abnormal sea area

Blood dripped from the broken finger.Bian Han was completely surrounded by Meng Yu's anger.His best friend, the leader of the underground people he was familiar with, was yelling in front of him: "If you continue like this, you might as well just die!"

"..." Bian Han completely agreed with him, and replied with an almost inaudible voice, "Yes..."

But the physical pain did call back part of his sanity.The spirit that was completely crushed by reality seemed to recover a little bit.While Meng Yu let go, he sat down on the ground against the wall, grabbed his injured hand, and kissed the ring finger of his left hand.There were traces of wearing a ring there, but the ring was missing.

Bian Han still remembered it.After wringing his partner's neck, he took off the ring and threw it into the rubble.

The sharp pain of memories made him tremble again, he had to bite his trembling fingers, and it took him a while to control himself.

Meng Yu was controlled by the people from the Crisis Office and the hospital. It seemed that he had made such a great effort to climb here just to yell at Bianhan.Xiao Liu watched him being pulled out of the ward, feeling very complicated.A few days ago, Meng Yu asked him if he could see Bian Han.But because Bian Han's mood is extremely unstable, both Xiao Liu and Lei Chi think that he is not suitable for meeting acquaintances.

In order to convince Meng Yu of Bian Han's current situation, Xiao Liu said a few more words and told Meng Yu how bad Bian Han was.

"Did you come here specially to wake him up?" Xiao Liu asked, "Can the pain make him...sober?"

"...I didn't discover this." Meng Yu said calmly, "We are very familiar with each other, and Bian Han's partner gets along very well with us. Bian Han often has nightmares at night, which can make him the fastest Apart from his guide, there is also pain to get rid of the nightmare. When the four leaders of the black soldiers act together, his guide may not follow us. He told us that if Bian Han’s mental state is unstable, give him a Just punch."

When Xiao Liu returned to the ward, he found that Bian Han was pinching his fingers hard.

"what are you doing!"

Bian Han broke another finger before he could stop him.He was sweating coldly, but his eyes were sober: "Quick, now that I'm normal, I can tell you everything I know."

Xiao Liu looked at him like he was looking at an incredible lunatic.

When calling Lei Chi to report the situation, Xiao Liu couldn't help saying, "Bian Han seems to be normal, but I think his spirit has undergone serious changes."Lei Chi asked him to guard Bian Han, and rushed to the hospital immediately to interrogate Bian Han directly in the ward.

Bian Han looked much calmer than before.The nurse bandaged and fixed his two broken fingers, Bian Han looked normal.He is combing his memory.

He knew that the guide named Qin Ge from the Crisis Office had entered his "sea".Qin Ge seemed to have cleared some of the negative emotions in his "sea area". His thinking was very clear, and he could even recall some things that he couldn't remember before.Bian Han looked at his bandaged fingers, and another sad thought came to his mind: maybe he didn't wake up because of Qin Ge.The reason why he is now sober and able to sort out all the things that he can't remember clearly in the past is because the death of his partner has hit him too hard.

Pain and sorrow broke through everything, revealing all his past memories.

He calmly recalled things related to Zhou You, and even planned what he would do in the future.

There was no more snow in Xie Zijing's waters this time.Qin Ge looked around and found that all the scenery in the "sea area" had basically taken shape, except for the road.

At the end of several roads surrounding Central Park, there is still a hazy layer of fog.

Xie Zijing still needs time.

Qin Ge was about to call out his self-awareness, when a voice suddenly came from behind: "Do you want to eat?"

Another loquat was handed to him.

Qin Ge had no choice but to accept it. "Everything is normal." He said to Xie Zijing, "I am trying to enter your memory now, don't stop me, if you feel pain, you trust me first. I will leave soon."

Xie Zijing nodded and asked, "How did you get in?"

Qin Ge pointed at his body: "What I want to explore is your own memory, so I must start from you."

Xie Zijing raised his eyebrows: "You want to enter me?"

