Do you understand Euclid today?

The two were lying side by side on Jiang Yizhi's bed, Lin Qianshu looked up at the ceiling, it was a different state of mind than lying in his own room.He quietly diverted his attention to look at Jiang Yizhi, who had closed his eyes, as if he was sleeping peacefully.

The elbows of the two of them were stuck together with a thin quilt, and Lin Qianshu felt a thirst in his throat for no reason.

The air conditioner reached the scheduled point a long time ago and stopped working. The warmth of the whole room is not caused by artificial wind.

Lin Qianshu inexplicably remembered a certain scene in the novel where "I" and Euclid were lying together, wondering if "I" at that time would think about as many messy things as he does now.

In the novel, "I" and Euclid were admitted to the same major in the same university through hard work, and were logically assigned to the same dormitory because of the similar sequence of surnames."To this day, I still feel that it was a beautiful and regrettable decision," the author wrote.

To this day, I still think it was a beautiful and regrettable decision.

The four years of being able to have countless similar memories with him are good enough, but for this reason, I am still insisting on things that I can't like, but the goodness is almost exhausted.

Recently, I have been constantly recalling regrets, blue bubbles covering beautiful things with filters.Usually there are only two results, either the memory is modified, or I am destroyed.

Probably because of this, I couldn't help but secretly write such a story in such a place.

Many people have become blurred in my mind, and I'm afraid I won't be able to remember even this joy soon.

I don't want to.

In fact, I didn’t have an easy time in my freshman year. Although I got a good score in mathematics in the college entrance examination by brushing the questions, going to the same university as Euclid to study mathematics was somewhat difficult for me. Yes, especially with more talent around than there was in high school.

In the mid-term exam of the first semester of high mathematics, I started to review all the content I had learned half a month in advance. In the end, I still failed to pass several classmates who stayed up late before the exam and played games, and changed to a barely passing score.On the day of the results announcement, I went to the school's artificial lake for half an hour and saw at least twenty couples passing by. For the first time, I felt confused about my pursuit.

——Is it really interesting to run after Euclid like this?

Euclid can make up lessons for me and delineate the key points of the exam for me, but he will never understand my helplessness and fear in learning mathematics.He might not even understand why in the world someone would do such a poor job of something so simple.

But I am not, I also have things I can do well.I told myself.

I walked around the artificial lake again and again, but I didn't know what I was expecting. It wasn't until I caught Euclid who was walking in a hurry in my sight that I felt my heartbeat speed up for a long time.

Euclid also saw me, and we looked at each other from a distance across the lake. In my sight, I saw him heaving a sigh of relief, and then turned around and ran towards me without hesitation.

He ran to me, but didn't ask me why I was walking by the lake, but silently slowed down and followed me step by step.

So the people walking around the lake changed from me alone to the two of us. We strolled by the lake one after the other, which attracted the attention of many young couples.

Attracting attention at such an unexpected time, I kind of want to laugh, but I don't think it should.

When I walked to the fifth lap, Euclid suddenly said to me: "I have a few questions and I don't have any ideas...do you want to discuss it together?"

Perhaps Euclid himself didn't realize that when he said this, his face was full of caution. This expression didn't suit him, and of course lying didn't suit him.

At that moment, my heart softened again - I really don't want him who is so proud to become like this for me, he shouldn't be like this.

In front of him, my confusion is simply insignificant.

I did not expose him, and pretended to follow his advice with gusto.

I said: "OK."

He turned sideways, showing a relieved expression where he thought I couldn't see.

We walked back to the dormitory together as if nothing had happened. Euclid took a book from the shelf. I noticed that the side of the book was covered with post-it notes that were fully marked.

Euclid gently put the book on the desk, and he said to me: "Let's start from Chapter 1."

Euclid told me what he had learned from the beginning. We seemed to be back in high school, the two of us sat in a small storage room, pondering over a question several times.

However, college is really not like high school. Euclid was named by the college to enter the big number competition team, and he took on several part-time jobs, so he was very busy every day.So I spend most of my time figuring it out by myself.

At the end of my first semester in college, I got bad grades academically, and I still haven't developed a love for math, but Euclid has already made his mark in the large number competition team.

On the night when the last grade came out, I was checking the score in the dormitory. Looking at the 70 after the course name, I even had a hint of joy in my calmness.

