abnormal sea area

The wind blows one after another, the windows slam, and the rain pours in through the cracks in the windows and trickles down the walls to the ground.

Lu Qinglai walked into the room with dinner, and sure enough, he saw Zhou You curled up on the bed again, holding his head tightly, gritted his teeth and moaned in a low voice.

He put down his breakfast, sat by the bed, and called him softly: "Zhou You."

Zhou You trembled, and subconsciously grabbed Lu Qinglai's finger.He grabbed so hard that Lu Qinglai even thought that he was trying to wring his fingers off.

"Continue..." Zhou You's voice trembled, "Continue calling my name..."

Lu Qinglai pressed his back, pressed him on the bed, and bent down close to Zhou You's ear.He wanted to talk to Zhou You, and said something that would make Zhou You angry, but he changed his mind at the end and stuck out his tongue to lick Zhou You's ear.Lu Qinglai became excited almost immediately.

"I'll help you, okay?" Lu Qinglai gasped like a trapped beast that couldn't find an exit, "I'm a blender, and I'll help you. Let me enter your 'sea', just for a while, It's not uncomfortable... okay?"

Zhou You didn't resist, but turned his face sideways.He hooked Lu Qinglai's finger, glanced at Lu Qinglai's flushed face, and opened his mouth.

On weekdays, Lu Qinglai would definitely be vigilant.But Zhou You in front of him was too weak to resist him, so he leaned over and wanted to kiss Zhou You.

The moment their faces touched, Lu Qinglai suddenly stopped.The next moment, he let out a scream as if being shocked by an electric shock, and immediately rolled off the bed.

The "sea area" is under attack.At the moment when he let down his vigilance, Zhou You broke into his sea area and gave him the familiar pain at an extremely fast speed.

Lu Qinglai rolled on the ground and couldn't get up for a long time.Zhou You only gave him pain and didn't make him feel any pleasure.Horror seized his heart and the "sea area" in an instant, saliva fell from Lu Qinglai's mouth, and the damp air and the sound of wind and rain were like huge palms, pressing him firmly on the floor of the room.

He simply lay down completely, with his ears pressed to the floor.

The sound insulation of the B&B is terrible. This is not a formal store, and they will not settle in a regular store. 100 yuan a room, downstairs is the living room, the guests are playing the piano and singing in the living room, making a lot of noise.They are sheltering from the wind and rain in a village near Migang.

Lu Qinglai was suddenly disheartened at this moment.What is he doing here with Zhou You?He didn't have to come here, he didn't even know Zhou You's real purpose of returning to Luquan.Now he has become Zhou You's slave, and he will do whatever Zhou You says.It's shameful, it's shameful... Lu Qinglai turned over and lay on his back on the ground.When he turned his head, he saw Zhou You's hand resting on the edge of the bed.

That is the hand of an adult.There are two thin scars on the back of the hand, which have been mixed with the skin and are almost indistinguishable.

Lu Qinglai remembered Zhou You's appearance when they first met.He hid in the woods near Jiwu Temple, naked, only covered with a thin tent skin.

Lu Qinglai's spiritual body is a monkey, a master at finding the same kind.But even so, it took him a lot of effort to gain Zhou You's trust.

Sitting up from the ground, Lu Qinglai crawled to the side of the bed, grabbed Zhou You's hand, and kissed his pale and thin fingers.He even wanted to put these fingers in his mouth, warm them with the tip of his tongue, and moisten his cold fingerprints with saliva - but this would definitely make Zhou You angry.

The cold-hearted and disheartened feeling just now disappeared from Lu Qinglai's heart as if it never existed.He apologized to Zhou You in a low voice, saying that he was too reckless and that he was too tired, that's why he acted inappropriately.

There was a bit of disgust in Zhou You's expression.But Lu Qinglai liked even the hatred. He kissed the back of his hand delicately while staring at Zhou You's tired eyes.Because he was distracted, the traveling "sea" seemed to temporarily stop the cracking pain.

"If you go crazy again, get lost." Zhou You said suddenly.

Lu Qinglai did not dare to say anything, but nodded to this young man who was almost old enough to be his own son.

As in the past, Zhou You punished him, and always gave him a little gentle comfort.

"I want to drink." Zhou You said.

Zhou You used him, which meant that Zhou You was still useful to him.Lu Qinglai hurriedly brought a bowl of highland barley wine.Zhou You finished drinking while sitting on the bed, and returned to his usual indifferent youth. The pacification of "The Sea" set him free.The closer he was to Luquan, the more frequent his headaches became. He knew that this was not something he could control physiologically, it was his own fear that caused it.The fear of No. [-] warehouse is like a rusty crowbar, trying to pry open the memory all the time, awakening the sharp and deep pain like cutting.

