urban pastoral family

On the dark and secluded path, the street lamps elongated his figure.Su Changge was blowing the cold wind, but he didn't feel cold at all. He was scolded by the leader in front of everyone in the unit just now, saying that he was inferior to the interns.Even if he is eccentric, his sexuality is a matter of fact.This isn't the first time he's been humiliated in public, and apparently, it won't be the last.

He works conscientiously, and overtime is the norm. Last month, he got home almost every day at [-] o'clock in the evening. At that time, there was only a small dim light in the office. I don't know why there are so many unfinished tasks. Colleagues joke that he is the busiest person in the company.The original three-month probationary period was inexplicably extended for another three months. The immediate leader couldn't use the probationary period as a pretense and asked him to do more work.How about doing more, young man?He did it, but accidentally heard the direct leader in the bathroom, and said with a smile to others: "That idiot, I train him like a dog every day, so what? You can't live under my subordinates."

If you are a bloody person, you will never be able to stand this.But Su Changge held back his breath.This is already the fourth job. If I quit again, I'm afraid I won't be able to find it.There was a humble smile on the corner of his mouth, fortunately, his parents didn't know.

Once a person is incompetent, patience becomes commonplace.It's common to be choked and stuffed.

That's right, he is a fellow. He probably knew that he was different from others when he was in school. When he met that person when he was young and ignorant, he thought he had met true love.You have to come out and be with him.Father was furious, and the belt snapped several times. Seeing Su Changge's stubborn refusal to admit defeat, he was so angry that he had a cerebral hemorrhage on the spot.

He is confused!Never thought something like this would happen.Later, my father came to the rescue, but his hands and feet were not as agile as usual.Good things don't go out, bad things spread thousands of miles.It was originally a private matter, but it was known by everyone.It led to countless setbacks that he didn't want to talk about later.

Do you regret it?He really regrets it.From then on, he was afraid of speaking in public, afraid of walking in crowded places, afraid of the people around him being hurt, and afraid that his parents would leave him.Just thinking about it makes me tremble.Humble to please the people around.He even deluded himself into thinking that as long as there is no discrimination, maybe his parents will forgive him, maybe their health will get better... But nothing has changed, things will only get worse.

The boyfriend who he thought was the love of his life often flirts outside.Now I want to break up with him even more.

He felt ruthless!The three-year relationship can be divided according to what you say!Why should I fulfill your happiness.A deep malice swept all his thoughts.

That being the case, let's all go to hell together!

But today, he was bored.

As painful as it was, he had to admit that he was a loser.

Losers can be cowardly again!

He took a sip of the fortified water.

His mind was getting more and more dizzy, he looked around, this is his small rental house, the layout is not big, but every corner has been carefully tidied up by him.It looks very warm.It's just that years of frustration crushed his love of life.

But his body was getting heavier and heavier.

Ever since he was a child, he has had a strange feeling that there is always a shadow protecting him.When I was young, I almost fell into the river, was almost run over by a car, and there was a chattering voice in my ears.Every time he had a fever, it was as if a cool and refreshing hand was placed on his forehead to cool him down.Later, when I grew up, it gradually decreased.At that time, I always felt like I was dreaming.But today he had an absurd thought, he felt that this person actually existed.Because he has already seen the figure of a person beside him in a trance!

I can really hear a voice: "Bastard, you coward! You want to seek death for such a big thing. Are you still a fucking person? Do you know that your mother is a public servant, and you were superborn back then. The Family Planning Commission The person dragged your mother to induce labor. Your mother knelt down and begged the doctor to inject an induction needle on her ankle. There were people guarding outside the door, waiting to see you die inside. Your mother bit a towel and let out a cry He just gave birth to you without saying a word! Your father secretly carried you out in his arms, begged grandpa to tell grandma along the way, and sent you to the incubator after a lot of trouble. Didn’t he just meet a stupid boss and a scumbag boyfriend? Don’t you want to live anymore! Your parents are left with only one son like you, what will they do if you die?”

Su Yuchu was about to die of anger!That's right, he was a lonely soul, and he also ate the imperial food back then, so he was famous for a while, and he was considered an indisputable hero in the imperial palace, but he didn't have a good life, and he died before he could pass on what he had learned in his life, as the saying goes Liang, although he was rich and honored during his lifetime, it is also desolate to not even have a person who throws a basin after death.

