Ichimori Peace
Chapter 50
He didn't hate him.
Fortunately, he didn't hate him.
Song Sen'an smiled and stared at him, making him feel like walking on a cloud of happiness, soft and soft.
He took him out, held his hand tightly along the way, and took him to the city center here for shopping and dinner like a couple.
Through those eyes, he saw the tenderness that belonged to him alone. Is this a dream?If so, can you let him continue to do it.
There were people discussing them on the road, Song Sen'an smiled back at those people, and never let go of his hand.
He said, "Xiao Xing, I'm by your side."
How gentle, how gentle, is it the gentleness for him?
Xia Xing blushed, and the corners of his mouth raised an arc unconsciously, but he hadn't noticed it yet.
"Xiao Xing, do you want to go to the amusement park?" Song Sen'an asked him with an extremely gentle expression.
He nodded, because the amusement park was the place he most wanted to go when he was a child, and it was the place he least dared to expect to go when he was a child.
When he got here, Song Sen'an bought him a ticket and played with him.
He showed a pure smile, let go of his heart, and no longer restrained himself.
Song Sen'an saw his innocent appearance, seeing him happily playing the game, Song Sen'an's smile also became simple.
When he won the prize, he would show it off to Song Sen'an, wanting to get Song Sen'an's reward, and Song Sen'an would kiss him and hug him.
When they came to the carousel, Xia Xing dragged Song Sen'an to sit on it. The two men played with it, which directly attracted the attention of many people.But Xia Ying was happy, so Song Sen'an didn't care much.
In fact, what Xia Xing wanted to do most when he came to the amusement park was to ride the ferris wheel with Song Sen'an. He hoped that the legend about the ferris wheel would come true.
If you kiss the person you love on the Ferris wheel at twelve o'clock, the love between the two will last forever.
He loved Song Sen'an, so he had this kind of imagination, and Song Sen'an also followed his mind, accompanied him until midnight, and then bought a ticket to be with him.
Song Sen'an sat across from him and looked at him, "Did you have a good time today?"
"Very happy." Xia Xing responded softly, still holding a teddy bear for playing with balloons.
"Can we come to the amusement park again?" Xia Ying looked at him expectantly and asked in a low voice.
"Ah."
"Next time, can Sen'an ride the Ferris wheel with me?"
"Okay, if you still want me to accompany you at that time."
Song Sen'an's words made Xia Ying strange, but Song Sen'an pulled him to his side, kissed Xia Ying's lips, and then let go. .
Xia Ying secretly glanced at the time, it was almost twelve o'clock.
He tugged on Song Sen'an's sleeve, and said softly, "Sen'an, can you kiss me for a while longer?"
Song Sen'an looked at him with a smile, said nothing, and kissed him again.
Xia Xing indulged in this kiss, quietly waiting for the twelve o'clock to pass, whether this could make him and Song Sen live forever.
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After a kiss, Song Sen'an put his arms around Xia Xing, hugging him very hard, and they happened to be at the highest point of the Ferris wheel.
Song Sen'an leaned close to Xia Ying's ear and said silently, "I'm sorry, Xia Ying.
Also, I shouldn't, like you.
Xia Xing, in this way, I will help you realize a beautiful dream.
He let go of Xia Xing, and focused on asking him, "Xiao Xing, do you love me?"
Xia Ying looked at him, her cheeks were hot, she nodded silently.
"Then, tell me this yourself." Song Sen'an said softly, with affection in his eyes.
Xia Xing bowed his head, feeling very nervous. This time, it was Song Sen'an who asked him to ask why he was a little timid?
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. When Song Sen'an saw it, he was helpless.
He stretched out his hand and touched Xia Xing's cheek, with a gentle face, he said, "If you don't want to say it, forget it."
No, he wanted to tell him, he wanted to let him know his feelings.
Song Sen'an, I love you.
yes i love you.
So, don't be afraid, so, don't hesitate.
He said, "I love you."
Song Sen'an smiled, but he said to Xia Xing, "I don't love you."