Seeing Lu Qinglai hesitated to speak, Zhou You was silent for a moment.The strong drink warmed him up and eased the aching discomfort.

"What do you want to say?"

"...I want to ask one thing."

Zhou You glanced at the wind and rain outside the window.The walls and ceiling of the room are in extremely high concentrations of blue, yellow and red, cloth and patterns full of ethnic characteristics are hung above the head, and the pale windows are decorated with iron railings with special patterns. The space surrounded by all these, It was like a different world he had never visited before.The sound of the wind and rain was exhausting, Zhou You looked at Lu Qinglai's face, and finally gave his slave a chance to ask a question: "Speak."

Lu Qinglai stared at Zhou You carefully, the room was dim, the lights were yellow, Zhou You looked like a haggard wandering soul.

"'Zhou You'...what does the name mean?" Lu Qinglai's voice was very low and gentle.He spoke slowly and steadily, word by word, about his question.

Zhou You knew this was his questioning technique.He had never told anyone about the origin of his name, but at this moment, in this different world, he suddenly felt pity for his slave.This is a feeling that Zhou You has never had before. He is unfamiliar with this kind of emotion. Immediately afterwards, he answered Lu Qinglai's question: "It is the identity I stole from others."

Zhou You once asked him if he needed a name.

He said no need.

Zhou You insisted on telling him, but he was afraid of offending him: "Let me think of a few for you, which one do you think sounds good, let's continue to think about it."

"No, I don't need it." He sat on the floor with his head resting on Zhou You's knee, and the soft blanket rubbed against his ears. He suddenly woke up: he was unconsciously begging for comfort on Zhou You's body.

As he wished, Zhou You stretched out his hand and patted his head.

The boy with thick eyebrows and big eyes was a little shy: "You look like a cat."

There is no one else in the quiet home.Zhou Yiqing went out to work, and he accompanied Zhou You. He did everything for Zhou You, and he wanted to be Zhou You's pet.

"Then I'll be your cat." After he finished speaking, he felt that his face was also burning hot.

"You are human." Zhou You said seriously, "You should have a name. What kind of name do you like?"

"...I like your name." He whispered, "Zhou You. Zhou You...Zhou You...Zhou You..."

He started calling Zhou You's name over and over again until the boy in the wheelchair blushed and covered his mouth with a smile.Everything seemed self-taught, he kissed Zhou You's palm, and then pressed his hot faces together.He didn't even dare to kiss Zhou You's mouth, so he could only carefully kiss his face.

A secret takes shape.

It was a day in early spring.He spent a long and cold winter in Zhou You's home in Wangdu District, and he has a hot secret.

Zhou Yiqing spends too little time at home, leaving too much time and space for him and Zhou You.

He likes to hug Zhou You, and likes to touch Zhou You's slack muscles due to long-term lack of activity, but Zhou You resists his touch very much.He slowly found a way that both himself and Zhou You could accept: after Zhou Yiqing went out, he could spend a long time in bed with Zhou You.Zhou You told him about the universe, the law of the operation of all things in the world, and the history of the development of special humans and ordinary humans. He was keen to lick Zhou You's earlobes and kiss the corners of his mouth between his words until he stopped him. long speech.

Zhou You is very confused, not knowing what fun his half unconscious body can bring to the new guest at home.But Zhou You soon discovered that what the handsome and beautiful peers in front of him were really interested in was not his body.He would hug himself, in the way a mother hugs a child, looking at him with eyes full of attachment and admiration forever.Passion. Desire turned into a careful caress, thin curtains cover up the spring, they discreetly enjoy private pleasures, and open their souls and "seas" to each other.

When he entered the roaming "sea area" for the first time, he lingered for a long time and was reluctant to leave.It was a city hanging upside down in the sky, with roads leading in all directions. He couldn't understand why it was formed, but he loved this place without any reason.He was reluctant to give Zhou You any pain, and directly set off a frenzy of joy in the "sea area".

Zhou You, who was completely shocked by this terrible pleasure, was very frightened and at a loss.

He even finds it interesting to travel around at this moment.

Zhou You taught him to read and write, taught him to use a computer, and told him all his research on white noise over the years.He learned quickly, and the more he studied, the more he understood: the boy he met was a true genius.Zhou You told him "I have very few friends" and "No one would be willing to be friends with me sincerely".He is always full of confusion: how is this possible?He can understand that others don't like him because he has no identity and origin; but he can't understand that there are people in the world who don't like to travel.

