Dressed as a scumbag, I do the attack with tears in my eyes

"Sachilu, you idiot, people are stupid and have a lot of money." His friend said.

"The third generation fights and makes troubles all day long, and is useless." His elders who are out of reach.

Sha Chilu has never lacked in snacks and clothes since he was a child, and everyone around him dotes on him.Even if the so-called playmate is interested in the benefits he can bring, standing on the false prosperity, he thinks: Never mind him, the young master is happy anyway.

Stupid brother is not stupid at all.On the contrary, Yufeng is very smart, commonly known as someone else's child.

Shachilu started to know Yufeng when he was in kindergarten. This person is aloof and doesn't look sideways, and he never takes him seriously.He also has a young master's temper, and he likes to make troubles when he has nothing to do. Seeing his calm expression frowning under his prank, Sha Chilu is inexplicably happy.

At an age where dogs and cats dislike him, Yu Feng has been scolded by the old man many times, and he enjoys playing pranks everywhere.There was only one time when he accidentally annoyed Yu Feng, who pressed Yu Feng against the wall and gave him two dark circles under his eyes.

No one would have imagined that the quiet little boy was quick and ruthless in his beating posture.In the end, Sha Chi was reprimanded by the class teacher, and Yu Feng hid at home for two days without going to school, and he had nowhere to vent his pent-up anger.

Sha Chilu thought it was Yu's mother who rushed to Yu's house to catch Yu Feng, and sat on the dining table in a daze.Shachilu's ferocious little face was blushing, and he could only eat the carrots he didn't like under the touch of Yu's mother.

Sitting aside, Yu Fengduan hooked the corners of his mouth in a rare way.Shachilu was stunned for a moment, he didn't even understand why he was so full of anger that he stopped.

Many years later, Sha Chilu kicked open Yufeng's room door and clenched his fist: "You! You were laughing at me then, right?"

Yu Feng was still aloof, and he kept his eyes on the program: "Do you want to go to real-life guerrilla warfare?"

Sha Chilu's eyes lit up: "Go, go, go! You won't come even if you are called, and we brothers will unite and beat Lin Peng and the others to the ground."

Shachilu doesn't remember when he and Yufeng became buddies, and they were inseparable until they graduated from high school.They made an appointment to go to college together, Yufeng walks them off, and Sha Chilu spends money.

Yufeng disappeared for a whole month during the summer vacation. When he reappeared, he changed his name to study abroad.Sha Chilu felt awkward for a while, but still smiled and said: "Okay, great, don't be like my sister who plunged into the world of flowers outside, and is reluctant to come back. If someone bullies you, call me to let you out."

Yu Feng nodded his head, and the occasional emails he replied were as simple and neat as he was.

Sha Chilu also thought about going abroad with Yufeng, the old man was reluctant to leave Jinpidao too far away from him, so he didn't let go.Every time Shachilu wanted to see Yufeng, Yufeng pushed him away four or two times.Shachilu was careless, and it took a long time to realize Yufeng's estrangement.It must have fallen in the gentle hometown of foreign beauties, and I couldn't get out.

Sha Chilu hadn't settled with Yufeng yet, the family suddenly went bankrupt with countless debts, and the eldest and young master became pauper overnight.The old man just recovered from a serious illness and complained about his comeback all day long, and Sha Chilu also began to learn how to drink and talk business with people around the corner.It's not a good feeling to beg for help. After hitting a nail a few times with a fiery temper, he also began to calm down, only showing a heartless look in front of the old man.

It was also at that time that the eldest sister of country A who was further studying returned home quickly, and married the explosively rich son who had been pursuing her all along in the blink of an eye.His mother died early, his eldest sister was like his mother, and the eldest sister Zhihui loved Sha Chilu the most.In his eyes, girls should be as gentle and virtuous as elder sister.

When I was a child, the master raised his crutches and shouted: "Don't stop me, let me kill this little bastard!", and the housekeeper and servants cooperated to stop him.Sha Chilu was hit twice on the buttocks, and then rolled on the carpet and howled.The eldest sister knocked on the mahogany table with a book, uncharacteristically indifferent: "Hit it, it's broken, you are the best."