Qin Ge nodded.

Looking at the expression on Xie Zijing's face, he always felt something was wrong: "What are you thinking?"

"It's nothing." Xie Zijing spread his hands, "If you want to enter me, I absolutely welcome it. I will never resist. I am [-]% happy. But... are you sure you are here? We don't need to find a more comfortable or private place place?"

Qin Ge: "..."

He was wrong.The yellow waste in Xie Zijing's mind was not produced because the "sea area" was destroyed, nor was it produced because of his love for himself-this man himself is a yellow waste maker.

The self-awareness of sentries and guides in the "sea" is often the truest state of mind.Xie Zijing on the hospital bed was very polite, saying "you" on the left and "how are you" on the right when speaking, but his self-conscious actions and words completely exposed his heart.

He is interested in me.Did he remember? ...or is he just following the instincts of his yellow stuff maker and teasing me?

Qin Ge was full of doubts and helplessness. "Please throw away the dirty stuff in your mind." He shook his arms and grabbed Xie Zijing's collar, "This is how I got into you."

He and Xie Zijing got very close, and when he looked up, his eyes were serious as if he was doing something extremely serious: "Now you can try your best to recall the things about Luquan, grab the point you remember most clearly, and recall it over and over again."

However, just because he was too close, Xie Zijing almost instinctively raised his hand and held him in his arms.With a hint of surprise, Qin Ge burrowed into his chest as if he had dived into water.Xie Zijing was suddenly startled: what he was thinking of at this moment was not Lu Quan, but Qin Ge.

For the first time, Qin Ge felt that he didn't have to work hard when he got into someone else's self-consciousness.The warm and soft water surrounded him, and he was led by the light at the front, and he jumped into Xie Zijing's memory in an instant.

But this is not Luquan.His eyes hurt from the strong sunlight, and he subconsciously raised his arms to cover them.Qin Ge saw that his upper arms were bare, and his ears were filled with loud cheers and music.

He was standing on the edge of a huge stadium, and he was building an arbor, looking around.

This place feels familiar.Qin Ge looked at the crowd around him through Xie Zijing's eyes, and suddenly saw himself in the crowd.

It was my teenage self, with a baby face, walking over while dancing and talking with his companions.

"Xie Zijing, take pictures, be serious."

Xie Zijing stood up straight, grabbed the medal in front of his chest: "This one, should I hold it or bite it?"

The teacher gestured in front of him with the camera, and after a while he realized something was wrong: "Where are your flowers?"

"Give it to someone else." Xie Zijing scratched his head and smiled, "Just now someone came over and asked if I could kiss him, and I said no, but I can give you the flower as a souvenir."

As he spoke, his eyes drifted to the side as if he couldn't help it.Qin Ge saw that he and his companions were blocked by the teacher taking pictures, and couldn't get through.

This was Xie Zijing's memory. Qin Ge only remembered that he had given him flowers, but he had forgotten many details at that time.If he hadn't met Xie Zijing again many years later, he might not have thought of this little incident back then.

But this paragraph, for Xie Zijing, is obviously a major event worth chewing on repeatedly.

Memory is beautified.Qin Ge saw himself handing the bouquet in his arms to Xie Zijing, and Xie Zijing's gaze stayed on his face for a long time.Qin Ge, who was still young, didn't know that the sentinel's eyes were full of curiosity and affection for him. He just gave the bouquet to that person, walked around the area, and walked away.

Listening to Xie Zijing's story, and witnessing it again, the feeling is so different.Xie Zijing lowered his head, and Qin Ge saw that he was holding the bouquet tightly in his hand, as if he treasured it, and raised his hand to smooth the petals that were a little wilted by the hot sun.

Qin Ge was a little dizzy. He felt that his mood was extremely unstable, as if he might break away from this memory at any time.

The person who implanted false memories into Xie Zijing must have penetrated into his self-consciousness in this way, and must have seen this memory.

The little joys in his life that were full of brilliance were tightly grasped and insulted like this.

