[Net King] Starlight is still

If I am an illusory soul who can freely choose a host, then I must integrate into the body of such a person——

He is a man with a hand in chemistry.

What is lacking in reality is often filled in fantasy.But the fantasy is too good, the reality is too desolate.

It's been a while since I started school, chemistry is even more difficult for me than calculus...

Ugh--

As I was writing my chemistry homework, I racked my brains and found it difficult to write, so I lay weakly on the homework.

If this continues, the midterm exam will definitely be a mess because of this subject.

While sighing, a sudden thought made my eyes shine.

I thought of Shiraishi—that noble yet wild boy with brown shattered hair.

In the chemistry class, he was able to give the correct answer to a difficult problem that puzzled all the students after 1 minute.From this point of view, his level cannot be underestimated.

He lives next door to me, why not ask him for advice?

If you don't do it, you don't stop.I picked up my homework and walked out of my room.

I patiently knocked on the door of Shiraishi's room, but there was no response for a long time.

Is it sleeping?

I hugged my homework in disappointment and stood there silently, not knowing what to do next...

"Kirishima, are you looking for me?"

After a long time, a voice awakened me who was immersed in loss.

According to the reputation, it was Baishi walking towards me.

He just got out of the shower and was wiping his wet hair.The bandage wrapped around my left hand was as white as new, and I was wearing loose pajamas with only two buttons on the jacket, revealing a muscular chest in front of my eyes.

Seeing him like this, my heartbeat gradually became disordered...

No, I can't keep losing my composure like last time.

He was getting closer and closer to me. I quickly cleared my mind and answered him: "I want to ask you for your chemistry homework. I'm sorry."

Baishi smiled: "It's an honor."

"The mechanism of the esterification reaction should be kept in mind - the dehydrogenation of acid dehydration alcohol. In this way, it can be easily solved, and the product of the reaction is ethyl formate." Baishi explained to me patiently. In order to help me understand the problem, he also Draw it with a ballpoint pen, it's clear at a glance.

"Understand?"

I nodded thoughtfully.

"Having understood so much, your understanding is very high." Baishi put down his pen, and his amber eyes turned to me.

"Thank you, I really troubled you today." The questions he told me, big and small, add up to twenty... He must have wasted a lot of time.

"Don't be so polite."

He was so close to me that I could even smell the scent of shampoo left in his hair.

I forgot to look away for a moment, just like that, staring blankly at his beautiful face... (Seven: The nympho nature reappears...)

"You... don't seem happy?" Shiraishi asked, smoothing his wet hair.

I lowered my head and said lightly: "Well... I was thinking, chemistry is so weak, even if you taught me today, but tomorrow, the new knowledge will make me feel confused again..."

Shiraishi shrugged and walked away from me.He took an iPod out of a drawer and plugged in his headphones. "I'll listen to you a song, okay?"

I nodded and put on my headphones.

After a while of soft music, I heard the singer's clear and magnetic voice.

"You've got the words to change anation

Butyou'rebitingyourtongue (words stuck in your throat)

You'vespentalifetimestuckinsilence (you have spent the first half of your life in silence)

Afraid you'll say something wrong (always afraid of saying something wrong)..."

The deep affection revealed and the psychedelic voice made my heart tremble.

"It's "Read all about it" by Emeli Sandé." At the end of the song, I took off my headphones, still stuck in the vortex of the melody.

"Yes. I think this song is specially sung for Kirishima."

I raised my lowered eyelids, and what I saw was Shiraishi's gentle face.

Looking at my confused eyes, he explained:

"After that tennis match, we all saw your uncommon ability. You can practice your game so well, why can't you work hard on chemistry? You, as the song goes, 'You 've got the words to change anation, But you're biting your tongue.'”

"..."

Gradually, I seemed to understand something.

Those past events that were sealed in the bottom of my heart were revealed one by one.

……

"Xiao Ling, what's the matter with you?" Zhen Ji patted my head lovingly and asked.

I raised my teary eyes and said, "Maki, I failed the 800-meter test. The coach said I was too weak... I couldn't play tennis at all..."

Zhenji shook his head and said lovingly: "Xiao Ling, although you don't have good physical fitness, you can go to exercise! Although you are deficient in nature, you can make up for it in the day after tomorrow."

"Is it okay to exercise?" The tears that kept pouring out seemed not as turbulent as before.

Maki nodded resolutely, and wiped away my tears with gentle hands.

I listened to Maki's words and ran around my big house for three hours every day.

After every run, I sweat profusely and my body is overdrawn.Even, while walking, fainted to the ground.

I can't forget that when the results of the next 800-meter test were announced, the way the coach looked at me was so unbelievable.The students all thought that I could make leaps and bounds only with God's help.

However, none of them can see how much sweat, how much blood and tears I have paid...

……

"Learn to smile," Shiraishi covered the top of my hair with his palm, and gently rubbed it, "Aya."

His intimate gestures and unconventional address made me feel overwhelmed.On the top of my hair, I can feel the warmth from his palm.The heartbeat lost its original frequency again.

I don't know what he looks like to others.But why is he so special to me?

I looked at him silently, and my eyes fell on his chest.Because, I dare not look at his face at all, I am afraid that I will be more indulging...

"Why are you treating me like this?" After a minute of silence, I slowly raised my head and looked straight into his eyes.

Baishi thought for a while, "Because you are different from others."

What he said is exactly the same as my situation.

I am, indeed, an outlier in the crowd.If other people are flowers growing in a greenhouse, then I am the front of the car trampled by countless people.

I have an experience that others will never meet; I have suffered a fatal blow that others cannot imagine...

So, I have no choice but to be like everyone else...

Seeing my silence for a long time, Shiraishi changed the subject.

"Tonight, there will be the biggest storm this year. Before going to bed at night, you must remember to close the windows, otherwise..."

Pretending to be mysterious, Shiraishi inserted his finger into the top of my hair, and then suddenly stroked it forward...

"You will encounter such a monster..."

My long hair completely covered my face.I think, if I straighten my hair and dye it black, I will become the second true Sadako...

Heh, I pretended to be calm and cut my hair back, even though I was really scared...those things made up by humans to bluff people...

Today, for the sake of his patience in teaching me and enlightening me, he teases me, so I don't care about it like him.

"Then, I'll be the first to come to you." Looking at his face that couldn't help but smile, I said in a calm and low voice.Before he could react, he left his room.

Waiting at any time.

Baishi watched my leaving back silently, a sly and evil smile bloomed at the corner of his mouth, which never faded for a long time.

The author has something to say: Second update.Going to save the manuscript, dear friends, after reading it, I want to take it away~