Ichimori Peace

He hadn't thought about this issue. So far, he has no regrets for everything he has done, because he knows that if he doesn't take revenge, the nightmare will torture him every day and night.Instead of enduring the bone-piercing pain, he would rather let those people die.

As early as when he came to Ranruo City, he was already prepared to be alone for the rest of his life. Someday in the future, he would treat those feelings as rubbish and throw them away. That's why he hated Xia Xing's love for him so much, and hated to face Xia Xing. Xing's sincerity.But it is impossible for a person to be without the seven emotions and six desires, and he is no exception.

Song Sen'an sighed, took a sip of water, went upstairs, but saw Xia Xing who was sleeping leaning against his door, his heart skipped a beat.

He looked at each other with helplessness in his eyes. In fact, he forgot to say that there are exceptions.

If he is emotional, then even if he bears the pain, even if he suffers, he still feels it is worth it.

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Song Sen'an walked to the door, knelt down, and lightly touched Xia Ying's cheek. Just as he was about to call Xia Ying, Xia Ying woke up.

Xia Xing looked at him in a daze, rubbed his eyes, then regained consciousness, and shouted in a low voice, "You're back."

He nodded, rubbed Xia Xing's head, and asked, "Why don't you go back to your room to sleep? Aren't you afraid of catching a cold?"

Xia Xing didn't speak, he knew that if he told Song Sen'an that he was acting like this because he wanted to wait for him to come back, Song Sen'an wouldn't be moved either.He still keeps silent about his love, so that he won't put pressure on Song Sen'an, and Song Sen'an won't get bored with him.

But he wouldn't understand that his silence caused Song Sen'an to hate him again, but this time, that feeling didn't come to Song Sen'an's heart.

Song Sen'an raised his face, kissed his forehead, and said softly, "Sleep with me tonight."

Xia Xing was taken aback for a moment, then nodded.He thought, is this a charity from Song Sen'an to him?Whether it is or not, at least he can still get close to Song Sen'an.

He hugged Song Sen'an, leaned in his arms, suppressed the question he wanted to ask, and immersed himself in this warm embrace.

Song Sen'an lowered his head, stared at Xia Xing's hair, and said to him, "Next time, don't wait so late for me."

Xia Xing shook her head, grabbed Song Sen'an's lapel, and said softly, "It's all right."

Song Sen'an was silent for a while, then suddenly said, "But I love you so much."

Xia Xing was stunned, looking at Song Sen'an, his eyes were covered with mist.

He must be dreaming, he must be dreaming, otherwise why would he hear such words that misunderstood him again.

If you feel sorry for me, can you please try to accept me?

Chapter 90

Once again, he was walking in a dark and boundless world, surrounded by familiar and unfamiliar conversations.

He couldn't escape, he could only listen to their words, and at this moment, he felt as if his whole body had been stripped naked, exposed to the eyes of the world.

"Student Xia Ying, although I sympathize with you, you still have to pay your tuition fees, and our school can't help you get rid of them." The woman looked at the young him, and said, "I know your family is living a very difficult life now. It's hard, but the teacher can only sympathize with you at most, and can't care for you."

She said, "You should have other relatives, ask them to help, pay your tuition first, don't delay your study."

She persuaded her carefully, but in Xia Xing's view, it felt very hypocritical.

The young him nodded silently, then walked out of the office and returned to the class.

He stood in the air, looking at himself, a sense of powerlessness gradually emerged.

The students around were whispering, and Xia Xing didn't want to listen to what they said, but those ugly words came to his ears one by one.

"I heard that his father didn't want him and his mother anymore, and found someone else, probably because he disliked him and his mother."

"You don't know, his mother is still in the hospital, maybe he was beaten like that by his father, and I don't know if he will have violent tendencies in the future."

"He doesn't have his father anymore, and his mother is in the hospital now. He is still in the mood to go to school. If I were him, I wouldn't go to school."

"I went to the office earlier, and it seems that I heard the teacher say that if he has to pay the tuition fee, he has no money to pay, and he will stay here instead of leaving."

"I heard that his father took all the money away, so he left a house for them. It is estimated that he will not even have a home in the future. He should sleep on the street, or go to beg for food."

"When he goes to beg for food, there may not be someone who will give him alms. Maybe there will be an article in the newspaper that day that he starved to death on the street."

"His father is really too bad. He and his mother are really pitiful. What kind of life do you think he will lead in the future? Thinking about it makes him feel very miserable."

The young him straightened his back, but his tears fell on the table, but he didn't cry aloud, he would not let others look down on him.

In this regard, as long as he left school, he went to the hospital to take care of his mother who was still in a coma.

