After I became the protagonist Bai Yueguang, I was in the Shura field [Transmigration Book]

Qiao Ying still remembers that time.

Qiao Rongjian pushed him down the stairs. While rolling, Qiao Ying caught a glimpse of him with a mocking face, standing tall, as if looking at an ant.

Then he passed out.

Woke up again in the hospital.

Smelling the familiar smell of disinfectant on the tip of her nose, Qiao Ying opened her eyes briefly, and then closed them again.

He's used to it.

Most of the time, the hospital was more like home to him than the villa.

But this home has someone else living in it.

Xie Xu and his grandfather.

The first period of time was difficult, after the past...

When he opened his eyes, he could see the blooming flowers outside the window, and he could also smell the unknown fragrance of flowers coming in from the crack of the window, as well as the aroma of food that would appear at regular intervals.

The ward is no longer quiet, but has more human voices.

Qiao Ying lay motionless from the very beginning, and then slowly leaned out, stretching out her hand to uncover the thin layer of curtain.

He began to accept the outside world, but he only accepted Xie Xu alone.

Xie Xu treated him very well.

He has a share of the soup and nutritious meals delivered from home. From time to time, he will buy some unknown candies and stuff them into his hands, and gently stroke his head, feeling helpless and pampered.

The story books he read were all Qiao Ying had never heard of, and some of them were even experienced by himself.

Qiao Ying listened silently.

Those stories, those scenery, those journeys.

Little by little, they lived in his heart, and one stroke at a time, they built a completely different and perfect new country.

The storyteller also lived in with him.

Haven't left since.

Qiao Ying stayed in this ward for more than half a year, until later.Grandpa Xie has already moved out, but he still lives in the house. His immune system is weakened, and his wounds heal much slower than ordinary people.

Qiao Ying thought that Xie Xu would never come again.

On the day Grandpa Xie was discharged from the hospital, everyone who came was very happy, only Qiao Ying was lying on the pillow sadly.

He might never see Xie Xu again.

Just like never seeing Nan Nan and his grandma again.

But the next day, Xie Xu still arrived regardless of the weather.

When the familiar sound of the thermos cup touching the table appeared, Qiao Ying thought he was hallucinating, so he didn't look up.

But someone involuntarily hugged him out of the quilt.

"Come, come, kids, dinner is ready, guess what's the dish today?"

Qiao Ying looked at Xie Xu's smiling face, and sniffed lightly, "Pig trotter soup."

Xie Xu exaggerated: "Wow, you can guess this, our kid is too good."

Qiao Ying: "The box wasn't closed securely, and the smell came out."

Xie Xu turned around and brought over the thermos, unscrewed the lid and poured out a bowl of soup and handed it to him: "Whatever you eat, drink it."

Qiao Ying obediently drank the pig's trotter soup.

While drinking, he suddenly stopped moving, rubbed the wall of the thermos with his fingertips, and said, "Grandpa Xie has been discharged from the hospital."

The implication is, what else are you here for.

Xie Xu seemed to be thinking for a while, and suddenly realized: "Oh, why did I forget about this, I just got used to it."

Hearing this, Qiao Ying lowered her head, it turned out she was just used to it...

He looked like he was about to cry, and he was so sad that he was about to drop golden beans.

Xie Xu stared at him for a long time before tapping his forehead, "I'm lying to you, the kid is not well yet, how can I go first by myself, I'm gone, who will take care of you."

Qiao Ying stopped talking again, drinking the soup quietly.

Xie Xu is really strange, showing such kindness to a stranger.

At first, Qiao Ying only thought that Xie Xu was classified into the category of Nan Nan and his grandma, and he liked it.

But he didn't understand that this relationship is inherently different.

After Qiao Ying was discharged from the hospital, she never saw Xie Xu again.

He saw Xie Xu again at a banquet, and Qiao Rongjian didn't like attending banquets, so he was the original candidate.

The host of the banquet is the Xie family, a well-known old aristocrat in the wealthy circle of city A.

Qiao Ying followed behind her father, making a product for viewing the exhibition.

When he looked up, he saw Xie Xu who was surrounded by stars not far away. Grandpa Xie was standing beside him. He seemed to have changed a lot, his face was alienated, and there was an inhuman indifference in his modesty and politeness.

It was completely different from Xie Xu in Qiao Ying's impression.

He didn't dare to go up to meet each other rashly, and watched in the corner how Xie Xu dealt with the guests in all directions.

Xie Xu is a perfect child of someone else's family.

Qiao Ying suddenly felt blessed, they were not from the same world.

In the second half of the banquet, Qiao Ying was a little restless, and her mind was completely on Xie Xu, but she didn't even have the courage to call him.

In the end it was Xie Xu who stopped him.

In the courtyard where few people came, Xie Xu tapped his forehead, pretending to be angry: "Why don't you call me when you see me?"

Qiao Ying lowered her eyelashes, "You are from the Xie family."

Xie Xu nodded perfunctorily, and said in the same way: "You are from the Qiao family."

Qiao Ying was silent for a while, then suddenly reached out and grabbed his sleeve, and said in a low voice, "I want a small cake, and I want strawberries."

Xie Xu threw him a sentence: "Wait."

After many years, Qiao Ying recalled the scene at this time again, and only remembered the sweet but not greasy taste of the cream cake, and the gold leaf sprinkled on it, which gave off a flash of light in the dark place.