After his death, his soul actually wandered in the world. He saw the little guard who once rewarded him with a meal took away his ashes. .He even opened a small restaurant, but he despises that culinary skills, and he just wants to eat a lot of food.

Everyone said that he didn't care about the aftermath during his lifetime, but he was moved by this person's affection and decided to take care of their children and grandchildren.The vicissitudes of the times have changed, probably because of the inheritance of the little guard's love, every head of the family will order the next generation to take care of the restaurant before they die.

Su Changge was born with his own eyes.Watching him transform from a premature baby whose cry is weaker than a kitten's to a young man, he was caring and cute when he was young, but he became more and more cowardly as he grew up.Being teased and looked down upon by others.Seeing the corners and corners of Su's restaurant covered with grease and dirt, it was as painful as watching the little guard grow old.

But I have never been so angry like today, raised by my parents!No matter how difficult it is, is it difficult for the grandfather who was smashed by the Red Guards when the Su family ran into the mountains in the middle of the night to hide a plaque, and almost fell into the cliff?No matter how difficult it is, with his father cutting his umbilical cord with one hand and protecting the child with the other, is it difficult to keep him alive and smuggle him out?He was born prematurely, his skin was peeling, his lips were purple, his fingers were like chicken feet, his breathing was weak, and he rushed to the hospital just in time for a traffic jam!His father, a big man in his 40s, cried with a bang...

Su Yuchu didn't know what he drank, but he must wake him up.He can't just die like this.His brother was abducted that year.His parents were less than 30 years old, but they turned gray overnight. If he died now, wouldn't he want his parents to die?

Su Yuchu looked at him, seeing the older children lose their strength little by little.I have never been so helpless before, this is the last blood of the little guard!If this little coward also dies, how will he face this little guard who values ​​love and righteousness in the underworld in the future.

"You can't die!" Su Yuchu kicked him hard.

But he didn't move anymore!

"Coward! Coward!" But Su Yuchu's heart was terribly tight. After so many years, he thought he was used to seeing life and death, but he still couldn't stand such a scene.His tears fell.When it landed on his body, he suddenly became energized, and Su Yuchu suddenly went dark for a while, and then opened his eyes.Seeing the snow-white ceiling, he got up in a daze, feeling dizzy, and covered his head with his hand.Suddenly his eyes widened.

This feeling was so real, I looked around and found a fact, he was actually reborn as Su Changge?This made him a little confused!However, even such things as the immortality of the soul after death happened to him, and rebirth did not seem to be so unusual. After a short period of confusion, he immediately returned to his senses, that's good!There are still many things that can be done, since he can't do it, let's go through this life on his behalf!

Glancing at the head of the bed, there was still half of the bottle of mineral water left, it must have just happened, and dizziness still struck.He hurriedly called 120.He didn't want to die just after being alive.

Went to the hospital to wash his stomach, hang water, and looked at his watch after tossing. It was already three o'clock in the morning. The air in the emergency room was not very good, and his eyelids were heavy, but he just didn't want to close them.

After a long time, he finally fell into a deep sleep.

In the morning, he was jolted by a ringing call. In the emergency room where people were coming and going, he saw the words "Leader" written on it shaking non-stop. He heard the ringing enough before answering it slowly.

"Su Changge, are you looking for death? If you don't come here now, do you want to miss work? Damn it! What a fucking mess this morning, get out of here, you're dead!" Lipala said a lot.

"I'm quitting!" There was a trace of relaxed laziness in his voice, what a joy it is to be able to breathe the air, this is already a life that countless people want but can't keep.Those who don't know how to cherish are fools.

"What do I want you to do? With such a high salary every day, I ask you to do a job and you really treat yourself like a mother... What are you pretending to do!... What?" The other end of the phone was a little confused.

Su Changge smiled, who doesn't know who!This direct leader is a LOW guy. He usually kneels and licks the leader to curry favor with his colleagues. He finally brought a soldier to his death, as if he couldn't sort out his authority if he didn't do this. Walk with wind!

"You... what did you say?" He was a little dazed.

"I don't do it anymore!"

"This is a breach of contract, be careful of the defendant!" He bluffed and shouted.

"Stupid idiot, I've had enough of you! I don't know where your sense of superiority comes from. Who are you? You still want to please people! If you really treat yourself like a green onion, who will take your pot! Get out, I'm not serving you anymore!"

