After I became the protagonist Bai Yueguang, I was in the Shura field [Transmigration Book]

Chang Jiao is an orphan.

He was abandoned. He was placed at the gate of the orphanage when he was a baby. While the dean cursed, he was carried back.

Life in the orphanage was not easy, with a shortage of funds, poor food, clothing, housing and transportation, malnourished meals, dilapidated dormitories, and many patches of clothes, which were passed on from generation to generation.

Chang Jiao is what other people call a strange child.

He is withdrawn, silent, out of gregarious, and too lazy to talk to others, and over time he becomes the target of everyone's bullying.

When he was five years old, the aunt in the cafeteria brought a child who couldn't speak clearly.

It is said that he got lost, was overly frightened, couldn't remember anything, and stuttered a little, so he stayed.

Since then, the number of bullies has become two.

Chang Jiao never cared about the unexpected world until one night.

The little stutterer had been starving for four or five days, and had just been beaten, curled up in a corner and remained motionless.

It's like being dead.

Chang Jiao thought, it's better to die, it's better to die.

All be damned.

It would be best for everyone in this orphanage to die.

In the middle of the night, the little stammer got up from the corner, swayed around a few times, kicked the door twice, and squatted down in front of him.

"Kid, do you know where this is?"

The little stutterer suddenly stopped, and he was called a kid.

Chang Jiao thought, this little stammer is really strange.

He ignored his little stammer and sat in the corner for the whole night.

At dawn, the orphanage became lively, and Chang Jiao was woken up.

As soon as he moved, he realized something was wrong.

Xiao Jieba fell asleep leaning against him at some point, and lay down on his stomach.

Chang Jiao paused, then immediately dodged to the side and got out of the way.

Xiao Jieba fell to the ground, got up dizzily, and asked, "Well... is it dawn?"

Chang Jiao said with a straight face, "Stay away from me."

Xiao Jieba smiled subconsciously, and said teasingly, "Don't be so fierce, kid."

He was smiling, the corners of his lips were perfectly curved, but there was no smile in his eyes.

Those eyes were cold, empty, filled with nothing.

Chang Jiao had seen these eyes on dead people before.

interesting.

It turns out that the little stutterer is not only stuttering, but also hypocritical.

At noon, someone opened the door and let them out. This person was the cafeteria aunt who brought Xiao stammer back.

The aunt looked annoyed: "I should have come to see it yesterday, I thought you were in the dormitory."

Chang Jiao supported the corner and stood up.

Little Stutter followed behind him.

Auntie took them to the cafeteria secretly, Chang Jiao squatted down and ate slowly, Xiao Jieba squatted with him.

"Do you know where this is, kid."

Xiao stammered and asked while eating, a small bump bulged on his cheek.

Chang Jiao ignored him and went back to the dormitory when he was full.

After staying in the small shabby house for one night, Xiao Jieba changed completely.

He stopped stuttering, walked around every day, and after eating and drinking enough, he even went to find those little bullies and bullied them back secretly.

Chang Jiao knew about it because he happened to see it.

That's on the play structure in the backyard.

Xiao Jie stretched out his legs quietly, and Xiao Bawang fell from the top step and fell into the mud.

He was crying loudly, howling with his legs crossed, and screaming curses.

Xiao stammered, but walked straight away from the other side, without leaving him any eyes.

It's not like the time when little stutterer would do it, nor is it like what Qiao Ying would do.

After a long time, Chang Jiao lay next to Qiao Ying and asked him why he did this in the first place.

Qiao Ying told him that a friend of his who died early told him that, while others were not paying attention, let him fall from a high place, whether it was kicked or tripped, as long as he didn't fall to his death, he had nothing to do with him. related.

That friend's surname is Yu, and he is the only friend Qiao Ying can really talk to.

But Chang Jiao doesn't know yet.

He just felt that the little stammer was even more hypocritical.

After that day, Little Overlord never troubled them again, and walked in detours.

Pity.

Chang Jiao originally thought that the little bully would file a complaint, and the little stutter would be miserable.

But he didn't do that.

it's a pity.

According to Xiaobawang's usual style, he would definitely file a complaint, but this time he was stopped by someone.

It was a girl in a dress named Fu Guqing.

Chang Jiao saw Xiao Jieba standing with Fu Guqing, two equally hypocritical people, came to the same camp.

There is no reason why Chang Jiao doesn't like Fu Guqing, it's just an intuition.

Chang Jiao doesn't like Xiao Jieba very much, because he thinks he is also hypocritical, but Xiao Jieba wants to provoke him.

Give him half of the milk for breakfast, cut half of the eggs for lunch and give him half of the fruit for dinner.

These things can only be eaten by grown-up children, and the aunts in the cafeteria paid for their purchases.

Chang Jiao couldn't bear it anymore, he asked Xiao stammer, why did he treat him like this?

Xiao Jieba patted his head and said, "I always have to take care of the children...Call Brother Sheng to listen."

Chang Jiao stared at him deadly.

He is obviously older than him, what is his name?

Xiao Jieba practiced himself, really regarded himself as his brother, let him do everything, took care of him more than others, and treated him well everywhere.

Chang Jiao hated it very much.

He didn't want someone to treat him so well, not at all.

As a child, Chang Jiao didn't understand that it wasn't hate, but fear.

He is an iceberg, stammering but stubbornly wanting to hug him, this hug is too warm, making him greedy and cuddly, but instinctively afraid.

Because it will melt away.

It was also because of something that Chang Jiao knew from a very young age.