Qin Ge felt extremely uncomfortable.He couldn't stabilize himself, he just wanted to hug Xie Zijing and cry on his shoulder.He didn't feel that he was working hard, Xie Zijing completely forgot him and he could bear it - but he couldn't stand Xie Zijing being fiddled with memory like this.That was the past that he and Xie Zijing could only share.

The bouquet in his hand suddenly trembled.Immediately, all the petals fell off and rushed towards Qin Ge.

Qin Ge subconsciously closed his eyes, as if he was swaying in the strong wind for a moment, his feet were firmly on the ground.

The cold wind ripped through the bare ground, ruffling his hood and the zippers on his coat.Qin Ge heard the soft sound of the zipper hair, he tried his best to open his eyes, and the thick black mist slowly dissipated.He was walking on the road, and the ground was uneven under his feet.

A tall man walked in front, about four or five steps away from him.

The field of vision continued to shake, and this memory seemed to be something Xie Zijing didn't want to recall.

Overhead is a black sky, and a dense cluster of stars that has never been seen is nailed high in the sky.He turned his head and saw two tents and a bright lamp not far behind him.

Qin Ge heard Xie Zijing's voice vibrate from his chest.

"Dad!" he yelled, "Has Luquan really done it?"

"Father?" Lei Chi stared at Bian Han, "Are you sure you heard Zhou You calling Zhou Yiqing like that?"

Bian Han curled up on the hospital bed and nodded slowly.

"You know he's not the real Zhou You." Lei Chi said, "The adjuster found in your memory that you already knew that the real Zhou You was gone."

"I know...but I can't do anything about it." Bian Han looked at him, "Even Zhou You's father thinks he is his own child, what we children say...and... more things are worse than less things."

Lei Chi remained silent, leaning back on the chair, quietly watching Bian Han.Xiao Liu, who was in charge of recording, also stopped writing.The silence of the two people was like a huge block with sharp edges and corners, filled in the narrow ward, and it was so crowded that it was cold and panicked.

"Neither can I! We can't help it!" he yelled.

"If it was Xia Chun or Ling Siyuan who were replaced at that time, they are also friends you have known since childhood, right?" Lei Chi asked, "Can you do anything?"

Bian Han was silent.

Xiao Liu looked at Lei Chi: "Leader, you..."

Lei Chi nodded, expressing that he would control himself.

He shouldn't have asked that question during the interrogation.He just couldn't hold back for a while.Lei Chi knew very well why so many people found that the real Zhou You was replaced by X, but no one took it to heart - because the real Zhou You was not worth mentioning.

A child who can't go out, a weak guide, he knows people like Bian Han, but these people are not his true friends.Out of pity and sympathy, they will interact with Zhou You; and once an accident occurs, such weak feelings cannot provide any support for Zhou You at all.

Around such a wandering, there appeared an X who worshiped him.

what will he doWill he trust X completely?Will you tell X all your thoughts?Or to go a step further, Zhou You will rely on X: he needs the admiration and affirmation of his peers, he needs X, and needs some other affection, or love, regardless of the reason.

Perhaps only Zhou You and X know what happened during the long time the two of them spent together in the cramped and cramped room.

"...After the real Zhou You disappeared, Zhou Yiqing said that person was Zhou You, so we... started to call him Zhou You." Bian Han frowned, remembering these things made his head ache, very uncomfortable, and the medicine was difficult Maintaining his sobriety, "The new Zhouyou...he is a weirdo."

Bian Han, Xia Chun and others all remembered that this handsome boy seldom went out in the past.He always stayed in the room with Zhou You. Zhou You taught him how to read, read, and use computers. He would use a rag to wipe Zhou You's wheelchair clean and spotless.Sometimes two people will lie intimately on the only window sill on the second floor, watching the sky cut by messy wires and buildings, or watching a snowstorm, and shouting hello to people passing by in the snow.

After Zhou You was gone, the boy began to frequent the Wangdu District.

