Ichimori Peace

Not long after, Song Cheng went upstairs, picked up the paper by the door, and tore it off. He hated, "I can't get it, so don't you, Xia Xing."

Chapter 20

When the car stopped on the side of East Street, Xia Xing knew that he should get off the car, but he didn't move, he didn't know what to expect, what to expect.

Probably he was longing for Song Sen'an to say something to him, even a word, or call him by name.

But Song Sen'an was silent and didn't look at him, and his silence was a torment for Xia Xing.

In the past, Xia Xing felt that being alive was suffering, but now he felt that Song Senan was suffering if he didn't speak to him.

Xia Xing finally reached out to unbuckle his seat belt, but the situation was the same as that day again, and Song Sen'an looked back at him, and smiled helplessly, "Why not again?"

He was slightly stunned, and then saw Song Sen'an leaning over to help him untie it.His heart was beating so fast that it was about to jump out of his chest and stick to Song Senan's body.The voice in my heart shouted, tell Song Sen'an, tell him your feelings for him, even if he rejects you and hates you.

can i say

Song Sen'an, will you reject me?

Xia Ying plucked up his courage and said, "Song Sen'an, I..."

I like you.

I like you.

Song Sen'an, I like you, did you hear that?

At this time, Song Sen'an raised his hand to cover Xia Xing's mouth, and shook his head, "Don't say it, or I will never see you again."

Xia Xing's breathing was stagnant, his eyes lost focus, and then came the pain, the pain of being torn from the heart.

It turned out that Song Sen'an knew his feelings.

It turned out that he knew he liked him.

So, then, why not listen to him?

His tears fell on the back of Song Sen'an's hand, and he fell into the darkness, just like his current mood, falling to the bottom of the valley.

Song Sen'an let go, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Xia Xing's eyes, his movements were extremely gentle, and he said, "Xia Xing, don't fall in love with me."

Xia Ying tremblingly said, "For...why?"

Yeah, why?

Song Sen'an, why can't I love you?

Song Sen'an was silent, again silent, so long that it seemed like a century, so long that Xia Xing forgot to breathe, so long that it reached one red light after another.

The sky outside became dark at some point, dark clouds covered the sun, thunder gradually sounded, light rain poured down and fell on the car windows.

Finally, the rain came.

Finally, the rain arrived.

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The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the thunder outside resounded through the sky, and the black sky was angry, expressing its arrogance.

Song Sen'an looked out of the window, looking at those passers-by who hurried past in the rain with pity, and he was silent at this moment, in order to give Xia Ying another chance not to be hurt by him, but Xia Ying still sat quietly There, waiting for his answer.

What can he answer?He couldn't answer anything, and there were so many reasons in the world, how could he explain it to Xia Xing.

Song Sen'an didn't love, he might have loved others before, but now, he doesn't want to be contaminated by that thing at all.

Oh, no, he even hates love, love that will bring him a series of troubles.And those who fell in love with him would go to the abyss of sin to live the rest of his life.

So, Xia Xing, don't love me.

He turned his head and looked at Xia Xing.He knew that he needed to give Xia Xing an answer, since Xia Xing you want to hear my answer so much, don't blame me for breaking your heart.

The moment he looked at Xia Xing, Xia Xing also raised his head, and the eyes of the two collided, one indifferent and the other sad.

Song Sen'an said, "I have a lover, and he is someone I love very much."

So, Xia Xing, if I sentence you to death earlier, you won't be too sad in the future, at least don't feel sorry for me, it's not worth it, very, very not worth it.

Chapter 21

Xia Xing got out of the car in despair, and went home in the rain. His heart ached so much that it couldn't heal at all, and it was broken into pieces, which were difficult to splice.

The rain hit his emaciated body, as if to crush him.His tears fade away with the rain.

Entering the house, Xia Xing slumped against the door and sat on the ground, crying uncontrollably, the only thing he could do was cry.

Song Sen'an has a lover.

Song Sen'an has a lover.

So what should he do?what can he do

Xia Xing buried her head in her knees, wishing for the first time that she would not be born in this world, then he wouldn't have to be so sad, it was so sad that he almost wanted to die.

At this time, Xia Xing was finally able to understand how his mother loved his father, how painful and hopeless it was to love him.

You have to ask him, do you regret falling in love with Song Sen'an?Xia Xing replied, definitely not, he thought that if he hadn't fallen in love with Song Sen'an, he wouldn't know that love is so bitter, bitterer than eating lemons, bitterer than drinking coffee.

He stood up staggeringly, walked into the bathroom, turned on the water valve, and the cold water hit Xia Xing's body, with a taste of masochism, so cold, so cold, it should be able to freeze his head and heart that missed Song Sen'an Bar.

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The sun was dazzling, little Xia Xing had just finished school, and he was walking home alone without any friends.

