Ichimori Peace

better?Do you want me to take you to the hospital? "

Xia Xing shook her head and whispered, "No need, I... want to go home."

Song Sen'an was taken aback for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "Okay then."

Sending you back is exactly what I want.

However, it didn't take long to take Xia Xing home from the airport, but the driver abruptly increased the journey from 10 minutes to an hour.

Song Sen'an knew the driver's intentions and didn't expose it. After all, he was not in a hurry.

Xia Xing was uncomfortable sitting in the car, her face turned pale, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, and her palms were cold.He's being patient and doesn't want to appear uncomfortable.

Fortunately, the driver finally came to Dongjiekou, Song Sen'an paid first, and then helped Xia Xing get off the bus.

When Song Sen'an touched Xia Xing's cold hand, there was a look of indifference in his eyes, and he asked, "Can you walk to the door of the house alone like this? How about I see you off?"

When Xia Xing heard this, she shook her head hastily, "No need, I... I can do it by myself."

Song Sen'an asked again, "Really?"

"En." Xia Xing responded softly, lowering her head.Today, he still doesn't want Song Sen'an to know that he lives in a dilapidated building waiting to be demolished.

People with such low self-esteem and poverty don't want to face Song Sen'an like that, the Song Sen'an he loves.

If possible, he also wants to be more confident, and he also wants to be more calm instead of acting like this, but the reality is so cruel, and he has not been given a good life and a good fate.

Song Sen'an smiled, and said softly, "In that case, I'll go first."

Xia Xing was silent, and nodded after a while, but his hand didn't get out of Song Sen'an's.

He expected Song Sen'an to say that he would not leave, or let him go back to that villa with him, but...

The facts are always far from what he thinks.

Song Sen'an said, "See you next time."

next time.

And next time.

So how long will it be next time?

So next time, how long will you stay with me?

So how long can I stay by your side next time?

Song Sen'an, Song Sen'an.

You clearly know my feelings, you clearly know——

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Someone once said to Song Sen'an that you will not understand the pain and sweetness of a person loving another person.

Yes, he doesn't understand, and he doesn't bother to understand. In his opinion, love is only bad and troublesome, but he likes to use it to benefit himself and get what he wants.

This is because he is careless and ruthless.People who know him may not be able to guess him, and it is even more difficult for people like Xia Xing to see his inner world.

What he wants to take advantage of is Xia Ying's love for him, and probably only the other's love, which seems worth playing with, but the chips in this game are not expensive, and we will have to wait for Xia Ying to accept this fact in the future .

He showed a sarcastic smile, looking at the black spots that gradually disappeared in the rearview mirror, with deep eyes.

Xia Ying, should I say you are affectionate?Or are you stupid?

And everything, starting from our generation, has to be settled slowly.

Chapter 63

On the way, there were several calls to Song Sen'an, but he didn't answer. The phone rang for a few seconds and then stopped vibrating.

He knew who it was, and he also knew the purpose of the other party calling him, but he didn't want to answer it, because he could meet that person after a while.But after this meeting, what kind of situation will happen, he has never thought about it.After all, it is somewhat uncomfortable to face an old friend.

It would be great if he could meet the other party, but unfortunately he owed the other party too much in the past and had to pay it off.

He drove the car as slowly as possible, took a long detour, and returned to the villa.

He stopped the car, looked forward, and there was a person standing at the door, wearing white clothes and black pants, with tear moles dangling from the corners of his eyes, thin lips lightly raised, and a charming posture, which overlapped with the person in his memory.

In an instant, his heart was surging, but the feeling quickly dissipated, leaving only a coldness.

How can a dead person come back to him again? The other person wearing the same human skin is not the person he wants to see.

He came back to his senses, opened the car door, walked down, looked at the other party calmly, raised a smile, moved his lips lightly, long time no see.

Yes, long time no see.

The other party was startled, and smiled dimly, with sadness in his eyes, which seemed to contain countless pain and bitterness.

He didn't speak, and walked towards Song Sen'an step by step, and every step he took was in his memory, reminding him of all kinds of past.

Song Sen'an knew that it was time to meet and forget each other, and he couldn't let him go after all, but time has passed, the years are too late, and those who should have and shouldn't have have all been buried, and there is not much left.

So, as for him, he doesn't have much affection, even if he does, it's in the past, and once is a word from a long time ago.

He stretched out his hand and said with a faint smile, "Yu Qingjing, don't come here unharmed."

Stay safe.Just this one sentence made him cry like rain.

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Cangyang Gyatso once said that it is best not to meet each other first, so that you don’t fall in love, and second, it’s best not to know each other, so you don’t know each other.