The old man shyly put away his crutches, then yelled at Sha Chilu to go to his kneeling study, and at the end he didn't forget to inform the whole family: "No one is allowed to give him food!"

In the middle of the night, the eldest sister brought a hot meal, and threw him a tube of ointment to hit his forehead: "Why are you like a mud monkey, who hasn't had a roof tile for three days."

Sha Chilu got cheap and acted like a good boy, he said stubbornly: "The real wooden warehouse is very powerful, you haven't seen it is more beautiful than fireworks."

"Nonsense," the elder sister put on a stern expression, and smiled, "You don't understand, the fireworks are the most beautiful."

Temperament persistent, love and hate.This is the eldest sister of Sachilaw.She shouldn't sacrifice her life's happiness to support her family and marry someone she doesn't love.What's more, his future brother-in-law is a playboy.

The price of a marriage was clearly marked, and Sha Chilu was too bitter to speak.He blocked everyone's promising marriage, the old man was so angry that he almost fainted, he lost his temper and muttered: "You don't understand, eldest sister doesn't like him..."

"You're not Zhihui, don't talk nonsense." There was too much meaning in the old man's eyes.

Until the day of the wedding, Sha Chilu still refused to accept it.He pushed everyone out of the dressing room, half-kneeling in front of the quiet and beautiful bride-to-be reflected in the mirror: "Sister, do you really like this marriage? Don't feel wronged, as long as you nod, I will take you away. I can support you , let our family live a good life."

Sha Zhihui's make-up is unbelievably gorgeous, and she skillfully lights a lady's cigarette.The green smoke was slightly swaying, she saw the childlike red lips slightly curled up, patted the back of Sha Chilu's hand and said, "My brother has grown up." She didn't speak anymore, and she smiled quietly to let Shachilu understand.He is no longer the darling who gets what he wants.He who lost the support of his family was originally an ordinary person.

That night, Sha Chilu lit a grand night of fireworks, illuminating the entire sky of W City.I still remember that when the fireworks were in full bloom, it was rare for the eldest sister to open her mouth to say a few words in a gentle manner.But Shachilu could only see the tiny sadness in her eyes.

Things are changing too fast, and the so-called good brother-in-law is just rubbish.The marriage has been uneventful for a few months, and Sha Chilu was caught as a female branch, and he was a fucking man.Sha Chilu was so angry that he almost beat the scumbag half to death, when the pregnant eldest sister rushed to stop him.

The woman's slightly rounded face was very calm, and she even had a leisurely smile: "I made your favorite fish. Brother, let's go home." Sha Chilu has always been simple-minded, but for the first time he saw a little begging from the elder sister's eyes. .The arrogant Sachi Law became a misfire.

The eldest sister said that she knew, she always knew.She doesn't love her husband enough, he just likes beautiful women.One deal, nothing owed.

Is there really no difference between the two in this world?

"Don't tell Dad, promise sister." Before going out, the eldest sister put a scarf on him, smiling as gently as before.

Soon after, the eldest sister had a miscarriage.His little nephew left without seeing the world properly.The eldest sister was depressed for a few days, and he was not allowed to follow her when she went on a trip to relax.In a remote tourist town, the eldest sister dragged back two drowning children, but she sank into the bottom of the river with another child.

Shachilu remembers, before parting, the eldest sister murmured, "The night is beautiful, and time is always in the past, how wonderful it would be. I really want to go back to the past."

The death of the eldest sister once again crushed the family.The old man fell into a coma in his sleep, and Sha Chilu only found out that the last time he was diagnosed with terminal cancer, the old man struggled with the disease for two years without saying a word.Sha Chilu was more scared than ever, so he borrowed a lot of money to take care of the old man wholeheartedly in the hospital.

