sun washed by spring rain

58,

In the warm room, you can already see the fog forming on the windows, and the weather is getting cold again...

It turns out that time flies so fast that no one realizes that it has been a while since we lived together like this... During these days, Yan Qianming really did everything that Zhang Ke thought he could not do at the beginning.Follow him to endure hardships, bear hardships without complaint, and live the most ordinary life day after day.Now no one remembers that Yan Qianming used to be a money-worshiping young master of a rich family. In this city, in a brand new life, all footprints were left step by step.

The Happiness Restaurant is closed irregularly today, which is very common for Zhang Ke, who is very self-willed in business.Yan Qianming also felt that he had worked too hard these days, so he dragged him out to play.

They said they were going out to play, but in fact the two of them didn't go anywhere. Yan Qianming said that they went out to eat, but Zhang Ke said that he just opened a restaurant.Yan Qianming said to go to the movies, Zhang Ke said that he would rather watch TV at home, at least he could sleep on a relatively comfortable sofa.Yan Qianming said to play video games, but Zhang Ke said that he would not play video games when he was old.Yan Qianming said to sing K, Zhang Ke said that you might as well find an open space and howl twice, that would be more enjoyable...

In the end, Yan Qianming was ashamed by Zhang Ke's rebuttal, unable to say a word, but he was still willing to obey Zhang Ke's arrangement and press the road together...

It is pressing the road, Zhang Ke's favorite way, using his own legs, wandering aimlessly, and walking for a whole day.If it wasn't for the dark and continuing to work the next day, he could go directly from this city to another.

"It's cold, bring a scarf." Zhang Ke walked very fast all the time, and never waited for anyone, unless he wanted to take a slow walk to see the surrounding scenery.He had walked too much on the way from home, and there was nothing to see around.Yan Qianming trotted two steps before catching up with Zhang Ke, and put the scarf around his neck.

Zhang Ke touched the scarf around his neck, it was thick and warm, and it looked new.He looked at Yan Qianming's neck, which was also wearing a scarf, and it looked familiar.

"Thank you." Zhang Ke breathed out after speaking, and a thin mist immediately formed in the air. "It seems to be quite cold."

Yan Qianming looked at the scarf wrapped around Zhang Ke's neck and smiled warmly. Without saying anything, he also quickened his pace and walked side by side with him.

The two of them had no goal, so they just wandered around like this, and as they walked, they came to a basketball court.The weather was very cold, but the few teenagers on the court didn't seem to feel it at all. Wearing a refreshing basketball uniform, they sweated and ran wantonly on the court.That kind of youthful breath rushed over.Zhang Ke couldn't move his footsteps...

Yan Qianming naturally noticed this, and Zhang Ke stopped him too, but he didn't watch the others so engrossed.He kept looking at the people around him.

"Do you want to play? Then I'll go over and ask them to bring us together." Yan Qianming asked for instructions symbolically, and then walked over without waiting for Zhang Ke's answer, but before he took two steps, he let Zhang But it was held back.

"Let's go." Zhang Ke's tone was flat, expressionless.Although he didn't say it, Yan Qianming still felt that what he said didn't follow his heart.

"You can play if you want. Although we are not as young as them, we are not old bones. Besides... I haven't seen you play for many years..."

Yan Qianming also has selfish intentions.It is true that he has not seen Zhang Ke play basketball for many years, and it seems that a lot of pictures appear in his mind in an instant, and the figures of those young people seem to have become them at that time, youthful and energetic.He wanted to watch, wanted to see Zhang Ke running on the court again.From his point of view, although Zhang Ke seems to have nothing wrong with him now, Yan Qianming always feels that he is less "vigorous" than before.

Zhang Ke moved his mouth, and just about to say something, a basketball flew towards him, Yan Qianming was startled, and just about to reach out to block him, unexpectedly, he took a step faster than him, and the basketball was firmly in his hand up.

Yan Qianming was a little stunned.

"Hey! Please help us throw the ball!" The young man on the opposite side shouted in the direction of the two.

Zhang Ke reacted for a while, then instinctively let go and patted the ball a few times, dribbled the ball back and forth, ran forward a few beautiful steps, got up and jumped, and made a perfect shot.

Those teenagers made some noises, as if they were admiring.Yan Qianming, who was not far away, smiled and ran over.

Facts have proved that Zhang Ke's restraint just now was broken in less than a few seconds, and now he can't even see the shadow.He was running on the court, and the feeling he hadn't seen for a long time made him feel that the bones starting to stretch all over his body were rattling.He took off the scarf and coat and threw them aside.He and Yan Qianming cooperated tacitly, as if they were back in those days.

