, and immediately stuffed it into Tang Cuo's hands: "Comrade Xiao Tang, eat it."

Tang Cuo didn't dare to pick it up, and immediately threw it back to her: "Comrade Xiaobai, you eat."

Tang was bouncing back and forth between the two desks. Qin Ge turned on the computer and printer to prepare materials, looked up to Xie Zijing and said, "Come with me to New Hope after get off work to find Lu Qing."

Xie Zijing was stunned for a moment, his hands tightened, and he squeezed out half of the milk in the carton, almost splashing on the new tie he was wearing today.

New Hope Advanced School of Management is one of the two universities in China that specialize in special human beings, and because it only recruits sentinel guides, it is unique and irreplaceable.

Qin Ge and Xie Zijing set off from the hotel after finishing work, and it was exactly six o'clock in the evening when they arrived at the school. It was very lively inside and outside the school gate, full of students coming and going.

Xie Zijing didn't really want to see Lu Qing come, but Qin Ge said, he would naturally accompany him.

The reason why he didn't want to see him was that he had told Qin Ge before that he was afraid that Lu Qinglai would think him useless if he asked him about his recent situation, and the second was that he had recently discovered many secrets about Lu Qinglai, which made him timid.

He was in awe of Lu Qinglai because he felt that he had not been a good enough sentinel and dared not meet his mentor; but now that he knew that his mentor might have a different face, Xie Zijing was full of inexplicable feelings. "I'm very grateful to Teacher Lu." Xie Zijing said to Qin Ge when they were in the car, "Although I said I was afraid of him...but I'm not really afraid."

Qin Ge understood him.Lu Qinglai was the examiner who gave him the exam. Before that, he had always respected and admired Lu Qinglai as a senior.

"Are you going to come in with me later?"

"I'll wait for you outside." Xie Zijing thought for a while, then asked, "Does he know I'm going?"

"He doesn't know." Qin Ge said in a deep voice, "He has a lecture this afternoon, which ends at six o'clock. I didn't tell him that you and I would visit."

The lecture was held in the auditorium, and it was not over yet.The two only found out after asking the security guard that they had to postpone it for half an hour because the students asked too much after the lecture.The two waited outside the auditorium. Xie Zijing said that he would take him to the cafeteria after the talk. Qin Ge wondered if he was still in the mood to eat after the talk.

Qin Ge hasn't been active in school for a long time. Although the scenery of New Hope is quite different from that of the Talent Planning Bureau, there seems to be a bulletin board outside every auditorium, and the bulletin board is full of lectures and activities that will be held in the auditorium.

"Racial Prejudice: Tracing the Conflict between Subterraneans and Semi-zombified Humans"; Lecturer: Liang Xing (Deputy Dean and Professor of the School of Public Administration)";

"Secrets of the Times in Book Restoration Techniques; Lecturer: Yuan Yue (National Museum, Senior Researcher)";

"The History of Disappearing Art: The Special Forms of Werewolf Art; Lecturer: Xu Xiaotian (Chairman of the International Werewolf Association China)";

"From Scratch to Something, From Zero to One: Special Human Law Lecture; Lecturer: Our School's Legal Science Team";

"Earn It [-] Million: Discussion on the Business Model of White Noise; Lecturer: Hu Shuo (well-known entrepreneur in the commercial field of white noise)"

……

Qin Ge saw what he was interested in, and planned to share it with Xie Zijing later.Xie Zijing stared blankly at the students running on the school road.

"I often run at night on this road." He told Qin Ge, "There is a small forest more than 200 meters ahead. I especially like to run in it at night, hehehe."

Qin Ge: "...You are all boring."

Xie Zijing: "The grove is so lively, I'll take you to see it at night."

Qin Ge: "I'm not interested."

Xie Zijing: "It's interesting to watch young people fall in love. They hold hands and kiss and roll the grass. There are many forms."

Qin Ge: "I am also a young man myself."

Xie Zijing: "Yes, you are also in a relationship."

Qin Ge thought to himself, who said that?But Xie Zijing had already quietly held his hand.Qin Ge didn't break free, but thought again, okay, just say yes.

