I'm not the only one in the mountain

Xiao Greed walked along the beach alone, the setting sun elongated the shadow, along the beach, step by step.

The wind entangles with the hair, blows through the corners of the clothes, and the waves beat on the beach, wave after wave.

Suddenly, I heard the sound of a bell in the distance. It was the church bell.

There is no old love across the shore, but there are bells in Gusu.

Xiao Greed does not admit that his old love has gone farther than the bell.

As the setting sun gradually sank, Xiao Greed bent down and groped on the beach, and caught a small hermit crab.The little thing huddled in its shell and refused to show its head, Xiao Li thought it was amusing, so he put it in his pocket and brought it back to his residence.

Turning on the phone, I saw a missed call from Song Li, because the phone was muted before and I didn't receive it.

Song Li was not someone who would call him to chat with him when he had nothing to do, Xiao Greed was a little puzzled and called back.

"Hello, Xiao Greed."

"what happened?"

Xiao Greed opened the suitcase and packed it while making phone calls. He didn't bring many things, so it wasn't troublesome to pack it up.

"Lin Su...inquire about your situation with me today."

"What can I do?"

Xiao Greed took out his pajamas and put them on the bed, and said calmly.

"Your relationship with Gu Donghe."

"Ok?"

"You can see it all."

Heh, thanks to Gu Donghe.

Xiao Greed sneered, still squatting on the ground.

"Actually, Dong has been with him for so many years..." Song Li said hesitantly, with a hint of persuasion, "I know him well, if you can, it might not be bad for you to try with him, if you can't get along, you can still do it friend."

"Can we still be friends if we can't get along?" Xiao Greed smiled, "Song Li, do you think even if I can, can he?"

If Gu Donghe just fell in love with him recently, maybe Song Li's proposal can be tried, but Gu Donghe's relationship with him for nearly ten years, how can he be an ordinary friend?

Song Li also understood in his heart, but he still wanted to give it a try, but he would not cross the line.

After all, it's not easy for him to interfere too much in other people's affairs.

Proportion is what Xiao Greed values ​​most.

Xiao Greed keeps a certain distance from everyone. Once he exceeds the safe distance he thinks, he will erect his whole body sharply, regardless of friend or foe.

Song Li knew him a lot, but it was only superficial. Whenever something happened to this man, he always covered it up with some high-sounding words and passed it by. He didn't know what he was protecting. I have been here for 20 years.

"You can see for yourself," Song Li said knowingly.

"What else did he say?"

"He went to find Gu Donghe." Song Li paused, "It sounds like he's very happy for some reason."

Xiao Greed lowered his head, his eyes darkened.

"It's impossible for me and him." He said, "I don't know what he wants to do."

My heart was inexplicably flustered, and my heart beat a little fast.

"I'll go find him."

Before Song Li could speak, Xiao Greed hung up the phone, and found a number from the address book, and the note was Lin Su.

He seemed to hesitate for a while, but still dialed.

The answer over there was quick, and Lin Su's voice came over, still as gentle and elegant as before.

"Hello, Xiao Greed?" There was a smile in the voice, "What's the matter, have you figured it out? You're still with me..."

"What are you doing with him?"

Xiao Greed ignored it and asked directly.

"I'm looking for him? What can I do?"

Lin Su asked back.

"Xiao Greed, what are you worried about?"

Xiao Greed frowned slightly, yes, Lin Su is just a middle school teacher, Gu Dong is a company president, what can he do?

I don't know why my head is so hot for a while, why worry about others?

But Xiao Greed still couldn't explain the sudden panic.

Thaks intuition, things will not be so simple.

"what have you done?"

He said in a calm voice almost word for word.

"I didn't do anything." Lin Su laughed harder, "I just talked to him for a while."

"say what."

"Let me tell him—" Lin Su breathed out and lowered his voice, "You don't know how beautiful he is under me.

