Do you understand Euclid today?

Lin Qianshu originally thought that Lao Lin said that because he saw the relationship between the two, but the next sentence Lao Lin said, "You two good friends are better than relatives rather than relatives" made him unsure again.

But all in all, it was settled that Lin Qianshu went to worship Jiang Rou on the first day of the new year.

In addition, although Lin Qianshu had the winter vacation, Lao Lin and Ms. Ming did not rest. Both of them are currently in a half-retired state, and they have accumulated a lot of work after the long vacation a while ago.As a result, Lin Qianshu became a left-behind youth, and often the house was empty when he woke up.

This was barely in line with Lin Qianshu's wishes. He wanted a quiet space to think about his future.

I have been preparing for studying abroad for nearly three years. Even if the results of the last mock exam were not satisfactory, Lin Qianshu believes that if he is determined to go out, through his unremitting efforts and Jiang Yizhi's devil training, he will still be able to take the official exam in April. No problem.But in order not to fall in love with Jiang Yizhi in a foreign country, why should I spend another two years or even more time fighting against mathematics?To put it further, the path of learning is always getting narrower and narrower. After two or three years after returning to China after studying, if I want to find a job, it must be inseparable from mathematics.

I've been entangled with mathematics for a lifetime... Lin Qianshu shuddered, he thought this scene was terrifying.

The phone vibrated twice, Lin Qianshu stopped thinking, picked up the phone to check the news.

Jiang Yizhi sent three photos, each of which was a plate of delicately presented dishes.

Jiang Yizhi: "I made these three dishes for lunch today."

Lin Qianshu looked at the instant noodles he had just cooked, and couldn't help feeling sad: "Jiang Yizhi, did you do it on purpose?"

The tone of Jiang Yizhi's reply seemed innocent: "I haven't."

This person is tempting himself to eat!Lin Qianshu angrily took a picture of his lunch and sent it: "I had this bowl of noodles for lunch today." After posting, he felt that it wasn't miserable enough, so he added: "There are no braised eggs, ham sausage and cheese slices."

Almost the second after Lin Qianshu finished sending the message, Jiang Yizhi sent a new picture.The new picture showed a bento box packed with various dishes, and beside it was a cup of oolong tea that Lin Qianshu often drank recently.

Jiang Yizhi: "Send it to you?"

Lin Qianshu really wanted to have the backbone to refuse, but seeing the tasteless instant noodles in front of him, his position became shattered: "...OK."

Fifteen minutes later, Lin Qianshu squatted at the entrance and waited for the doorbell to ring. He belatedly realized that although the winter vacation was only for a week, this was the fourth time that Jiang Yizhi had delivered meals to him during the holiday.

Just as he was thinking, the doorbell rang.

Lin Qianshu opened the door, and Jiang Yizhi, who was carrying a lunch box, stood behind the door and smiled at him: "Mu Mu, good afternoon."

"Cough... Well, good afternoon." Lin Qianshu touched his nose, feeling that he had fallen into the routine of classmate Jiang.

Jiang Yizhi walked in, walked into the restaurant familiarly, and put the bento box on the table.He turned around and said to Lin Qianshu who followed in, "Let's eat first." As he spoke, he cleaned up the instant noodle packaging bag that Lin Qianshu hadn't had time to refill very smoothly.

As soon as the bento box was opened, the smell of the food filled the whole room, the glutton in Lin Qianshu's stomach was lured out, he sat down involuntarily following Jiang Yizhi's words, took a bite of curry chicken wings with his chopsticks.

Jiang Yizhi was familiar with Lin Qianshu's taste. Lin Qianshu could eat two bowls of rice without restraint, so now he naturally eats it with gusto.As he ate, he spurned that he had no position. Maybe Jiang Yizhi would deliver the food for two days, and he would give up all his worries and agree to study abroad with Jiang Yizhi just for one bite of food.

But in the past few days, Jiang Yizhi seems to have forgotten the problem that lay between the two of them. It seems that they come and go every day just to deliver such a meal. What movies are good recently, Jiang Yixing has done a few more questions recently, and so on, never talking about what Lin Qianshu wants to think about.

Lin Qianshu knew that this was Jiang Yizhi's thoughtfulness and plea.

When he was about to finish eating, Jiang Yizhi suddenly asked, "Are you going to Susan's place this afternoon?"

Lin Qianshu nodded. He now visits Susan twice a week. Perhaps the congestion in his brain disappears faster, and he can already remember many things in the past seven years intermittently.

The part I remembered was bittersweet. Looking back at what happened in the past seven years from the perspective of a bystander, Lin Qianshu felt that when he was in it, his emotions inevitably went astray.

In the first half of the novel, there are sweet and sour crushes and heart-pounding fights, and the later becomes more depressing, which is actually caused by memory.After all, people can always magnify the negative emotions of the moment, but for the past, after the big waves wash away the sand, what is left is naturally precious.

That's what he did.The farther away he was from the past, the more blurred he recalled it, and what remained vaguely were good times that he was unwilling to forget, and the closer he was, the more entangled he was with the present, and he felt bitter at the moment, and there was a little more blue in his memory.