Teenagers and twenties, the love they talk about is no different.All the nervous heartbeats, joyful words, and eyes that are reluctant to turn away when they meet each other quietly, will not change no matter what age they are.To like is to like, there is no burden, it is an arrow pointing directly at the core, when it hits, it will always bring lasting shock.

Sitting on the stone bench by the river with Xie Zijing, Qin Ge felt for a while that he had penetrated all the love in human history, like a philosopher, and for a while felt that he was so ordinary, Xie Zijing was also ordinary, and the world before him was ordinary .He just met an ordinary young man.He wants to be his lover.

Xie Zijing didn't know that the philosopher Qin Ge beside him was running a train in his mind. He introduced Qin Ge the scenery around the auditorium with great interest, especially emphasizing the bridge on the side river.

"This is called the Kissing Bridge. The road under the bridge is the most beautiful in New Hope. In autumn, it is full of sweet-scented osmanthus." He laughed as he said, "It is said that couples who kiss on this bridge will never be separated for the rest of their lives. "

Qin Ge was very surprised: "You also believe this?"

"I didn't believe it before." Xie Zijing smiled, "I plan to start believing today."

What a fool.Qin Ge smiled at him while thinking: "I won't go on the bridge."

Xie Zijing: "Just give me the rabbit."

After speaking, he acted as a rabbit with the palm of his hand and kissed him.

Qin Ge: "Go and kiss the mosquito."

After Lu Qinglai finished his lecture, he left through the side door. As soon as he came out, he immediately saw Qin Ge standing in the dark.

Qin Ge smiled at him: "Professor Lu, I want to talk to you about Xie Zijing."

Lu Qinglai had a clear face: "I still want to inquire, right? But I can only give you half an hour, I still have something to do."

Qin Ge just laughed and didn't answer.Lu Qinglai probably didn't know that Bi Xingyi had been arrested, and the criminal investigation department suppressed the news very tightly; therefore, Lu Qinglai didn't know that Qin Ge had patrolled the "sea area" of Bi Fan and Bi Xingyi.Qin Ge pretended that he was only here to discuss Xie Zijing's matter, and his attitude became more and more sincere: "I want to discuss some issues with you."

"Xie Zijing didn't come with you?"

"He doesn't dare to see you yet," Qin Ge said.

Lu Qinglai's office was in the teaching building. Qin Ge followed him through the corridor outside the classroom and found that the classroom was full of students in class.

"New Hope also has classes at night?"

"Ah, a lot of classes." Lu Qinglai opened the door of the office, "There are many practical classes during the day, and mainly theory classes and lectures at night."

Qin Ge glanced at the house number, 603.

This is the house number that appears many times in Bi Xingyi's "sea area".

Lu Qinglai's office is as big as a classroom, but it is divided into two parts. When you enter the door, you will see desks, bookshelves, computers and other things. Half of the space is the appearance of the adjustment studio.

The space is ten square meters square, with elegant and simple color schemes. There are reclining chairs and a few ordinary chairs. On the table are scented flowers with a faint fragrance and a folder.This is also a scene that once appeared in the Bixingyi sea area.

Feigning curiosity, Qin Ge opened the curtain and walked in: "Our department is too small, and there are not enough offices for the crisis office, so we can't decorate a mediation studio for us alone. Professor Lu, do you usually receive visitors here? "

Lu Qinglai also came in: "Yes. You lie on it and feel it?"

"I guess I'll be sleepy when I lie down. It's nice and comfortable here." Qin Ge took a few glances, but didn't find anything suspicious.Lu Qinglai followed him back to the office, and asked with a smile, "Didn't you come to discuss issues with me?"

Qin Ge immediately cheered up.

"About Xie Zijing's abnormally narrow 'sea area', I checked a lot of information. But all the information said that this situation is definitely a damage to the 'sea area', which will definitely lead to mental disorders, without exception." Qin Ge asked, " I think Xie Zijing is the exception, you have studied his 'sea area', what do you think?"

Lu Qinglai poured him a glass of water and put a slice of lemon in it.Now that Qin Ge saw the lemonade, he felt psychologically disturbed, so he silently pushed it aside, not intending to drink it.