"You... don't regret that I'm going to fire you now..." The other end of the phone went crazy!

Before he could finish speaking, he hung up the phone, and the phone was blocked. From then on, the world became brighter!

Su Changge paid the hospitalization fee and checked that there was still [-] left on the card.Right now, making money first is the kingly way. My father needs to recover from his illness, and my mother is just eating medicine. There is also a restaurant. Can not be less.Now short of money!

After walking for two hours, even if my legs were sore, I was not willing to spend a dollar to take a bus. I lied to myself that I wanted to continue to feel the feeling of stepping on the ground.

In front of Su's restaurant, Su Changge stood there for a long time, just such a brand with a sense of age does not match this fast food restaurant at all.It's time for dinner.Other restaurants were overcrowded, but Su's restaurant was deserted.It looked funny and pathetic.Because of its background, the business of others is getting more and more popular.

Su Changge remembered that this sign was redone three times in total. One was that when the little guard was there, Brother Su Yuchu brought someone to smash it up. The little guard held the sign and refused to let go. Even he was moved by the look in his eyes.A piece of it was buried in the soil during the Cultural Revolution and someone reported it, but when it was dug out, it was smashed, and the honest man shaved his head, and pushed it to the vegetable market for criticism.This is the third piece, which looks simple now, but at that time it was all the money of Grandpa Su Changge. It seemed to be a dying old man, so simple and lifeless in front of a group of lively and novel brands.

When Su Changge saw this sign, he suddenly felt very small.

Bowed deeply to this brand.His eyes were red, and there was no way to repay his affection. Only by making the Su family's dishes famous all over the world could he be worthy of the friendship of the little guards for hundreds of years.

"Changge, why are you here?" Aunt Liu in the store felt familiar when she saw a person standing here before.I didn't expect it to be him.

"Aunt Liu, let me take a look at the store!" He sniffed, but the reddish circles around his eyes couldn't deceive anyone.

Aunt Liu is more than 60 years old this year and cleans here in Sujia Restaurant. Her husband is the buyer here. Now that the chef is gone, she also helps cook the dishes.There are also several waiters in the restaurant.There are not many people now, so they just play with their mobile phones.

Aunt Liu smiled and said: "You can come and see, the store will be sold out at the end of this month, and there are only 15 days left. Your father also said that they have the ancestral precept to take the brand back. Before, they always said that you don't care about it." The restaurant at home is worried that there will be no successors. Your father will be happy if he knows you are here. The things handed down from the ancestors are all in the blood. How can there be no successors? The rent is so expensive, it’s so expensive It costs [-] tsk tsk a year to come to a square meter place...Which one can earn back?"

Su Changge lowered his eyelids.

Afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, Aunt Liu hurriedly said: "Hey, what do I mean by this, people are poor and rich until they grow old, how can it be so smooth, you do it well, and I will do it for you when the time comes!"

"Thank you, Aunt Liu!"

"Thank you, I also watched you grow up!"

Su Changge said: "I want to invite a few tables of old guests, and have one last meal of Su's food before closing!"

Aunt Liu froze for a moment, glanced at Su Changge, and cooked a meal?How many times has he been in the kitchen?Looking him up and down, Su Changge is rare and beautiful among boys.Those fair hands had round and beautifully manicured nails.Where is the cooking hand here?Even if you are overwhelmed, you will cook instant noodles.He doesn't distinguish the five grains, his limbs don't work hard, let alone cooking, he was not willing to ask him to come here to collect the bills back then?It was just a whim.But his bright eyes seemed to be filled with water, and he spoke softly, making people unable to bear to refuse.This child has been scolded all the way since he came out of the closet. He is so good-looking, but the pearl is dusty and tainted with the lamentation of the society.It's been a long time since I saw him like this.

Uncle Liu was smoking at the front desk, fearing that the child would be disappointed, he quickly pinched out his cigarette: "Okay! Then I will be blessed too, and I will eat the dishes made by the young master!"

Aunt Liu coughed dryly.

Su Changge's eyes lit up when he heard this, and he answered crisply and loudly: "Yes! I'll go back and write the invitation in a while! Invite everyone who should be invited!" Gluttonous diners, the customers who have taken good care of here for so many years can't let go, let them have a good experience of the essence of Sujia cuisine.He turned and went to the back kitchen.

