Ichimori Peace

, what should he do?Could it be that he still has a dual personality?

Thinking about it this way, Song Sen'an's expression froze and he clenched his hands tightly. It seems that he needs to investigate himself.

Song Sen'an.

Song Sen'an.

May you have a peaceful life and a safe life.

Chapter 82

In the evening, Song Sen'an drove home, and this place was not his home.

He rubbed his head and got out of the car, only to see a familiar figure standing up from the door.

He thought, didn't the scene he acted hurt the other party? Why did the other party still come to provoke him? It happened that he was in a bad mood, so it wouldn't be too much to play with the other party.

He smiled and walked towards Xia Xing, while Xia Xing looked at Song Sen'an who was walking towards him, and his heart tightened.

Just as Song Sen'an approached and was thinking about what to say to Xia Ying, Xia Ying shed tears silently, which made Song Sen'an stunned.He was silent and lost some interest.

Xia Xing bit his lip, not wanting to cry, but when he saw Song Sen'an, he felt sad and wanted to share all his repressed thoughts with Song Sen'an.

He knew that Song Sen'an didn't like him like this, but he couldn't stop the tears from pouring out. He hated himself crying like a woman, so disgusted, but he couldn't change himself.

Song Sen'an grabbed Xia Xing's hand to wipe his tears, and said helplessly, "Why did you cry as soon as we met? Did something happen?"

Xia Ying choked with sobs, shook his head, nodded again, and then put his arms around Song Sen'an.He thought he didn't care if Song Sen'an hated him or not, and whether the person Song Sen'an loved came back here, he would not leave Song Sen'an.You can say that he is shameless and mean, but he just wants to be with Song Sen'an.

Anyway, he already had a deal with Song Sen'an, so he relied on this relationship to stay by Song Sen'an's side, otherwise it would be impossible for him to keep him away from Song Sen'an.

Song Sen'an, tell me, why do I like you so much?

I feel like I can't live without you.

Yes, without you, my life would not be good at all.

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After he brought Xia Ying into the house, he found a hot towel for the other party to cover his eyes, but he really couldn't watch the other party look at him like a rabbit.

He has intentions, but this intention is also pretended, why can't Xia Xing always see it?

He was helpless, but also a kind of deep helplessness, helplessness that had no other way.He felt that Xia Xing was really innocent enough, it was fortunate that he was deceived, and it was also fortunate that the other party was like this, so it was difficult for him to attack him.

He put down the tea in his hand and asked unintentionally, "Why are you crying if you don't tell me?"

In fact, he knew that he was the only one who could make Xia Xing sad, but he just wanted to hear what Xia Xing had to say, should he be more honest?Or do you want to tell lies?

Since when did he stop hating dishonest people?Is there an exception because the other party is Xia Xing?

Song Sen'an's heart sank unavoidably. After all, he knew that his attitude toward Xia Xing was changing, and it should be clear from some of his abnormal behaviors.

But, and but, the other party is Yan Nuoxianqi's son, how could he care about the enemy's child?

In this way, it also gave him a clear mind, less contact with Xia Xing, and avoid unnecessary emotional interference.

He thought that he would not fall in love with Xia Xing, even if he really liked her, at that time, he would definitely cut off this relationship with his own hands.After all, there is hatred between the two of them, even if the other party doesn't know, even if the other party is innocent, he can't let go of everything.

Just like the hatred ten years ago, he hasn't forgotten it until now, so he hasn't forgotten it?Or has this body not forgotten?Who knows.

Chapter 83

The room was quiet, and Song Sen'an didn't like Xia Ying's silence. At least he hoped that Xia Ying would talk more and not worry about anything else.Even if the other party likes him and is afraid of him, don't expose it so thoroughly.It's not good to let him see through at a glance.

What's more, Song Sen'an doesn't like to deal with such things as feelings, but sometimes, he still has to be hypocritical.

He said, "Xia Xing, if you have any troubles, you can tell me, and I can probably help you find a solution."

He said, "Xia Xing, if you don't want to talk about it, I won't ask any more questions. It's just that you worry me a lot."

Song Sen'an's tenderness and caring brought warmth back to Xia Xing's heart, but he couldn't show his happiness, the sadness was still there and could not disappear.

He thought, he was too dissatisfied, but about Song Sen'an and that person, he wanted to ask him, has he been with that person all these weeks?Have they been living here like glue for weeks?

And he, dare not ask, dare not extravagantly ask for an answer, because of fear, because of cowardice, because of many, many.He understands, has always understood, that cruel fact, but he is still willing to come to Song Sen'an's side without fear of destruction, and bear all this.