He wants Zhou You to love himself.

Although he couldn't give an example, he began to have this desire: he wanted to be the only person Zhou You relied on, more important than Zhou Yiqing, even more important than Zhou You himself.

He revealed more secrets to Zhou You, such as his mother.

The first time he knew that he could enter other people's "sea area"-at that time he didn't know that the place he saw was called "sea area"-was discovered by his mother.After his mother was beaten up by his father, he was too scared to speak and tried to get close to his mother.The pain and fear made the woman almost collapse. The moment he touched his mother's shoulder, he found himself falling into an abyss.

The mother's "sea area" is very deep and dark. After he has entered and exited many times, he finally discovered the self-awareness of his mother hidden in this "sea area".

When he was young, he confided his wish to this woman who was many times gentler than his real mother: love me and protect me.

That night, very rarely, his mother hugged him.He was surprised and delighted, vaguely aware that what he said had an effect.

He was protected and loved.

That night, my mother made a request to my father.She said that her son is so old, it's time to go to school.

He looked at Zhou You and said slowly, "Then, he beat my mother to death."

The shovel was forced into his hand, together with several heavy slaps.While weeping, he dug a hole in the yard and dragged his mother's body into it.

He was very calm and calm, and narrated the whole process, including how he pushed down the rock to kill Zhou Xuefeng.He is not excited at all, all this is a "story" to him, a story that has something to do with him, but it has been too long.

But Zhou You cried.His owner struggled to get up straight from the wheelchair and hugged his pet tightly.At that moment, his heart was filled with indescribable excitement, and he didn't even care to show the slightest bit of sadness: he wanted Zhou You to embrace and comfort himself in this gentle way forever, and all his body movements wanted to be exchanged. An inescapable oath.

The rain was still heavy, so Lu Qinglai sat on a chair, a distance away from Zhou You.

He watched Zhou You like watching his consultant.

"You want Zhou You to love you, so when you entered his 'sea', you hinted at him." Lu Qinglai sighed, not knowing whether it was a smile or a pity, "It failed, right?"

In the hanging city, he finally found the self-awareness of wandering.The boy with thick eyebrows and big eyes does not need to use a wheelchair in his own "sea area". He is strong and tall, able to run and jump.

"...I don't know what he's resisting."

Lu Qinglai really smiled this time: "Of course he will resist. He likes you. But no one wants to be forced to plant such feelings in their minds."

"I don't understand." The young man's face was pale, but his expression was calm.

Lu Qinglai suddenly thought, maybe that was the expression he had on that day when he told the real Zhou You the cause of his parents' death.

"And then?" Lu Qinglai asked softly.He sat on the chair beside the bed, boldly reached out and patted the back of Zhou You's hand.

You travel silently.

"You're angry, aren't you? You only know one way to make someone love you, and that's tampering with their 'seas,' and that doesn't work. You're useless, you think so, right?" With a low and steady voice echoing in the small room, Lu Qinglai looked into Zhou You's eyes, "You are angry with yourself, and you are also angry with Zhou You. Then what? You want to prove that you are loved by others, right? You want to prove that your abilities are still useful..."

So he turned to Zhou Yiqing.

It was too easy to enter Zhou Yiqing's "sea area".He sneaked in while Zhou Yiqing was asleep, broke through the breakwater easily, and found Zhou Yiqing's self-awareness.

"Then he died." Zhou You didn't go into details, but simply said, "Dad...Dad also went crazy, he left home."

Lu Qinglai grabbed Zhou You's finger.His Zhou You suddenly became docile, but this docility annoyed Lu Qinglai: it turned out that the name "Zhou You" contained a secret, and it was impossible for him to share or participate in this secret.

If you want others to love you, then enter the "sea area" and control him.This is the only familiar way of traveling around.But unfortunately, he failed every time.The love he hoped for, never came back to him the way he wanted.

Lu Qinglai suddenly grasped Zhou You's hand tightly, pulled it to his chest, and pressed it against his left chest.

"Control me, Zhou You..." He used a lot of strength, Zhou You frowned slightly from the pain from his palm, and finally looked at Lu Qinglai.

In his indifferent eyes, Lu Qinglai suddenly shouted loudly: "Then you control me! Let me love you!"

Zhou You frowned even tighter, then smiled lightly: "It's not necessary."

Lu Qinglai's chest rose and fell.This is the first time he has directly expressed his feelings to Zhou You, but Zhou You must have already known what he thinks.