"I thought you came to inquire about Xie Zijing's past affairs." Lu Qinglai's smile faded a little, "So you came to do academic research?"

Qin Ge had already decided not to ask outsiders about Xie Zijing's past, so even if he came to test Lu Qinglai, he did not use this as an excuse.

Lu Qinglai pondered for a moment, then smiled with the corners of his lips raised, and talked about his lecture just now.

In the lecture, what he told the students was the shaping of personality and the formation of "sea area".This is an extension of the basic course. Most of the people who come to the class are freshmen, and they admire him very much. The questions come one after another.

"If you listen to this lecture, you won't ask me these questions again." Lu Qinglai leaned back on the leather chair, crossed his fingers, and looked at the clock on the wall, "'Sea Territory' is our spiritual world,' When the sea is stable, there is no problem with our spirit and personality. When it is shaken or damaged, our spirit and personality will change accordingly."

Qin Ge listened carefully.

Lu Qinglai has been researching the relationship between personality and "ocean" in recent years, and he has broadened the connection between oceanology and psychology.He believes that the process of forming the "sea area" is actually the process of shaping each individual's personality, and all the scenes in the "sea area" point to various parts of the personality of the sentinel or guide.The so-called "self-awareness" guardian of the sea is actually the embodiment of the sentinel and guide personality.

"Personality, Personality. This word comes from the Latin 'mask', persona, which is the disguise worn by ancient Roman actors when performing Greek dramas on the stage." Lu Qinglai asked, "Qing Ge, do you think young children have Personality?"

Qin Ge thought for a while: "If we use the point of view of the psychoanalytic school, young children have personalities. Their personalities are the purest id, which is the human desire to survive."

Lu Qinglai stared at him, and smiled after a while: "You don't want to reveal your thoughts in front of me? I'm asking what you think. Well, it doesn't matter. I think young children have no personality. It is the original desire and the true face. Personality is the product of socialization and education. After children begin to learn social rules and receive instruction, they may gradually shape a brand new personality that defies desire."

He made the gesture of putting on a mask.Qin Ge had to admit that Lu Qinglai was indeed full of charm when he was giving lectures, and he could understand why the students respected and loved him crazily.

"The shaped personality is a mask, a persona. It is a disguise." Lu Qinglai pointed to his head, "The 'sea' of sentinels and guides does not exist from birth, it will gradually improve, gradually Stereotypes, which will be added and changed over the years with various achievements and setbacks, loves and hates."

Qin Ge's breathing gradually became short of breath.

"Our 'sea' grows with the perfection of personality. It is another form of externalization of personality." Lu Qinglai paused, "Qing Ge, 'sea' is a mask, it is rooted in A fake in our brains that we can never discard."

Disguises, masks—this is how Lu Qinglai defines personality.Qin Ge suddenly understood why the first time he talked about Xie Zijing's "sea area" with Lu Qinglai, Lu Qinglai would say "some people's unusualness is self-protection".The small room is a part of Xie Zijing's personality, and it is his disguise. He can only show Qin Ge the disguise, because after the disguise, there are cruel memories that Xie Zijing himself cannot accept.

But is what Lu Qing said true?Qin Ge couldn't help being suspicious again.

Lu Qing looked at his watch, raised his head and said with a smile, "It's time, I have to go."

Qin Ge had no choice but to get up.He seemed to get something this trip, but he still couldn't figure out what Lu Qinglai was doing.

"I treat you as my student, and I will ask you a few questions at the end." Lu Qinglai said suddenly, "You don't have to answer me right away, just think about it slowly."

Qin Ge said respectfully, "Teacher Lu, tell me."

"Since personality is shaped by society, can personality be destroyed?" Lu Qing spoke slowly and lightly.

Qin Ge stared at him closely, and at this moment he even doubted his hearing.

"Second question, if the personality is destroyed, can it be reshaped?" The smile on Lu Qinglai's face gradually deepened, but it was not a pleasant smile, Qin Ge felt a little depressed, The space was suddenly filled with tense atmosphere, these two questions from Lu Qing made tonight's visit a sinister dark color for no reason.

"last question."

Lu Qinglai's voice gradually lowered, and Qin Ge had to concentrate and listen very carefully.

"What can destroy a person's personality the most?"