He thought he could forget him, he thought that time could erase his love for him, but when he saw Song Sen'an again, he still couldn't let go of his heart and love.

In this world, when he meets him, it is inevitable that he will never escape.The world of mortals is deeply deeply missed.

But the reality is still cruel. The way he looked at him was cold and indifferent. The only thing he was familiar with was the smile on his mouth.

He said, "Yu Qingjing, please stay safe."

Don't come here, don't come, how can you be safe?

Song Sen'an, tell me, what should I do to feel safe?

He smiled and shed bitter tears.

Chapter 64

In the room, the air was cold, mist came out of the water cup on the coffee table, and the two sat facing each other without speaking.The clock is ticking, the sky outside is dim, and the century has passed, not as long and whirling as they are.

Song Sen'an looked sideways out of the window, coughed lightly, and looked back at Yu Qingjing, with a look of expulsion.

Yu Qingjing was slightly stunned, lowered his head, pretended not to see, and asked, "You...why didn't you come to me this time when you came back?"

"Heh, what am I looking for you for? Reminiscing about the old days?" Song Sen'an propped his head on his hands and smiled strangely.

When he heard it, his face gradually turned pale.In fact, he expected Song Sen'an to say this, but he still felt uncomfortable.

He knew that Song Sen'an's ruthlessness towards him was just his wishful thinking from the past to the present, but he loved him for so many years, didn't he even have any affection at all?

He didn't believe it, because he didn't dare to believe it. Even though Song Sen'an had told him the truth over and over again, said time and time again that he didn't love him, and used him, he was still deeply involved.

Just because he loves him, from the time he met Song Sen'an at the age of 17, he has loved him till now.

He thought that everything would have a starting point. Although Song Sen'an didn't love him, he loved his face that was similar to that person.

But what?Things are a little different.

He looked at him and said softly, "You promised me that you will be with me when you come back."

Song Sen'an, have you forgotten what you promised me before?

I hope you don't forget, don't forget, even if you really forget, you can lie to me.

Song Sen'an was silent, thought for a while, and frowned slightly.He remained silent, looking at Yu Qingjing, waiting for the other party to say something later.

Yu Qingjing moved his lips lightly, but no sound came out. He got up and sat down next to Song Sen'an.At this time, he said, "Song Sen'an, don't lie to me like you did back then, okay? I've been waiting for you for seven years, looking forward to you for seven years, don't want me anymore."

Seven years, these seven years, he hid in Tibet, just to be with him when he came back, and he was the only one left.

Song Sen'an frowned, moved his fingers slightly, but did nothing.

This is the answer.

Is this the answer?

Yu Qingjing hung down the curtains and smiled bitterly. In the end, it was the same result.But he won't be discouraged or sad. It's not the first time he has encountered such a thing, and Song Sen'an didn't answer him, which proves that he can still make Song Sen'an care about him, even if he understands that Song Sen'an will use him in the future, He is also willing.

Yes, willingly.

If you want him to go up the mountain of swords and down into the sea of ​​fire, he is also willing.

Moles at the corners of his eyes moved lightly, as if tears were falling, and he smiled charmingly, but looked desolate.

He asked him, "What do you want me to do again this time? To be with me?" Really, together?

The corners of Song Sen'an's mouth curled up, his eyes were cold, he leaned against his ear, and said, "Help me get Song Mozhu down, and I'll give you what you want."

Help him bring down Song Mozhu.

Help him bring down Song Mozhu.

To help Song Sen'an, but to hurt Song Mozhu?

He didn't want to, he didn't want to, because he owed Song Mozhu too much, and he was afraid to face Song Mozhu, that person's feelings for him were just like his feelings for Song Sen'an, too deep, too strong, too... stupid.

He can't hurt him anymore, the mistake seven years ago has caused enough pain, and how can he hurt him who loves him again.

Song Sen'an saw Yu Qingjing's inner struggle, so he said again, "If you don't want to, I won't force you."

It is true that Song Sen'an will not force him, but he knows that between Song Sen'an and Song Mozhu, he can only choose one side, and Song Sen'an must know that he will choose him without hesitation, so there is an answer.

In this life, he is afraid that he will always owe Song Mozhu's love.

Because he fell in love with Song Sen'an first, because he couldn't live without Song Sen'an, so please forgive his selfishness.After all, feelings are destined to be in such a state in the dark.

He closed his eyes, leaned towards Song Sen'an, and said decisively, "I'll help you."

I'll help you, I'll help you, I will do whatever you want me to do, but, Song Sen'an, did you hear the sound of my heart cracking open?Do you feel the endless sadness around me?

I love you, so I am willing to bear all these pains.

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