sun washed by spring rain

49. Time will wait for me. Has winter passed?

Inner distress, fatigue, never-ending...

Yan Qianming only felt that he was still trapped in that narrow circle, everything he did was painless, but he couldn't stop.He seems to be successful but he has never succeeded, and he is still bound by his hands and feet...

Yan Qianming stood blankly in the empty and spacious room, and invisible pressure oppressed him from all directions.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and the figure sitting behind the desk opposite was dark and serious, and everything was silent.Silent, dim, suffocating oppression.

"Qian Ming! Yan Qianming! When I gave you this name, I hoped that you would be modest and prudent! Distinguish right from wrong! What about you? You have never been modest and prudent before, arrogant and conceited! Now you don't know right from wrong, you are extremely confused!"

This is a vicissitudes but serious, majestic but powerful voice.

Yan Qianming was startled and looked up.

The person in front of him was none other than Yan Qianming's father whom he was familiar with but hadn't seen for a long time... He was less than 60 years old, but already had gray hair all over his head.Out of anger, his weather-beaten hands tightly gripped the armrests of the chair below him, which was a comfortable but bulky wheelchair.

For his father, Yan Qianming has always respected and feared him.In Yan Qianming's heart, he is a belief-like existence, and his broad wings seem to be able to cover all places.Until... that year, a major accident occurred in the family business, and his sudden collapse... Yan Qianming was forced to grow up...

That accident dealt a big blow to Yan's father. Although his collapsed body has basically recovered after several years of treatment, he can no longer leave his wheelchair.

Yan Qianming was silent.Listening to this strange but familiar reprimand.

"How I taught you before! The most important thing in life is not to be ungrateful! How did you do it! Your wife! Your father-in-law! Helped us in our most difficult times! Without them! You would be where you are today Can you sit in the company and be your boss? Without them helping you... I might have died that year..." Yan's father took a breath and looked at his son who was not up to date and still remained silent , even more angry.

"Do you have to force me to come to you in person?! Are you going to divorce Keying? You are divorcing her because of a man? You came here because of that man?!" Father Yan asked He said, the tone of each sentence became heavier and heavier, and it was unbelievable at the end of the question!

"Yes!" Yan Qianming finally spoke.He used all his strength to answer this one word, and he was firm and undeniable.

"You are confused! It turns out that what Keying said is true! You did it for a man? Did you do it for a man?!"

"Yes! I'm for a man!" Yan Qianming swallowed desperately like a lump in his throat.

"I'm for a man...yes...why for a man..." Yan Qianming blinked, trying not to let his tears fall.

"Dad, this man...you know it too...one of the few friends I had in high school, brother! The only one who has a good relationship with me is not because of our family's money, Zhang Ke, don't you know? Oh, you I just know this person, I haven't seen him yet... Then you definitely don't know what happened next."

"He was admitted to college, but he didn't go to school. He also went to city A and went to a technical school. It's not that he doesn't have money to go to college, he can earn it by himself, but he gave up because he likes me, yes, that's right , He likes me, it's ridiculous, I thought it was ridiculous at the time." Yan Qianming swallowed hard again.

"Later... something happened to our family, and my first love girlfriend left without saying goodbye. At that time, you had just been hospitalized, your home was sealed off, and those workers came to ask for money, and I was beaten half to death. I was very scared, and I didn't know what to do Do it, spend the whole day drinking to relieve my worries. He came back to help me specially... He woke me up, gave me food, gave me a bed, and gave me money to pay for your medical bills... I was really scared, and then I I found that without you, I am a waste who can do nothing! He is my only support, I know he likes me, but I can't accept it, but I am afraid that he will leave, we have a relationship for the first time..."

The scars of memories were lifted bit by bit by myself, so it hurts so much!It hurts so much!

"Do you think that Zhang Keying and his daughter are the ones who helped us? Yes, I cannot deny that they have indeed helped us a lot, but do you know? It is not because of their help that I am able to get to where I am today! Zhang Ke...is Zhang Ke...haha, do you know what he did? Do you know what he did for me? He...he went to a surrogate. He has a fertile physique, and he used his body to make money to help me... ..."

