abnormal sea area

During the two days off from work, Qin Ge and Xie Zijing didn't do anything serious, except to eat and sleep, and just went out for a stroll.

Xie Zijing was puzzled as to why Qin Ge could take two days off, and he could even take two days off.Qin Ge randomly gave him a reason: "Gao Tianyue said that the adjustment department has a heavy workload recently, so we are allowed to stagger the time for vacation."

Xie Zijing trusted him completely, so he had no doubts.

The two went to the zoo, climbed mountains, went boating in Beihai, went drinking in Houhai, and rode a small yellow car from 798 to Wangjing, trying to find traces of well-known entertainers along the way.

Xie Zijing liked these two days very much, doing nothing and wasting away all day long.This is really in line with his wish.

"How good would it be if we retired tomorrow?" He put Qin Ge in his arms and said, "We are both retired. We are in good health and have no illness or pain. The combined pension for the two of us is at least 20 yuan, right? The air here is bad and it's not easy to live in. Go to the south, or I will take you to the western office, buy a small house, and live in it for one or two years, or ten or twenty years."

Qin Ge looked at him wrapped in the quilt.When Xie Zijing talked about these things, there was a childish light in his eyes.

Children are always full of hope for the future.Adults are different.In the hope, there is inevitably sorrow.

Qin Ge hugged him, and the thin quilt wrapped the two of them, and the skin-to-skin contact felt intimate and gentle.He kissed Xie Zijing's nose: "Come again."

Xie Zijing was a little surprised: "You took the initiative today."

Qin Ge: "Don't like it?"

"I love it so much..." Xie Zijing kissed him hard, "I just feel something is wrong. What's wrong with you, Qin Ge."

"Thinking of going to work tomorrow, I don't want to get up." Qin Ge spoke against his chest, hearing Xie Zijing's steady and strong heartbeat.

Xie Zijing has always been responsive to his wishes.The two rolled on the bed again, Xie Zijing heard the ringing of the mobile phone, felt it from the bedside, and saw that it was a message from Bai Xiaoyuan in the Dispensation Department group.She asked Qin Ge and Xie Zijing if they were going to work normally tomorrow.

Qin Ge got up and walked to the bathroom, and replied slowly, "Yes."

He stayed in the bathroom for a long time, so long that Xie Zijing thought he had fallen asleep.After knocking on the door a few times, Qin Ge came out, his eyes were a little red: "Water has poured into my eyes."

Xie Zijing washed it roughly, because there was something in his heart that he wanted to tell Qin Ge.He came out with a wet head and saw Qin Ge sitting on the sofa drinking beer.

"Qing Ge, I have something to discuss with you." Xie Zijing wiped his head with a towel and said, "Let's live together. Either you move here, or I move here."

Qin Ge stared blankly at him holding the can of beer: "Why?"

Xie Zijing: "It's convenient to live together."

Qin Ge thought for a while, then lowered his head: "It's better to have some private space."

Xie Zijing rubbed his hair, but said nothing.Qin Ge's hair was very soft and black.Wet by the water, it was cool to rub between the fingers, but now it was half-dried by blowing, and the feeling to the touch was similar to that of Xie Zijing touching his own lion's mane.

He suddenly smiled, and Qin Ge turned to look at him: "Why are you inexplicable?"

"You are the most inexplicable one." Xie Zijing moved to his side and hugged him in his arms, "Tell me, what happened in the past two days. Something happened at home? Or is there really something wrong with my 'sea area'?"

Qin Ge: "...Why do you ask that?"

Xie Zijing pinched the flesh on his waist and underarms, Qin Ge almost jumped up, couldn't help laughing, and because he couldn't struggle to get away, Xie Zijing quickly pressed him on the sofa.Xie Zijing immediately kissed him on the mouth: "You have been very weird these two days. Do you want to tell me?"

For some reason, Xie Zijing's gentleness and care made Qin Ge even more sad.He always felt that he foresaw the end.But they can't get around the only option.

In order to find out the truth of the Luquan incident, and to restore Xie Zijing to normal in a true sense, he must destroy and rebuild.

He hugged Xie Zijing's neck, and for a moment he felt like a child begging for shelter.

"...I have something to tell you." Qin Ge said.

After careful consideration by Zhang Xiao, he finally chose the room on the top floor of the Crisis Office for the restoration of the sea area.

With Zhang Xiao's request and Cai Yi's help, this place finally became a dedicated studio for the Dispensing Department.When the news came, Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo didn't feel much joy.

