Highly toxic

Geng Yan heard a woman's voice coming from the window, and then the boy standing by the window turned his head, as if calling "Mom".

Geng Yan guessed that the boy's mother had returned, so he hurriedly picked up the things on the ground and returned to the alley.

In the evening, it snowed heavily again, and the snow on the ground was thicker.

Wrapped in the quilt, Geng Yan slightly raised his head and stared at the window not far away, with a trace of anticipation deep in his heart, unconsciously dispelling the chill around him.

The sky was completely dark, Geng Yan looked at the almost deserted alley, under the dim lampposts, the snow was falling, and the cold loneliness penetrated into his heart.

On the fourth floor of the hotel not far away, the closed window was shining with warm light.

Geng Yan lowered his head and chewed the chocolate again.

really tasty.

A pair of small black cotton leather shoes appeared in front of his slightly drooping eyes. Geng Yan was taken aback for a moment, then slowly raised his head.

The boy appeared in front of Geng Yan again, this time very close to Geng Yan, the short distance from the hotel entrance to the alley had already caused a lot of snowflakes on his blue hat.

The street lights at the entrance of the alley shone in, casting a halo of dim yellow warmth on the boy's body.

Geng Yan's lonely eyes lit up with fire, but he still turned his face, "Why are you here again? It's so dark, aren't you afraid of bad people?"

"I helped my mother go downstairs to get things, and I happened to come over to see you," the boy said.

Geng Yan said with a sullen face, "I have nothing to see."

"Why don't you go home?" the boy asked softly, "My mother said it will snow for many days."

Geng Yan looked at the ground, "I'm waiting for my mother to come back and pick me up."

The boy suddenly realized, "So your mother lost you."

Geng Yan didn't want to stop the topic here, and said, "What are you doing here?"

"My parents and I came here to play. There is a huge ski resort here. By the way, can you ski? It's very interesting."

Geng Yan was silent for two seconds, and replied stubbornly, "In the future, I will definitely, and I will definitely be stronger than you."

The boy giggled, then took out a thermos from his arms, walked up to Geng Yan and handed it to him.

"This is my dad's cup. There's hot tea in it. I'll take it back after you finish drinking it. My dad can't let me find out." The boy said, "My dad hates people drinking tea from his cup, except my mother. He is of no use to anyone."

Geng Yan reached out to take the thermos cup from the boy's hand, unscrewed the lid and drank it in big gulps.

The tea inside is still warm, soaked with hawthorn and red dates, slightly sour and slightly sweet...

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Geng Yan's expression was complicated, he got up and left the bedroom, telling Jiang Mu to go to the bathroom.

Jiang Mu felt that Geng Yan's voice was a little vain.

After waiting for a while, Geng Yan didn't come back either. Jiang Mu thought of Geng Yan's face just now, and felt a little worried, so he put on his pajamas and prepared to go out to have a look.

I planned to go to the bathroom to have a look, but when I stepped out of the bedroom, Jiang Mu smelled the smell of tobacco.

The concealed bathroom was pitch black, obviously no one was there.

As soon as Jiang Mu turned his head, he saw the figure sitting on the sofa in the living room.

The living room was not turned on, only the light from the bedroom and the moonlight from the balcony on one side barely reflected Geng Yan's cold and rigid figure in the darkness, like a black sculpture.

Jiang Mu turned on the light switch in the living room, and saw Geng Yan leaning on the sofa, with one hand resting on his lap, with a half-burned cigarette between his fingers, and the other arm resting on his forehead. With both eyes open, he stared at the ceiling with a deep and far-reaching gaze.

This kind of Geng Yan seemed to be sealed in some kind of sour, sweet and bitter memories. The sentimentality and sentimentality all over his body made his former sharpness and strength disappear.

When Geng Yan saw Jiang Mu who was standing not far away, looking at him cautiously, his eyes suddenly became hot.

All the familiarity becomes obvious at the moment of confirming the identity.

In fact, it is still the same as when I was a child, with surprisingly big eyes, cautious speech, and softer temper.

Geng Yan recalled the meeting in the hospital when he thought it was a first acquaintance but actually a reunion. He took it for granted that Jiang Mu's attraction to him was due to his lust.

in fact……

It must have been pulled by something in the dark.

It's a shame that he doesn't know anything, and wants to play with his feelings recklessly, using him to stimulate He Qianyan.

"Brother Yan?" Jiang Mu didn't know how to retreat after being watched by Geng Yan, so he could only ask cautiously again, "What...is something wrong?"

Geng Yan put out the cigarette in his hand on the marble coffee table, then waved to Jiang Mu, and said softly, "Come, come and sit."

Such Geng Yan is extraordinarily gentle.

Jiang Mu obediently walked to Geng Yan's side and sat down. Geng Yan put his arms around his shoulders, wrapped Jiang Mu into his arms, and said softly, "Jiang Mu, come with me."

Jiang Mu was taken aback, and asked for no reason, "Where are you going, Brother Yan?"

"Go to country M."

"Brother Yan, do you want to travel there?"

"No, I want to take you there to live."

Jiang Mu was even more confused, "Brother Yan means...immigrants?"