After a few games, everyone felt hearty. The two who hadn't played for a long time really lacked exercise. In the end, they still failed to create any miracles and won against the group of young people.However, after playing such a hearty game, they still feel comfortable all over their bodies. Sweat washes over their bodies, as if the pores all over their bodies are open.

A few young people clapped their hands and applauded them, and the surrounding atmosphere was ignited, and no one noticed the cold temperature around them.But there was one person who was thinking about it all the time, and seeing Zhang Ke's sweaty face, his heart immediately became agitated.

Zhang Ke took a few breaths. He didn't feel it just now, but when he stopped, he realized that the frequent ventilation even caused his lungs to throb slightly.A warm feeling came from behind, and the removed scarf immediately returned to his neck.

"Do you know that the weather is very cold! You even took off your coat and sweated so much. Do you want me to worry to death if you catch a cold when you go back?" Yan Qianming said in a reproachful tone, and quickly gave Zhang Ke wearing a coat.After wrapping the person up tightly, he looked around and was still not relieved, so he took off his coat again.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Zhang Ke immediately grabbed Yan Qianming's hand as he took off his coat.Before he could recover, all his clothes were put on, and the scarf was wrapped twice tighter than before. He stretched out his hand and tugged, and almost took his breath away.

"I'm not as stupid as you! It's such a cold day and I take off my clothes when I play golf. I wear them all the time. I'm very warm now. I'm not a person who likes to sweat, but you! What should I do if my stomach hurts when I go back?" " Yan Qianming was still reprimanding, this time his whole face was wrinkled together, he pulled off Zhang Ke's hand that was holding him, and put another layer of the coat that he took off on Zhang Ke in a daze.

Every time Zhang Ke heard Yan Qianming talk about his stomachache, he felt a little embarrassed, and this time was no exception, he could only be fooled by Yan Qianming.

"I said big brother, then you are not cold!" Zhang Ke asked.He himself didn't feel how cold the weather was today, Yan Qianming put the scarf on him firmly, and he didn't feel hot so he put it on.This time, he was wrapped in two layers, and seeing Yan Qianming took off his coat and only had a sweater left, he felt a bit chilly.

"I'm not cold! I have this!" Yan Qianming also put on his scarf, raising his eyebrows proudly.This time the scarf is enough to catch the eye, and Zhang Ke also knows why it looks familiar...

This is the one he wore around his neck when he said goodbye to Yan Qianming...

Zhang Ke didn't talk to Yan Qianming anymore, and he didn't have the mood to continue pressing the road. Yan Qianming followed him all the time, and the two walked back along the same road.

After returning home, Yan Qianming developed a fever, and his body temperature did not go down after a low-grade fever all night.Zhang Ke was speechless...he kept scolding him for insisting on being brave during the day.

The low-grade fever is not serious, and it won't be muddled, but the discomfort is certain.Zhang Ke changed the towel for him a few times and stuck it on his forehead. I don't know if the last injury didn't heal quickly, but Yan Qianming started to cry about having a headache.

"Hey! It's really not possible, you can go to the hospital." Zhang Ke sat by the bed and said helplessly.

"I don't want to go... It hasn't been long since I just came out of there! I was scared in the hospital, and I don't want to go anymore..." Yan Qianming covered his head and groaned, turning over and pillowing Zhang Ke's leg sitting on the edge of the bed superior.

Zhang Ke originally wanted to throw him off, but seeing his pitiful appearance, he still couldn't bear it.

"Then what should we do? You can't be so stubborn." Zhang Ke didn't know what to do.

Yan Qianming rubbed against his leg again. "Rub it twice for me, maybe it won't hurt after a few rubs."

Hearing this, Zhang Ke slapped him heavily on the forehead. Yan Qianming howled at that time, but now that he slashed it over, his head hurt even more... Zhang Ke pursed his mouth, as if the strike was wrong Is it light or not, and it doesn't look like he's pretending like that... I can only shake my head, put my hand up helplessly, and Yan Qianming rubbed it gently.

Giving a slap and then a piece of candy may not work for others, but in Yan Qianming's opinion, for this piece of candy, he can bear no matter how many slaps he has.Zhang Ke's fingertips were cool, and it was very comfortable to press on his temples.These hands were neither soft nor thin. Years of hard work had left his hands with a thick layer of calluses.It slid on the skin stably, and the heat from the friction directly warmed Yan Qianming's heart.