Xie Zijing was in the studio, and a doctor from No. [-] Hospital gave him a physical examination.Qin Ge explained the complicated situation to Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo outside.

Both Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo stared at him, their eyes were almost the same, Qin Ge couldn't ignore the sadness in their expressions.

"...It's okay." He took the initiative to reassure, "It will be fine."

Tang Cuo couldn't believe it: "He will forget me and Xiaoyuan?"

"I'm not sure." Qin Ge said, "In his sea area, both of you are very important. In that abnormal small room, there are your panda and Xiaoyuan's sand cat."

Bai Xiaoyuan looked at him: "What about you?"

Qin Ge didn't answer at first.

Bai Xiaoyuan: "Qin Ge, what about you? Will he forget you too? It's impossible, it doesn't make sense. I've also learned about 'Sea Territory', and memories are not stored in this way. Unless the brain cells are destroyed , otherwise the memory area would not be so..."

"It's possible." Tang Cuo said suddenly, "Xiaoyuan, I've seen such a case. After suffering a severe mental blow, the human brain will automatically and consciously activate the protection program, and the painful memory will be suppressed."

Bai Xiaoyuan glared at him: "You mean, the days with us and Qin Ge are painful for him?"

Tang Cuo: "I didn't mean that. But the 'sea' is our spiritual world, and we can't predict what will happen."

Qin Ge stopped the dispute between the two.

"I have a small request." Qin Ge said, "If he really can't remember later, for example... For example, about being with me, please don't remind him."

Tang Cuo was stunned for a moment: "Why!"

Qin Ge: "Don't say it, don't say it."

Tang Cuo stared at him: "Qin Ge, I disagree. He should remember you!"

Qin Ge: "No need!"

Or it wasn't necessary - Qin Ge knew very well that he was just afraid.I was afraid that Xie Zijing had really forgotten, and even if someone reminded him, he would not be able to remember anything.

If Xie Zijing has no impression of this relationship, then Tang Cuo or Bai Xiaoyuan telling him "You used to love Qin Ge very much" is tantamount to imposing a love fantasy on Xie Zijing who has returned to normal.

If you forget, forget it.He shouldn't have any love past that he can't remember.

Bai Xiaoyuan's reaction was not as intense as Tang Cuo's. She held Qin Ge's hand silently.

"We are with you," she said. "We are waiting for your good news."

About half an hour later, Xie Zijing came out of the room.

"I'm going to smoke a cigarette." He walked towards the safe passage.Qin Ge wanted to follow him, but Yan Hong came out of the room and stopped him: "Qing Ge, come here, you need to sign and confirm these reports."

Tang Cuo hesitated for a moment, then walked towards the stairwell.

Xie Zijing was sitting on the stairs, smoking a cigarette, lowering his head to write and draw in a notebook.

"What are you doing?" Tang turned his head to look, "Qing Ge likes to eat loquats, but he doesn't like to peel them?"

"Go, go." Xie Zijing was taken aback by him, and quickly raised his hand to cover the notebook in his arms, "This is the privacy of Qin Ge and me."

Tang Cuo sat down beside him: "What did you write?"

Xie Zijing stubbed out the cigarette, and slowly exhaled his last breath of white air.

"Things related to Qin Ge." He lowered his head and drew a few circles on the edge of the book, and marked "his favorite, white jade loquat" in small words, "He said that I might forget him."

Tang Cuo was silent.Xie Zijing carefully added branches and leaves to the circles he drew, and then remembered something new, and wrote another line under the loquat: Rabbits like to play with loquat pits.

"I won't forget." Xie Zijing said while writing, "I will write down everything about him. When I wake up, I will take it out and read it immediately."

Only then did Tang Cuo understand his intentions.The notebook is only the size of a palm, and it is a small notepad issued by the Crisis Office.Xie Zijing has already written half of it, and every page is almost densely packed, sometimes accompanied by ugly stick figures drawn by himself.

"I didn't sleep last night, so I finally coaxed Qin Ge to lie down and wrote all night." Xie Zijing looked at the page he wrote, and suddenly laughed, "I didn't expect so many things to be written. .”

Tang Cuo: "Actually, you two haven't known each other for long."

Xie Zijing: "It's been a long time. At least I've known him for a long time."

He closed the book, put it in his pocket with great care, turned around and raised his finger at Tang Cuo: "Shh."