There was the sound of a key opening the door. I turned my head and saw Euclid pushing the door open and walking in.

He was wearing a black wool coat and a white scarf around his neck, and he looked thinner.

I watched him in a daze, we haven't seen each other for a week or so.

Euclid's eyes fell on me, and I saw him open his mouth. I thought he was going to say something to me, but he didn't say anything in the end.

I suddenly realized that we had nothing to say.

This kind of nonsense is different from when we were in high school. In the past, we couldn't find a common topic to talk about. Now we live in the same dormitory, but I feel that the distance between us is farther than in high school.

Euclid probably realized this too.We looked at each other far away like the night when the midterm exam results came out.

"Are you going home tomorrow?" After a long time, I heard my own voice asking him.

Euclid seemed to have just recovered his movements, and shook his head slowly: "I have other things to do tomorrow, and I will go home the day after tomorrow."

"Oh," I heard myself say, "I'll be going then."

After a long, long time, when I had turned my head to look at the computer screen again, I heard his hoarse voice in the dormitory: "Okay, yourself...be careful on the road."

My hand holding the mouse trembled, but I didn't answer his words.

When I woke up the next morning, Euclid was no longer in the dorm.The other two roommates were still soundly asleep, so I got up lightly, washed up, and started to pack my luggage for home.

When a book was taken off the shelf, I saw the exercise book full of post-it notes again, and I couldn’t help recalling the last time Euclid gave me a lecture on the topic, pretending to be casual and saying to me: "Let's put it in your place first, I've already copied down the topic."

I knew he wanted me to review it several times and was afraid that I would refuse.

How can I refuse him.Not to mention such awkward and endearing kindness.

It has been more than half a month since the last lecture, and without him, I really have no interest in opening this book, so it was gradually squeezed to the back of the shelf by other books. A layer of ashes.

I touched the gilt cover of the book and put it in the suitcase.

After returning home, I played games online with my friends for three days, and it was only when I was dizzy that I remembered that I hadn’t checked WeChat for several days.I yawned and checked my phone, and saw a few more unread messages on WeChat.

The first one was from Euclid the day I got home, and he asked me, "Are you home yet?"

And then Euclid the next day, he asked me, "Are you awake?"

On the third day Euclid said: "Is my book in your place?"

Finally, the screen jumped, and I saw that the place where the name was displayed was "the other party is typing" for a long time.I stared at it for a long time, but he never sent a word.

In the end, I couldn't help it, and answered the last question dryly: "The book is in my suitcase, I forgot to tell you."

The other person replied quickly: "Then I will come to you to get the book."

After sending it over, he seemed to realize something again, and became cautious: "Is it convenient now?"

I deleted the words "I'll start school for you" that had already been typed in the input box and changed them to "convenience". I took a deep breath and rushed into the bathroom to take a shower and brush my teeth.

— Needless to say, I take a clear stand on any tangled issue, and I will always be an unqualified Euclidean.

Ten minutes later, I went downstairs with the book and saw a thin layer of snow on his shoulders.I don't know when the snow fell, but it must have been longer than when he asked the phrase "convenient".So my heart beat faster again.

Seeing me coming out, he walked towards me.In sight, he was visibly thinner, as thin as a piece of paper.Seeing him like this made my heart ache.

I handed him the book, and couldn't help but say, "You've lost a lot of weight recently... eat more."

His hand holding the spine of the book trembled, and his voice was unprecedentedly hoarse when he spoke: "Okay."

"Don't always think about winning or losing the game." Once I opened my mouth, my heart was soft again, "You are only a freshman, and it is already great to be able to join the team."

"Ah."

"Take a good rest when you're on vacation, don't brush up on the questions."

"it is good."

"...Think more about happy things, and your appetite will improve." I'm at the end of my words.

I saw that he hooked the corners of his lips briefly, and then said very seriously: "Okay."

"So...goodbye?" I tentatively waved to him.

"Goodbye." He held the book and cast a deep glance at me, then turned and walked towards the wind and snow.

Looking at his back, I suddenly felt a panic that I might lose him.

I didn't care about anything else, and stopped him loudly.

The author has something to say: I worked hard!

感谢在2020-08-1422:37:05~2020-08-1521:20:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottle of Ding Ling Dang hammer;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!