As soon as the words fell, Lu Qinglai clapped his hands and stood up immediately.Qin Ge woke up like a dream, and found that his palms were sweating at some point.

"It's over." Lu Qinglai grabbed the jacket on the back of the chair, "Think about it slowly, the answer is very interesting."

He patted Qin Ge's shoulder, and Qin Ge's back felt a chill for no reason.

After saying goodbye to Lu Qinglai, Qin Ge walked slowly towards the auditorium. Xie Zijing said that he was wandering nearby.

A tall man walked out of the teaching building on the side. He hurried and almost bumped into Qin Ge.Both of them bowed their heads to apologize, Qin Ge suddenly felt that this person's voice was very familiar, and only when he looked up did he realize that it was Cai Yi in front of him.

Cai Yi was dressed in black, and he lost all his previous energy.He was holding a few forms in his hand. Qin Ge glanced at them. They were application forms for mental adjustment.

"You want to apply for mental adjustment?" Qin Ge was taken aback. "Are you okay? Has the lizard recovered?"

Cai Yi didn't get angry at him, but just stuffed the form into his satchel with downcast eyes: "What lizard...it's a Komodo dragon. We're all fine."

Qin Ge gradually felt something was wrong: "Who are you looking for to refresh your mind? Lu Qinglai?"

Cai Yi nodded: "Now he is the only one who has time. I asked Gao Tianyue. Both you and Qin Shuangshuang are busy with the 'sea area' test of the college entrance examination."

This is not good.Qin Ge didn't think much at all, and immediately grabbed Cai Yi: "Don't ask Lu Qing. I'll do it for you."

Cai Yi was stunned for a while, seeming to be weighing in his heart, and finally said slowly: "Isn't it good?"

"What's wrong? If you find someone else to adjust for you, maybe you have to..." Qin Ge paused, but said, "Tell me about your mother again. Your current situation should be the same as that It's relevant. It's so tight that nobody knows about it except those of us who have been in touch with it. Would you really like to have another insider?"

Cai Yi sneered: "You're right. I can't trust the confidentiality principle of your spiritual adjusters at all."

He and Qin Ge sat by the flowerbed of the teaching building, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and glanced at Qin Ge.Qin Ge shook his head, and Cai Yi put the cigarette back.

"Don't be nervous." Cai Yi recovered from the shock of meeting Qin Ge just now, his expression and tone have returned to that of the deputy secretary-general of the Crisis Office, "I figured it out, I don't blame you."

During the investigation of the incident, the Criminal Investigation Division found Cai Yi many times and asked him about Cai Mingyue, and would also disclose some of the information that could be disclosed to Cai Yi.At first, Cai Yi only knew that his mother had killed a few children by her hands when she was working in the hospital, but she didn't know that those children were all killed by Cai Mingyue herself.

"I feel that she is suddenly very strange." Cai Yi whispered, "What if I am one of those children? What if my parents didn't like me when I was born, or they didn't want to because of my handicap? Want me, or more directly, whether I am good or bad, they just don't accept me. Will I die at her hands too?"

Qin Ge: "Don't think about it."

Cai Yi shook his head: "I have faced her day and night for decades. It's not hate or fear, I just don't understand. Why can I do this?"

He held his forehead and let out a long sigh.

"Children are not the private property of their parents, they are independent people. Even parents cannot decide their children's life or death according to their own wishes. What I don't understand is why she would forget this most basic bottom line." Cai Yi's voice was slightly weak Trembling, "As soon as I calm down and fall asleep, I will dream of her. I asked her why she did this, but she always didn't answer me. I asked her, will you give up on me too, if you find that I can't satisfy you , If you find that I can’t make you proud? Am I your child, or a medal you use to display? But I haven’t heard the answer.”

Always before Cai Mingyue opened his mouth, he would wake up from his dream profusely in sweat.

"...Actually, I'm afraid of hearing the answer." Cai Yi said.

Qin Ge didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only tell him again: "If you are free, come to the Crisis Office to find me. I will help you to adjust your mind."

Cai Yi looked up at him, with strange emotions flashing in his eyes: "You don't have a partner yet, right?"

Qin Ge: "?"