He told himself to be strong, because no one would really pity him.

At the age of 11, he came to a bar to work as a waiter. Although the salary is not high, it is not easy for him to find a job at his age.It should be said that his luck was not completely bad.

In fact, Xia Xing originally had a relative, his uncle, but many years ago, when his uncle went shopping with his grandparents, he lost it and never found it again.Should it be said that their family has a rough fate?

Xia Xing didn't know, he only knew that fate didn't give him much hope, he was still working part-time to earn money, because without money, it would be difficult to live in this society.

In the past, Ren Qianjiu, the well-meaning bar owner, said that a person can not give up everything spiritual, nor can he give up material needs.

If he is alive, he needs to survive, and to survive, he needs money.

From then on, Xia Xing only went to school and worked part-time. There were only these two things left in his world, and no matter how many people insulted him at school, he was always strong.

Until the day before New Year's Eve, he saw the man who broke up his family in the bar. He had never hated a person so much, and he was ready to kill him with hatred.

He pretended to be serving wine, entered the box, and lowered his head to set the wine glass.

The man was on the phone and said in a low voice, "If you can help me find a suitable one, I will return your precious son, otherwise I can't guarantee that your son will stand in front of you again intact, after all, the body , many people want to try it.”

When Xia Xing heard this, he hated men even more, but at this moment, the man's expression changed, as if he was pleasantly surprised, and said again, "Have you found the right man?"

The man glanced at Xia Ying, took a sip of the wine, and said to the other end of the phone, "As long as you follow the agreement, I will send your son back tomorrow, but don't lie to me."

After a while, the man said again, "Actually, I was going to ask you for help with this matter, but whoever let him run away from you and let me catch him is also a reminder to you, shut the canary well." In the cage, don't let others take it away, there is no one like me who is willing to give it back to you next time."

The man chuckled and hung up the phone.At this moment, he saw the man let down his vigilance, picked up the wine glass and hit the man on the head.

The opponent was unprepared, but immediately gave him a kick.He was kicked to the ground, and someone outside who heard the movement rushed in and pressed Xia Xing to the ground, punching him in the head.

He curled up on the ground in pain, but looked up at the man, and said, "I'm going to kill you!"

Seeing him, the man suddenly remembered something and asked, "Are you Xia Xing?"

Xia Ying didn't speak, but stared at him viciously.

Seeing his face similar to that of that person, the man sneered, "Who would have the guts for me? It's you."

Xia Xing said, "You villain, bring my dad back."

The man walked up to him, pinched his chin, and smiled, "Do you know that if you do this, I will kill you."

Xia Xing looked at him with hatred, and roared angrily, "You snatched my father away, and you pushed my mother downstairs, you villain, you will die!"

The man's eyes were sharp, and he slapped Xia Xing with his palm. Xia Xing vomited blood from the slap and fell to the ground.

His body trembled and gradually turned cold, would he die?

The man looked down at him, then squatted down suddenly, grabbed Xia Xing's hair, and said indifferently, "You know what? If you weren't Xia Qian's child, you should have disappeared from this world by now. And you and your mother deserve it, That's why she ended up like this, she's cheap, she's to blame for becoming like that, as for you, you shouldn't exist in this world."

"Cough...Why do you say that about me and my mother, you pervert..." Xia Xing said weakly, before he finished speaking, the man pressed Xia Xing's head on the ground and stomped it off with his feet.

He said, "I can keep you alive in this world, and I can also make you disappear in this world at any time. I have seen a lot of children like you who haven't grown their hair yet. If you want revenge, I will wait for you When I grow up."

He added, "You look exactly like your mother. It makes me sick to look at you. If I were you, I really shouldn't be living in this world."

The man gave him a light look, with disdain, and left the room.

The whole body was quiet, Xia Xingping was lying on the ground, his eyes were empty, he didn't know why he hated himself so much, he hated himself as useless, he couldn't kill that man.

He grabbed the broken glass, bleeding from his palm, stinging himself, reminding him not to forget this day, he thought that no matter how difficult, painful, and helpless the future is, he must be strong and he must take revenge.

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Kill you, I'm going to kill you—

Before dawn, Song Sen'an was awakened by Xia Xing's scream.

He looked at Xia Xing who was crying in his arms for unknown reasons, and suddenly remembered what happened to Xia Xing, and realized that Xia Xing was having a nightmare, so he kissed the tears at the corners of each other's eyes, and pulled him into his arms.

He thought, it turned out that he was not the only one tormented by the nightmare.

But, Xia Xing, even if you are like this, I will not pity you anymore, I will pity you no more.

Chapter 91

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