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Ji Lingyang put his hands into his trouser pockets and followed Fang Xi with a look of disdain. He wanted to give him a cold face when he turned around, but Fang Xi just walked on his own, as if there was no one behind him.

Ji Lingyang felt that he was throwing winks at fools, and when he was about to reach the bus stop, he hurriedly said, "Don't go, I won't go to the library with you."

Fang Xi stopped, turned around after two or three seconds, tilted his head and pretended to be surprised, and said, "Do you think I really want to go to the library with you?"

"you……"

"What me?" Fang Xi raised his eyebrows sarcastically, "It's fine if you don't explain the birthday party, and then ignore me for a week, how confident are you that you think I will continue to put a hot face on your cold ass ?”

Obviously you ignored me first!Ji Lingyang was so angry that he almost jumped up, but on second thought, didn't he just want to cut off contact with Fang Xi?He was right to ignore himself.

He barely suppressed his anger, and replied stiffly: "Why do you come here if you don't want to post me? I don't have time to talk to you." After speaking, he turned and left.

"Want to leave?" Fang Xi sneered, took off his satchel and threw it over Ji Lingyang's head, "Did I let you go?"

The satchel was thrown on the back of Ji Lingyang's head impartially, and he didn't know what was inside, causing Ji Lingyang to scream "Aww".

Ji Lingyang turned around angrily, rushed to Fang Xi, and grabbed his collar: "You're fucking sick!"

Fang Xi looked at him without showing any weakness, and his tone sounded worse than his: "You are the only one who is sick, why are you avoiding me when you are not sick?"

Ji Lingyang choked, his eyes dodged for a moment, and his voice was a little guilty: "Who, who is hiding from you, I just want to see you upset and don't want to talk to you, what's the matter?"

"Nothing." Fang Xi waved his hand away vigorously, "I came to you to ask clearly, what is wrong with me, what makes you unhappy, you tell us, let's confront each other, and see to the end Who is sick!"

Ji Lingyang couldn't help taking a step back.

Fang Xi immediately leaned forward, pushed his chest one after another, and asked viciously: "Tell me, tell me what makes me unhappy! Why hide, can't you even say a word for such a big man? "

"I, I..." Ji Lingyang was forced to retreat again and again, facing such an aggressive Fang Xi, his mind went blank, and he didn't know how to respond at all.

"You'd better think of a reason as soon as possible. If you can't think of it, don't think about it today! Think about it! Go back! Home!" Fang Xi said word by word.He has had enough of Ji Lingyang's dodging, it is the same now, and it will be the same ten years later.

Ji Lingyang dodged Fang Xi's gaze in a panic. It was clearly late autumn, but a fine layer of sweat oozed from his forehead.Just when he couldn't hold back and wanted to apologize, a sentence suddenly flashed through his mind.

"If the lowest grade in the class is not a bad student, what is it?"

Immediately afterwards, two voices staggered in the ear.

"You got 120 on the 54-point paper, and you didn't even get half of it!"

"Just go to a bullshit university with your grades. If I don't pay you, you can go to the street to beg for food!"

"How many times have I told you, don't make friends with those bad students."

"Whatever, it's all bought with my money anyway."

These words are like ropes, interspersed and entangled with each other, weaving into a huge net, wrapping Ji Lingyang from top to bottom, wrapping him firmly in it.

What qualifications does a bad student like you have to be Fang Xi's friend?Ji Lingyang asked himself.

No.He answered in his heart.

The hesitation between the brows completely disappeared, Ji Lingyang stopped backing, grabbed Fang Xi's hand, and said coldly: "There is no reason, I just don't want to talk to you."

Fang Xi was startled, and tried to pull out his arm, but found that Ji Lingyang was holding it tightly, and his fingers pinched a few deep holes in the skin.

"Fang Xi, you are really annoying. I don't want to talk to you and I need to give you a reason? What are you?" Ji Lingyang couldn't control his mouth, his brain was forcing him to use the most vicious words to anger Fang Xi, so that He is far away from himself, don't step on his stumbling block called "bad student", "It's really inexplicable, what is it about me that attracts you, and makes you, a good student, condescend to come and stick my cold ass I warn you, you'd better stay away from me from now on, otherwise I'll hit you every time you post it, until you cry and cry! Now, get the hell out of me!" After finishing speaking, he slapped Fang Xi hard. He threw it out, then gritted his teeth, turned and left.

After walking for several steps without hearing any sound behind him, Ji Lingyang stopped and turned his head hesitantly.

I saw Fang Xi standing motionless on the spot, with his head bowed, the shadows covering his eyes.He raised his arm, and the loose sleeve slid down a little, revealing the wrist that Ji Lingyang held just now, with four clear red marks on it.

"...It's always like this..." He opened his mouth, as if to say something.

"What?" Ji Lingyang asked.

