start with my name

The winter vacation is short, and their trip to the snow mountain is basically the end of the winter vacation.Lu Ming was busy going through the formalities, and the class was temporarily suspended.The relationship between him and his roommate has always been very ordinary, and he didn't even disclose his whereabouts to others.Others didn't like him very much, only He Gushan asked Zhao Shuming one more question: "What's wrong with that guy?"

This is actually not a secret, but Lu Ming was too lazy to explain it to unrelated people. Zhao Shuming knew his attitude, so he returned to He Gushan and said, "He is going abroad."

"Oh." He Gushan showed a little reserved surprise, "Congratulations to him. What about you?"

This question was a bit subtle, but He Gushan was serious and did not imply anything.

So Zhao Shuming said: "What can I do? Keep in touch."

These words are a bit pretentious, and the meaning is correct. The network is developed, the information is smooth, and it is convenient to contact.

and then?

Strange to say, it didn't take long to get along with Lu Ming, but it always made Zhao Shuming feel like we met very late.It may be that Lu Ming is too much for him, like an old friend who has been late for a long time finally meets.

So forcing the indifferent mood will be vulnerable as long as you meet Lu Ming. Zhao Shuming is depressed when he sees Lu Ming. The more he looks at it, the more depressed he is. The time we spend together, he always cares about Lu Ming's progress like masochistic.

The closer it was to the time of parting, the more irritable Zhao Shuming became, like a trapped beast that could only circle around in place.

However, time passed quickly. After finishing the final procedures, Lu Ming was waiting to board the plane the next day.

Zhao Shuming sat in the tavern with Yan Xinchen and Lu Ming in a daze.In the end, the only people who knew that Lu Ming was going to leave were the two of them, except for He Gushan who Zhao Shuming told him.Lu Ming seems to have always been like this. He is extremely indifferent to people who don't care, and he doesn't pursue relationships with other people.

Because Lu Ming had an early flight tomorrow, all three of them drank mojitos with low alcohol content, which counted as a practice feast.

"Lu Ming, I will come back often when I have the opportunity." After congratulating Yan Xinchen, he smiled at Lu Ming with a glass of wine, "It's okay for us to visit you."

Lu Ming looked at Zhao Shuming, but Zhao Shuming was sullenly drinking with his head down and didn't look at him.Yan Xinchen also followed his gaze to look at Zhao Shuming. He didn't know what he thought of, and smiled: "This is the bar where Shu Ming used to work part-time? The waiter just said that the wine is [-]% off."

"Yeah." Zhao Shuming hasn't been here for several months, and he's a lot stranger to the guests here, "I used to spend time here when I had nothing to do."

Zhao Shuming likes to find something to pass the late night when he can't sleep, but he doesn't like messy things. This bar is not big, and it is not well-known among young people, but the staff is clean and there is nothing wrong with it, so he just stays here. I have stayed for more than a year, and I am willing to bring my friends here.

During the conversation, a waiter in the distance came over with red wine, bowed his waist and set it up for them.

This scene was distant and familiar, Zhao Shuming frowned.

Yan Xinchen asked casually, "Who ordered it? Shu Ming?"

The waiter knew Zhao Shuming acquaintance, and said with a flirty teasing tone: "I miss you so much, you haven't been here for a long time."

He turned sideways and looked at the woman sitting in another booth: "It's that one."

The woman leaned on the armrest of the sofa, raised her chin with one hand, and raised a glass to him from afar.

Yan Xinchen also saw it, and smiled amusedly, but did not tease.

Zhao Shuming only felt a headache. He subconsciously glanced at Lu Ming, and stood up holding his glass of wine: "I met him before, I'll go say hello."

"Long time no see." Qi Jun smiled at Mimi, just like when we first met, "Have you not been here for a long time?"

"I'm still a student, and I want to study." In the end, there was no unpleasantness between the two of them, and Zhao Shuming's attitude towards her was as gentle as ever, "How can I bear this upside down day and night."

Qi Jun turned his head and walked around him to look at the booth where he came from: "Girlfriend?"