He claims to be wandering around, always looking for young guides or sentries in the capital area, and using a beautiful smile to lure people into narrow alleys or dim houses on the side of the road.

Bian Han always thought that Zhou You was making money by selling his body, and there were too many people like this in Wangdu District.But ever since he was pulled into the alley by Zhou You, he realized that he was completely wrong.

Zhou You didn't have sex with the sentinel or guide he had chosen.When Bian Han rejected him, Zhou You laughed out loud.

"I don't want to have sex." Zhou You pushed him against the wall, his thin body was almost clinging to Bian Han's, and he tapped Bian Han's temple twice, "I just want to see yours" sea ​​area', can you?"

He seemed to be begging, with pitiful earnestness in his eyes: "I will repay you."

Bian Leng looked at him indifferently: "I'm not interested in you."

Zhou You smiled again: "No... oh, my reward is done in your 'sea'."

Bian Han became vigilant: "What are you going to do?"

Zhou You thought for a while and made a suggestion: "Just give me 5 minutes?"

5 minutes, not worth mentioning 5 minutes.Bian Han thought about his proposal: he was a sentry, a sentry stronger and more powerful than a guide.He can't hurt himself.

"... At that time, I didn't know what kind of influence the guide would have on the sentry." Bian Han hugged his head, "I allowed him to enter my 'sea area', just for 5 minutes....He was here for 5 minutes. In a few minutes, it brought me a very terrifying storm...not pain, but extremely intense pleasure...pleasure and excitement that I have never tried..."

After a brief 5 minutes, Zhou You immediately left Bian Han's "sea area".Bian Han couldn't stand up, he was overwhelmed by the exhilaration and pleasure far surpassing his physical pleasure, he couldn't even support himself, he sat on the ground leaning against the wall, panting blankly.There was no abnormality in his body, he didn't sweat, and he didn't feel uncomfortable, but the aftershocks of the earthquake still shook his "sea area". When he saw Zhou You got up to leave, he involuntarily grabbed his ankle.

"Can I still go in?" Zhou Youyou asked in a pleading tone, but this time, he added a little more condition, "10 minutes, okay? It will be a little uncomfortable, can you bear it?"

Bian Han couldn't resist this temptation.He nodded again.

"...The turmoil of the sentinels and guides that happened in the Wangdu District back then has something to do with Zhou You." Bian Han said, "I told you before, I saw a spirit body of an arctic fox that kept shaking the big clock. I said I didn't know Whose spirit body was that... but I remember now."

He looked at Lei Chi.

"He is Zhou You's friend...or maybe he has a closer relationship with Zhou You. A sentinel, who disappeared shortly after the turmoil, was found dead in an abandoned house. There are many people like this...I mean, there may be something related to Zhou You People in close relationships. They rely heavily on roaming because of the ability to roam. They profess that they love roaming, but I... don't think roaming is of interest to them."

Lei Chi looked at him: "Zhou You was interested in you at the time, wasn't he?"

Bian Han nodded silently.

"...Because it's hard for him to control you?"

"Yes." Bian Han replied, "I couldn't resist him...but he couldn't get any positive answer from me. At that time, Meng Yu had already come to Wangdu District, and he found out...so he started...he It was done too covertly, I didn't realize how dangerous what he said and did in the 'sea area'..."

Lei Chi looked at Xiao Liu's records and asked, "And then? After the turmoil, Zhou You left the capital?"

"He didn't leave by himself, he was taken away."

Lei Chi and Xiao Liu looked up at the same time: "What?!"

The fragments of memory are obviously difficult to salvage, Bian Han tried his best to recall, and the discomfort made him frown.

"I... I only have... a little impression."

When he found Zhou You at Zhou Yiqing's home that day, Zhou You was eating.Zhou Yiqing had already yelled that his son was missing a long time ago, ran out of the house, and wandered around the Wangdu District.Zhou You lives alone in that house, and sometimes he invites Bian Han to his house as a guest, but Bian Han is not allowed to enter his room—or rather, the room where Zhou You lived with him in the past.

