After I became the protagonist Bai Yueguang, I was in the Shura field [Transmigration Book]

Qiao Ying died alone on the hospital bed.

He is a person who likes to be quiet, but he is especially afraid of being alone, especially afraid of dying alone.

Then no one would remember him, no one would mourn him.

How sad.

The second before losing consciousness, Qiao Ying thought so.

But he opened his eyes again, and was reborn in a brand new and strange place.

Qiao Ying likes good children, and Chang Jiao happens to be that kind of person in his eyes.

Chang Jiao is well-behaved and peaceful. She enjoys the tranquility by herself. She doesn't take the initiative to cause trouble or provoke others. She doesn't speak when she is being bullied.

Qiao Ying couldn't help being nice to him.

He gave Chang Jiao half of what the aunt in the cafeteria gave him, whether he wanted it or not.

Qiao Ying still remembers the first time he put down half of the fruit on Chang Jiao's bedside, the surprised and suspicious look in Chang Jiao's eyes.

This is really a good boy.

So he couldn't help but treat Chang Jiao better, and better.

Fu Guqing told him that Chang Jiao was not a good person, he never believed it, but drew a clear line with him.

Until he found out that something was wrong with Chang Jiao.

That night, he was awake.

He could feel Chang Jiao's nervousness, and he could hear his heart beating like a drum.

He just lay there all night without opening his eyes.

The good boy fell in love with him.

It was the first time that Qiao Ying fell in love with someone, and his partner was still a child, and his mental age was more than twice that of the other party.

He was flustered at a loss, didn't know what to do, kept silent as if nothing had happened, and wanted to stay away quietly, but he couldn't resist Chang Jiao's soft voice to act like a baby to him every time.

Soon after, Chang Jiao was adopted away.

Qiao Ying was almost relieved, he stroked the good boy's head for the last time, and called Xun Xun to make him obey.

Facing Chang Jiao's grievance and acting like a baby, he chose to remain silent for the first time.

It was a rainy day when the good boy was picked up by the car, and the rain seemed to bid him farewell.

Qiao Ying held up an umbrella and stood watching from a distance. He thought, let's go, go far away, don't come back, forget this place.

He thought again, it would be best to forget him too.

He doesn't deserve to be liked, he can't respond, and he can't bear to refuse. There is no one worse than him, and his indecision drags other people's feelings.

But he really doesn't like him.

He is wandering among the stars, a lonely galaxy that has deviated from its original trajectory.

He is not beautiful.

There are no mountains or water on his planet, only barren and dead silence, even the wind and sand are unwilling to sweep such barrenness.

The living beings couldn't stand being so lonely, so they weren't allowed to log in.

And a long time ago, in a small corner of this planet, there used to be mountains and water, songs and wine, flowers blooming, and the four seasons were like spring.

This corner kept shifting, and was finally hidden inside the planet, where no one could see it again.

The good boy left, Qiao Ying lost all scruples, wrote a letter to the aunt in the cafeteria, packed all her luggage, and set off alone.

Fu Guqing found out about this somehow, ran to the back door of the orphanage, held the railing with both hands, smiled as if she was watching a play, and asked:

"Aren't you waiting for that kid to come back? Aren't you afraid that he won't find you and cry when he comes back?"

Qiao Ying left without looking back.

He bought a train ticket with the money he had saved for a long time, went to a completely unfamiliar city, rented a house with a forged ID card, and sought help from charity organizations, successfully completing the local admission procedures.

Qiao Ying is a black family. He studied in the orphanage until the second year of junior high school. The charity organization gave him a new ID card, but the school could only start from the beginning. Fortunately, he was smart enough to skip a grade to reach the normal school year.

A few months after entering high school, Qiao Ying took part in a provincial unified examination, and was recruited into a private school as the number one in the province.

That school is No. [-] Middle School.

Qiao Ying met Chu Yu here.

A non-mainstream scumbag boy with gaudy tattoos and earrings.

He became the other party's tutor.

The beginning was normal, and she was steadily moving towards the path Qiao Ying expected, but there was a deviation in the middle.

Chu Yu fell in love with him.

This violent beast roared and roared in front of him, brandishing its fangs and claws vigorously, burning with anger, but deep in those dark pupils was a deep injury.

Qiao Ying is not good at distinguishing emotions, he is good at seeing through people's eyes.

Chu Yu couldn't like him, nor should he.

So after he misunderstood the matter between Hang Jialiang and him, Qiao Ying didn't explain too much, and Ruoyu led Chu Yu to believe this false rumor.

The first time he didn't know what to do, but the second time he silently figured out a countermeasure.

But Chu Yuyuan was smarter and more persistent than he imagined.

He hid this liking and pretended not to care, but his eyes were flowing freely, almost forming a vast ocean.

Chu Yu has always been very courageous.

Qiao Ying fell asleep lying on the table at that time.

He let go of the pen and turned around, staring at Qiao Ying's profile for a long time before leaning over, carefully, cherishingly, secretly kissing Qiao Ying's face.

That kiss was cool, light and weightless like a feather.

But it carries the surging joy like the ocean, which is extremely important.

Qiao Ying remained silent as usual.

He couldn't give a response, and he couldn't give a rejection either.

Chang Jiao liked him, he knew it.

Chu Yu likes him, and he knows it.

He pretended not to know.

Pretending not to know this love.

Pretend not to know this kiss that is as light as a feather but as heavy as a feather.

Qiao Ying knew about the night Chu Yu escaped from home.

That gaze penetrated the dirty glass and fixed firmly on him, scorching hot and unmoving.

He washed and entered the room according to the usual time, but he couldn't fall asleep.

Chu Yu stood outside the house all night, and he opened his eyes until dawn inside.

There will never be a more ruthless person than him

Qiao Ying thought.

……

Later, Qiao Ying never expected that there would be a third and fourth time for this kind of thing.

Qiao Ying could hardly react to the reversals one after another.

008 and 00 forced him into a scumbag.

Chang Jiao and Chu Yu are fighting openly and secretly, the latter is eager to tell the world, while the former is like green tea alive, making troubles.

Qin Yizhi was also restless, and wanted to take him to travel around when he was free and snatch him away from the other two.

Lin Huaiyun's morning and evening Ann is never absent.

Fortunately, this kind of life only lasted for a while, and Qiao Ying returned to reality.

Otherwise, he really wouldn't be able to lie.

Then it was all over.

Qiao Ying thought she was alone again.

He thought, it's nothing, anyway, he came here in the same way before, it's just a matter of getting used to being alone again, and he can easily get used to it.

But everything went wrong.

Qiao Ying found sadly and at a loss that he couldn't go back.

As early as a long time ago, he had gradually abandoned how to live alone, and now he couldn't get it back.

Obviously only a few days have passed in reality, but he has experienced so many years in reality.

For more than ten years.

How can he forget, how can he forget.

He thought, what a liar he was, he lied to Chang Jiao, saying that they would meet each other when they woke up.

But a day passed, a week passed, a month passed...

The nurse pushed him outside to bask in the sun, but Qiao Ying stared at the front in a daze.

Suddenly, a familiar voice sounded.

The dusty memory became bright and brand new at this moment, he tried his best to stabilize himself, but his voice was filled with uncontrollable crying.

"...You are a month late."

——But you finally came, so I am willing to go with you.