Qiao Ying always followed the path laid by his father, and sometimes felt that he could no longer persist, and secretly escaped from the cage—he subconsciously fled to what he thought was the safest place.

That's Xie Xu's apartment.

It was Friday, and it was raining heavily, and the sky and the earth were all gray, like a dirty and mixed paint plate, and it looked like a very dirty mud.

Qiao Ying sat on the bench downstairs in the apartment for a long time, the cold rain penetrated into the cracks in the bones of his limbs and bones, making him shiver with cold.

At that time, Xie Xu, who was in the third year of high school and came back from school very late, found a wronged child downstairs.

Xie Xu took Qiao Ying back.

There was only one bed in the apartment, Xie Xu gave it to Qiao Ying, and he slept on the sofa outside.

The next day, Xie Xu woke up and found that there was another person in the gap between his body and the back of the sofa.

The child was sleeping soundly on his legs, his whole body was wrapped in a thin blanket, only a small face was exposed.

Xie Xu's heart softened completely.

He carefully carried Qiao Ying over from the corner, and lay side by side on the large sofa.

When Qiao Ying woke up, Xie Xu went downstairs to buy breakfast, and he was the only one in the room.

Qiao Ying was lying on the sofa with her eyes open, hugging a small blanket. After a night of rain, the sky was exceptionally blue, and the morning light came in from the window.

It made him feel warm all over.

When she was young, Qiao Ying regarded this apartment and the people in the apartment as her own, and habitually relied on and cuddled with her.

Xie Xu knew all about him.

He accepted Qiao Ying's past and present, but he didn't take it seriously, and still treated him as a child.

Xie Xu took him secretly to a foreign country, and landed in a small town that was like spring all year round and full of flowers. He had been there once before, but it was the first time he found the scenery here so beautiful.

Xie Xu also took him to the former shared house, and the people living in it were no longer familiar to Qiao Ying.

The old lady's home was demolished, and she took Nan Nan to another place, and the others also moved away one by one.

Xie Xu asked someone to check, and finally found out where the old lady lives now.

Qiao Ying was also able to meet them.

Nan Nan's full name is Nanmen Nan. He has grown taller, and he has also grown a streak. He is a different person from the little fat man before. He is about to enter high school, and there are a bunch of friends gathered around him, looking at him so happy.

The old lady was able to relax, and sat downstairs chatting with a group of old ladies every day, her body was very strong.

Qiao Ying watched from afar, and Xie Xu asked him if he wanted to go over.

He shook his head.

They probably forgot about him, he was just a playmate when he was a child, he should not rashly break into other people's lives.

They are people from two worlds.

Ordinary people and those who are in the mud, it is better not to get in touch.

Qiao Ying spent almost her entire teenage years on Xie Xu. All her madness, outrageousness, and rebellion were given to this person.

Xie Xu went abroad when he was in college.

In the summer vacation when he graduated from high school, Qiao Ying suddenly woke up.

He and Xie Xu are also people from different worlds.

He shouldn't be dragging Xie Xu like this anymore.

He shouldn't be selfish anymore.

Xie Xu's future is bright. He has a bright future like flowers and brocades, a family that lives in harmony, and friends and partners who get along well.

As for Qiao Ying, he was just a drag behind him.

Xie Xu sent him a message the day before he left, but he didn't go, and sat in the locked room from dawn until dark.

Later, Qiao Ying also grew up.

He finally understood the difference between this feeling and ordinary liking.

He carefully hides this secret, hides all the beauty and expectations of his youth, seals it up forever in a glass bottle, and still let it flutter in the boundless sea of ​​​​hearts.

Maybe one day it will sink, maybe it will always drift with the tide.

There will be no other result.

After Xie Xu left, a piece of his soul was also hollowed out, and his life suddenly lost focus, he was in a trance and numb.

Qiao Ying felt as if she was sick.

He went to the hospital for a physical examination and found that he was really sick.

It turned out that it was not a heart disease, but that the remaining body had begun to rot.

He was admitted to the hospital, where countless needle holes were poked out on the back of his hand, then switched to his arm, then to his leg, until his entire body was pierced.

The liquid in the infusion tube is continuously being input, but the vitality is being withdrawn from the body bit by bit.

Just like the flowers that come in winter, they gradually begin to wither and decline. The petals fall off one by one, and finally only the bare stems and leaves are left until they are completely rotten.

Qiao Ying didn't want to die alone on the hospital bed, but things were never up to his will.

People may have premonitions about their own death.

Qiao Ying clearly felt that his soul, which he had been missing for many years, floated up lightly, carrying confusion, and he didn't know where to go.

Even the most beautiful flowers will wither.

Not to mention the flowers that grow out of the mud.

...But Qiao Ying forgot one thing.

Winter will eventually pass, when the ice and snow will melt, everything will recover, and flowers will break through the soil and continue to bloom.

Even the flowers that grow in the mud.

What was supposed to be death was nothing but deep sleep.

He left this world, but in another world, he reunited with the one he loved.

Not a familiar face, nor a familiar voice, but the soul is a familiar person.

Qiao Ying got off the road that had been planned for her life long ago, and embarked on another unknown road.

Fortunately, there was a bright spring at the end.