Do you understand Euclid today?

There are many things that Radar can't understand, but he also knows that he shouldn't prevent his mother from having a new life and let her only revolve around him, so he can only pretend that he doesn't care, and tell his mother generously: "I am so old. Now, I can take care of myself."

It's just very occasionally... Can you look back at me?

With this little secret hope, Radar stood there and waited. After waiting for a long time, he only waited for his mother's second child.

On the day my younger brother was born, Radar had seen him from a distance, his wrinkled face and gray skin were ugly no matter what.Almost at the first glance, he was sure that he couldn't develop any liking for such a cub.

So he applied to the school for accommodation in the name of concentrating on preparing for the senior high school entrance examination. His mother did not doubt his hard work and "agreed" to sign the application form. Soon he officially changed from a day student to a boarding student.

It's just that when he goes home on weekends, he can't help seeing his mother hugging and teasing his younger brother. Usually, he stands not too far away from his mother and watches quietly, hoping that his mother can turn her head and look not far away. There is also an older son who is standing.

—Mother never looked back, not even once.

The rebellious period of radar came without warning.

"I tried skipping classes, getting into fights, and pretending to be in love with someone." Recalling that absurd period of time, Da Da still has pain. "The school called the parents several times, but she never came... …never once…”

Lin Qianshu sighed: "It's really unnecessary to try to get her attention by destroying your future."

"You're right," Radar said with a wry smile, "My younger brother wasn't yet one year old, she was really busy at the time, and I shouldn't let her worry about it."

The stepfather was not from a wealthy family, so the family couldn't afford a confinement wife. Radar's mother quit her job and devoted herself to raising the youngest son at home, and she was powerless to discipline the eldest son who was making noises outside.Finally, when the dean invited the parents again, Radar finally saw his haggard mother in the teaching office.

The mother listened tiredly to the dean listing the eldest son's problems one after another, and kept bowing and apologizing to the dean.Radar watched from the side with red eyes, held back his mother's hand, and assured her tremblingly: "Mom, I will never make trouble again..."

Mother didn't answer, but calmly broke away from his hand, and once again bowed deeply to the dean.

Walking out of the office, Radar once again assured his mother that he would correct himself.Mother turned to look at Radar, Radar swore that this was a disappointment and sadness that he had never seen in his life.

My mother seemed to have aged a lot all of a sudden, she was no longer the young person who hugged her when she was rowing in the park.

"Radar, you have to be obedient." Mother said.

After that day, the scene of his mother bowing became a deep imprint in Rado's mind. How many times he dreamed back at midnight, it was a nightmare he could not escape, so the boy's short period of rebellion ended.

He cut off his messy perm hair, dutifully dug out the textbook to study, and finally stepped on his tail to the key city during the senior high school entrance examination.

After receiving the admission notice from the school, Radar ran home excitedly to show it to his mother. Along the way, he had envisioned many surprises in his mind after seeing the notice, but when he opened the door of the house, He was greeted by an empty room.

Radar dialed his mother's phone in a daze, but the phone rang for a long time before being picked up.

"Hello, what's the matter?" There was a bit of noise on the other end of the phone, and the mother's question seemed to be careless.

Radar opened his mouth, and the joyful feelings disappeared somehow. He could only say dryly: "Mom, I have been admitted to Nanhuai Experimental High School..."

"Huh? Uh... oh, oh, okay." It seemed that someone came over there and said something to her mother, distracting most of her attention, making her extremely perfunctory when replying to the radar.

Soon, my mother continued: "Your brother has caught a cold. Your uncle and I are in the hospital now. You can take care of dinner by yourself." As she spoke, the phone was hung up quickly.

Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Radar suspected that his mother didn't even know what he had said to her.

Lin Qianshu recalled the unsuccessful phone call with Da Da's mother on the road, and thought to himself what was going on.

"So Brother Lin," Radar asked again with confusion in his eyes, "Is it true that all relationships will change in the end?" Even mothers who are related by blood will have their love and attention diverted when giving to another person.

"Be a fart." Jiang Yixing's voice suddenly came from behind the two of them.

Lin Qianshu turned his head and saw three teenagers arriving at some point.

Jiang Yi walked to sit between Lin Qianshu and Radar, stretched out his hand and unceremoniously gave Radar a chestnut, and muttered, "Is it because Dad doesn't care enough about you?"

Radar covered his head in a daze, and the corner of his mouth suddenly raised: "Brother Jiang..."

"Stop." Jiang Yixing turned his head, awkwardly preventing Radar from expressing his feelings, "...I won't listen."

Radar sniffled and said apologetically, "I'm really sorry tonight, I was impulsive."

