Storytelling in the wind, parting in words

Who told me under the tree that Xiao Miaomiao has someone she likes?I can't remember the scene at that time, but I left behind the back at that time.

Traveling through time and space to that summer, I can't forget a joke he made me at that time.He said, the person you like also likes you.I didn't tell him that I had someone I liked, he was lying to me!I said angrily: "Xiao Miaomiao! Are you kidding me?" I hit him while running, but he was fine, running faster than a rabbit!He was still sniggering and said: "Mu Xiaodai, you idiot! Come and chase me, you will be unlucky today if you don't catch up with me." I was very annoyed and yelled at him: "Xiao Miaomiao, you despicable and shameless You, when I catch up with you, you will die!"

"Oh! Who is it? Who doesn't have eyes, didn't you see my aunt here!" I said angrily.When I looked up, I regretted saying that.Standing in front of me is a man!He is very handsome, very sunny, my eyes meet his gaze, very hot, but his eyes are a little sad.After shaking for a while, I hurriedly lowered my head, stopped looking at him, said sorry to him, turned around and prepared to leave.He turned around and blocked my way, and said, "That's it? No more!" "No more," I said directly.His smile is meaningful, and I am a little scared, afraid that he will go too far with me.When I was thinking about what to say to him, Xiao Miaomiao came over and thought: Quickly help me out, quickly help me out!Otherwise you will die!

"Yo, I didn't expect to meet you here, let's go! Let's go play." After speaking, he gave me a good look. "Okay, I haven't played for a long time." He was taken away by Xiao Miaomiao, and I also breathed a sigh of relief.The man's smile always attracts me, but I don't know his name yet.When they left, Xiao Miaomiao looked at me and laughed heartlessly.I stomped my feet in anger!I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t play anymore, and finally went to the music room to listen to the songs all afternoon. There were not many people, but the beautiful melody always made people feel calm.At this time, I had long forgotten about Xiao Miaomiao.

During the evening self-study in the afternoon, Xiao Miaomiao sat in front of me and kept smiling at me.I asked him: "Who is that man today? What does it have to do with you?" "Why, have you fallen in love with him? I have been his tablemate for seven years. What do you mean?" He said disdainfully.I was speechless, I stopped asking him, and continued to do my homework.He suddenly turned his head and looked at me, "You don't really like him, do you?" I didn't answer, so he stopped talking and continued to read his book. "Nervous" I muttered in a low voice, there is no reason to say whether I like it or not.I'm not the kind of person who falls in love at first sight, I just think that person is a bit sad.

When school was over, Xiao Miaomiao was always waiting for me. He was used to walking at night with me, because there was always someone to accompany him so he wouldn't be lonely.We walked under the light, no one could see the loneliness of our back, the shadow was stretched very long by the light; under the lonely starry sky, no one had a word to say.I feel his sadness is so profound.But I still couldn't help asking him: "What's the boy's name?"With him by my side, I always do whatever I want, unscrupulous, without taking too many things into consideration; while he is sometimes nervous and sometimes sad, which makes people unable to understand, maybe he has his reasons.After finishing speaking, he picked up his earphones to listen to music and ignored me.It's always like that when he doesn't want to talk.I said a word of nerve unconsciously, maybe I'm used to it.He paused for a second and continued walking. I didn't say anything more and kept walking until he stopped before I looked at him.Along the way, he was silent, and I was most afraid of his silence, because I would feel that I had no sense of direction.

The clear sky carries the flavor of youth.I breathed the fresh air and looked into the distance.When I saw Du Shaocheng with a girl, I felt a little sour.I don't know if I have a good impression of him, but when I turned around, I saw Xiao Miaomiao looking at me. He came to me and asked me, "What's wrong with you?" "I'm fine," I said with a sob .In the end, I vaguely saw him take a single glance.I walked under the same blue sky with him, and I knew nothing about him; but he seemed to understand everything about me.Until now, I still don't understand why he would go home and go to school with me.

When I saw Du Shaocheng again, I found a feeling, inexplicable, like liking it but not liking it, maybe it was just a momentary liking.I haven't seen Xiao Miaomiao in the past few days, he didn't tell me where he was going, maybe he disappeared, maybe I don't know what it is.

In the past few days when he was away, I learned a secret that Xiao Miaomiao didn't tell me. It's rare to have a girlfriend.I was happy for him when I heard it. How could such a handsome man not have a girlfriend?My heart is a little empty, maybe Xiao Miaomiao is not by my side.

Xiao Miaomiao changed a lot when he came to school, he stopped talking, and I could only watch him from a distance.When school was over, we walked on the lonely road together, and he told me that he would leave in a few days.I asked him where he was going, and he said America.I dare not look at him, because my tears have already fallen.I don't know why I cry, maybe it's because I can't bear it.