He felt that his voice was too soft, so he said again with a more emphatic tone, "Xia Xing, I might love you in this life."
So, please don't be delusional, so, please don't be sad.
Xia Xing's tears rolled down gently.
At that moment, the illusion was broken, he was still Xia Xing, but he lost his heart.
Chapter 115
Song Sen'an's gentleness is like a knife, which cut him cruelly and bruises all over his body, but can he resist Song Sen'an's gentleness?
He can't, because he can't do it, so he has to bear this pain.
Xia Xing covered his mouth, tears fell from his fingertips, he hoped that he would not cry, but the tears could not stop, he really wanted to ask Song Sen'an why he said such words to him so cruelly?Why can't you give him a love?
However, why and why, not loving is not loving, loving is loving, you love me is your business, I love you is also my business, and they have nothing to do with each other.
Walking out of the carriage, Xia Xing chose to remain silent, so that he could pretend he hadn't heard what Song Sen'an said, and he didn't have to force himself to face Song Sen'an, but the tears on his face couldn't be wiped away, and the pain in his heart ached. is continuous.
Song Sen'an stopped making appointments ahead of time and took him back to the hotel. Along the way, the atmosphere between them solidified.
Xia Xing knew that Song Sen'an was waiting for him to speak, but if this continued, he would still be hated by Song Sen'an. How could Song Sen'an look at him directly?to be able to love him?
When the brakes sounded, Xia Xing slowly came back to his senses. Looking at Song Sen'an who was about to get out of the car after unfastening his seat belt, his movements were one step faster than his thoughts. He pulled Song Sen'an's sleeve, his eyelashes trembling, and whispered, "Sen'an, I want to I have a question for you."
Song Sen'an looked at him, turned his head to look out the window, and said softly, "You can ask."
Xia Ying's nose was sore, and he was about to cry again, but he couldn't cry anymore, he asked, "Since you don't love me, why are you being so nice to me?"
Song Sen'an frowned, "There are reasons for being nice to people?" After speaking, he smiled, "If you think that my gentleness to you will cause you to misunderstand, then I will try to add as little illusion to you as possible in the future."
Xia Xing was stunned, feeling her heart was being crushed and shattered.
In fact, Song Sen'an had already expressed his intentions to him, but he just blindly hoped that it would be so painful until now.
He asked for it.
He deserved it.
Would it be better if he hadn't met Song Sen'an?If he hadn't fallen in love with Song Sen'an, would it be easier than it is now?If, if, so many ifs, that is, if, is it regret, sadness, or... no, none of it, but regret that he failed to make Song Sen'an like him too.
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After returning to the room, Song Sen'an seemed to confirm what he said to Xia Ying, and his attitude towards Xia Ying was very cold, and his indifference was too fast, which made it difficult for Xia Ying to accept.
What can Xia Xing say?What can I complain about?He could do nothing but be silent, because silence was his best disguise to avoid the harm Song Sen'an gave him.
Song Sen'an took a shower, and when he came out, he said to Xia Xing lightly, "We will go back to Ranruoshi tomorrow."
Xia Xing was taken aback, and asked uncertainly, "Tomorrow?"
"Yeah." Song Sen'an swept him away, responded, then ignored him, and wiped his head.
Xia Ying hangs down the curtain, and his heart starts to hurt again. He didn't expect to spend such a short time with Song Sen'an. They obviously didn't do anything, so they just want to go back. What happens after they go back?How can he face Song Sen'an?
He doesn't love him, and he will never love him in his life, how hurtful this sentence is!
Song Sen'an noticed Xia Ying's quiet appearance, but Song Sen'an made it clear that he didn't want to talk to Xia Ying, because the countdown was over, and so were the good memories.
They are the people who can't be together the most, and they have no future. Song Sen'an said this to himself countless times before he calmed down.
Chapter 116
Song Sen'an was woken up by a phone call in the morning. Before he could find out who called him, he was scolded by the person on the other end of the phone.There are not many people who dare to scold him, and I don't know if the other party is tired of work, so find out when he is in a bad mood.
