your world my tomorrow

"You are old and you are far away from the Paradise of Elysium. Besides, we want to invite you to be a witness when we get married, so you can live well for me." Qi Shun didn't want to hear him mention the word 'death'.

"Oh? When are you going to get married?" Now I heard that the United States has passed the legalization of gay marriage, and it is much easier to become each other's loyal partners than it was in their time.

"This...it's up to him." Qi Shun took advantage of the situation and threw the burden to Fei Qinan.

"Tch, if you say get married, get married, I don't necessarily do it." Someone deliberately put on a show.

"En! I agree too! Young Master Fei, don't promise too early, I can still hold on with my old bones, my young master, although he is nice, he has a bad temper, you have to think carefully about marriage matters, right? Right?" Chen Bo also sympathetically hurt Qi Shun.

"Hey, hey, you two are enough! Do you think I'm a transparent person?"

"Come on, Uncle Chen, let's go over there and ignore him, a tyrant."

The backs of the old and the young, singing and singing together, made Qi Shun dumbfounded, but he immediately chased up and joined in, the shadows of the three of them looked extraordinarily precious under the sunlight.

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After coming back from Chen Bona, it was already the beginning of the night, Qi Shun led Fei Qinan to the path behind the villa again, the same two backs were still sitting on the same seat, but they looked more reliable now than when they were young .

"It's still so beautiful here." Fei Qinan leaned on his lover's shoulder and looked at the bright lights in the distance.

"Well... it has never changed."

"Qi Shun..."

"what happened?"

"Do you have any unfulfilled dreams now?"

"No, it's done."

"What dream?"

"Secret." It's you who let me hold you like this again.

"I have a dream too."

"What is it?"

"Before I met you, I wanted to be like Holden in the book, find a quiet place away from the hustle and bustle, guarding a vast and endless wheat field, where there are clouds and wind, and me and you ..."

"This dream will come true." Qi Shun kissed his forehead.

"Now it seems that dream is not so important."

"why?"

"Shall I tell you about my life in those years?"

"it is good."

"I didn't go to school after I was discharged from the hospital in a car accident. Your mother prepared a house and a considerable amount of living expenses for me back then, but I haven't spent any money so far. I just lived in that house for a while."

"Later, I asked Wang Hao to borrow some money to meet the basic needs of life, and I was looking for a job every day. One day, I accidentally walked to a second-hand bookstore and saw a recruitment list posted outside the door. The owner wanted to recruit an apprentice. We repair old books together, provide three meals a day and accommodation but the salary is pitiful, so it seems that no one has been applying for it.”

"At that time, I felt that the bookstore was prepared for myself, so I walked in. The owner was a little old man in his 60s, and he guarded the old bookstore alone."

"From then on, I had a place to live, so I moved out of the place where I lived before, and started a new life with the owner of the second-hand bookstore."

"I helped him read the store during the day and learned to repair some broken books. Occasionally, some people went to the store to find some old publications that were not easy to find, and they read books in the store at night. In more than a year, I kept the old books in the store. Read all the books."

"Since the shop owner saw that I was so passionate about books, he asked me to try to write down some of my experiences in reading books, so that I could better understand the meaning of them."

"Afterwards, I started to read again, and wrote some experiences every time I read a book. After a long time, I wrote a lot. He suggested that I try to write novels, essays, poems and so on."

"At that time, I read a lot, and I had a lot of ideas in my mind, so I wrote a few short stories. After reading it, he thought it was good, so he tried to help me publish it in a journal. Unexpectedly, some people really liked it. Give it to us. The contact also paid for the manuscript, and it was the first time that I felt that writing could support me.”

"Then you wrote our story later?" Qi Shun asked.

"Our story was written only in the fourth year after you went to the United States. At that time, I met Sister Li because of some chances. They all spoke highly of my articles in their agency, so she suggested that I try to write during a meal. If you write a long story, although it will take a long time, if it can be recognized by the public, the return will be much more than a short article.”

With a light breeze blowing, he burrowed into Qi Shun's arms again, thinking of all the past, Fei Qinan couldn't help but feel glad that he made the right choice.

"and then?"

"I've been thinking about this proposal for a long time. At that time, all I could think of was your shadow. I simply gave up my mind and made an outline of our story to discuss with Sister Li."

"Back then, there wasn't much market for danmei writing, but maybe she was moved by my determination. Let me try to write a few chapters first."

"While holding the selfishness that I want you to see, I am also recalling our little by little, so the writing becomes smoother and smoother, and I also add a lot of personal feelings. The article only wrote [-] to [-] words, and Sister Li just wrote it. After agreeing to publish it on the official website of the society, they felt that this article would definitely cause a reaction.”

"It really became a blockbuster later on." Qi Shun nodded in agreement.

"Yes, less than ten chapters have been published, and there are thousands of comments. By the end of more than half a year, the reading volume has exceeded tens of thousands, and it has become one of the most popular novels in their agency in those few years. One." Fei Qinan felt that he was really lucky to meet a noble person who helped him along the way.

"Then you become 'Nan Shu'."

"Heh~ I didn't expect it to be so popular at the beginning, and I couldn't accept it at first."