How soft his body is, how his fingers are tightly twisted on the sheets, the mist in his eyes when he loses his mind, how sweet his gasping and moaning when he can't bear it, how hard he bites when he climaxes is so uncontrollable Hold on, he will cry and call my name, he will be told to slow down, when he gives me a mouth, he is loyal and hardworking... Although he has many people around him, he never gives a mouth, that kind of ecstasy Mr. Gu must have never tasted the taste, right? "

——He is you, and you are Xiao Greed.

Xiao Greed's breathing gradually became heavier, but he didn't think such nasty words would have any impact on Gu Donghe, he just hated him, and blamed himself for falling in love with such a person before.

For so many years, I have never seen through.

"So, that's all."

With a steady voice, Xiao Greed sat on the bed with his mobile phone in hand.

"Lin Su, are you sick?"

"Honey, I'm not the one who's sick," Lin Su said with a smile, "It's always been you, Xiao Greed."

It's you, Xiao Greed.

A blow to the head.

"Can Gu Donghe accept you when you are sick?"

"... What did you say to him?"

Xiao Greed felt cold sweat roll off his vest, and his breathing became heavier. He seemed to feel that the light was gradually dissipating, and before his eyes was the long-lost darkness.

The dizziness made him almost unable to support his body, and his heart beat fast.

"What do you think?" Lin Su smiled, unlike usual, suppressing the excitement in her voice in a low voice, "He knows, will he still want you?"

"Why are you……"

"Oh yes, Xiao Greed, have you forgotten?" Lin Su's voice seemed to come from hell, gloomy and sharp, "We once took some photos, don't worry, he will see it too."

See those most explicit and direct desires/desires, those submissions that step pride into the mud, those most secret and unbearable.

"Who can tolerate his lover having such a photo in someone else's hands?"

It's like cutting open the protective shell that has been guarded for 20 years, revealing the most turbid filth inside, exposed to the scorching sun, and accepting the judgment of the world without any resistance.

The person who once poured out his heart and soul just to please him, pushed him into hell with his backhand, stabbing the softest and most fragile part of his heart accurately with every knife.

Xiao Greed felt a little difficult to breathe, like a dying fish, he was shaking all over, and his stomach was full of nausea.

He threw his phone on the bed, stumbled towards the bathroom, and vomited violently into the toilet. After vomiting, his stomach was already empty, but Xiao Li couldn't stop, he still felt sick, and continued to vomit reflexively.

digusting.

Xiao Greed only felt that the world was spinning, and something was wrong all over his body.

I don't know how long it took until he was exhausted from vomiting. He leaned against the cold wall tiles and slowly moved back to the room step by step. He hung up the phone and lay quietly on the bed.

Xiao Greed didn't go to see it, he didn't know if Gu Donghe would look for him, maybe he would question him, maybe he would leave disappointed, no matter what he didn't want to face.

He was like a puppet with empty eyes, he took off his clothes and pants indiscriminately, and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The scalding hot water washed his skin pink, and there was a sharp pain when it washed over the wound he fell when he went out.

It hurts.

Xiao Greed covered his heart, trembling all over, and slowly squatted down.

Arm ache, headache, heart ache.

The water is so hot, it hurts everywhere.

Xiao Greed stayed in the bathroom for half an hour before coming out. Fortunately, the hot water has a limit, it doesn't keep boiling hot all the time, otherwise Xiao Greed might lose a layer of skin.

He lay down on the bed trembling, grabbed the quilt tightly, covered his head, and wrapped himself tightly.

It seems like this way no one can see his dark past, like this way Gu Donghe won't know what Lin Su said.

As if that way he was safe.

Xiao Greed didn't shed tears, nor did he make any movements, he just shrunk tightly, staring at a certain place with empty eyes, the water at the end of his hair soaked the pillow, he just remained motionless like this.

Solidified into a broken doll.

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There is no old love across the shore, but there are bells in Gusu——Guan Shuyi's "The End of the Earth"

Amway this song =w=