"No." Knowing that she was talking about Yan Xinchen, Zhao Shuming touched her with a wine glass, "Friends, let's get together here."

Qi Jun drank with him, and the cup bottomed out.After drinking the cup politely, even though Zhao Shuming had completed the task and planned to leave, he was stopped by Jun Qi.

The lipstick on the woman's lips gleamed seductively under the dim light, as if she was about to lean over, she whispered softly, "Are you free tonight?"

Zhao Shuming didn't give any room for ambiguity, and said helplessly: "I remember I told you very clearly last time."

"Having said that, I don't think you're accompanied." Qi Jun's smile gradually became full of meaning, "To pass the time, it's enough to find someone who is compatible, what does it matter?"

Just as Zhao Shuming was about to speak, someone grabbed his other arm, and a force pulled him towards the person who came.

He turned his head, Lu Ming pulled him to his side, and said lightly, "It's been too long."

Qi Jun looked up at them, squinted his eyes: "Who is this?"

Lu Ming didn't answer her, but just nodded to her as an explanation, and immediately took Zhao Shuming away.Just a few steps away, Lu Ming stopped, and Zhao Shuming almost bumped into him: "What's wrong?"

Turning around, Lu Ming said nothing, stretched out his hand and wiped Zhao Shuming's lips with the pulp of his thumb, and said in a very calm voice, "It's touched."

Got it?What?

Zhao Shuming unconsciously licked the corner of his lips with his tongue, and tasted the residual wine.The taste of alcohol was infinitely magnified on the tip of his tongue, making him a little dizzy.

Lu Ming looked down at him with a warm smile in his eyes. For a moment, he thought Lu Ming would bow his head and kiss him.

But nothing happened, Lu Ming just led him to the gate, where Yan Xinchen was already waiting.Zhao Shuming suddenly realized that it was very late.

Tonight, Lu Ming will follow Yan Xinchen back to Yan's house. From an emotional point of view, he and the Yan's family can still be regarded as close relatives, and Lu Zheng is completely blood enemies.But Zhao Shuming guessed that in order to let him stay at home for one night before leaving, Yan Xinchen didn't waste his words.

The taxi stopped nearby, Yan Xinchen went in first, and Lu Ming held the door with his hand.Zhao Shuming knew what he wanted to ask, and stepped back while smiling: "I'm used to walking back from here. Tomorrow morning, I'll see you off."

He didn't give Lu Ming time to speak, so he turned and left.

Sensing the gaze behind him, what he thought in his heart was that the person who watched me like this tomorrow should be replaced by me.

It has been a long time since I smoked, and Zhao Shuming himself has no addiction to cigarettes, he only smokes occasionally in the environment of the bar, but now he really wants to have one, but unfortunately he doesn't bring it with him.

Zhao Shuming looked up at the sky, and heaved a long sigh: "Oh..."

Lu Ming's plane was at 8:40 in the morning.Zhao Shuming arrived at the airport early and sat in the McDonald's at the airport with Lu Ming's suitcase at his feet, feeling physically and mentally exhausted.

There was a missed call from Lu Ming on the phone, the time was around 12 o'clock last night, and then a text message was sent: Sleeping?

Zhao Shuming stared at the phone screen light on and off, and read this text message in the middle of the night.

Yan Xinchen and Lu Ming came, Zhao Shuming waved, and the two walked to his side: "Have you eaten?"

Zhao Shuming shook his head: "Not yet, how about you?"

"No, originally said to eat at home before going out, but Lu Ming insisted on coming over earlier, saying that you should have arrived." Yan Xinchen said, "Order it on your phone."

The McDonald's business at the airport was unexpectedly good. Many people chose to have something to eat while waiting for the flight. Yan Xinchen and Zhao Shuming ordered on their mobile phones, and Lu Ming went to pick up the food.

Zhao Shuming looked sideways at Lu Ming who was walking towards the counter, and Yan Xinchen looked at him.

"Why?" Zhao Shuming asked lazily without looking back.

"I'm thinking..." Yan Xinchen didn't continue, paused, and asked in a polite way, "Did Lu Ming tell you about your family?"