Aunt Liu watched his leaving back, and frowned slightly at Uncle Liu: "What are you blindly promising? If a child is not sensible, you will make a high profile! There is still enough money on the account for him to make such a fuss, and how can he do it?" What kind of food? Let people see the joke." She frowned, now even if it costs thousands of dollars to buy a restaurant, what's wrong with having this money.Inviting people to dinner for nothing, isn't that just throwing money away.

It's rare for Uncle Liu to see him so happy, and I really can't bear to spoil his interest. Although City A is big, but the circle is small, his nephew and Su Changge are in the same company, and all the bird anger he received has been relayed. Even he can't wait to scold that Leaders rely on others.I feel sorry for Su Changge, but I can't help it. I have my own life to live, and no one can control anyone. Seeing him becoming more and more mediocre and incompetent, I feel distressed, but the man is just ashamed to express his concern, and his words will change when he speaks. Grinning his teeth, he said, "You don't care, my ancestors are royal cooks!"

Looking at the empty seats in his own house, there is always a sense of sarcasm in saying this.Angrily, Aunt Liu picked up the rag and whipped him several times: "I told you to make sarcastic remarks!"

In the kitchen, Su Changge stared blankly at his palm, quite surprised.He actually had a spiritual spring.I just tried soaking tomatoes in Lingquan, and the tomatoes instantly became rosy and shiny.A bite is sweet and sour and juicy, with a crispy texture on the outside.It's delicious and unscientific!Take another bite of the small tomatoes that have not been soaked in Lingquan.There is little juice, sour and astringent, and the skin can't be bitten in the mouth, like a wax strip.

Su Changge saw that the kitchen only had a few wilting garlic sprouts, stale tomatoes, and cucumbers and cabbage that were about to dehydrate.There are not many things, and the arrangement is messy and disorderly.The freezer was empty, no wonder Aunt Liu had such a strange reaction when she said just now that she was preparing a table.It seems that it is not an easy task to revive the Su family cuisine.

It wasn't long before Su Changge entered the kitchen.Lin Wei came, wearing a famous brand, and the new car was parked at the door. He, a catering industry employee, stayed in this kind of fly restaurant, and he couldn't hide his disgust in his eyes: "Su Changge is here? I just heard that he The boss said he was fired, what happened?"

Aunt Liu and Uncle Liu looked at each other, frowning, no wonder why his eyes were red when he came.I didn't think much about it before, but I was fired by the unit.

But Aunt Liu got angry when she saw him. No one knew that they were a couple.Lin Wei was with him.It's still unclean to mess with flowers and grass outside!Now they are even more arrogant, as if someone is their servant.

"What are you doing here?" Aunt Liu said loudly.

"Of course I came to find Su Changge for a showdown!" He smiled sarcastically, although Su Changge is not bad, but now he is getting more and more difficult to show.Like a weak chicken.The skin is too thin to play with.You can't get along in a bad company.Isn't it just thinking about their family's money?Hmph, I didn't give it up, pretending to be a serious person.Why give him money!It must be divided up today!Speaking of which, it is not insidious to come to the restaurant to block Su Changge at this moment.Ever since Su Changge made his father angry and hospitalized.I am terrified of being embarrassing in public.At that time, I don't mind the sound being higher for a while, so that people outside can listen to it.This time it will definitely be broken.

As soon as Lin Wei said this, even Aunt Liu was a little bit embarrassed. Although the relationship was a matter between two people, he said so openly in front of the public: I came to dump him.It's really hard to swallow.But I can't bear it and I can't, I'm afraid he will say something again, which will be embarrassing.

Lin Wei walked into the back kitchen grandly, and saw Su Changge playing with a small tomato handle in his palm at a glance.His fingers are as white as jade, and the red tomato looks like a fine jewel.He seemed lost in thought.His brows seemed to be frowning but not frowning.He was obviously still this person, but people couldn't take their eyes off him.

Su Changge only felt that a person came in suddenly, and when he turned his head, all the emotions froze on his face and turned into a strong sense of disgust. It wasn't someone else who came, it was Su Changge's little boyfriend who would drag him to death—Lin Wei .

However, Lin Wei quickly came back to his senses, and even gave Su Changge a disgusted look, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth, and he was stunned just now, thinking that this person had made a concave shape for a long time in order to keep himself. nausea!Standing far away, before Su Changge could speak, Lin Wei said loudly: "Let's break up!"