He didn't want to be abandoned again after surrendering his whole body and mind.

He was afraid of such warmth, he was afraid that Xiao Jie would only take care of him as a child, he was afraid that Xiao Jie would treat other people like this, and it was because of fear that he hated him and wanted to escape.

Little stuttering but persevering appeared in his field of vision.

Never stopped.

Chang Jiao gradually opened his heart to Xiao Jieba, and slowly put him into his own world-this seemingly enthusiastic and indifferent person.

Xiao stammered and told Chang Jiao that his name was Qiao Ying, Tianzi Qiao, and Ri Yangying.

He wrote these two characters on paper and taught Chang Jiao to recognize them.

Chang Jiao barely wrote these two words, and awkwardly opened her mouth and shouted: "Qiao, Qiao Ying..."

Little stuttered softly.

Chang Jiao was not satisfied, he didn't want to be called a name that everyone could say, it seemed so special, and it made him feel special.

He stutters to Little, which should be special.

Chang Jiao suddenly remembered what Xiaoba stammered last time, and out of nowhere, he yelled, "Brother...Brother..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he regretted it, and he pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

Little stuttered, the corners of his mouth raised as if there was nothing, and he patted his head, "Good boy."

Later Chang Jiao called him brother.

Brother, his one and only brother.

Just by shouting like that, it feels like they are the closest people in the world.

Until Qiao Ying discovered that Chang Jiao was actually two years older than him.

At that time, Qiao Ying had already taken off all the masks in front of him, revealing the cold inside, frowned slightly, a little embarrassed, and with complicated emotions, "Xun Xun, don't call me brother from now on, you are older than me."

That's right, Chang Jiao wasn't called Chang Jiao at this time, his current name is An Xun.

When Chang Jiao heard this, her eyelashes drooped, she was silent for a while, then raised her head, and said in a low voice: "But I want to call it that way, brother is the most special to me..."

Qiao Ying never mentioned this matter again.

Chang Jiao found that Qiao Ying had absolutely no resistance to his coquettishness and grievances, whether it was towards him or him as a child.

Chang Jiao is not a strange boy, he is a bad boy.

He discovered Qiao Ying's soft heart, and took advantage of it shamefully, hoping that Qiao Ying would be softer towards him, and more soft hearted.

Chang Jiao pushed his bed over to be next to Qiao Ying, and after a while, he simply climbed onto Qiao Ying's bed.

The other party didn't allow it at first.

Chang Jiao pinched the corner of his clothes, water droplets gathered in his eyes, before he opened his mouth, his porcelain doll-like face was full of disappointment, "Brother, I'm afraid..."

As simple as that, he got his wish.

My brother has always been a soft-hearted person.

In the winter of the second year, Qiao Ying caught a cold and lay in bed all day, unable to eat anything.

Fu Guqing and the aunt in the canteen went out to buy cold medicine, Chang Jiao fed him according to the instructions, and then on a whim, ran to the kitchen to cook egg noodles.

He watched Qiao Ying do it many times, and he memorized the general steps.

But Chang Jiao really overestimated himself.

When the kitchen was on fire, Chang Jiao stood in front of the mess. He didn't panic or cry loudly. He stood there quietly, thinking, now my brother has nothing to eat.

The raging flames fluttered, and the fire snake licked Chang Jiao's arm, and a burning sensation quickly emerged from there.

Chang Jiao stood there at a loss.

He saw a raging fire, and heard the dean's panic-stricken voice coming towards him while cursing.

A hand suddenly stretched out from behind, grabbed Chang Jiao, and pulled him out forcefully.

Chang Jiao's eyes were sore from the black smoke, and he could see Qiao Ying's pale face in a blur.

This was the first time Qiao Ying got angry with him.

Chang Jiao was at a loss and couldn't figure it out. He didn't know why his brother was angry, no matter how he acted like a baby, it was useless.

When Fu Guqing heard about this, he leaned on the window and looked at him with his hands propped up.

"It's amazing that you can make Qiao Ying angry. I've never seen him angry before."

These words stab Chang Jiao in the heart.

When Qiao Ying was dealing with the burn on his arm, Chang Jiao timidly reached out and grabbed his sleeve, "Brother, don't be angry with me..."

Qiao Ying didn't speak.

Chang Jiao grabbed his sleeve for a week before Qiao Ying returned to normal and let him go to bed again.

Chang Jiao's heart, which had been worried for a week, also calmed down. Lying beside Qiao Ying, he only felt safe and peaceful, with an indescribable peace of mind.

After Qiao Yingken talked to him again, the annoying ghost Fu Guqing came over again.

She was lying by the window laughing.

"Ah, it seems that Qiao Ying is not angry anymore. Why are you so clingy to him? Could it be that you like him? It's not bad, but I don't know if your elder brother Qiao Ying likes you, maybe he doesn't."

Chang Jiao told her to go away, but she was extremely nervous.

He borrowed the only computer in the orphanage, searched for related words, and finally settled on one thing.

He seemed to like his brother a little bit.

Possessiveness, dependence, missing when not seeing, happy when seeing, angry when seeing him walking with others, ecstatic when seeing him doing something because of himself...

In addition, Chang Jiao also saw one.

When you kiss your sweetheart, your heart beats faster.

By accident, Chang Jiao's eyes were attracted to him.

While Qiao Ying was asleep, he bent down quietly and touched the tip of his nose, holy and pious.

Qiao Ying was still fast asleep.

And his heart beat like a drum.