Bian Han asked Zhou You if he led the turmoil, but Zhou You didn't admit or deny it, he just asked him with a smile if he wanted to invite him into the "sea area" again.

Bian Han picked him up, even raised his fists high.At this time, the concealed door suddenly opened.

At that moment, Bian Han was very surprised.He was a sentinel, but the two people who entered the house were extremely brisk and stealthy, and he didn't even hear any sound approaching here.

Like two shadows, uninvited guests entered Zhou You's home.A sentinel, a guide, his attire and demeanor are completely different from those in Wangdu District.

Their target is obviously Zhou You, not Bian Han.

Bian Han was controlled by the sentries, and the guide approached Zhou You.Bian Han was terrified, the sentry smiled at him, took off a mask-like tool, and put it on Bian Han's face.

"Thank you, you can start now."

Following the sentry's call, the guide approached Bian Han.He bent his knees and squatted halfway, looking at Bian Han.Bian Han's panic moved the stranger a little.

"Don't be afraid, just forget it." The guide pressed his hand on the tool, and Bian Han immediately smelled a strange fragrance.

Even Xiao Liu forgot to record: "...the guide? He used tools to erase this part of your memory? How could he do it?"

He looked at Lei Chi, and quickly explained to his werewolf team leader: "It is impossible for an ordinary guide to enter the deep sea and touch our self-awareness. Unless he is..."

"Spiritual adjuster." Lei Chi answered.

"Father, what exactly is your job?" Xie Zijing and Xie Liang sat on the edge of Luquan, and he took the opportunity to ask.

"Mending and repairing, transporting people and things back and forth." Xie Liang looked at the center of Luquan through the binoculars, and answered his son's question casually, "I'm very tired."

Luquan used to be a large inland lake. The lake dried up, leaving a large concave pit.

The night was dark, and Xie Zijing could only see that there were people camping in the center of Luquan, but they were dimly shadowed, and only some light could be seen.

Seeing his father smile, he hurriedly asked, "What did you see?"

"The people who camped there were acquaintances of my father." Xie Liang said with a smile, "The field team of the Crisis Office."

Xie Zijing had heard of the Crisis Office, but he didn't know the reputation of the field team.He took Xie Liang's binoculars and looked towards the tents.The camp was very deserted, and he saw three men sitting around the campfire chatting, one of them was writing in a notebook on his knee by the light.

"Aren't you going to say hello?" Xie Zijing asked again.

He had too many questions to ask his father.

"No, they're probably still working." Xie Liang pulled him up, "We're here to play."

He checked his watch. "In half an hour, the Milky Way will be at its brightest this month." Xie Liang reminded him, "Go and call Mom, the view here is good, let's watch the Milky Way."

Xie Zijing turned and left.

Qin Ge suddenly noticed that his vision began to shake, followed by a heavy fall to the ground.

Weird noises came from the direction of Luquan, Xie Zijing's head was heavy, and he was throbbing with pain. In the "sea area", a huge wind and waves rolled up instantly, and he lost his balance for a short time.After getting up from the ground, he quickly turned his head to look in the direction of Xie Liang.

"Run, son!" Xie Liang threw the binoculars and yelled at him, "Go back and protect your mother! Don't leave!"

Xie Zijing was taken aback.Xie Liang has already jumped off the high place and ran towards the direction of Luquan.His spiritual body is a beautiful peacock. At this time, as the white mist rises, the numerous feathers dance in the moonlight and starlight, and instantly turn into countless invisible blades, heading towards the center of Luquan.

"Father!" Xie Zijing's heart was beating violently. While running to the camp where his mother was, he looked back at Lu Quan.What was happening in the center of the depression, he couldn't see clearly.All he saw was a thick, black mist rising straight into the sky, clearly illuminated by the bonfires in the camp.

A bony hand protruded from the mist.