Ichimori Peace

It was he who made Yu Qingjing like this, after all last night he deliberately shut the other party out, but he really didn't like Yu Qingjing's stupid infatuation who knew he wouldn't give him a chance.

How many times should he have to be told by the other party before the other party can really understand his feelings for him.That is not love, but pity, perhaps even the word pity is too far-fetched.

He was using him, just using him, like a tool.

He lowered his eyes and stroked the other person's cheek with his hand. If possible, he also wanted to love once, but the person he wanted to love would definitely not be Yu Qingjing.

He leaned into Yu Qingjing's ear, and said mercilessly, "Stay away from me, the only way to keep you from getting hurt."

So, do you hear?

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On the boundary between dream and reality, he is close to reality and also close to nothingness.Through the twilight, looking for the end of the darkness, he saw that young man.The other party was also looking at him, and then raised a pale smile at him.

Yu Qingjing walked towards the other party, but moved further and further away from the other party.He stopped, unwilling to break the emptiness.

At this time, the other party stretched out his hand to him, and said lightly, we will still be good friends in the future.

He shook his head, because he thought, he didn't want to be friends with the other party, he wanted the other party to love him.

He said, can't you even give me a share of your feelings?

The other party was silent, and his deep gaze stayed on his face for a long time, and then left him with a back view, submerged in absurdity.

He called to the other party, but the other party didn't look back, and then he whispered, every word was sad.

He said, Song Sen'an, why can you love him but not me?

He said, Song Sen'an, why do you always choose him between me and him?

He said, Song Sen'an, why can you be affectionate to others but ruthless to me?

Silent, breathless, deserted, slightly hurt.All he can do is cry and feel the pain caused by love.

It turned out that dreams could also cause him such pain.

It turns out that no matter where the facts go, they are still facts and cannot be changed.

What he is looking forward to and thinking about, there is no need to think about it, the answer is already there.

It's just that he has been persistent and has been refusing to let go. Maybe one day in the future, he will see his heart clearly.

Chapter 69

In the past few days, Song Cheng went to school as usual, talking and laughing with a group of friends, but he knew that the nature of his heart had changed long ago.And he couldn't really be happy, and he couldn't look at the people around him normally.It seemed to him that they were wearing a mask of evil filth.

Sometimes, he would even think, is there such a mask on his face, if it is uncovered, will the inside be festered?

Now he has become sensitive and cautious, but is this him?

He looked to the sky, stretched out his hand to catch a breeze, but it was empty, like his heart.

Let it drift away, blow all the sadness and sadness to the unknown distance, then he will not be depressed.

He took a deep breath, patted his pants and stood up, turned back, but froze.

Not far away, Bai Qingjue was looking at him, with a faint smile on his lips, which seemed to be gentle.

Song Cheng frowned, and walked towards Bai Qingjue, he thought he should make a decision.

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If there is no beginning, there will be no end.In this society, evil devours everyone.

He came to the playground after class, and he really saw Song Cheng.He should follow the plan and get closer to Song Cheng, but when he looked at that desolate figure, his heart ached.Is he taking pity on the other party?And is the other party worthy of his pity?

There was no answer, but he remembered the scene in the hotel, and his gratitude for Song Cheng also disappeared.

He thought that the reason why he had so many unnecessary emotions was because the other person's face resembled the one he loved, that's why he was like this, and it could only be like this.

He smiled, not knowing whether he was laughing at himself or saddening himself.

It seems that he still failed to forget a person, and how could he forget that person.

At this time, Song Cheng stood up, turned around and saw him with a dull expression, probably not expecting to see him again.

He guessed Song Cheng's actions, and thought that the other party would turn his head and walk away, but he didn't want to walk towards him.

In this way, a play is about to start again.

Chapter 70

Not long ago, Song Cheng had always wanted to find someone to destroy him, so that he could taste the feeling of grief and not be naive.

So, that night, he would say that to Bai Qingjue.But now, he recognized one thing, depravity is indeed a way to escape from life, and it can even dispatch troubles.But he doesn't want to live in pain and confusion. Since he wants to feel the cruelty of reality, he might as well despise himself sooner.

Once, what his second brother said was right, if you want to know the filth of this world, you just need to make yourself filthy.

If he is destined to experience the washing of facts in the future, then it is better to sharpen himself earlier and kill his innocence.

He came to Bai Qingjue, looked at him straight, and said softly, "Teacher, how about we make a deal?"

Bai Qingjue was taken aback for a moment, and frowned, vaguely knowing what Song Cheng was going to say.

He asked, "What deal?"

He replied, "Flesh trading."