"...Why don't you let him know?" Tang Cuo only felt that the way Qin Ge and Xie Zijing considered each other was very complicated. "If he knows, he will be very touched."

"He will know. When he thinks I don't remember him, I will give him another surprise." He pointed at Tang Cuo, "Don't tell me, or you will be finished."

Tang Cuo thought, when you wake up, maybe even Bai Xiaoyuan and I will be forgotten.

Xie Zijing suddenly remembered something, hurriedly took out the small notebook, and wrote another sentence in a hurry.

When he and Tang wrongly returned to the studio door, everything was ready.

Xie Zijing hugged Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo solemnly, and finally walked to Qin Ge's side, hugging him politely.But the hug was a bit long, and Qin Ge heard his heart beating fast and fast.

He was also nervous, just pretending to be calm.

"This time it's my turn to say this." Xie Zijing took a deep breath and whispered in Qin Ge's ear, "Don't be afraid."

Everyone left, leaving only him, Qin Ge, Zhang Xiao and Gao Qiong in the room.Zhang Xiao told him that this time he and Qin Ge will still enter Xie Zijing's "sea area", and the process will be longer than last time, but Xie Zijing doesn't need to worry, there won't be any problems.

"Trust me, trust your guide." Zhang Xiao said.

Qin Ge pushed back the hair on his forehead, without the slightest hesitation, bowed his head and kissed his brow.

"Thank you." Xie Zijing told him softly.

The cold liquid medicine was injected into his body.When he was drowsy, he saw a few little sand cats standing outside the small window at the top, strictly performing vigilance.

A bird flitted low, and the sand cat made a threatening sound and raised its paw.

The bird was startled, and quickly flapped its wings and turned around to fly away from here.It wandered for a long time and far away, passing a group of villas in the suburbs.The shadow it cast as it flapped its wings brushed past a sprinting middle-aged man.

The middle-aged man rushed into the door of a villa.

"Travel around!"

Lu Qing came and shouted.

No one answered him.He heard a slight sound from the basement and ran to the stairs leading underground.

In the almost empty basement, Zhou You curled up in the center, holding his head and moaning in pain, struggling like a fish out of water.

Lu Qinglai dropped the things in his hands, ran over and picked Zhou You up.

Zhou You opened his red eyes, and when he saw Lu Qing coming, he immediately grabbed his collar tightly: "My name...my...my name!"

"Zhou You! You are Zhou You!" Lu Qinglai hugged him like his own child, "Zhou You, my Zhou You...your name is Zhou You..."

He kept calling Zhou You's name until Zhou You's breathing completely calmed down.

Zhou You took a few breaths, pushed Lu Qinglai away, and slowly stood up from the ground.He was covered in sweat, cold sweat, and his back and chest were soaked.A blue and white energy-saving lamp in the basement made his black hair and eyes darker, but his face was extremely pale, and there was no trace of blood on his lips.

He stroked his sweaty hair, and unbuttoned his shirt irritably, exposing his thin neck and collarbone.

"I didn't ask you to come here." Zhou You said coldly, "Lu Qinglai, do you have any misunderstandings about yourself?"

Seeing the ring on Lu Qinglai's left ring finger, he became even more annoyed: "Throw away these boring fantasies of yours!"

Lu Qinglai looked at him silently.He knew that every time Zhou You had a severe headache, he would become extremely irritable.

"...I can help you, Zhou You." He was almost begging Zhou You, "Let me help you, let me enter your 'sea'..."

In Zhou You's eyes, he shuddered, and abruptly stopped his next words.

Zhou You went to the wall and sat down, his chest still heaving together.The intense neuralgia had disappeared, but the severe pain like cutting flesh was still lingering in his mind, and he knew that he was still trembling slightly.Lu Qinglai crawled to his side, lowered her head and kissed the upper of his shoe, seeing that he didn't respond, kissed his trousers again.Zhou You was expressionless, he was not thinking about anything related to Lu Qinglai.

"I'm not interested in doing anything to you today." He didn't even look at Lu Qing, "Go away."

Lu Qinglai's hand froze.He looked up at Zhou You, but Zhou You was staring at a ball of pale light on the ground.A few flying insects bumped into the energy-saving light bulbs and crackled softly.

"I came here to tell you that Zhang Xiao is back." Lu Qinglai whispered, "I will be exposed soon."

As he wished, Zhou You finally looked at him.

But still silent.

Lu Qinglai's throat was dry, and he swallowed with difficulty: "Are you thinking that the time to give up on me is coming soon?"