Ichimori Peace

? "Xia Xing looked at Song Sen'an with pleading eyes and nervousness in his words.

Song Sen'an said, "Xia Xing, I didn't prepare for it. If I hurt you, I will blame myself."

"nothing……"

It's you, I won't be afraid.

It's you, I'm willing.

Song Sen'an shook his head, still saying, "Wait until next time."

After hearing this, Xia Xing was sad, but he couldn't say anything shameless.He couldn't tell Song Senan concisely to let him fuck him, or him to seduce him.Because he was afraid that Song Sen'an would be disgusted with him and would feel disgusted.Ever since he fell in love with Song Sen'an, he has become more cautious.

Love was tormenting him.

Love did not pity him.

Chapter 33

Song Sen'an went out, leaned against the wall lightly, and pressed his temple.He had a headache, probably because he didn't have a good rest last night, or because of Xia Xing's words.

If it's you, I'm not afraid.

If it is you.

If it is you.

The same words, the same state of mind, different people, so long ago.

He hated these words, and also hated Xia Xing's actions, which annoyed him.

Trouble, Xia Ying is trouble.

Going downstairs to the kitchen, Song Sen'an poured himself a glass of water.He sat on the edge of the stage, thinking about something.

At this time, a text message was sent. He looked at it, frowned, and then smiled.

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drop--

The phone kept vibrating, Xia Ying connected it, and then heard the anxious voice on the other end saying, "Hello? Is this the family of Lan Gum?"

"I'm her son, what's wrong with her?" Xia Xing asked, feeling uneasy.

"That's right. She got sick today. She beat the nurse and tried to run out of the ward. The doctor gave her a tranquilizer. Come and see her."

"Okay... I see." After Xia Ying finished speaking, she hung up the phone and went downstairs in a panic, her face pale.

When he came down from the stairs and saw Song Sen'an, he was so flustered that he didn't know what to say, tears came out suddenly.

Song Sen'an was taken aback, and asked concerned, "What's the matter? Has something happened?"

Xia Ying shook her head, held back her choking, and said softly, "Can you take me to Xishan Hospital?"

Song Sen'an responded and went out to drive, followed by Xia Ying.

It was a long way to get to the hospital by car. Xishan was close to the suburbs and the place was remote.Xia Xing didn't have much money for his mother to be treated in a big hospital, so he could only choose this kind of place.

It took some distance to drive here, Xia Xing didn't expect Song Sen'an to accompany him.They walked through the corridor, passed through the main classroom building, bypassed the flower pavilion, and arrived at the last dilapidated building of the hospital.

At the door, I heard noisy voices and screams inside, like a prison.

Song Sen'an and Xia Xing walked side by side, looking at the snow-white walls all around, frowning.He didn't like the hospital, it was the interface between the world and hell, it was white everywhere, and the air was filled with the smell of disinfectant, which made him sick to his stomach.

An old female doctor came over, looked at Song Sen'an, and said to Xia Xing, "Your mother has just settled down, go and see her, and settle the fee by the way."

Xia Xing was silent, nodded, and walked into the ward with heavy steps.Song Sen'an didn't go in, but stayed at the door.

He went inside and looked at the woman on the hospital bed, who was also his mother. His eyes were dull, his face was haggard, and his dry lips were worn out. He didn't have a good face, which made him feel more and more strange.

His throat was clogged, and he shouted abruptly, "...Mom."

Eucalyptus blue didn't respond, it was still the same as before.

Xia Xing walked to the bed and pinched the quilt for her. There were words, but it was hard to say.

Chapter 34

Song Sen'an looked at the two people in the ward through the glass, somewhat weird, he felt that Lan An should not have given birth to Xia Xing, such a child born without blessing would never be happy.

It was before, and it is now.

He sympathizes with Xia Xing, but does not pity him.

After all, there are too many poor people in this world, and Xia Xing is just one of those sad people.

Song Sen'an stayed outside quietly, when he suddenly thought of something, he walked into the room, went to Xia Xing's side, patted Xia Xing on the shoulder, but fixed his eyes on the blue gum on the hospital bed.He didn't have any good feelings for this woman, and he knew more about some things than Xia Xing. After seeing it with his own eyes, he wanted to verify some things.

Song Sen'an held Xia Xing's hand and pretended to ask, "Has your mother always been like this?"

Xia Xing nodded, his heart felt uncomfortable, and his eyes turned red.

Song Sen'an comforted, "Don't worry, she should be fine."

Xia Xing looked at Song Sen'an, bit her lips, there were so many things she wanted to say to Song Sen'an, but it was hard to say.

How can I not come out?

Why couldn't he be more calm when facing Song Sen'an?

Xia Xing didn't know, it was hard to figure it out.

Song Sen'an hugged Xia Ying lightly, seemingly to appease Xia Ying, but actually had other intentions.He turned Xia Ying's back to Lan An, and raised a silver chain on one wrist, which caused a flash of emotion in Lan An's dull eyes.