Until the middle of the cold night, the old man opened his eyes and said he wanted to drink chicken soup.Sha Chilu hurriedly stewed a pot and fed it to him, and the old man, who had lost his appetite, ate a big chicken leg for the first time.When he put down the bowl, the old man narrowed his eyes with a smile: "My illness will be cured soon."

Sha Chilu held the old man's skinny hand and patted it gently, laughing and crying: "It's almost done, it's almost done. Do you still eat? Have another bowl."

The old man waved his hand: "I'm full, I haven't been this full for a long time."

Two hours later, the old man stopped breathing. The doctor asked Shachi to express his condolences. He couldn't shed any tears, so he whispered into the old man's ear, "Your illness is cured. Don't forget to see the eldest sister, she is so lonely alone. Very. I will burn a lot of money for you, you can do big business and live happily.”

From then on, there was nothing left of Shachilaw.There were only countless creditors following behind him, and he happened to see his ex-brother-in-law drinking happily in a bar with the boy in his arms.

"Master Sha, don't ask any more. I can't talk about the employer's business."

The confinement wife's evasive words inadvertently flashed in his mind.

"Don't tell me it's what I said...Mr. Mu brought someone home, and Madam got into an argument with him...that's why I accidentally fell down the stairs and lost the child."

A month later, Shachilu pushed his ex-brother-in-law into the sink of the bathtub.Seeing the man shaking his head and struggling in pain, he felt nothing in his heart. He just looked at the moon outside the window and thought to himself: "Sister, have you returned to the time of nostalgia?"

The family of the ex-brother-in-law wanted him to die.Surprisingly, Mu Sheng's little lover, a soft-looking young man, as the only witness at the scene, shed tears helplessly: "President Mu is drunk and said to take a bath, and I will get him clothes. Mr. Sha I wanted to find him, but I stopped him from coming in. The dispute dragged on for a few minutes, but I didn't expect something to happen to Mu..."

Behind the queen, the young man smiled without emotion, and looked persistently at Sha Chilu's lifeless eyes: "When a person dies, there is nothing left. If you let me lose a benefactor, you should pay me back. Hey, I'll pay you back." You gave false testimony, and the Mu family will not let me go. At least you should be my bodyguard."

"Idiot, follow me, you will die faster." He sneered.

The boy straightened his neckline and smiled reservedly: "I don't care, a grasshopper on a rope, don't try to get rid of me."

Sha Chilu is not afraid of death, and it is annoying to have an extra creditor for no reason.It's ridiculous, this person is also the cheating target of his ex-brother-in-law.He should hate him, but he couldn't see that the boy was really killed.

Occasionally he would ask the teenager: "Why did you help me? Are you afraid that I will kill you?"

"You want to kill me!" The young man covered his mouth seriously: "Are you a murderer?"

He sneered and said viciously: "You just know you're afraid, stay away from me." Naturally, he threw the boy's warm lunch box in his hand.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid you will be poisoned. Come and drink together." The young man forcefully stuffed a bottle of mineral water into his hand, and clinked glasses pretendingly.

Sha Chilu clutched the water bottle numbly, and in the hall's reflection mirror the young man preciously held the mineral water, rubbing the body of the bottle with his fingers.The subtle triumphant smile on the corner of the boy's mouth was as clean as a kitten.

Sha Chilu couldn't see through the young man, and was obsessed with his determination to find a rich benefactor.The young man disliked it more than once: "Don't look at you as a fierce person, you are quite a nice person. It's a pity that I didn't meet you when you had money and nowhere to spend it. When you had no money and owed a whole lot of debt, I picked it up."

Shachilu didn't care about the young man's face at all, "He loves money so much that he sells his ass."

The young man snorted and put his hands on Sha Chilu's neck, forcing him to bend his head and meet the young man's smiling eyes: "If you don't have money, a lot of love is fine. Will you give it to me?"

"I'm not gay." Sha Chilu ruthlessly shook off the boy's hand.He hadn't really fallen asleep for a long time. When he closed his eyes on the sofa, the boy quietly put his hand in his palm, just pretending that he didn't hear the little milk dog's soft laugh.

