I still love you like yesterday

Desperate, Fang Yue returned home as if he was sleepwalking.

He has lived in this house for seven years, and it is the first time for him to take a closer look at the structure of the house, from the kitchen to the living room, then the bedroom, the bathroom...

After the renovation, the kitchen has been used a lot. The water valves and faucets that were originally clean and bright have been covered with a thin layer of silver mist. Cabinet doors, the paint on them is not shiny at all.The advantage is that they cook less and less, and the cabinets are not stuffed with many things.

There is no sofa in the living room. Mingbo means that there are only two people, and there are no relatives or friends, and he doesn’t like to watch TV, so there is no need to buy sofas and wall-mounted TVs, saving money.It is quite economical, except for the dining table, it is empty, as if there is no one.

Needless to say, the bedroom, except for the master bedroom where the two of them live, the second bedroom has basically been reduced to a utility room, where vacuum cleaners, mops, and books are all piled up.

Now, alone, he was alone, wrapped in loneliness, crying in the bathroom.

Does Minbo feel this way every time he comes home?So let him experience this feeling too?No, no, not Mingbo, he said he would live forever...he said it himself, but they didn't do it...

Loss and complaints intertwined, sadness and regret mixed together, Fang Yue sat on the cold floor tiles, watching the sunset go down little by little, and the twilight rose one by one.

The worried mother Fang came to see him with food. She didn't find Fang Yue when she entered the door, and she didn't see him when she turned around. When she was feeling a little uneasy, she opened the half-closed door of the bathroom. Sure enough, there was a person sitting inside. .

"It's cold, but I don't think it's too cold." As she spoke, she also sat down.

"..." Turning his head slowly, Fang Yue grew so big that he choked up and called out, "Mom..."

"Yeah." Fang's mother patted his head and held his son in her arms. Fang Yue let her hold her, silently, like a dummy.

"Back then, when your father and I divorced, I sat like this all night." Her voice was much softer than usual, low, steady and reliable.

"...but you didn't want me anymore." Fang Yue stated dully, his dull voice seemed to be blaming her, even though he didn't mean it.

"Yes, mom can't bring you by my side." Bringing you by my side means that I can't work hard, can't remarry, and can't live the current life.

"I'm a burden." Knowing his identity clearly, Fang Yue said calmly, "So you and Mingbo don't want me anymore."

"Yue Yue...listen to mom." Fang's mother gently patted her child, and when she grew up, she was still a child in front of her, "Mom doesn't think this is a bad thing for you, and mom doesn't I feel that Ming Bo did not keep his word."

"..." Tilting his head slightly, looking at her with dark eyes, he didn't understand why his mother still said that at this time, was it because he had no feelings for him?

"Seven years ago, you and Mingbo came over and told me that you wanted to be together for the rest of your life. Mom didn't say anything else, and set up a house for you." Knowing that her son was dissatisfied, she patted her silly son on the back of the head hard. , the tone became a little more cheerful, "So Mom has always supported you, as long as you are happy."

"Is it to make up for the previous debt?" The resentment hidden in the heart grew stronger, although the tone was still flat, but every sentence was like a knife.

"Yes." Fang's mother said frankly, she did not shy away from abandoning this child for nearly 20 years.

"..." What could he say?

"However, you are also my mother's child. When I can't see you, I can pretend that I don't exist, but when you are by my mother, my mother can't turn a blind eye." Is it the sturdy woman who dared to divorce at that time and then worked alone? The more I was blocked by her, I couldn't say anything.

"So, when mother sees that you are always at home but never pays attention to family matters, mother knows that sooner or later Mingbo will not be able to bear it." This is an irrefutable fact.

"You are not a husband and wife, and you can't have children. The relationship is more loose. What kind of self-confidence can make you dare to ignore your partner?" Gently tapping her son's forehead, Fang's mother became a life mentor.

"I..." That's right, what kind of self-confidence makes me dare to ignore Mingbo.

"Of course, all of this is in the past. Now, do you still love Mingbo?" The past is not important, what is important is the present, to be sure of your own mind, and there is still a long way to go in life, how do you go?

"Love, I never didn't love him..." Fang Yue replied firmly, he loved Mingbo, just like his Mingbo.

"Then you have to cheer up. It's going to be very difficult. It's easy for you to chase him back."

"I called him today, he was joking with others, he was very happy..." Yeah, so he was very unhappy and doubted himself even more.

"Hehe, then you can make him happier, wouldn't it be fine?" Thinking about it is worse than doing it first, "Believe in your own charm!" Her son, as long as he packs it up, he will definitely fascinate all sentient beings.

"..." Gaining inexplicable confidence, Fang Yue opened his eyes wide with longing, "What should I do?"

"Put yourself up, and keep it up!" She had long been displeased with the slovenly look.

"Well...and then?" Looking at her in surprise, Fang Yue felt that she was even more excited than himself.

"Then find him and climb into his bed, just like when you and him were together for the first time!" Stupid, how can you hook up with a man who is willing to accompany you for seven years, even if you don't know how to climb up the bed.

"..." Fang Yue's face turned red, what the hell, he argued in a low voice, "He was the one who came to me first!"

"Then didn't you go up with him too? It wouldn't work if it was you?" He looked at him disdainfully, it was really not like himself to be cowardly.

"...Of course I will!" I jumped up excitedly, my numb legs were a little weak, I staggered, and almost fell down again.

"Then keep your courage until you get Mingbo back!" Mother Fang supported him and clapped her hands to encourage him!