When he was about to get angry, the other party hung up the phone again, which made Song Senan feel angry. Hearing the sound of "beep" coming from the other end of the phone, when he looked at the caller ID, his brows were furrowed together.
It was Luo Shiwei who called him, probably because he knew of the good deeds he had done, but he just wanted to teach Hong Danran some lessons for Luo Shiwei, a little wedge, so that the two of them would get on the right track.
He got up, went to the window, opened the window, and looked at the vast sea, which seemed to reflect the sadness in his heart, sadness?he will be sad?
Because he woke up, Xia Xing also woke up, but Xia Xing didn't dare to approach Song Sen'an anymore, he was afraid that Song Sen'an would kill his love for him with cruel words.
But can Xia Xing do it?I'm afraid I can't, so... I have to suffer in silence.
Xia Xing came to Song Sen'an's side and pulled off the corner of Song Sen'an's clothes, which made Song Anyuan look away and looked at Xia Xing with a sense of alienation.
Song Sen'an doesn't like to be indifferent to others, unless he is extremely disgusted, or out of helplessness, but Xia Xing will not understand Song Sen'an's mind, and will not understand that the feelings Song Sen'an endures are heavier than the feelings in his heart.
When Xia Xing saw Song Sen'an's expression, he was stunned, lowered his head and said, "The wind is strong, and you will catch a cold." Xia Xing is not good at saying this kind of caring words, and even hesitates and thinks when he speaks. Just inappropriate.
Song Sen'an smiled slightly, but disappeared too quickly, he said, "It's okay, I like to blow the wind."
Xia Xing couldn't answer the words now, and could only look at Song Sen'an, but Song Sen'an didn't look at him, and passed him to look into the distance.
Who misses who hurts.
When Xia Xing blamed himself for offending Song Sen'an early in the morning, Song Sen'an hugged Xia Xing and kissed him on the cheek.
Xia Xing blinked, feeling like a dream, did Song Sen'an regain his tenderness?still another
Fortunately, he didn't hate him.
Song Sen'an smiled and stared at him, making him feel like walking on a cloud of happiness, soft and soft.
He took him out, held his hand tightly along the way, and took him to the city center here for shopping and dinner like a couple.
Through those eyes, he saw the tenderness that belonged to him alone. Is this a dream?If so, can you let him continue to do it.
There were people discussing them on the road, Song Sen'an smiled back at those people, and never let go of his hand.
He said, "Xiao Xing, I'm by your side."
How gentle, how gentle, is it the gentleness for him?
Xia Xing blushed, and the corners of his mouth raised an arc unconsciously, but he hadn't noticed it yet.
"Xiao Xing, do you want to go to the amusement park?" Song Sen'an asked him with an extremely gentle expression.
He nodded, because the amusement park was the place he most wanted to go when he was a child, and it was the place he least dared to expect to go when he was a child.
When he got here, Song Sen'an bought him a ticket and played with him.
He showed a pure smile, let go of his heart, and no longer restrained himself.
Song Sen'an saw his innocent appearance, seeing him happily playing the game, Song Sen'an's smile also became simple.
When he won the prize, he would show it off to Song Sen'an, wanting to get Song Sen'an's reward, and Song Sen'an would kiss him and hug him.
When they came to the carousel, Xia Xing dragged Song Sen'an to sit on it. The two men played with it, which directly attracted the attention of many people.But Xia Ying was happy, so Song Sen'an didn't care much.
In fact, what Xia Xing wanted to do most when he came to the amusement park was to ride the ferris wheel with Song Sen'an. He hoped that the legend about the ferris wheel would come true.
If you kiss the person you love on the Ferris wheel at twelve o'clock, the love between the two will last forever.
He loved Song Sen'an, so he had this kind of imagination, and Song Sen'an also followed his mind, accompanied him until midnight, and then bought a ticket to be with him.
Song Sen'an sat across from him and looked at him, "Did you have a good time today?"