Swinging his eyebrows, he thought about the authenticity of Song Cheng's words, and after a moment of silence, he said, "I promise you, but I have a condition to make it clear to you."

Song Cheng looked up, looked at him and asked, "What premise?"

Bai Qingjue smiled slightly, his eyes fluttered, and he leaned sideways and whispered in his ear, "I want to use you as someone else's substitute, are you willing too?"

Song Cheng looked at Bai Qingjue, through him, looking at the white pigeons circling in the distance, he said, "Yes."

After all, this kind of transaction does not require any emotion from both parties.

He doesn't care, in fact, he doesn't care.

The wind blows through the corners of their clothes, and they leave with a sense of sadness.

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After class, Zhong Yao went to look for Song Cheng, but he was nowhere to be seen.He became worried, because he saw that the situation in Songcheng was not right these days.The other party alienated him, and also alienated the people around him.

Although he watched the other party talking and laughing, he always felt that the other party was suffering and was suppressing something. Moreover, Song Cheng didn't take the class seriously, and he skipped class today, which made him even more worried.

He asked the students in each class who had seen Song Cheng, and most of them shook their heads and said they didn't know.He was restless, running on the promenade, thinking about where Song Cheng could go, when he turned the corner, he collided with someone.

He raised his head and looked at this person. When he saw him for the first time, he felt a little familiar, but he couldn't remember who it was. At this time, he saw Song City not far away, and walked towards Song City without paying attention to other things.

He didn't look back, didn't see the thoughtful gaze of this man, and the smile on his mouth gradually faded.

Chapter 71

Zhong Yao walked towards Songcheng, but when he was about to get close to Songcheng, he stopped suddenly.He thought, now, he is only one step away from standing beside Song Cheng, but he hesitates, but why is he hesitating?

He was silent, clenched his fists, and did not move for a long time.

In fact, he knew that this was emotional hurt, grief, and frustration.If at this time, if he confessed to him, would it succeed?

No one knows, no one explains, after all, he worried too much, so he sentenced his feelings.

He sighed, pointed at the back of the opponent's head, and shouted normally, "Song Cheng, you are here."

Song Cheng turned around, saw that it was him, and said softly, "Why are you here?"

He said, "You want to skip class, why didn't you tell me?"

Song Cheng said, "Forgot."

He walked over, put his shoulder on the other side, and said with a smile, "Remember to tell me next time, I'm really worried."

Song Cheng smiled and replied, "Yes."

How about this.

So be it.

He thought, this is good, and it is not bad for him and Song Cheng to be brothers for a lifetime.

It's just that he forgot that human beings are greedy creatures, so how could they not do whatever they can to get what they want?

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A few peeping girls by the window pointed at the distance, gossip and pink on their faces.Xia Xing, who came out of the classroom, felt strange seeing this scene.

He came to the window, looked around, saw Song Cheng and Zhong Yao, and was taken aback.It was probably because he hadn't seen Song Cheng for two weeks and found that the other party seemed to have lost weight.

However, Song Cheng's matter is not something he should care about, and his own matter has not been resolved yet.

He turned around, clutched the book in his hand and walked to the next class.

However, as he was going down the stairs, someone who passed him bumped into him.

The book that was still in his hand fell on the ground, someone knelt down to help him pick it up, and handed it to him.

He looked up, just about to say thank you, but he heard the other party say, "Be careful, don't let your precious things be taken away."

He froze for a moment, looking at the man in front of him, feeling baffled.

The other party patted him on the shoulder and walked upstairs.

He looked at the empty stairs, lowered his eyes, the pressure on his shoulders was still there.He thought, what does this man mean?

Be careful.

Care who?

Chapter 72

Yu Qingjing's fever didn't get better until the next day.Song Sen guarded him all night, seeing that he was still awake, he did not leave.

In fact, Song Sen'an wasn't so cold-blooded that he didn't care about Yu Qingjing's life or death, but he was worried that he would give him extravagant hopes.What's more, he has no feelings for him, so he wants to aggravate the other party's sentimentality.

He leaned against the bed, looked at Yu Qingjing with his head propped up, and slowly closed his eyes, as if the man's words sounded in his ears.

He said, please take good care of my brother.

He said, Song Sen'an, I beg you.

He promised him, how could he break his promise, but he was afraid that it wasn't because he didn't fulfill it well, but because he didn't have the chance to implement it. This had nothing to do with love, but a guilty promise.

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He trembled slightly, opened his eyes dimly, looked at the man beside him, and slowly let go of something in his heart.He thinks that the other party still takes care of him, he thinks that the other party still cares about him,