Cai Yi: "I suggest you consider me."

Qin Ge: "..."

Cai Yi: "I have a good impression of you."

Qin Ge was almost in a mess: "Huh?"

Seeing his dumbfounded expression, Cai Yi could only repeat again: "I don't mind developing with you..."

"No, no, no." Qin Ge quickly waved his hands, and almost immediately blurted out the next sentence, "Although I don't have a partner now, I already have someone I like."

The night covered Qin Ge's slightly hot cheeks when he said these words.Cai Yi didn't seem very disappointed, he nodded, and sat for a while before getting up to say goodbye, saying that he would go to Qin Ge next month.

"Don't ask Lu Qing." Qin Ge reminded again.

Cai Yi nodded, and raised his hand at him when he left, with a very chic gesture.

Xie Zijing had almost finished smoking a cigarette on the Kissing Bridge before Qin Ge appeared on the road.

The so-called most beautiful school road of New Hope, the flower garden is full of all kinds of flowers, and the bowl-sized roses are so heavy that the branches can't support them, and they sway heavily in the night wind.The fragrance of white magnolia and purple magnolia, and the golden color of winter jasmine and dogwood.

There were quite a few couples holding hands and face to face in the grove, but there was no one near the Kissing Bridge except Xie Zijing.It wasn't until Qin Ge walked onto the bridge that he saw the Barbary lion sitting on the bridge and yawning.

Xie Zijing put out his cigarette and waved his arm: "Is the night view of my school okay?"

"What are you doing with this bridge?"

"Clear the venue." Xie Zijing smiled badly, "Prepare for the kiss."

"...You kiss the lion." Qin Ge leaned on the bridge and looked at the slowly flowing river below.The Barbary lion slapped the ground with its tail behind him, and no student dared to walk on the Kissing Bridge because he occupied the place.

Xie Zijing went to Qin Ge's side, and Qin Ge told him that the conversation between himself and Lu Qing was very inexplicable.He still couldn't figure out Lu Qinglai's intentions, as if this person was constantly revealing his intentions and ambitions, lest Qin Ge would not know. "Your mentor is amazing." Qin Ge said blankly, "I can't figure it out."

Xie Zijing looked at his side face and said with a smile: "Then don't think about it, Lei Chi and the others said that this matter has already been taken care of by them?"

"How can you not think about it?" Qin Ge said, "I haven't figured out your 'sea area' yet."

Xie Zijing leaned close to his arm: "But we're back together, right?"

Qin Ge stayed for a moment, but did not take his words.

"Compound" - Xie Zijing said so.He still thinks that he and Qin Ge once had a relationship.But Qin Ge asked Yan Hong and his roommate, and also Qin Shuangshuang's family, unless his relationship with Xie Zijing was kept extremely secret, and no friends or family members found any clues, otherwise it was impossible for everyone to tell him with certainty: you You haven't been in a relationship before, you don't even have time to fall in love with others secretly, Qin Ge, all your time is spent studying, reading and playing games.

The cloud that had been hanging over his heart never dissipated, he thought about this matter, but did not respond to Xie Zijing.

Xie Zijing stepped aside slightly and scratched his head.

"Okay." He smiled awkwardly and lonely, "Forget it then. Go back."

When he turned around, Qin Ge grabbed his hand.

"Didn't you say you want to verify?" Qin Ge asked.

Xie Zijing was about to say a few witty words to dispel the embarrassment just now, Qin Ge grabbed his tie and pulled him in front of him, and quickly kissed Xie Zijing on the lips.

"Let's go." Qin Ge hit the blow and immediately let go of Xie Zijing's tie.

Barbary roared and his tail frantically shook.

Xie Zijing wiped his mouth and followed Qin Ge off the bridge, getting closer and closer until he put his arm on his shoulder: "Can I go home with you?"

They passed by one street lamp after another, and Xie Zijing saw that Qin Ge's ears were red, which became more and more ambiguous in the dim light.

Qin Ge said firmly: "No."

Xie Zijing nodded: "Then can you go home with me?"

Qin Ge found that when he and Xie Zijing were talking nonsense together, their laughs were always very low.He smiled for a moment, and replied seriously: "Dream."

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