"Very happy." Xia Xing responded softly, still holding a teddy bear for playing with balloons.
"Can we come to the amusement park again?" Xia Ying looked at him expectantly and asked in a low voice.
"Ah."
"Next time, can Sen'an ride the Ferris wheel with me?"
"Okay, if you still want me to accompany you at that time."
Song Sen'an's words made Xia Ying strange, but Song Sen'an pulled him to his side, kissed Xia Ying's lips, and then let go. .
Xia Ying secretly glanced at the time, it was almost twelve o'clock.
He tugged on Song Sen'an's sleeve, and said softly, "Sen'an, can you kiss me for a while longer?"
Song Sen'an looked at him with a smile, said nothing, and kissed him again.
Xia Xing indulged in this kiss, quietly waiting for the twelve o'clock to pass, whether this could make him and Song Sen live forever.
---------------------------------------
After a kiss, Song Sen'an put his arms around Xia Xing, hugging him very hard, and they happened to be at the highest point of the Ferris wheel.
Song Sen'an leaned close to Xia Ying's ear and said silently, "I'm sorry, Xia Ying.
Also, I shouldn't, like you.
Xia Xing, in this way, I will help you realize a beautiful dream.
He let go of Xia Xing, and focused on asking him, "Xiao Xing, do you love me?"
Xia Ying looked at him, her cheeks were hot, she nodded silently.
"Then, tell me this yourself." Song Sen'an said softly, with affection in his eyes.
Xia Xing bowed his head, feeling very nervous. This time, it was Song Sen'an who asked him to ask why he was a little timid?
He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. When Song Sen'an saw it, he was helpless.
He stretched out his hand and touched Xia Xing's cheek, with a gentle face, he said, "If you don't want to say it, forget it."
No, he wanted to tell him, he wanted to let him know his feelings.
Song Sen'an, I love you.
yes i love you.
So, don't be afraid, so, don't hesitate.
He said, "I love you."
Song Sen'an smiled, but he said to Xia Xing, "I don't love you."
He felt that his voice was too soft, so he said again with a more emphatic tone, "Xia Xing, I might love you in this life."
So, please don't be delusional, so, please don't be sad.
Xia Xing's tears rolled down gently.
At that moment, the illusion was broken, he was still Xia Xing, but he lost his heart.
Chapter 115
Song Sen'an's gentleness is like a knife, which cut him cruelly and bruises all over his body, but can he resist Song Sen'an's gentleness?
He can't, because he can't do it, so he has to bear this pain.
Xia Xing covered his mouth, tears fell from his fingertips, he hoped that he would not cry, but the tears could not stop, he really wanted to ask Song Sen'an why he said such words to him so cruelly?Why can't you give him a love?
However, why and why, not loving is not loving, loving is loving, you love me is your business, I love you is also my business, and they have nothing to do with each other.
Walking out of the carriage, Xia Xing chose to remain silent, so that he could pretend he hadn't heard what Song Sen'an said, and he didn't have to force himself to face Song Sen'an, but the tears on his face couldn't be wiped away, and the pain in his heart ached. is continuous.
Song Sen'an stopped making appointments ahead of time and took him back to the hotel. Along the way, the atmosphere between them solidified.
Xia Xing knew that Song Sen'an was waiting for him to speak, but if this continued, he would still be hated by Song Sen'an. How could Song Sen'an look at him directly?to be able to love him?
When the brakes sounded, Xia Xing slowly came back to his senses. Looking at Song Sen'an who was about to get out of the car after unfastening his seat belt, his movements were one step faster than his thoughts. He pulled Song Sen'an's sleeve, his eyelashes trembling, and whispered, "Sen'an, I want to I have a question for you."
Song Sen'an looked at him, turned his head to look out the window, and said softly, "You can ask."
Xia Ying's nose was sore, and he was about to cry again, but he couldn't cry anymore, he asked, "Since you don't love me, why are you being so nice to me?"
Song Sen'an frowned, "There are reasons for being nice to people?" After speaking, he smiled, "If you think that my gentleness to you will cause you to misunderstand, then I will try to add as little illusion to you as possible in the future."