Sha Chilu will never know that the boy is not as harmless as he looks on the surface.

They have seen.

It was the boy's first time receiving a customer, and the customer thought his masturbation skills were poor, so they stepped on his face.At that time, he would not smile and beg for mercy, but would just escape to the kitchen trash can and spit out bile.

"Hey, boy, are you alright?" The young master with clean eyebrows, who looked like he grew up carefree, handed over a bottle of clean mineral water.His awkward concern was a bit ridiculous, as if he regarded himself as a reliable adult, "You are underage, I saw you when I first came in. Go home, this is not a place for children to play house."

The boy gently held the mineral water, as if squeezing it to confirm the truth.Looking at the innocent young master, he moved his lips: I have no home anymore.

"Chilu——" the tall boy with exquisite eyebrows and eyes looked at the little boy squatting in the trash can with deep vigilance, and turned to Shachilu indifferently, "Isn't your birthday coming? Why are you wandering around alone?"

He is so cold.The young boy looked at Yu Feng and thought happily, "Chi Lu" would definitely ignore him.Even giving birth to a small extravagant wish, the young boy slowly stood up and was about to speak to Sha Chilu.Sha Chilu waved his hand at him, ran like the wind, hugged Yufeng's shoulder and walked towards the light with a smile.

"It's rare to come out for a drink, so make sure you don't get drunk today!" Sha Chilu yelled generously.

"You're just full, you're too arrogant." Yu Feng was not surprised.

Next to the trash can, the young boy squatted down as if he lost his strength, hugged his knees, and looked at the bottle of mineral water in his hand: "Can you take me away?"

The foreman grabbed the boy and dragged him back to the box. He frantically looked around and couldn't find anyone he wanted to see, and finally covered his eyes silently and scolded himself for being stupid.

People will not remember you, you are just a rat in the stinky gutter.

Light, it will not stay for him.

However, God was also helping the boy, and they met again.

Now, the tiny scars at the corners of Shachilu's eyes, which have grown a lot, are really fierce.However, the young man secretly rejoiced as if he had stolen a unique treasure in the world, trying not to raise the corners of his mouth too high.

"I hate straight men the most." The boy put on a clean student shirt with a smile, and whistled: "Look at you! When I have money, I will take care of you. Cook and iron my clothes under the bed, and be mine on the bed." Little wolf dog, hehe."

"I owe a whole lot of debt, and your little money is not enough to put my teeth together, silly thread." Sha Chilu didn't bother to talk to this little idiot, pushed open the door of the locker room, and stood in front of the door with a blank expression on his face.

The guy who grew up wearing the same pair of pants is finally willing to come back from abroad.Sha Chilu showed a bright smile belatedly, but he didn't know that in Yufeng's eyes, he was extremely ugly.

Obviously so sad!The heartless and innocent boy changed his appearance.

The more popular it is, the more distressed it is to death.

Yu Feng regretted not seeing Sha Chilu, and made him suffer so much alone.Like a leech, Yue Feng found out every bit of Sachilu's experiences over the years.Knowing that he was having an affair with a duck, Yu Feng even wanted to kill that boy.

Yu Feng endured and endured, dealt with the obstacles of the Mu family, and walked in front of Sha Chilu step by step with an apprehensive heart.However, Yue Feng drank too much wine, malice and love swallowed him whole, and said something he regretted all his life: "Want to pay off the debt? Clean your ass and sleep with me. Huh?"

Sha Chilu's forced smile turned pale in an instant.Yu Feng's seemingly unchanged face was so close, but nameless anger surged into Sha Chilu's heart.

"I treat you like a brother, you fucking want to sleep with me!" Sha Chilu couldn't remember how terrible it was when he lost his temper.

Yu Feng never fought back, the corners of his eyes were blue, and he showed a tearful smile.He hugged the angry young man like a drunk and didn't let go: "Chilu, don't be angry, I'll treat you well, and I won't let anyone bully you again."

Shachilu paused, and after a long time said in a hoarse voice: "Do you know, I want to go find you."