Jiang Yixing opened his mouth and wanted to say a few more words, but suddenly he felt someone tap his shoulder again.He turned his head and saw Jiang Yizhi standing behind him, making a gesture for him to step aside.

Jiang Yixing swallowed his words, stood up with a dark face and sat down on the stone bench next to him.

Lin Qianshu looked to the left, then to the right, and finally decided to sit still.

Jiang Yizhi sat down, looked at the radar, and said, "You don't need to take revenge on your mother in a self-willed way."

Radar was startled, and subconsciously retorted: "I don't."

"I corrected everything, and I was admitted to a key high school..." Radar said, his voice gradually weakened, and he found that when he faced Jiang Yizhi's eyes, he had no confidence in saying these words.

Jiang Yizhi looked at him, his expression was so calm that he didn't seem to be talking: "You didn't."

The smile on the corner of Radar's mouth collapsed, his eyes dimmed a bit, and his shoulders drooped unconsciously: "You're right."

Seeing that Lin Qianshu couldn't bear it, he quietly sat near Jiang Yizhi, tugged at his sleeve, and reminded him in a low voice, "Don't talk too much..."

In front of Jiang Yizhi, Radar felt as if he had returned to the dean's office in the second year of junior high school. One by one, the rebels were criticized by the dean in the office, and the parents were invited one by one. In the end, only himself was criticized.

"Mom doesn't care about the last one, there is really nothing to do with him..." He stood in the corner, but his ears were sharp, and he heard the dean standing outside the door chatting helplessly with other teachers.

Radar wanted to say that my mother was in charge of me, but she was really busy.

But why make Mom worry about your rebellion when she's already busy?He heard such a small voice in his heart asking himself.

Radar couldn't answer, his rebellion was torn into contradictions, and finally the contradictions became entangled into escape.

Escape from becoming who you are now.

"You hope that your mother still loves you," Jiang Yizhi said word by word in the face of the frustrated radar, "but now her love is not completely exclusive to you. You long for her attention, but you are afraid that you will become The burden of her new life. You are conflicted."

Radar's back trembled like a sapling whose leaves were fluttering in a strong wind.

"You understand that life is not bad now, but you feel that forgetting the past is a kind of betrayal to your father, so you are constantly recalling the good life in the past," Jiang Yizhi said, "No one will live in the past forever."

By the huge lake, only Jiang Yizhi was talking.The evening wind blew across the lake, but it made Lin Qianshu's heart tremble.

"Then should I forget it too?" Radar trembled, with unstoppable confusion and pain in his voice.

Jiang Yizhi sighed, and his voice became softer: "Repetitive mention is a sign of remembering, but not saying it doesn't mean forgetting."

Radar's fingertips curled up, and he suddenly remembered the back of his mother staring at the fire of the incense burner in a daze every year during the Qingming Festival.

But it seems that only his beauty is all living in the past.

There was another rush of footsteps on the path, and Lin Qianshu subconsciously followed the sound and turned his head again, only to see a middle-aged woman in pajamas and slippers looking around anxiously.

When her eyes touched a few people by the lake, a strong light burst out from her eyes.Lin Qianshu watched her struggling to run towards Radar, crying and hugging Radar's head: "Bao'er, you scared me to death..."

The woman hugged Radar tightly, as if embracing a lost and found treasure.Radar was hugged in his arms, but the expression on his face became a little numb. He reached out and patted the woman's shoulder without saying a word.

"It's my mother's fault...it's my mother's fault!" The woman cried louder and louder, "Mom shouldn't just think about your younger brother and neglect you..."

Radar didn't answer the woman's words, but just paused for a few seconds while patting her shoulder.

In the gap between the hugs, Lin Qianshu saw a tear pooling in the corner of Dadar's eye, falling rapidly due to gravity, and melting into the night.

In the next parent-child conversation scene, it is obviously inappropriate for a few people to stay.Dadar's mother expressed her gratitude to several people repeatedly with red eyes, especially holding Jiang Yixing's hand, repeatedly thanking Jiang Yixing for taking care of Radar since he was in high school.

Lin Qianshu saw a rare shy expression on Jiang Yixing's face.

He stammered and said to Radar's mother: "Auntie, don't thank me, this is what I should do..."

After imagining Jiang Yixing wearing a Leifeng hat on his head and a big red flower on his chest holding the "Nanshigao Good Man" pennant, Lin Qianshu's mood suddenly relaxed after a heavy night.

Several people bid farewell to Radar mother and son, and prepared to go home.

The driver of Guan Ming's bodyguard was nearby and offered to take Xiang Xiaojun home.Jiang Yizhi took Jiang Yixing and Lin Qianshu on the way home.

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