Epigenetic edge

Chapter 4Sunshine

Ryoma and the main recruits from the ministry have gone out for training, and Rinko and Nanako are not at home these days.Echizen Minamijiro temporarily partnered with Yagami Yi, who was still recovering from illness.

Echizen Nanjiro had to ring the bell on time at five o'clock in the afternoon, Yagami Yi stared at Echizen Nanjiro with a pair of beautiful eyes after the fever subsided.Echizen Nanjiro was defeated, unable to leave him alone and took him home.

Ye Shenyi visited the Echizen House for the first time, even though she knew that there was only one cat left in the house besides Echizen Nanjiro, she was already nervous.He himself didn't know what he was nervous about.

Echizen Nanjiro went to the backyard to ring the bell, and Yagami Yi was cooking in the kitchen.He stewed the soup, watched the rising steam, amidst the smoke and fire that filled the room, Ye Shenyi suddenly froze for a moment.He looked at this house full of traces of life and family, and suddenly his eyes became a little dazed.

"Hey, boy." Echizen Nanjiro's cry woke him up again, Ye Shenyi put his mind away, and agreed: "Senior."

Echizen Nanjiro walked over, touching his belly: "Ah, I'm so hungry."

Ye Shenyi smiled again, the handsome young man's beautiful smile was really a pleasant sight.Echizen Nanjiro stared blankly for a moment, rubbed his hair, smelled the fragrance from the kitchen and said with a smile: "Not bad."

Ye Shenyi's ears turned red: "It's nothing."

In the evening, Echizen Minamijiro ate his stomach so much that he lay flat on the corridor while reading newspapers and blowing the wind.

Ye Shenyi carried Karubin and walked out and sat beside Echizen Nanjiro. He found that Echizen Nanjiro's newspaper hadn't been turned over, so he leaned over curiously: "Senior, are you paying attention to any news? What happened? Varied……"

Ye Shenyi's face turned red almost in an instant, and Karubin smeared Echizen Nanjiro's face before he could hold back: "Senior, what are you looking at!"

Echizen Minamijiro patted Karubin's butt very habitually, and said confidently, "Young man, you won't understand."

Ye Shenyi ignored him, and Echizen Nanjiro didn't care, he turned over and continued to watch.Carubin searched around and found that the unfamiliar human was the most comfortable, and silently jumped on Ye Shenyi's lap to make a nest.The evening wind was blowing slowly, and Ye Shenyi gently combed Karubin's cat fur.

The years have been quiet for a while, and even the moonlight has become warmer.Echizen Nanjiro was beside him, besides the sound of turning the pages of the book, there were occasional laughter and comments from Echizen Nanjiro.Ye Shenyi deleted layers of appearances, and suddenly found that what he was thinking just now was the same as now, and he suddenly had a feeling that they have been together like this for a long, long time, and they will continue to live like this in the future.But he knew it was just his fantasy.is wrong and impossible.

Ye Shenyi didn't dare to ask extravagantly, he could only pray for a little more time like this.If it's a dream, it'd better be longer.

"Nanjiro." Ye Shenyi called out tentatively.

"Ah." Echizen Nanjiro subconsciously agreed, and then realized, "What did you call me, boy!"

Ye Shenyi burst out laughing, even the newspaper that Echizen Nanjiro threw on his head couldn't stop him from laughing.Qingyue's pure joyous laughter resounded in the night sky.

Echizen Nanjiro didn't bother to care about him anymore, "Okay, okay, boy, go back to sleep quickly."

"Yes." Ye Shenyi hugged Karubin, "Senior, rest early too."

"Okay." Echizen Nanjiro waved his hand impatiently.

Ye Shenyi turned around and took a sip.Ye Shenyi, this is enough.Don't be greedy, if you have such memories, no matter how you think about them in the future, they will still be very warm.I don't expect too much, this little bit of warmth is enough to keep me warm forever.I will lock that door tightly, Nanjiro, believe me, I will do it.Won't bother any of you.

Although, I'm really envious, very envious...very envious.

"Meow~" Karubin called out.

Ye Shenyi patted his head: "Carubin, good night."

"Meow~"

……

Ye Shenyi vomited in the dark after returning home on the night of the victory celebration of the Kanto Contest in July.At that time, he didn't drink alcohol, and didn't eat anything indiscriminately, but he vomited very badly and had stomach cramps.In fact, he has been in pain for a long time. When the pain started for the first time, he had guesses in his heart, but he didn't dare. He was extremely afraid of the answer, so he ignored it time and time again.Until he can no longer lie to himself.

He was so calm that he washed away the vomit, wiped the dirt and blood from his mouth, rinsed his mouth and brushed his teeth, took a shower and went to bed.He seemed to be okay, lying in bed like an ordinary night.