Later, there were also things to be happy about, and this kind of joy still occupied most of the time, otherwise how could I have the heart to continue running with Jiang Yizhi, and even wanted to follow him abroad.

To put it simply, Lin Qianshu knew that Jiang Yizhi had used himself to be a hypocritical little counselor.

"Can I go with you this afternoon?"

Lin Qianshu pulled away from his thoughts, and looked at Shangjiang Yizhi with a cautious look.

He blinked, and brushed off the sourness in his heart: "If you want to go, go there... It's not like we haven't been together before."

At two o'clock in the afternoon, the two of them finished packing and went out. Jiang Yizhi drove Lin Qianshu to Susan's temporary consultation room.

It's almost New Year's Eve, and the shops along the street are decorated with old-fashioned decorations, making it very lively and lively.Lin Qianshu looked out through the car window, and excitedly said to Jiang Yizhi, "Ah Jiang, when you come back, buy two couplets and go home? One is pasted to our door, and the other is pasted to Xiaoxing's door." In the past, he tried to paste couplets on the door of his bedroom, but Mingjuan always rejected him because his taste was too vulgar. Finally, he got another bedroom that Mingjuan couldn't control. Of course, he hoped to fulfill his childhood wish.

Jiang Yizhi: "Okay." He paused for a few seconds and pretended to be casual: "You posted it yourself?"

"Of course." Lin Qianshu took it for granted, "Of course you have to post the ones you choose."

Jiang Yizhi bent his lips: "Okay, I'll buy it when I get back."

Susan came to Nanling at the invitation of the School of Psychology of Nanling University, not just for Lin Qianshu.When the two arrived, they happened to meet Susan sending a middle-aged woman with a sad face out of the door.

Watching the woman leave, Susan turned to Lin Qianshu with a smile and said, "Good afternoon, Lin, how are you feeling recently?"

Lin Qianshu smiled and said, "Not bad."

Susan winked at Jiang Yizhi who was beside Lin Qianshu again: "What about you?"

Jiang Yizhi: "Yes."

"It's good to have a good life." Susan smiled and pushed open the door of the consulting room, "Sorry, you may have to be separated for two hours."

The consultation room is decorated in a warm and lovely way, which makes people relax unconsciously just by looking at it.Lin Qianshu found his usual sofa chair and lay down, closed his eyes and listened to the soothing symphony.

***

Lin Qianshu felt like he had run a long, long way, and he didn't stop until his muscles were sore and his back was sweating profusely.

He raised his hand to wipe his sweat, but found that he was holding a piece of paper full of words.After reading it carefully, I realized that it was actually a GRE test report card.The exam time was September last year, only half a month before I lost my memory.

Lin Qianshu remembered.

The most important reason why he drove into the pig was that he got his GRE report card that morning.

Compared with this mock exam, the official exam score in September was as low as a naked exam score, but Lin Qianshu didn't go anywhere during the whole summer vacation, and locked himself in the room with Jiang Yi Zhixue. for two months.

Efforts are not directly proportional to gains, hard work can't see the way forward, and the person you like is dazzling and may fly farther and farther...Everything is a mountain that weighs on Lin Qianshu's heart, making him breathless.

"You're dragging him down..."

"You need him, but he doesn't need you..."

"Do everything with him, do you have something you want to do..."

The voice was noisy, and Lin Qianshu's ears were ringing.He stretched out his hands to cover his ears, and the voice penetrated into the eardrum again through his fingers.

Don't say it anymore... Don't say it anymore... He said it silently in his heart over and over again, feeling that the light in front of him became increasingly dim, as if a dark cloud was moving over, slowly passing by the sky above him.

In the next second, thunder broke out.

***

"You feel your steps getting slower... slower and slower...you see a door in front of you...you approach it and push it open."

There was soft clapping in my ears.

Lin Qianshu opened his eyes suddenly, and he was lying on the sofa in Susan's consulting room.

"Honey, how do you feel?" Susan looked at Lin Qianshu with a worried face, "Your reaction was particularly intense today."

Lin Qianshu let out a breath slowly, sat up and said, "I'm fine."

"It's just that I roughly know what I was worried about in the past." Lin Qianshu took a sip of the hot tea on the coffee table.

Susan asked, "Are you still worried?"

Lin Qianshu shook his head, and looked firmly at the closed door: "I am very sure now."

Walking out of the door of the consulting room, the first thing Lin Qianshu saw was Jiang Yizhi sitting on the bench.

Unlike most of the waiting people, his eyes fell on the door of the consulting room, and he didn't hold anything to pass the time.Seeing Lin Qianshu push the door and come out, a gleam flashed in Jiang Yizhi's eyes, and he got up and walked towards Lin Qianshu.

"There is a milk tea shop nearby." Jiang Yizhi said.

He didn't ask about Lin Qianshu's treatment results, but Lin Qianshu knew that he was the one who cared most about memory.

Such Jiang Yizhi, how could he not need himself.

"Okay, drink milk tea," Lin Qianshu laughed, "One cup for each person, don't refuse."

The author has something to say: Happy weekend.