"Yes."

Jiang Mu was completely at a loss. Geng Yan's proposal only made him feel baffled, "Why...why? We don't live well here."

Geng Yan didn't dare to tell Jiang Mu that he was just a liar with He Qianyan's identity, and once regarded Jiang Mu as a prey in an attempt to deceive himself and his heart.

He needs to turn the situation into a peaceful situation before confessing to Jiang Mu, otherwise, not only will his relationship with Jiang Mu be broken, but Jiang Mu will also completely hate him.

This must not happen.

"Didn't you tell me before that my mother always wanted me to get married and have children, so she definitely wouldn't agree with us being together." Geng Yan said seriously, "Then why don't we leave this place forever and find someone whom no one knows?" The city, live a good life for both of us."

Jiang Mu finally grasped the point from Geng Yan's words, he said in surprise, "Elope?"

Geng Yan was taken aback for a moment, then felt that what Jiang Mu said seemed to be true, so he nodded, "Yes, elope, there is nothing worthy of my nostalgia for this place, if you have any good friends here, then I can accompany you back a few times a year Let's take a look, how about it?"

Geng Yan is making a very serious proposal. Although he still feels like he is dreaming at the moment, the excitement and excitement are running too fast in his mind for a while, and there is no time to express it strongly on his face, but he wants to bring Jiang Mu out of this city. The idea of ​​leaving, and placing it by my side from now on, is surprisingly strong.

This trip, he didn't get nothing.

He found a ray of light in his life, warm and lovely.

Jiang Mu couldn't help laughing, "Brother Yan, what joke are you kidding, you...are you drunk, your relatives, friends, and career are all in this city."

"These are not as important as you." Geng Yan blurted out.

Jiang Mu was stunned for a moment, pursing his lips, rejoicing in his heart that Brother Yan loved him so much, but he also clearly understood that the more his sweetheart cared about him, the less selfish he would be.

Jiang Mu leaned his head on Geng Yan's chest, and said softly, "It's okay, Brother Yan, we agreed, when your career is stable, we will confess to your aunt, she may be angry, but as long as I am filial to my aunt, I think she will accept me."

"Jiang Mu!"

Geng Yan grabbed Jiang Mu's shoulders with both hands, and said with hatred, "Why can't I explain it to you, you don't need to please that woman, I...I just hate this place, you come with me, OK?"

"Brother Yan, you won't think so when you recover your memory." Jiang Mu said gently, "Auntie is a very important person to you, you can't abandon her when you lose your memory and forget her, I... I You can't take advantage of this time to provoke your mother and son..."

Geng Yan stood up abruptly from the sofa, he frowned and stared at Jiang Mu, breathing heavily.

Jiang Mu thought Geng Yan was angry, so he didn't dare to continue talking, so he just called softly, "Brother Yan."

Geng Yan was indeed angry, but he was angry with himself.

He was even more angry at the bad accident and the bad coincidence that made him meet the person he missed the most in this situation where he couldn't tell his true identity.

Not only can't confess, but also continue to carefully maintain this lie.

In Jiang Mu's eyes, Geng Yan's various abnormalities at the moment are like the sequelae of amnesia.

"Brother Yan..." Jiang Mu also stood up, stretched out his hand to gently hold Geng Yan's hand, and said softly, "It's okay, anyway, no matter what others think, as long as Brother Yan doesn't dislike me, I will follow you forever Brother Yan, I don't care where you are."

"Do you like He Qianyan that much?" Geng Yan blurted out, "What the hell is he, why do you like him so much?"

Jiang Mu looked at Geng Yan in confusion.

Only then did Geng Yan realize that he had slipped the tongue again, he turned around and pinched his brows irritably.

Geng Yan regained his composure, turned around and picked Jiang Mu up, and walked quickly towards the bedroom.

Jiang Mu thought he was about to start, but suddenly became nervous again, but he kept trying to restrain the fear deep in his heart, and after being put on the bed by Geng Yan, he obediently cooperated.

Geng Yan pressed on top of Jiang Mu, looking calm, but his eyes trembled, and Jiang Mu, who was stiff all over, stroked Jiang Mu's hair with some distress, and said softly, "Do you not like this kind of thing?"

Jiang Mu pursed his lips, nodded and shook his head quickly, finally under Geng Yan's gentle gaze, he whispered, "I...I don't want to make brother Yan unhappy, I think I...I can persist, Yan Brother, you... you come."

Geng Yan looked at the death-like determination in Jiang Mu's eyes, and couldn't laugh or cry for a moment. He turned over and lay down next to Jiang Mu, and then grabbed the quilt to cover Jiang Mu's body.

"There's no need to force yourself to cater to things you don't like." Geng Yan said, "I don't need you to be obedient to me just to please me, so that I will love you even more."

Jiang Mu looked at Geng Yan in surprise, remained silent for a while, and then whispered, "Actually, as long as Brother Yan is happy, I... I am happy."

Geng Yan hugged Jiang Mu's thin body into his arms, and pressed his cheek against Jiang Mu's soft and shiny hair.

The warmth and softness in his arms made Geng Yan feel fuller than ever before.

"Don't leave me again..."