He knew from an early age that he might be a man with no future.It's just that he didn't expect it to come so early.It's strange, he never thought of rebelling against fate.If fate can be changed by resistance, it is not called fate.Even if he wanted to live any more, wouldn't he still... leave if he struggled like his father and was riddled with scars?Why bother to let yourself go so embarrassed and so reluctant.

want to livewant to live.But what if you can't survive.Then at least live a better life.He has seen too many life and death, mother's, father's, time and time again, dying on the hospital bed, in that hospital full of death breath, he doesn't want to go, he doesn't want to die there.

Dad said, Mom will be fine. It seems that in my memory, Mom has been taking medicine and often goes to a snow-white place.Her complexion was poor, pale and thin, she had no hair, but instead had a pair of black eyes and a forced smile.She has been smiling very hard, showing him a smile and showing her father a smile.

Later, she died.

When my father was in the hospital, he told him that he would be fine. He has been insisting on examinations and discovered it very early. He took medicine for examinations, underwent chemotherapy, and lost his hair.He smiled and told him he would be fine.

In the end, he died on the operating table.

It was obviously the same disease, why did you die when everyone else got better?Grandma Longzaki said that they suffered too much when they were young, so they couldn't support them anymore.But I'm different, but what's different about me?Some diseases will be cured.But some diseases exist in your blood and cannot be cured.

but……

but……

In the middle of the night, Ye Shenyi sat up suddenly, tears wet the pillow and his cheeks.He sat blankly for a long time, tears falling silently.In the end, he hugged himself tightly. In the silent night, in the darkness, he hugged himself, helpless, afraid and hesitant.

I want to live.

I... fear... the appearance of death...

……

Ye Shenyi was carrying a tennis bag, he was standing on the side of the road, and saw Echizen Nanjiro waiting for him under the grass from a distance.He squatted on the ground, cocked his buttocks and held a piece of grass to tease the black cat who didn't know where it came from.The cat's hair was blown by the bullying, and it jumped up to grab him with its paws raised, and he jumped up and hid.

Ye Shenyi climbed on the railing, watching the man jump and laugh.So I couldn't help myself and couldn't help laughing, the shadow in my heart seemed to be scattered by a ray of sunlight, and it began to heat up slightly.

Suddenly he folded his hands together, and shouted: "Nanjiro!"

"Ah?" Nanjiro turned his head subconsciously, and the black cat gave him a faint look, got into the grass and ran away.

When Echizen Nanjiro saw Ye Shenyi, his face dropped and he shouted, "What are you yelling, boy! Be respectful! Give me an honorific title!"

Ye Shenyi smiled, like a jingling bell. "No! Nanjiro!"

Echizen Nanjiro rolled up his sleeves and rushed forward aggressively: "Stinky boy! Take it back!"

Ye Shenyi looked at Echizen Nanjiro who ran up, he smiled, I know it's false, but ah, let me pretend that you are running towards me.

Ye Shenyi took a step, ran back and forth, and was slapped on the head by Echizen Nanjiro.Ye Shenyi immediately admitted his mistake: "Senior senior senior senior senior, I was wrong QAQ."

Then, Ye Shenyi was successfully beaten by Nanjiro until his mentality collapsed.He flattened out on the grass with a "slap", and sat up a moment later: "Senior, Qingxue has attacked the country. This year, the truth will take down that trophy. Otherwise, I will feel..." It's a pity.

He turned his head: "..." Ah, fell asleep.

Ye Shenyi covered her face, really, the senior is still so unreliable.He quietly leaned over, counting Echizen Minamijiro's eyelashes with great interest, it turned out that the senior's eyelashes are so long.When one counts the other, the other counts too...

Ye Shenyi moved his lips, he looked at the ignorant Echizen Nanjiro, and his stomach began to hurt again, as if being cut by a knife.He attached himself almost reverently, and whispered: "Nanjiro..."

He felt Echizen Nanjiro's breathing.Ye Shenyi tilted his head slightly, pursing his lips lightly.He looked at his lips, which finally brushed imperceptibly, landing on Nanjiro's jaw.Messy and hard beard stubble stuck to dry but soft lips, and the wind blew across the green grass, like waves blowing away.The sun shone on the two people who overlapped each other, warm and bright.

Ye Shenyi's long hair was blown away and flew up in the air, and he reached out to catch the hair rope that he didn't know when it broke.Beneath his calm face was an indelible sadness.

I was afraid of death, and I walked towards him step by step.Nanjiro, I have never been so thankful like this moment, glad that I have no future.So, I don't have to worry about my future without you.So, I don't have to be afraid of what I want to do if I fall in love with you.

I only have a very short amount of time, so I can only do very, very little.In this way, at least during this period of time, I am happy, I live very happily, I don’t have so many regrets, I don’t have to worry about anyone, and I don’t have to feel the pain of separation.

Falling in love with you is probably the last best luck in my life.Because, I don't have to hate that my short life can't be with you forever.You were never mine, and I never had a chance.

No regrets and nothing to regret.Actually, I'm still a lucky person.dont you agree?

Ye Shenyi stretched out his hand to hold the golden sun lightly.In the last hours, I smelled the sun.Nice to meet you.