"I hated the Keyou physique at that time! In order not to make me suspicious, he said that he went somewhere to make a lot of money, and there was no news for a whole year. I don't know if he is doing well this year, and I don't care about him. , because at that time I met Zhang Keying and had a new girlfriend..." Tears could no longer be held back, Yan Qianming wiped them away and continued.

"A full 50! He gave me a full 50! So much money! I took it with peace of mind, you know? I used this money to start a business and turn around. As for him, he has nothing, and there is an extra long hair on his stomach. Long scars! He lied to me that it was a work-related injury, and said that the 50 yuan was compensation after the injury! What a far-fetched reason, but I believed it!"

When Yan Qianming said this, his emotions were no longer under control, and he covered his face with his hands, tears spilled from his fingers, and he sobbed loudly.

Yan's father kept his face sullen, did not speak, and did not interrupt him.

"Oh, we... used to have a child, but it's gone. His body was ruined, his heart was dead, he left me, and came to this place alone. Until now, I can't even think about it... he All this is done for a man... Just for a man... Is it worth it? Do you think it's worth it? Is it worth it for a bastard like me!"

Yan Qianming cried and said that he was full of ugliness, but he no longer cared about so much, he finally had the opportunity to fully face all the mistakes that happened in the past, he wanted to say, he wanted to recall everything and vent all at once come out.

"There is really too little I can do for him now, Dad, I have recognized my heart, I love him, I love that man... I know, I am sorry for Ke Ying, but I must divorce, no matter what Any price... As compensation, I am willing to leave the house, if she wants my current company, I can give her all. Some things can be done all over again, and some... If you miss it, you will never have another chance. "

Yan Qianming cried once, managed to calm himself down, and made this statement seriously and formally.Father Yan sat there, thinking all the time, finally shook his head and sighed heavily.

50. The world will wait for me. Has winter passed?

Pedestrians coming and going on the overpass are also in a hurry at night.

The two slow steps walked forward and backward, as if they were afraid of missing the slightest bit of scenery along the way.

"The scenery here is good. I noticed it on the first day I came here. Look, there is a big lake under this bridge. It's cool to walk on this bridge in summer. It's cool when the wind blows, but now it's almost autumn. I won't have this enjoyment after a while." Zhang Ke followed his gaze and pointed in a direction not far away.

There was such a farce in the store, and it was a lie to say that it was not disturbing.

Zhang Ke threw the store to Jiang Zheng again, did not deal with the burnt skin, and the remaining pain on his face did not disappear, he pulled Dr. Liang and walked out like a normal person who had nothing happened. night tour.

Doctor Liang followed Zhang Ke slowly. He had many questions and wanted to help Zhang Ke see the severity of the injury, but he didn't dare to disturb the person in front of him who was smiling when he introduced the scenery, even if the smile was not from the heart. , just a disguise to hide the wound...it looks just as good.

At this time, Zhang Ke seems to have shielded all the interference of bad things from the outside world. Even if he knows that no matter how he avoids the reality, he has to face it, and no matter how he ignores the wound, it will hurt.He is also willing to enjoy this moment without thinking about anything.

Since he didn't want to, then he didn't want to poke it.

"Yeah, it's really nice here. It might be a pity if I didn't see this kind of scenery when I arrived in City B." Dr. Liang answered with his hands in his pockets while watching Zhang Ke.

Back then, Zhang Ke was a big boy with a sad face. He was young, but he seemed to be burdened with countless burdens, which made people feel distressed and sad.But now, in Dr. Liang's eyes, he is still a big boy, but although the burden of the year has been lifted, it only makes him seem happy.Maybe it was because of a fall into a trap that he gained wisdom, and his emotions would no longer be expressed on his face.

"Ha... In fact, City B is pretty good. If you have time, I can show you around." Zhang Ke laughed, stood by the bridge and looked down, taking a deep breath.

"Oh, by the way, Dr. Liang. By the way, I've known you for so long. I don't even know your name. You are always called by doctors. It seems a bit strange." Zhang Ke put his arms on the fence beside the overpass , as if he was chatting, his hair was disheveled by the wind, but he was much more energetic.

"Eh..." Unexpectedly, Dr. Liang raised his eyebrows immediately when he heard this question, showing embarrassment.