59,

The next morning, Yan Qianming's fever still didn't subside, and his headache didn't get better. Zhang Ke seemed to be fine on the surface, but his heart was already in a hurry.

He didn't whine anymore, but he couldn't get up under the blanket, and his whole body was listless.

"Hey! Don't be stubborn. I'll take you to see a doctor. There's nothing you can do if you procrastinate." Zhang Ke patted Yan Qianming's quilt, and there was no ups and downs in his voice, but he could hear some worry.

"Cough, I have a low-grade fever. It's not a serious illness, and it won't kill me. Just let me sleep for a while." Yan Qianming deliberately turned his back to Zhang Ke, so that the other party could not see his expression.

"You've been sleeping since last night, go! Get up, don't fix those useless things, I'll get up on your back!" Zhang Ke frowned, and after finishing speaking, he really went to pull Yan Qianming's quilt, Yan Qianming saw that it was good I didn't insist on accepting it anymore, but put on a pitiful look again.

"I really don't want to go to the hospital... Hey, how about this, I have a friend who just went to work in a clinic recently, it's easier to know, or you can take me to his place." As he spoke, he blinked at Zhang Ke.

Zhang Ke nodded helplessly and did not speak.

The location of this clinic is much closer than Zhang Ke imagined, but I don’t know if Yan Qianming misremembered the way. This clinic is not far from home or anywhere in the store, just a few minutes' walk away...

Yan Qianming was still sick, and he leaned on Zhang Ke's body, but he relied on his body weight, but he didn't dare to press it to increase Zhang Ke's burden.

After entering the clinic, Zhang Ke was stunned when he saw the man in a white coat sitting opposite him behind the consultation table, and Yan Qianming who was hanging on him straightened up all of a sudden.

What's the situation...?Zhang Ke couldn't figure it out.

"Hey, what a coincidence? Why are you here? I just came here for work, so I haven't bothered to tell you to come and visit... Well, it seems that this kind of place is not suitable for frequent visits..." He said Zhang Ke and Yan Qianming are both familiar with this person, isn't he Liang Zhuangzhuang?

Zhang Ke looked sideways at Yan Qianming beside him. "Is he an acquaintance you met in this clinic?"

Yan Qianming also stayed for a few seconds. "Ah? No, no, oh, what a coincidence, why did you also work in this clinic!" Yan Qianming walked forward to Liang Zhuangzhuang while talking, exchanging greetings and patting his shoulders, with a look A very familiar look.

Zhang Ke raised his eyebrows, is it really such a coincidence?These two people almost put a big guilty conscience on their faces.

I really want to slap them both...

"Since I delivered it to you, then I'm leaving." Zhang Ke waved his hand, turned around and was about to leave, Yan Qianming turned around and leaned up again, almost lying on the ground hugging his thigh.

"I'm so dizzy, how can I go home by myself in a while, you have to stay here, can you rest assured that I will stay here by myself?"

Zhang Ke almost laughed lightly. "Don't you have acquaintances here? I have nothing to worry about."

"Xiao Ke, you should stay here. I think he is really sick. There are not enough people here. He said that the person he knew probably didn't come today." Liang Zhuangzhuang also came to talk, the reason was made up, actually He doesn't believe it himself...

Isn't it you who he knows?Do you really take me for a fool?But when did these two become so familiar?Zhang Ke slandered in his heart, but he didn't say it out.

"Hey? You're not that...the doctor? How can you still treat headaches?" Zhang Ke said.

The gold-rimmed spectacle frames on Liang Zhuangzhuang's bridge of nose on the opposite side are shining, and he is wearing a simple white coat, but he is very elegant. Zhang Ke glanced at him up and down. Knowing if it was because of an acquaintance, he wasn't too nervous.

"Doctors and everything are the same!" After Liang Zhuangzhuang finished speaking, he winked at Yan Qianming again. "Let's go, go inside, if you feel uncomfortable, I'll show you."

Zhang Ke didn't follow in, but waited in the lobby outside.Liang Zhuangzhuang originally thought that Yan Qianming was pretending to be sick, but when he saw that he had a low-grade fever, he immediately examined and treated him. His process was not rushed, but Yan Qianming was in a hurry.

"What the hell are you fussing about? It's not like I'm here for you. Why are you tossing me? Find a way to check Zhang Ke.!"

Liang Zhuangzhuang didn't stop what he was doing, he still let Yan Qianming watch over him. "I said you can do it. If you said to bring him here, you dare to use bitter tricks. I really have you, but you just caught a cold. There is no problem. You should take some cold medicine. How did you keep your fever low? Huh? In the middle of the night, while he was asleep, he went to blow the cool breeze again? That's not right..."