Last night, Zhao Shuming didn't wonder why Lu Ming didn't go back to his home but ran to say goodbye to the Yan family. Naturally, he knew about Lu Ming's life experience.

Zhao Shuming nodded absently.

Yan Xinchen asked curiously: "I think he has a good relationship with you. Seriously, this is the first time I've seen him be so close to others. Did he tell you about the orphanage?"

Zhao Shuming's mind was drawn back by her topic: "He only said that he stayed in the orphanage until he was 7 years old before being picked up."

"Well... I don't seem to have said anything." Probably because Lu Ming had already told Zhao Shuming, Yan Xinchen no longer cared so much, "I only know a little bit. He met another child in the orphanage and was almost killed by that Child adoption."

Zhao Shuming was stunned, feeling that this description was full of déjà vu.

Yan Xinchen didn't notice his expression, and said again: "How can a child adopt another child? So it didn't work. But Lu Ming seems to have been looking for him."

After finishing speaking, he revealed a look of disbelief: "Uncle Lu told my mother that Lu Ming's original name was not the current one, but he changed it himself. Do you think it is possible that he changed the name for that child?"

Before finding out the past that caught his attention in his brain, Zhao Shuming subconsciously followed Yan Xinchen's question, changed it?What changed?Naruto?

Ming?

In a flash of happiness, Zhao Shuming's eyes widened suddenly, he stood up suddenly, and the chair screamed: "What orphanage?"

Yan Xinchen was shocked: "What?"

Zhao Shuming asked anxiously: "What's the name of the orphanage where Lu Ming stayed?"

"Name?" Yan Xinchen was so nervous that he couldn't speak for a while, "My name is Baohe? I'm not sure. I heard from my mother that Lu Ming didn't talk much about himself. "

Baohe Welfare Institute.

Like a flash of lightning splitting the fog in his mind, the tide of memories roared in like a vortex, Zhao Shuming touched the scar on his forehead unconsciously, panting continuously.

It turned out that the so-called "friend" was him.

Time whistling backwards, that year, Zhao Shuming was taken by Zhao Hong to Baohe Welfare Institute to adopt a playmate.Zhao Hong was received by the dean, so she asked Zhao Shuming to find a child who could catch his eye.

——My name is Zhao Shuming, what's your name?

——Come with me.

Wearing a black down jacket with a waistcoat, little Shu Ming looked like a little prince, leading his chosen little Lu Ming to look for the lord aggressively, but a group of noisy little carrot heads stopped him.

Zhao Shuming didn't remember how the fight ended. Those kids were not targeting him, but Lu Ming.It's just that at that time Xiao Shuming had consciously regarded Lu Ming as one of his own, and insisted on standing in front of Lu Ming. When he was pushed and tripped, he didn't feel any pain, and his eyes were blood red.

The children were so frightened and stupid by the disaster they caused, they couldn't run, and they didn't dare to move.Zhao Shuming's head was covered with blood and he burst into tears.The only one who responded was Lu Ming. He put Zhao Shuming on his back, pressed his lips tightly, and hurried to find someone.

Seeing her son like this, Zhao Hong almost fainted. He couldn't control whether he adopted him or not, and he was about to run away with someone.Zhao Shuming was in pain and fear, but he still remembered to hold Lu Ming's hand tightly and wanted to take him away together.

Zhao Hong hugged him sweatingly, trying to take him away.Zhao Shuming howled like a frightened little donkey. His lower body was held in Zhao Hong's arms, his upper body was stretched out, and he grabbed Lu Ming with both hands. A group of adults came forward to help, both worried and funny.

The two pairs of little hands were finally separated, and Zhao Shuming shouted anxiously: "I will come back to you! Wait for me! You must wait for me!"

Between the figures blocked by the adults, he struggled to see the child nodding his head.

The other party said: I will wait for you.

There were still two lines of tears on Zhao Shuming's face, and he smiled with snot in his nose: "My name is Zhao Shuming, you have to remember, don't go with others!"

There seemed to be a white light in front of his eyes, and Zhao Shuming was dizzy from the weight of this memory.