The eldest sister is gone, and so is the father.In the middle of the night, he took out his mobile phone to zoom in on the graduation photo, and the self who had smirked before was naturally placed on Yufeng's shoulders, and the tall and straight figure of the young man stood proudly upright.The familiar plain expression made Shachilu's eyes sore.

Yu Feng's eyes were full of pain and sorrow, and his fingers couldn't help shaking: "I'm back, I won't leave. You come home with me."

The young man standing by the door pursed his lips slightly. Yesterday reappeared, and he was about to leave it again, watching the only light in his life get farther and farther away from him.

"Brother Lu," the young man smiled quietly, "Since my friend is here, let's chat first. After get off work, I'll cook boiled fish for Brother Lu." He was different from the young boy back then, facing Yu Feng's unfriendly eyes, he was still decent and at ease Show his generosity and intimacy.

Sha Chilu was wondering about the rare tenderness of the young man, and he only heard him add slowly: "Brother Lu must protect me, otherwise I am too afraid to say something I shouldn't to the Mu family, and I will suffer."

Sha Chilu's sudden unfamiliar gaze seemed to be on every inch of Ling Chi's flesh and blood, and his heart ached to death.The young man maintained a smile on his face, watching Sha Chilu leave.He squeezed his palm, not remembering the pain at all.

The young man understands that no matter how greedy the mouse in the ditch is, the stolen light will eventually leave.Satchel deserves a better place.The boy had to let go, he just... couldn't bear it, wanted to gamble his luck again, even risking all his worth.

Going to and from work in a daze, the young man stared at the crescent moon in the sky and smiled coldly: "It's all because you are too greedy and stupid."

"Hey! What are you doing standing there stupidly?" The young figure under the neon lights took away all the light in the world, and Sha Chilu's impatient expression was so familiar that the boy cried, "Didn't you say you want to cook boiled fish? Hurry up, supermarket fish!" It's going to sell out."

The young man's expression was blank for a moment, and the beating heart warmed and dredged the cold blood all over his body. "En! Good!" He slowly raised his lips, and quickly ran towards Sha Chilu.When the wind blows, all the despair dissipates in an instant, and the snow-white pear blossoms blow across the ground silently.

The boy's smile was extraordinarily bright, and the joy from the bottom of his heart overflowed from his eyes.The gloom of Shachilu and Yufeng's dissatisfaction quietly eased a little.

Drinking beer as before, looking at familiar yet unfamiliar faces, Sha Chilu could no longer find the original comfort, only the soreness stuck in his throat.

Yu Feng coaxed Sha Chilu to go with him, but Sha Chilu only thumped Yufeng's shoulder, "It's a brother, don't pity me." It's not an excuse, it's enough for the surging darkness to swallow him alone.

Seeing the boy's innocent smile, Sha Chilu suddenly doubted his former self.If my father hadn’t failed in business and hadn’t concealed his illness to hold on, the elder sister would go through with his studies smoothly and tell him to take good care of himself every day.Then will he continue to be happy?

What Yu Feng misses is his heartless buddy, not him who has nothing but blood.

Shachi also prefers his carefree self.If possible, he would rather be a second idiot.

Shachilu got his wish, and he died.

The moment the truck hit, Sha Chilu protected the boy under him.The perpetrator vaguely looked like the driver of Mu's family, his snow-white shirt was covered with bloodstains, the boy cried bitterly and dragged Sha Chilu out of the car, then passed out.

Yu Feng staggered towards him, knelt down on his knees and hugged Sha Chilu tightly, shouting for someone to save him, no one could separate them.

Sha Chilu's soul floated beside his dead body, his mind seemed to be cleared of all the darkness, he suddenly grinned: "It's all right now, I don't have to pay back the debt."

Who would have imagined that the idiot Yu Feng stole his body.Sha Chilu ran into the unreliable internship system of the green hat again.

Before the soul crossing, Sha Chilu suddenly remembered that he forgot to ask the boy's name.

Forget it, it's not too late to come back and ask.