He wants to hold a parent-teacher meeting tomorrow. The teacher said that every parent must come, but his parents have been arguing for the past few days. He doesn't know whether he should tell his parents. Besides, his father is often on business trips, and his mother has to work, so he probably doesn't have time Bar.

At the entrance of Xia Ying Hutong, which he had to enter every day, Xia Ying saw his father with a man.

It was dusk, he couldn't see the man's face clearly, but he could feel an indescribable feeling between his father and the man.

The man wanted to pull Dad's hand, but Dad shook it off, whispering something to the man, he couldn't hear clearly.In the end, he saw his father turn around and walk home, and the man kept looking at the direction his father was leaving for a long time before driving away.

Xia Xing came out of the alley, looked at the car that had disappeared without a trace, and told him with a premonition that something must happen to their family, but such a young Xia Xing couldn't guess what it was.

When he got home, he opened the door and saw his father sitting on the sofa, his eyes closed and he was thinking about something, with a tired look on his face.

Xia Xing thought about it, and should tell his father about the parent meeting, but what he saw earlier made Xia Xing feel that his father was very strange.

Xia Xing stood where she was, in a daze for a long time.

"Xiao Xing, you are back."

A call brought Xia Xing back to his senses, looking at his smiling father, he only responded slightly.

Xia Qian looked at Xia Xing who was standing by the sofa as if he had something to say, and asked, "What happened at school? Why are you a little unhappy?"

"It's okay...the parent meeting will be held tomorrow." Xia Xinghu asked, "Dad, who will you and Mom go to?"

Xia Qian was slightly stunned, got up and walked to Xia Xing's side, gently stroked Xia Xing's hair, and said, "Of course Dad has gone, your mother still has work to do, I just happened to visit your school."

Xia Xing is happy, finally he can introduce his father to others without having to watch other children have parents who care about their own children.

He is very simple, at least Xia Xingtian was innocent when he was a child.

Xia Xing looked up at Xia Xing and said happily, "Then it's decided tomorrow."

"Well, it's settled." Xia Qian looked at Xia Xing helplessly and said, "Okay, let's go upstairs and do our homework."

Xia Xing nodded, and ran upstairs with small steps, her back looking happy.

Xia Qian heard the sound of opening and closing the room upstairs, and the smile on his face disappeared.He walked to the window, lit a cigarette and smoked, looking into the distance, looking misty.

The next morning, the weather was gloomy, which seemed to indicate that there would be rain soon, Xia Xing couldn't help complaining in his heart.

He looked at his father sitting at the dining table reading the newspaper, and then at the empty seat on the other side. He knew that his mother did not come home yesterday.

He asked, "Dad, isn't Mom back?"

Xia Qian responded, "She said they have something to do at the company and will come back tomorrow. Does Xiao Ying miss her mother?"

"kindness."

"Actually, Dad misses Mom too. It's okay. She will come back tomorrow. Let's have dinner first." Xia Qian smiled, but there was a look in his eyes that Xia Xing couldn't understand, as if he was sad.

Xia Xing ate in silence, and stopped after a few mouthfuls.His left eyelid kept twitching, feeling a little uneasy in his heart.

"Dad, I'm full."

Xia Xing said, "You've only eaten a few mouthfuls, eat a little more, you'll grow taller."

Xia Ying shook her head, stood up, and said, "I'm going to school, Dad, don't forget to come to the parent-teacher meeting."

Xia Qian had no choice but to say, "Okay, Dad will definitely be there on time. Don't worry."

Xia Ying smiled and waved to Xia Qian, "Then I'll go first, Dad."

"it is good."

Xia Ying walked to the sofa, picked up his schoolbag, went out, and walked towards the school. The farther he was from home, the more uneasy he felt.

He turned his head and looked at the door of his house, where Xia Qian looked at him with a smile.

Xia Xing suppressed the bad feeling in his heart, walked forward, and never looked back.

Chapter 22

When he was about to reach the school, Xia Xing heard the sound of thunder, glanced at the lightning in the sky, and rushed to the teaching building. As soon as he stepped in, it was raining heavily.

Xia Xing breathed a sigh of relief, but hearing the sound of rainwater hitting the ground, he felt restless again, and started to jump again.

Xia Ying shook her head, forced herself not to think too much, and walked towards the class.

Xia Xing was only nine years old at this time, and the nine-year-old child had no idea what was waiting for him in the future.

This morning at school, Xia Xing didn't listen to a single class. Finally, the teacher said that there would be a parent-teacher meeting later, and Xia Xing came back to his senses.

Standing at the door of the classroom, he felt anxious when he saw some parents slowly coming.He leaned against the wall, watching the rain outside, his eyes lost in thought.

The teacher saw Xia Ying's lonely figure, walked over, and called out, "Xia Ying? Classmate Xia Ying?"

"Ah..." Xia Xing came back to his senses when he heard someone calling him, and saw that it was him