"Even if I don't control you, you are already my slave." Zhou You whispered, "I don't need the kind of feelings you mentioned. As long as I want, I can control many people to like me and rely on me at any time. "

"It's different...it's different..." Lu Qinglai grabbed his hands and covered his face with anger and begging for mercy, "They are confused by pleasure, they don't really love you. They don't love you, as long as there is a chance, they will definitely leave you immediately. Have you forgotten? You said, your sentinel friend in Wangdu District, Bian Han, he is the same... He likes you to give him pain and pleasure, but he doesn't like you at all, he even hates you..."

"What did you say?"

"Only me! You choose me!" Lu Qinglai yelled, "Why not me! I have already proved it to you. If you destroy other people's sea areas and leave them false memories, I can do the same! I can do the same! You can make the false memories become their real and confident past! I have the same power over the 'sea' as you! I won't lose to your wandering..."

"Shut up!" Zhou You yelled frantically, trying to break free from Lu Qinglai's grasp.

"You are in charge of destroying, and I will rebuild a new false 'sea area'. We can cooperate very happily." Lu Qinglai prevented him from escaping from himself, his strength was stronger than the thin Zhou You, "I am not enough Is my proof not enough?"

Zhou You stopped struggling.He knew that Lu Qinglai didn't dare to mess with him, so he was only briefly puzzled.

Lu Qinglai was right.Zhou You suddenly discovered that almost every manipulation he made ended in failure, except for Lu Qinglai.

Lu Qinglai found herself near Luquan.After cruising the unconscious Xie Zijing's "sea area", the mediator was shocked by the smelly blood rain and the ruins in Xie Zijing's "sea area".He told the people in the western office that there was nothing wrong with Xie Zijing's "sea area", but he began to piece together possible facts based on the words of the people around him, and secretly searched for the mysterious and powerful guide.

He is obsessed with himself, just as he is obsessed with and admires him.But I never put any hint of love in Lu Qinglai's "sea".He caused Lu Qing pain and pleasure, but he didn't intend to make this person love him.

For the first time since leaving Wangdu District, Zhou You was confused by his unfamiliar emotions.

At this moment, a pickup truck with a civilian license plate stopped at the gate of the western office compound.

It is about 180 kilometers away from Migang.

The sentry in front of the door stared at this strange car, and saw three people getting out of the car one after another: two sentries and a guide.

Bai Xiaoyuan looked at the yard and buildings in front of him, and his eyes fell on the sentry.

Tang Cuo took out the work card of the crisis office, took one for himself, and gave the other two to Bai Xiaoyuan and Gao Shu beside him.

Gao Shu himself was not an employee of the Crisis Office, Gao Tianyue urgently asked him to make his ID for him, and his title was "Director Assistant".

"We are from the headquarters." Bai Xiaoyuan walked up to the guard post and showed his work ID.

The sentry checked the documents and nodded after confirming that they were all true: "Hello. But we haven't received any documents from the headquarters to come."

Bai Xiaoyuan looked serious: "This is a confidential operation, and the documents have directly reached the hands of relevant personnel."

The sentry looked at her: "What relevant personnel?"

Bai Xiaoyuan: "..."

The vigilance of the sentry in the western office is much higher than that of the guard at the headquarters.

Bai Xiaoyuan looked back at Tang Cuo and Gao Shu, and signaled Gao Shu to come forward.Gao Shu is tall and tall, and when he is silent, he has the majesty of a strong man. Standing in front of the sentry post, he is indeed more imposing than Bai Xiaoyuan.

His approach made the sentry alert, and Bai Xiaoyuan suddenly noticed that black hairs appeared on the young sentry's neck and jaw.

Her heart moved: "Are you a werewolf?"

The sentry stared at her: "Show your identity, show your intention, otherwise you can't enter."

Bai Xiaoyuan suddenly felt that his fierce face had a bit of intimacy: "We are all Lei Chi's friends."

Lei Chi is the president of the Werewolf Association, the most famous of all werewolves in existence.As soon as his name came out, the sentry's expression immediately changed.

"Lei Chi will also come here in the future." Bai Xiaoyuan didn't blush when lying, but was still serious, "Comrade, we are on a special mission. The mission is extremely confidential, and I can't tell you any details."

The sentry thought for a moment: "If you can't tell me, then contact your contact person directly and ask him to pick you up. If you can't get in touch, sorry, you can't enter the office."

Bai Xiaoyuan was helpless: "What we are looking for is Qin Yeshi, the person from the headquarters."

As soon as she finished speaking, a furry bear face suddenly appeared in the duty room behind the sentry post.Immediately afterwards, a middle-aged man poked his head out from behind the bear's face.

He looked at the three strange young men at the door, with obvious arrogance and impatience on his calm face: "Who is looking for me?"