Now, if he questioned Song Sen'an, what was it?He couldn't be in Song Sen'an's eyes, if Song Sen'an had pity on him, how could he stay by his side.If all these can be maintained, he should be content, but he always likes to expect too much, fearing that the gain is not worth the loss, and he will regret it for the rest of his life.

He would like to settle down a bit, have less extravagant expectations, and stay by Song Sen'an's side. If Song Sen'an can't bear him one day in the future, he will leave with self-knowledge.After all, no one wants the person he loves to hate himself.

At this moment, he doesn't have the guts to take a brave step, let go of his willfulness, and try to win Song Sen'an's care.Once is fine, twice is fine, after three or four times, how could Song Sen'an feel pity for him, so he should not be like that.Sadness, even if he is attacking him, he will keep it in his heart and not let others know, because in love, there is no such word as charity.

If there is, it is extremely small.Like a vast sea of ​​people, it just so happens that the records of people you love and people who love you meeting each other are close to zero.

He forced a smile, and finally said, "My house is going to be demolished, and those people came to force me to move. I couldn't find a place to live, so I had to come to you, but I was afraid...to disturb you."

Forgive his lies, forgive his timidity, this is him, that Xia Xing, that Xia Xing who wraps his heart.

He trades his lies in exchange for what he wants.

He understands that some behaviors, once used to them, are difficult to change, such as cheating.

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After hearing Xia Xing's words, Song Sen'an narrowed his eyes, revealing his coldness.Although the other party's answer did not surprise him, he knew that this was definitely not true.

Probably, this is another lie fabricated by Xia Xing, and this lie has nothing to do with him, but he feels uncomfortable.

He covered up the abnormality, held Xia Xing's hand, and said in a gentle voice, "It's okay, if you can't find a place, you can come back and live here. I just happen to be alone, so it's hard to have someone to talk to."

Xia Xing was taken aback, and asked in a low voice, "Didn't someone come to you? Could it be...he left?" After hesitating, he spit out the following words, fearing that Song Sen'an would think he was troublesome.

Song Sen'an looked at him and said in response, "Well, he's gone, and he won't come back in the future."

Xia Xing raised his head, his expression changed, but he was in a daze.

That person is not, it turns out that person is not Song Sen'an's lover, so he doesn't have to worry that he will leave Song Sen'an.

However, his chest is still congested, why is this?

Chapter 84

This night, Xia Xing brought his luggage and lived here in a real sense, but he was worried, after all, he lied to Song Sen'an, and was afraid that Song Sen'an would know that he was lying to him.

Fortunately, Song Sen'an didn't ask him about it, so he just took it as a fact and risked being hated by Song Sen'an.

Perhaps, a long time ago, he had recognized the fact that it would not work to keep Song Sen'an just by pretending to be pitiful, so he still had to use scheming, but he became not like himself anymore.Maybe it was that day, maybe it was after he saw Song Sen'an kissing that person that he realized it.Love never gives the weak a chance.He doesn't want to be this kind of person himself, he wants to live under the same roof as Song Sen'an, and thinks that they can live forever and ever.So, so far, he must make Song Sen'an like him.

If the ending is that he exits on the side of the loser, it proves that he has been crushed by love.

Because, in his life, Song Sen'an is already inseparable, even if he knows that his current behavior is very cheap and has no dignity at all, he still wants to do so.

Song Sen'an, I just love you.

Song Sen'an, I just want you to love me too.

For the rest, I won't own any more.

Xia Xing only hoped for these, only these.

"What are you thinking about?" Song Sen'an's gentle voice sounded in his ears, and he regained his senses.

It turned out that he stared at Song Sen'an in a daze again.

He looked at him, shook his head, and stood outside the door without entering the house.

After all, he wanted to share a room with Song Sen'an instead of living in this room alone, so it would be meaningless for him to move here.

Seeing that he was silent, Song Sen'an asked, "Are you feeling unwell?"

Xia Xing was taken aback, looked up at him, and said softly, "My head hurts a bit."

"Then go to bed early and sleep well." Song Sen'an smiled and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder.

He lowered his eyes, "Okay."

No.

wrong.

That's not what he thinks, that's not what he wants to say.

He wanted Song Sen'an to stay, to stay with him.

Song Sen'an turned sideways, walked past him, and closed the door for him by the way, leaving the room full of desolation.

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Standing outside the door, Song Sen'an was silent for a long time, the darkness covered his indifferent expression, but revealed a gloomy face.

It seems that sometimes there is no reason to hate a person.

For example, he didn't like Xia Ying's character, he didn't like Xia Ying's behavior, and he didn't like Xia Ying's liar like a woman, and her duplicity.

He hates Xia Xing's various styles so much, doesn't it prove that he can't like Xia Xing?but he is worried