"What? You don't want to tell me?" Zhang Ke was a little strange, but he just smiled and didn't care.

"No...it's my name...um..." Dr. Liang also turned around, looking at the sparkling lake at the bottom of the overpass.

"Isn't it nice? What's the matter? It's just a name. I just think you've helped me so much. I need to know your name."

"Eh...then let me tell you, you have to promise me not to laugh!" Dr. Liang suddenly changed his usual gentleness and became serious.

"Laughing? Why did I laugh when I heard your name?" This time I was even more curious.

"You promise me first."

"Okay, I won't laugh, tell me quickly." Zhang Ke's eyes widened, looking expectant.

"Um...my name is...Liang..." Dr. Liang didn't know where to put his eyes, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

"What? I didn't hear clearly!" Zhang Ke moved forward.

"Cough, Liang, Liang Zhuangzhuang! My name is Liang Zhuangzhuang." Finally, Dr. Liang heaved a sigh of relief, and the result was as he expected, after all, he had experienced such situations too many times.

"Pfft—! Liang Zhuangzhuang? Hahaha, Liang Zhuangzhuang, hahaha, Zhuangzhuang? Hahahahahahaha!" Zhang Ke was a few beats behind in responding. Although he had already agreed to Dr. Liang, he still couldn't control himself after hearing the name clearly. laughed out.

"Look, no matter who hears my name, they will laugh at me." Dr. Liang looked helpless. This simple name is really different from his gentle and refined temperament. This contrast makes anyone who hears this name laugh. All laughed without surprise.

"Zhuang Zhuang, hahahahahahaha." Zhang Ke held his stomach and couldn't stop laughing.

"Okay, okay. Smile, laugh, laugh as much as you want." Dr. Liang crossed his arms, leaned on the railing, and made a helpless expression.

"Haha, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, haha, I just feel too...haha...huh." Zhang Ke straightened up, wiped away the tears from laughing, and took a deep breath to calm himself down. Come.

"If knowing my name could make you smile so happily, I would have told you earlier." Dr. Liang looked over again with gentle eyes, Zhang Ke felt a little embarrassed, so he could only respond with a smile.

"Oh, you didn't lie to me to make me laugh, did you?" Zhang Ke shook his arms uncomfortably.

"No, I didn't lie to you. My real name is Liang Zhuangzhuang. Well, you can continue to call me Dr. Liang, Xiao Liang, or Lao Liang in the future. But this name... I don't tell others easily."

"Haha, well, I'll keep it for you, but why don't you change it." Zhang Ke stopped smiling, and the two started chatting.

"My parents got it. I was in poor health when I was a child, so I gave it such a name. Later, when I grew up, I had to change everything on my ID card and work permit, and I found it troublesome. It's just a name anyway, just like you said." Dr. Liang's smile widened a bit, but looked equally gentle.

"Well, the name is quite good, ah... Thank you, Dr. Liang. It's much more comfortable to laugh like this!" Zhang Ke stretched his waist vigorously towards the edge of the overpass.

Indeed, it seems that I haven't laughed like this in a long time.

"Yeah, it's great to see you smiling so happily..." The lens on the bridge of Dr. Liang's nose reflected the light around him.Zhang Ke couldn't see the same gentle look in his eyes, but after hearing this sentence, he was a little embarrassed, turned around, and looked into the distance in a daze.

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Yan Qianming couldn't wait for a moment... In his heart, as long as he couldn't see that person for a moment, he couldn't stop panicking.

He let go of all the emotions that had been pent up over the years.After hearing what he said, his father's attitude was not as tough as it was at the beginning. He didn't object, but he didn't agree either.

Yan Qianming ran out, almost front and rear. As soon as Zhang Ke and Dr. Liang left, Yan Qianming arrived at the store.

Different from the past, Jiang Zheng usually laughed and laughed when he saw Yan Qianming, but today he had an angry expression on his face, and he stared at Yan Qianming with eyes that wanted to swallow people alive the whole time.

Yan Qianming gulped down from his stare, he was at a loss, completely unaware of what happened.And when Jiang Zheng opened his mouth, Yan Qianming froze completely.

"Your wife came to make trouble and beat my master. My master was right! You really are not a good person!"