"...every time, you never..." Fang Xi didn't answer him, still talking to himself.

Ji Lingyang was inexplicably flustered, he couldn't help but take a few steps closer, trying to hear what Fang Xi was talking about.

"...It's not the roundworm in your stomach. I don't know what you're thinking. No matter what happens, you never tell me. If I ask in a hurry, you just say it's none of my business with a cold face. This is how work works. , life is like this." Fang Xi seemed to be caught in his own emotions, he sneered and muttered to himself, his voice was weak, "At first I thought I did something wrong to make you angry. I want to correct it, but you don’t tell me what’s wrong at all. I’ve been thinking of ways, and I’ve been working hard, just to get your response. You’re always kind and reliable to ordinary colleagues, why are you so capricious when facing me, happy When you say that the most precious thing in your life is me and Erbao, when you are unhappy, you can not talk to me for several days."

Ji Lingyang was at a loss when he heard it, and just about to speak out, Fang Xi suddenly raised his head, his eyes fell on Ji Lingyang's face, but it seemed that he was looking at a farther place through him.

"You have never changed. You are like this now, and you will be like this in the future. I thought I could change you, but I was slapped twice in the face. It's ridiculous." Fang Xi showed a tired smile, and he bent down to pick up his satchel , took out a stuffed envelope from inside, and handed it to Ji Lingyang, "This is just an apology for disturbing you during this time, don't worry, it's not a bomb."

When Ji Lingyang took the envelope, Fang Xi nodded, exhaled a long breath, and said softly, "That's it, I give up." After speaking, he picked up his bag again, as if exhausted, and was so exhausted that he didn't even want to say goodbye. I didn't want to say it, I just turned around with my head down, and walked across the street.

Ji Lingyang couldn't understand Fang Xi's soliloquy, but it didn't prevent him from understanding the phrase "I give up."

Does he mean that he will never talk to me again?Ji Lingyang's heart was suddenly empty, as if the things that were pressed on him suddenly disappeared, and he couldn't tell whether it was relief or loss.Obviously this is the result he expected, why is his body trembling uncontrollably, as if something important is leaving his life?

Ji Lingyang opened the envelope in his hand, and poured the contents into his hand.

It is a stack of photos, about twenty or so, the top one is Fang Xi holding Fang Erbao, one person and one cat face to face, Fang Xi is grinning happily, Fang Erbao half-opened his eyes, The small pink mouth was slightly opened, just in the arc of a smile.

Ji Lingyang's heart beat violently, and he looked at every photo.Each picture has Fang Erbao on it, some of which are playing alone, and some of which are played by Fang Xi holding it. At the same time, there is also a middle-aged man and woman smiling happily. These should be Fang Xi's parents.

Although it is just a still picture, the emotions contained in it can make Ji Lingyang feel the same. Whether it is a person or a cat, their happy mood seems to flow out of the photo, like a clear spring in the mountain, dripping down Ji Lingyang felt empty in his heart.

With trembling hands, Ji Lingyang put the photo into an envelope and stuffed it into his pocket.He raised his head and looked around, and soon found Fang Xi beside the zebra crossing not far away.

Ji Lingyang quickly walked towards Fang Xi.

"Fang Xi." He called softly, so softly that only he could hear it.

"Fang Xi." He shouted again, and was blown away by the autumn wind just as he exited.

"Fang Xi."

"Fang Xi!"

As the pace quickened, Ji Lingyang's voice became louder and louder.While shouting Fang Xi's name, he ran towards him.

Fang Xi, who was standing on the side of the road in a daze, seemed to have heard Ji Lingyang's call. He turned around with some doubts, and couldn't help frowning when he saw Ji Lingyang who was about to run in front of him.

When there were only a few steps left, Ji Lingyang stopped.He looked at Fang Xi and scratched his hair in bewilderment: "Fang Xi, I...cough cough..."

"Didn't you tell me to get out? I'm out, what are you doing here? Do you think I'm getting out too slowly?" Fang Xi said in a blunt tone.

Ji Lingyang was so blocked that he couldn't speak. He touched the envelope in his pocket, took a deep breath, and said, "Fang Xi, I..."

Just halfway through speaking, Ji Lingyang's eyes suddenly widened, and his pupils shrank sharply.He took a sudden step forward, grabbed Fang Xi and pulled him towards him forcefully.Fang Xi, who was fully prepared, was staggered by him, his heel hit the curb, and he lost his balance and sat backwards.Ji Lingyang embraced him, covered him with his whole body, and threw him to the ground.

Almost at the same time, a white car passed behind Ji Lingyang with a "squeak" and stopped a few meters away.

A man poked his head out of the car window: "*You are fucking blind! Don't block my car if you want to die and jump off the building!"

"You're blind! You still have the face to scold someone for running through the lights!" Ji Lingyang stood up and yelled at the other party.