Song Sen'an sneered at Lan An, then let go of Xia Xing, and asked gently, "Xia Xing, your mother is like this, do you need me to help you?"

Xia Xing shook his head, at a time like this, he should be able to win Song Sen'an's sympathy, but he didn't do that.

Because he understands what Song Sen'an said about helping, it should be for money or work.

That's not what he wants, and Song Sen'an can't afford what he wants.

Song Sen'an didn't speak anymore, suddenly Lan An's hands shook, and he opened his mouth to say something, but finally he only said, "Yan Nuo..."

Xia Xing was taken aback for a moment, not realizing who Lan An was calling, maybe her voice was too low for him to hear.

Hatred appeared in Song Sen'an's eyes, and then disappeared.A nurse came in and said to Xia Xing and Song Anyuan, "It's the patient's rest time, I hope you can wait outside."

Xia Xing nodded, and walked out of the ward with Song Sen'an, and sat on the chair outside by the corridor.

The two did not speak, they sat quietly, Song Sen'an held Xia Xing's hand tightly, and looked into the distance.

Xia Ying tilted her head and looked at Song Sen'an's side face. The anguish and troubles in her heart kept coming out, and she wanted to confide in Song Sen'an, but there was no way to talk about it.

Every time, when he saw his mother, he became anxious.In fact, he doesn't like to come to the hospital, and even fears this place.

Xia Xing was afraid of birth, old age, sickness and death, and that his only relative would leave him, so he would be lonely.

Song Sen'an looked back at Xia Xing, and said softly, "Xia Xing, if you have any difficulties, just tell me, don't hide it alone, okay?"

Xia Xing looked at him and nodded, but after all, he still couldn't say anything, and couldn't tell anyone about him.

In the past, it was a deserted city with no one inhabited, let alone a key to open the city gate.

No one wants to think about it, no one wants to touch it.

Chapter 35

Xia Xing was not in a bad mood before, but from the moment he arrived at the hospital, sadness spread all over his body, making him almost overwhelmed by sadness.And he still has one thing to do, that is to pay the money to the hospital.Although the fee here is cheap, it’s not much cheaper. It’s still four or five thousand a month. He owed it last month, and he’s still owed it this month. It’s difficult now.

He wanted to borrow from Song Sen'an, but he still couldn't open his mouth, fearing that it was his pride.

Seeing him staring at him, Song Sen'an smiled, "Xia Xing, you must have something to say."

Xia Xing nodded, shook his head again, but didn't speak.

Song Sen'an knew what Xia Xing was thinking, but asked speculatively, "Are you still worried about your mother? I think auntie will get better one day, so don't think too much about it."

Xia Xing's heart warmed up, but he was still sad, he said, "It's not because of this."

Song Anyuan was slightly stunned, and then asked, "What's the reason? Your reason?""

At this time, the old female doctor in front came over, saw Xia Xing and said, "You should have seen your mother, go and settle last month's fee with this month's fee, and delay it again and again, isn't it? Way, I know you are still a student, but we can’t change the hospital’s rules, and I hope it can be dealt with as soon as possible.” Then he looked at Xia Xing with a powerless expression, “If you haven’t made up the money this week, we can only ask you You take your mother back."

Xia Xing turned pale, pursed her lips, and nodded.

The old female doctor turned and left, and when she was gone, Song Sen'an asked, "Are you worried about money?"

Xia Xing wanted to deny it, but it was the truth.He lowered his head, afraid that looking into Song Sen'an's eyes would make him uncomfortable, very uncomfortable.

Song Sen'an said, "I can lend you money, you just have to pay me back later."

Xia Xing was silent for a while, he didn't know what to say, maybe he should say thank you, but he couldn't say that, so he said, "Why don't you take care of me."

With this sound, the surroundings were extremely quiet, and there was the sound of the breeze blowing the grass, which could be heard clearly.

Xia Xing was nervous, waiting for Song Sen'an's trial, it could be regarded as a trial.

Song Sen'an was silent for a while, smiled lightly, and said gently, "If you want to do this, it's up to you, and I don't mind."

"Then... what about your lover?" Xia Xing didn't regret it, but was afraid that if that person knew that he was destroying his love right now, would he want to kill him?

Song Sen'an smiled, "This is not something you should worry about."

Xia Xing shook his head, he was worried, he must be worried, because he is doing a shameful thing now, taking other people's lover forcibly, it is very immoral, but he wants to be with Song Sen'an, he dreams of it.

Is this a deal?

Song Sen'an, are we doing a deal?

Song Sen'an said, "I can take care of you, if that's what you want."

Xia Xing nodded without hesitation.

Song Sen'an said again, "There is still a chance now, do you want to regret it?"

Xia Xing said, "I don't regret it." On the contrary, I want to thank you.

Thank you for giving me the opportunity to be near you.

Thank you for letting me be by your side.

Thank you, Song Sen'an, and, I love you.

When Song Sen'an heard this, he smiled, not knowing whether it was funny or sad, what would happen if one day Xia Xing knew that he was not as he thought?

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