Liang Zhuangzhuang was puzzled.Yan Qianming really couldn't stand it anymore.

"Okay, don't think about it...I, I ate some washing powder in the morning..."

"What are you talking about!?" Liang Zhuangzhuang looked terrified, and almost shouted, but Yan Qianming covered his mouth again.

"Don't be so loud. I went to blow the wind yesterday, but it didn't work at all, you know? Zhang Ke has been taking care of me since I came back, and I have no chance. I can only eat some washing powder when I go to the toilet... But I will I ate a little, nothing happened." Yan Qianming said in a calm manner.

Liang Zhuangzhuang pulled his hand away again. "Tossing yourself is not as troublesome as you are. That kind of thing with so many chemical substances added, it might kill people? This is no joke! Haven't you heard that someone drank laundry detergent? Exhausted? Come on, I'll wash your stomach directly!"

"Hey, don't! The most important thing now is him. Don't forget the purpose of my doing this! I just took a bite, and I can't die." As soon as he said this, Liang Zhuangzhuang really became angry.

"As a doctor, I have seen too many people who want to cherish their own lives until the end but are powerless. You torment yourself like this, which is very disrespectful to life, okay! Your way is really shameful! There is one Zhang Ke! They are all joking about their own health! You wait! I see if he will see a doctor today!" Liang Zhuangzhuang reprimanded Yan Qianming, this way of joking about his life really touched him as a The bottom line for a doctor who saves lives.

He rushed outside in a few steps, regardless of the consequences, whether it was planned or not, anyway, this matter has to be resolved today.

"Zhang Ke! I won't beat around the bush with you anymore. You must ask me to give you a full body checkup today! If you are sick and don't watch it, do you really want to live? And the fool inside, in order to cheat You come to treat him, even if he dares to eat washing powder, why doesn’t he just drink a bucket of pesticides? Why don’t you have to make trouble with yourself...there is no obstacle in this world!”

After Liang Zhuangzhuang said this, Zhang Ke just listened without saying a word. When he heard that Yan Qianming's fever was caused by eating washing powder, he also felt nervous.In fact, since he entered the clinic and saw Liang Zhuangzhuang, Zhang Ke already understood what their intentions were. However, facing this matter that he had always resisted, his instinct was to avoid it.

Liang Zhuangzhuang felt that what he said was a little excited, he calmed down his emotions and said: "Xiao Ke, let him go with the past, haven't you already started to live again? Re-live... just leave everything in the past Give it up, even if it is the only trace left by your lost child... You have him now, you have a family... and a healthy body, you will have everything in the future..."

Zhang Ke lowered his head and remained silent all the time.But they all felt that he recalled it again, and once again immersed himself in the pain that he wanted to forget. This is indeed a knot in his heart. , is also inevitable.

"Zhang Ke... It's over! You have to know that it's all over... Don't be afraid, you have me now, you have me, do you feel it? Don't keep it in your heart... The past is my mistake, I think our child, he will understand us...he will not want you to torture yourself all the time. He will be very happy in heaven, he will look at you and us..." Yan Qianming came out at some point , he hugged Zhang Ke tightly, wishing to rub him into his bones. Such Zhang Ke made him feel so distressed that his heart was bleeding from the pain. He could feel Zhang Ke's pain. Why didn't he lose that child? pain.He comforted Zhang Ke, but he also shed tears unknowingly.

Zhang Ke let Yan Qianming hold him. Over the years, he really worked hard to hold on.That was indeed a haunting shadow, which he never mentioned but kept buried in his heart.He seldom shed tears, not letting himself look vulnerable, even when Yan Qianming found him, he had so many opportunities and so many grievances to pour out.

Zhang Ke is a man, a man with responsibility...but he is just an ordinary person after all.

Yan Qianming could feel that the position where the person in his arms pressed against his shoulders was gradually getting wet, inaudible, and choked up slightly.

"Cry out Zhang Ke, cry out, don't bear it, it's really enough, you bear it, it's really enough..."

The person in his arms finally reacted gradually, he stopped being stubborn, stretched out his arms and hugged Yan Qianming tightly, using all the strength in his body.Arms clenched tightly, veins protruded, and all of them burst out in an instant.

He finally cried out... never before in this life, loudly, wailing... Yan Qianming's hand ran through Zhang Ke's soft hair, tears finally burst out and mixed together.