The man who almost hit someone wanted to say a few more words, but seeing more and more pedestrians around him, he stepped on the accelerator and drove away before being stopped.

Seeing the car drive away, Ji Lingyang cursed, looked down and saw Fang Xi who was lying down, and quickly moved aside, helping him sit up: "Are you okay? Are you injured?"

Fang Xi didn't seem to have recovered from the dangerous situation just now, his whole body was tense, and his eyes were fixed on the front.

Ji Lingyang's heart tightened, and he quickly patted Fang Xi's face: "Fang Xi, Fang Xi, why are you..."

Before he finished speaking, a drop of cold liquid dripped on his hand.Ji Lingyang was stunned for a second, and leaned in front of Fang Xi.His eyes were red and misty, and there was a crystal water mark on his right cheek.

Ji Lingyang panicked for a moment. He raised his sleeves and rubbed Fang Xi's face indiscriminately, while stammering, "Why are you crying? You didn't hit him. Hey, don't cry, are you a man?" Xi, Fang Xi, I beg you not to cry, okay!"

However, Fang Xi couldn't hear a word at this moment. He seemed to have returned to his previous life. Their car was stuck between the roadblock and another car, and an out-of-control truck was speeding towards them.At the last moment of his life, the man sitting next to him unbuckled his seat belt, threw himself on him, and covered him completely.

"Fang Xi, I love you."

The last words the man whispered in his ear became the last words he heard before he died.

Fortunately, I didn't have time to say "break up".Fang Xi thought so before losing consciousness.

Almost the same thing happened to Fang Xi again, he couldn't tell the present from the future at all, all he knew was that this person threw himself on him again, covering him with his whole body, leaving the hope of life to him alone.

The tears that were too late to shed at that time finally had a chance to pour out, like a collapsing dam, soon wetting Ji Lingyang's sleeves.

"I said don't cry!" After wiping tears for a long time, Ji Lingyang was anxious and annoyed. Seeing Fang Xi still sitting on the ground with blank eyes, he suddenly raised his hand and slapped him.

"Snapped!"

Although Ji Lingyang withdrew his strength when the slap was about to hit, there was still a crisp sound when the slap hit the face.Hearing this sound, Ji Lingyang quickly withdrew his hand in fright, and pushed Fang Xi carefully.

"Hey, are you awake?" Ji Lingyang pushed again when there was no response.

Just about to push him for the third time, Fang Xi suddenly jumped up, pushed him to the ground, grabbed his satchel, rode on his stomach and beat him up and down, cursing at the same time.

"I ask you to save me! I ask you to save me! If you dare to do this again, I will beat you to death! Ji Lingyang, you bastard! Bastard! Watch me beat your shit out!"

Ji Lingyang was directly stunned by the beating, and he recovered after being beaten several times. He didn't dare to resist and could only cover his face with his arms: "Fang Xi, you're enough! Crazy, hit someone suddenly! Stop! I'm going to resist if I don't stop!"

The onlookers thought he had gone crazy suddenly, so they hurriedly dispersed in fright.

Fang Xi frantically beat for a while, then slowly stopped.He wiped his face vigorously, got up from Ji Lingyang, carried his bag, patted his clothes and combed his hair, and restored himself to his usual appearance.

He kicked Ji Lingyang: "Hey, get up."

Ji Lingyang was furious from the beating, and he scrambled to his feet. Just as he was about to start cursing, he saw Fang Xi's eyes that were flushed with tears, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up.He swallowed and closed his mouth.

"Follow me." Fang Xi grabbed his wrist and dragged him into an alley where no one was around.

Before Ji Lingyang could speak, Fang Xi smiled and said, "Let's fight."

"what?"

"No slaps in the face, no dirty tricks, just fight in an upright manner, and the winner will be decided." Fang Xi took off his backpack and coat and threw them aside, and began to move his hands and feet.

"Did you hit your head just now? I don't want to fight with you." Ji Lingyang immediately refused. His mind is a little messed up now. It's fine if he saves someone and gets beaten up, but now he wants to fight?Too busy to panic?

"I'm not joking." Fang Xi approached Ji Lingyang step by step, Ji Lingyang was so frightened that he backed away again and again until he touched the wall.Fang Xi raised one hand to support the wall, raised his head slightly, showing a slightly ambiguous expression, "Let's fight, if you lose, promise me three conditions, no stealing, no robbery, no breaking the law, and you must It's something you can do."

"Get out, I'm not..."

"Crack!" Fang Xi slapped Ji Lingyang's face on the wall, which made him shut up immediately, "If I lose, from now on, you can tear up my notebook and copy my homework. If you tell me to come, I will come, if you tell me to go, I will go. And..."

Like that day on the roof, Fang Xi stroked his lower lip with his index finger, and said softly, "I will only smile at you from now on, only you, alone."

He smiled evilly: "Now, do you want to fight?"