your world my tomorrow

"Do you really want to listen?" No one had ever asked himself this before, Fei Qinan didn't know how to speak.

"Well, tell me, you see, I have dragged out all my old bottoms, don't you want me to know you better?" I want to know how much you have encountered in the past, and also want to be more serious in the days to come. I feel sorry for you, even though I will encounter a lot of suffering and setbacks, but I want to protect you desperately.

"...Okay, huh~ Actually, I don't know where to start... I should have been four years old that year." Fei Qinan paused for a while and continued.

"Because my family was too poor to support four children, I found an excuse and threw me, the third child, at the gate of the orphanage."

"My parents thought I was young and didn't understand their real intentions. In fact, I knew that the family really had no money, so they had to throw away the one they didn't like the most."

"My biological father told me to stand at the door and not move. He and my mother went to buy delicious food and picked me up later, and told me to be obedient and not to run around."

"I stood there watching the figure of him pulling my mother away, but I knew it in my heart, but I still obeyed obediently. Although I was very scared, I didn't want to see them quarreling and fighting over money again."

"When I stood there by myself until the evening, the uncle at the door felt something was wrong. He called the director of the orphanage and asked me why I stood there alone and where my parents went. In fact, I clearly remember my parents. My name and home address, but deliberately pretended not to know anything, thinking that maybe my leaving would make them feel easier?"

"At that time, there was no electronic monitoring and no clues. In addition, I didn't say anything. The dean discussed with the police station that I could only stay in the orphanage temporarily and send me back when I found my family. However, it was like this day after day. , More than a year has passed and nothing has been found, I have been living in the courtyard with other orphans until I met my current adoptive parents."

Hearing this, Qi Shun tightened his grip on Fei Qinan's hand, and wanted to say something but didn't know where to start.

"The adoptive mother was almost forty and had no children because she couldn't bear children, so the couple planned to adopt one as a future support. I don't understand why they chose me who is less talkative, but I didn't refuse and went home with them .”

"At first, I was also worried. I was afraid that they would quarrel day and night like my biological parents, so I didn't dare to communicate too much." Speaking of this, Fei Qinan's body trembled slightly.

Qi Shun hugged him into his arms, kissed his forehead, Fei Qinan stared at the beautiful and distant sunset in front of him and continued:

"The rest is very simple. They have no other requirements for me except to always be the first in grades. From kindergarten, if you don't get No.1, you will be hit by the palm of your hand, and then you will be punished with rattan canes in elementary and middle schools. , not only must you not regress in your studies, but you must also not tell others about your situation, because once you tell, they will get worse."

"When I first entered junior high school, I was spotted by the coach of the school basketball team because of my size. They asked me to learn how to play basketball after class. They didn't agree at all. The coach reluctantly agreed after asking the principal to come forward, but he had to guarantee that I could play basketball. , the result must also be No.1, or you will leave the team immediately.”

"Hehe~~~ Junior high school was really tiring. After class, I had to go to the arena to train for several hours. No matter it was windy or rainy, there was little interruption. The classes that were delayed during the game were also used during the rest time. I made up for it, and I didn’t dare to be negligent for fear of a drop in grades. Of course, it was inevitable that I didn’t perform well a few times. Fortunately, with the help of the coach, I still played until graduation. That is, from that time on, I was cut off from basketball. connect."

"Has no one noticed your abnormality for so many years?" Qi Shun finally found his own voice and asked him.

"I cover it up very well. I usually wear long sleeves during class or training. If I can't bear the pain, I wrap a few more gauzes and apply more medicine. I have a severe fever twice and ask for leave to rest at home. There is a relative who is a doctor, and my dad asked her to take the medicine home and give me a few bottles of water."

"I didn't expect that in the first year of high school, when the head teacher saw that I hadn't gone to class for several days and came to visit my home, I fainted. I had to be sent to the hospital to let him know the situation."

"Heh~ So what if you know? Most people think it's just that the parents' desire for their children to become a success is too strong. The police came to educate a few words. After the parents promised, they didn't have anything to say. Those who should be beaten will be beaten as usual, and those who should be punished There was no shortage of time. Maybe they felt that the influence would not be good, so they hurriedly transferred me to another school."

"You basically knew it when you came here later." Fei Qinan no longer opened his mouth and leaned against Qi Shun's chest, his calm tone seemed to be telling the past that had nothing to do with him.

The two embraced each other in silence, watching the setting sun that was about to set in the distance, Qi Shun gently rubbed his left hand against his right hand.

He slowly let go of Fei Qinan, stood up and squatted beside Fei Qinan, staring firmly at those calm eyes and said:

"Xiao Nan, maybe you don't like me now, or you won't believe how much I like you, but from now on, the world with you will have the tomorrow I want to pursue. You once asked me, after all Is there a goal or ideal for myself to fight for? I really didn’t have one at that time, but now I can tell you very clearly that I have one, and that is you! You are the goal I want to fight for my whole life!!”

"Qi Shun..." Fei Qinan was about to speak when Qi Shun stopped him.

"Maybe you may think that my promise is not trustworthy, but I will use my whole life to prove that you are destined to belong to me, Qi Shun, and I will be your final destination after all, Fei Qinan." Said She held up his face and kissed it.

At this time, the sunset in the sky dyed the autumn evening red, and the shadow of the two kissing was stretched very long, but their affection did not notice that some caring people stopped this scene...