I heard that the school grass wants to mark me

Yu Wan also came back the day before New Year's Eve.

Yu Ling was hiding something in her heart, and she was relieved to see that Yu Wan was as usual.

"Lingling, accompany me to buy new year's goods." Yu Wan packed up her things, and when she turned her head and saw Yu Ling paralyzed on the sofa playing a game console, she wanted to call him along.

"Huh?" Yu Ling put the game console in the drawer under the coffee table, picked up the phone, "Okay."

"Tsk tsk tsk, as expected, only Mom can call you." Yu Xiao also said disgusted, she heard that there was a new Italian restaurant in the city center, and she wanted Yu Ling to accompany her there, and he pestered Yu Ling for several days. No answer.

Yu Ling was too lazy to change into her pajamas, so she put on a long down jacket and went out with the two of them.

Linnan has a strong flavor of the New Year. Pedestrians wear colorful cotton-padded clothes, and the road is festively red. Even places with so few people in Xincheng District are full of colorful lanterns.

Several people went straight to the commercial building in Century Square.

Yu Xiao also likes to eat sweets. First, she drove people to visit several dessert shops. When she came out, Yu Ling felt that she was exuding a creamy and wheat fragrance from the inside out.

It may be that she has been on crutches for too long. It has been about ten days since the cast was removed and Yu Ling is still not used to walking independently.

I always feel that there is something in my hand.

They happened to meet Hu Lu and her mother who were shopping.

Hu Lu's mother and Yu Wan look very similar, but their temperament is completely different. Yu Wan is very gentle, but Hu Lu's mother can't escape. As soon as she saw Yu Wan, she dragged her to chat.

So the three decided to grow up on their own.

Hu Lu and Yu Xiao also wanted to buy clothes, so they dragged the bewildered Yu Ling into the women's clothing store.

"Sister Hu Lu! This one!" Yu Xiao also took off a sweater skirt, stamped her feet and called Hu Lu.

Hu Lu looked back, it was pretty, and then looked at the excited Yu Xiaoye, and the two quickly understood what was in each other's eyes.

"Brother, why don't you try this skirt!" Yu Xiao also sat on Yu Ling's left.

"Yeah, try it!" Hu Lu sat on Yu Ling's right.

I'm sick... Yu Ling looked at the long, wine-red skirt, and the corner of her mouth twitched, "Can you guys go and play by yourself?"

These two have always wanted to tease Yu Ling to wear skirts since they were young. Yu Ling was very thankful that she didn't like to talk to people when she was a child, so she cut off their wishful thinking.

Who knew these two would make a comeback again...

Yu Ling decided to defend her innocence to the death.

"Okay..." Yu Xiao also hung up his clothes with a frustrated expression on his face.

I don't know when, when Yu Xiaoye saw a nice dress, she wanted to put it on Yu Ling. Several colors to change the character of the wear.

Hu Lu helped Yu Xiaoye pick out a dress for her to change.

"Is your foot okay now?" Hu Lu sat next to Yu Ling.

Yu Ling moved her feet involuntarily, "Occasionally it's a little sore, but it's almost better."

"Oh." Hu Lu nodded, put the phone in his pocket, and said, "Luo Yan asked me to ask him when will you be able to forgive him."

You have changed the topic too quickly, Yu Lingxin said.

"I'm not angry." Yu Ling said helplessly.

Hu Lu took out his phone again, and sent Yu Ling's original words to Luo Po: "Yu Ling said he wasn't angry."

Yu Ling didn't notice what Hu Lu was doing, thought for a moment, took out her phone and sent Lin Qing a message.

Yu Ling: "Will you be angry if I suddenly ignore you for no reason?"

Lin Qing was probably looking at his phone, and replied a few seconds later.

Lin Qing: "I might beat you."

"..." This is quite in line with Lin Qing's style.

After a while, Lin Qing sent another message.

Lin Qing: "Let me tell you this, if one day you really ignore me, I will first look for problems from you, to see if your head was caught by a door or you were hit by a donkey while walking. In short, there is something wrong with you." It must be you."

"..." Absolutely, I always feel that there is something wrong with me!Yu Ling thought to herself.

Yu Ling: "But I went to the hospital and the doctor said I'm fine."

It seems that it has only been a few days, he looked for a photo album, and sent Lin Qing the pictures he took for Moments.

Yu Ling: "[picture jpg.]"

He is the kind of person who has to post to Moments when he has nothing to do, he will post when he is full after eating, and he will post when he is tired from walking, but he is also afraid that others will scold him, so his WeChat signature is like this: Moments ten Senior scholar, if you don't want to watch it, please block me first.

To Yu Ling's surprise, every time he posted a post, he got one or two hundred likes.

Although he has more than 1000 friends on WeChat...

Lin Qing hadn't returned after more than half an hour this time.Yu Xiao also tried several sets of clothes, and every time she came out, Yu Ling said "It's okay", it's really okay, after all, Yu Xiao is also good-looking, and she can wear everything well, but Yu Xiao also determined to let Yu Ling exclaimed, so they are still in the original shop at the moment.

Yu Ling happened to be tired from walking, and Yu Xiao also wore it. He took a look at it and thought it looked good, and said "it's so-so".

Hu Lu couldn't stand it anymore, and pulled Yu Xiaoye who was angrily about to try on another suit: "Okay, this suit is very beautiful, Yu Ling is just trying to trick you."