Xia Xing was stunned, feeling her heart was being crushed and shattered.
In fact, Song Sen'an had already expressed his intentions to him, but he just blindly hoped that it would be so painful until now.
He asked for it.
He deserved it.
Would it be better if he hadn't met Song Sen'an?If he hadn't fallen in love with Song Sen'an, would it be easier than it is now?If, if, so many ifs, that is, if, is it regret, sadness, or... no, none of it, but regret that he failed to make Song Sen'an like him too.
---------------------------------------
After returning to the room, Song Sen'an seemed to confirm what he said to Xia Ying, and his attitude towards Xia Ying was very cold, and his indifference was too fast, which made it difficult for Xia Ying to accept.
What can Xia Xing say?What can I complain about?He could do nothing but be silent, because silence was his best disguise to avoid the harm Song Sen'an gave him.
Song Sen'an took a shower, and when he came out, he said to Xia Xing lightly, "We will go back to Ranruoshi tomorrow."
Xia Xing was taken aback, and asked uncertainly, "Tomorrow?"
"Yeah." Song Sen'an swept him away, responded, then ignored him, and wiped his head.
Xia Ying hangs down the curtain, and his heart starts to hurt again. He didn't expect to spend such a short time with Song Sen'an. They obviously didn't do anything, so they just want to go back. What happens after they go back?How can he face Song Sen'an?
He doesn't love him, and he will never love him in his life, how hurtful this sentence is!
Song Sen'an noticed Xia Ying's quiet appearance, but Song Sen'an made it clear that he didn't want to talk to Xia Ying, because the countdown was over, and so were the good memories.
They are the people who can't be together the most, and they have no future. Song Sen'an said this to himself countless times before he calmed down.
Chapter 116
Song Sen'an was woken up by a phone call in the morning. Before he could find out who called him, he was scolded by the person on the other end of the phone.There are not many people who dare to scold him, and I don't know if the other party is tired of work, so find out when he is in a bad mood.
When he was about to get angry, the other party hung up the phone again, which made Song Senan feel angry. Hearing the sound of "beep" coming from the other end of the phone, when he looked at the caller ID, his brows were furrowed together.
It was Luo Shiwei who called him, probably because he knew of the good deeds he had done, but he just wanted to teach Hong Danran some lessons for Luo Shiwei, a little wedge, so that the two of them would get on the right track.
He got up, went to the window, opened the window, and looked at the vast sea, which seemed to reflect the sadness in his heart, sadness?he will be sad?
Because he woke up, Xia Xing also woke up, but Xia Xing didn't dare to approach Song Sen'an anymore, he was afraid that Song Sen'an would kill his love for him with cruel words.
But can Xia Xing do it?I'm afraid I can't, so... I have to suffer in silence.
Xia Xing came to Song Sen'an's side and pulled off the corner of Song Sen'an's clothes, which made Song Anyuan look away and looked at Xia Xing with a sense of alienation.
Song Sen'an doesn't like to be indifferent to others, unless he is extremely disgusted, or out of helplessness, but Xia Xing will not understand Song Sen'an's mind, and will not understand that the feelings Song Sen'an endures are heavier than the feelings in his heart.
When Xia Xing saw Song Sen'an's expression, he was stunned, lowered his head and said, "The wind is strong, and you will catch a cold." Xia Xing is not good at saying this kind of caring words, and even hesitates and thinks when he speaks. Just inappropriate.
Song Sen'an smiled slightly, but disappeared too quickly, he said, "It's okay, I like to blow the wind."
Xia Xing couldn't answer the words now, and could only look at Song Sen'an, but Song Sen'an didn't look at him, and passed him to look into the distance.
Who misses who hurts.
When Xia Xing blamed himself for offending Song Sen'an early in the morning, Song Sen'an hugged Xia Xing and kissed him on the cheek.
Xia Xing blinked, feeling like a dream, did Song Sen'an regain his tenderness?still another
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