"When did it happen?! What happened? Make it clear!" That sentence was too informative, and it really had a big impact on Yan Qianming.

Keying is here?Zhang Ke... was beaten by her?

……

Yan Qianming yelled loudly when he was excited. Jiang Zheng didn't know much about the facts.

Yan Qianming's eyes widened, his expression nervous.Jiang Zheng faltered for a while and couldn't explain clearly. Under the pressure of Yan Qianming's eyes, he could only tell the whereabouts of his master first, and he couldn't control anything else.

After hearing what he said, Yan Qianming rushed out immediately. Fortunately, Zhang Ke and the others didn't walk fast. Not far away, Yan Qianming saw their figures one behind the other.

He just followed them quietly, at a slower speed than them... Zhang Ke liked to sit on the steps in front of the store in a daze, Zhang Ke liked to walk around the overpass, Zhang Ke liked to walk slowly Just look at your feet when you walk... Yan Qianming knows every one of these habits that I don't know when I formed...

It was not the first time to walk quietly with Zhang Ke, but it was the first time that this kind of complicated feeling appeared.

The man I met after the last concert was here for some reason.He walked beside Zhang Ke, which was the position he had been looking forward to all along. He walked in an aboveboard manner, not as sneaky as himself.Zhang Ke would talk and laugh with him along the way, such a gentle smile, as if he hadn't shown it to himself since a long time ago.

The two stopped, their eyes met, and they didn't know what to say.Yan Qianming hid in the corner and watched every change in Zhang Ke's expression intently.

He laughed, leaning forward and backward while laughing, laughing unscrupulously.Yan Qianming was stunned by that kind of completely let go of the smile. In his impression, Zhang Ke's kind of smile is no stranger to him. On that childish, youthful face...

How long?It turns out...it's been so long.After all these years, everything has changed...

Yan Qianming came back to his senses, and unconsciously clenched his fists.

Why can't he give it, can't give Zhang Ke such a heartfelt smile.No, he gave it before, but at that time, he didn't think it was precious, but now, he just hopes that this kind of smile can stay on that person's face forever, and the person who can make that person show this kind of smile ,It's him……

Love is really so great, so great that a person is willing to give up everything to fulfill it, as long as the loved one can get happiness.However, Yan Qianming thinks he is not so great, he can give up everything, but the only thing he can't give up is Zhang Ke, he can't do the noble sentiment of letting go for love!If he saw Zhang Ke with others with his own eyes, he would rather die!

Yan Qianming couldn't deny that he was deeply stimulated by that man's gentle and doting eyes when he looked at Zhang Ke. His body seemed to be out of his control, and he was tightly surrounded and shrouded by something called jealousy.

In a trance, he had already stood up, no longer dodged, and almost ran to stand in front of them.

All this happened so fast that the two people over there had no time to react.

Zhang Ke only felt that his arm was pulled by a force, and his whole body was pulled aside.

"Come with me!"

Almost in the next second, a more forceful movement shook off the sudden force.

"Why should I go with you." It was an affirmation, not a question.

Yan Qianming was stunned, his empty hand froze in mid-air.His eyebrows drooped, and he didn't even know it. His expression seemed to be about to cry.

"I...I...I'll take you away..." I didn't know what I was talking about, Yan Qianming's eyes flickered, his voice trembled, and his heart felt like a needle prick.

"Isn't that enough? Not enough? Yan Qianming! You and me? Stop joking, what is the relationship between us? With you, as long as you get closer, you will get all over your body. Do you know that your wife has come to the door Today is your wife, what about tomorrow? Will someone come and chop me with a knife?" Zhang Ke laughed again, tonight, his smile was frequent, and this time it came from the heart.

"No...not..." Yan Qianming opened his mouth, he wanted to explain, but when the words came to his mouth, he couldn't be more pale.

"I also have my own life, please don't bother me in the future."

Zhang Ke looked at the ground, as if deliberately dodging Yan Qianming's sad eyes.He finished speaking calmly, without waiting for the reaction of the person opposite him, and ignoring the gaze of the person next to him, he turned around and grabbed the hand of Dr. Liang who was staring in a daze, and left without looking back.