Yu Xiao also looked at Yu Ling on the reclining chair, this word really awakened the dreamer, and came to a conclusion that Yu Ling herself agreed with: "Brother, you really have something wrong."

After reuniting with the Yu family sisters who had been reunited for a long time, the three left-behind children were dragged to the supermarket again.

Unlike large shopping malls, the supermarket is really crowded with people. When Yu Ling glanced at her mobile phone, people were squeezed from the food area to the daily chemical area.

There was no one in the daily chemical area, and Yu Ling told Hu Lu who was far in front of him that he planned to stay in the daily chemical area for the elderly. His health was not as good as before, and the life of a young man was no longer suitable for him.

Only then did Lin Qing reply to the message.

Lin Qing: "Go to the neurology department for a try, it's definitely terminally ill."

Yu Ling replied blankly: "Oh~ You scolded me again."

Disgusting Lin Qing, he posted dozens of emojis of Xiao Hong slapping Xiao Lan and telling him to fuck off.

At night, Yu Xiao also fell asleep, and Yu Wan stopped Yu Ling who was about to go back to her room to sleep.

Yu Ling sat back on the sofa, and seeing Yu Wan's serious face, she quickly recalled what happened recently in her mind, and it seemed that nothing bad happened...

A second later, his heart skipped a beat. Yu Wan must have discovered his illness, right?

Thinking of this, Yu Ling felt like sitting on pins and needles, and asked Yu Wan as naturally and unpretentiously as possible: "Mom, what's wrong?"

Yu Wan looked at him for a long time, seeing Yu Ling so much that she wanted to go back to the room and turn out the medical records, then knelt and slid in front of her and cried, "Mom, I was wrong", Yu Wan suddenly reached out and touched Yu Ling's Cheek, said: "It is mother who is sorry for you."

"Mom, I was wrong..." What?Yu Ling looked at Yu Wan blankly, seeing that Yu Wan's eyes were red, she was at a loss: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

Yu Wan took a deep breath, shook her head, with a smile on her face, but the corners of her eyes were still moist, and said: "I have always wanted to give you and Xiaoye a carefree living environment. I even thought that as long as you live well That's fine, but I was wrong, it's your mother who has ignored you for so many years..."

"Mom..." Yu Ling didn't know why Yu Wan thought of this all of a sudden, and calmed her down: "It's okay, Xiao Ye and I didn't blame you, and you see, we are living really well now."

Being a mother is strong, Yu Wan knew that Yu Ling should not let Yu Ling comfort her in turn, she quickly adjusted her emotions, and after thinking about it, she still said something.

"Not long ago, Lu Yucheng came to look for me, and I just found out that he had a car accident. To be honest, I was not happy at all. Seeing him like this now, I am more emotional. There is no forgiveness for the past. Forgive me, even if I choose to forget, those things happened for real, and we will help us to remember them forever." Yu Wan held Yu Ling's hand, perhaps thinking of some past events, her voice was a little trembling.

Yu Ling lowered her head, her eyes flickered.

"However, I have been able to face the past." Yu Wan looked at Yu Ling, smiled and said, "If it weren't for Lu Yucheng, and the time that I once regarded as suffering, I wouldn't have you and Xiaoye as good as you child."

"I've let go of myself, Lingling, I hope you can let go of yourself too, don't let Lu Yu haunt you like a nightmare, he's not worth it."

From Yu Ling's childhood until now, Yu Wan feels that Yu Ling's psychology is a bit closed. Although Yu Ling has many friends around him, he never dares to cross a certain distance with these friends. For example, after so many years, Yu Wan knows The only children who have been to their house are Lin Qing and Jiang Lian.

Yu Wan met a little girl because of her work last year. That little girl was always joking and cheerful, but she hadn't seen her for a long time. The goodbye was the girl's funeral.

The little girl committed suicide, because when she was a child, she saw the picture of her mother committing suicide after her father cheated, which dealt a great blow to her spirit. Only then did Yu Wan know how much the shadow of a person's childhood can have an impact.

It may be because of the telepathy between Omega's mother and child, she always felt that there was something hidden in Yu Ling's heart. Not long ago, when Lu Yucheng came to negotiate with her, she suddenly realized it.

Yu Ling is a person who doesn't like to remember things very much, but she has a mind that can remember things very well. He can remember many things, even a very ordinary bird that he suddenly saw while walking on the road one day. long time.

Although sometimes he is quite easy to make mistakes when he is busy...

Yu Ling looked at Yu Wan, biting her trembling lips, tears fell unconsciously.

He has always been thinking about what he would do if Yu Wan forgives Lu Yucheng one day. Every time he thinks about this matter, he can only get to the same ending, that is, he doesn't know.

Maybe it's because Yu Wan chooses to forgive, because the biggest victim doesn't matter anymore, and he, a bystander, has no reason to criticize on his behalf.

But it is also possible that he continues to hate, because this pain point has been entangled with him for so many years, and it has long been integrated with him.

Fortunately, it was worth it for him to hate Lu Yucheng for so many years.

But it's not worth it later.

Lu Yucheng and his family have long lived in two worlds, letting him go doesn't mean forgiveness.

Nor are they in a position to choose to forgive instead of their past selves.

Yu Wan hugged Yu Ling who was out of breath from crying, and gently patted his hair.Afraid of waking Yu Xiaoye up, Yu Ling stopped crying after a while, and wiped the tears from the corners of Yu Wan's eyes.

The mother and son looked at each other and smiled.