We still went to and from school together as usual, but we didn't mention the time when he left.In mid-August, he said, he was leaving tomorrow, with an eight o'clock plane ticket.After speaking and hugging me, I stood there stiffly and watched him leave.

Tomorrow, I turned on my phone and looked at the time. It was 07:30, half an hour before he left, and I wondered whether I should go see him off?In the end, I took a taxi to the airport, but it was already late and the plane had already taken off.My heart hurts like being pricked by a needle, and it is difficult to breathe. I stood there weakly, my heart rolled, and I wanted to vomit. I endured it, but I couldn’t cry. I didn’t know if it was too sad until It was at the last moment that I realized who the person I loved was, but it was too late.

I don't know who patted me, I turned around, but saw Xiao Miaomiao smiling at me, I cried and said to him: "Why didn't you call me when you left?" "Don't cry, it will change." Ugly." He stepped forward to wipe my tears for me, and said solemnly: "I just want you to be sure, who is the person you love, so I am so important!" He hugged me in his arms, I Feeling very warm, but still a little angry!If it wasn't for today, I wouldn't know that the person I love is him.I told myself: Mu Xiaodai, cherish him well. "Are you going to leave without telling me?" I whispered in his ear. "I will never leave you, never." The hug was a little cold, and I felt he was sad.I hold him, let my heart melt your cold embrace, let you no longer be lonely, lonely, cherish your life, forgive my late love.

Afterwards I asked him why he didn't go to America that day, but he just changed the subject and said that he was reluctant to part with me.

Xiao Miaomiao and I returned to the place that once left me with many memories.After graduation, we were together.That was the thing that brought me one step closer to him.

I have no secrets with him, he always knows about me, even if I deliberately keep it from him, he will not ask more questions until the day I confess to him.He would always smile and say to me: "It's okay, it's all over." At the beginning, I would think that he was indifferent to me and didn't care too much, and would often think: Will he leave me?But later, I found that he was not as great as I imagined, he had his sadness, he had his own things to do, but he still had to consider my feelings.Suddenly I felt so small, as small as a speck of dust, I couldn't do anything for him, but I was still causing trouble in life.He never said what difficulties he encountered, let alone mention them in front of me.Although I don't know the reason, I think he is afraid of losing the dignity of a man in front of me.

Once I saw him leaning against a tree. The weather was fine that day, and the sun shone on him, which was very beautiful.I couldn't help seeing God, he raised his head and looked at me, and then I realized that I had committed a "nympho". I smiled and walked towards him: "What are you thinking?" He gently stroked my hair and said, "So I You are so handsome, what if someone snatches you away while you are not paying attention?" I looked at him and said seriously, "No, didn't you say you would never leave me!" I don't know What's going on, my heart is sour, as if he is leaving me. "Fool." He gently hugged me in his arms, and I felt so real listening to his strong heartbeat.

In the end, I still couldn't keep him, and he left.After leaving this city with memories of me and him, I didn't see him off when he left. I was afraid that I would cry bitterly, and I was afraid that I would be reluctant to let him leave.

Now I understand why he didn't leave at that time, why he didn't leave until now, it turned out that he just postponed the train ticket for a few months, it turned out that he just wanted to leave the most beautiful memories for me.But what's the use?He finally left.

I hate him sometimes, why bother me if he wants to leave?Or do you not want to leave regrets for yourself?I don't want to think about it, I don't want to guess.

Life has returned to calm.It seemed like yesterday was just a dream, and when I woke up, there was nothing left.

I don't think about all kinds of things with him, and I don't go to places with his memories. I make myself very tired, so that I won't have time to recall him.I tried my best to control my emotions and told myself: "He will come back." But I still couldn't hold back the tears.

I don't know why he chose to leave, and I don't want to delay his future because of myself, so I let him go.

Maybe it's because I can't give me what I want, maybe it's because the separation can make the other party relax, maybe he has his reasons...

I tidied up my things and was about to leave here. I found something he left in the drawer. It was a long, long letter. The envelope was a little yellow. I opened it and saw that it was full of letters. I took out a copy look:

"Xiao Dai, I have liked you for a long time, but I still don't have the courage to tell you. You may laugh at me, but this does not affect the reason why I like you. Sometimes I think you like me too, right? ..." I watched and couldn't help crying, and I opened another one:

"Xiao Dai, I don't know how many times I've written to you. This year's gardenias are blooming beautifully. I don't know if you've noticed. I'll be leaving soon, but I still haven't told you I like you. I want to use my leaving to prove that you like me. I want to bet once! But when I see that you have feelings for Du Shaocheng, I think I lost. But I am not reconciled, if you really If I like him, I will choose to let go and won’t bother you anymore. Forgive me for being rude to you before, that just made you notice me. Time proves that you love me! Forgive me for leaving, forgive me for not doing it beforehand I'll tell you." I couldn't help it, I cried bitterly, I understand that it's hard for him to leave, and he has his reasons for leaving.

I shut myself in my room for a whole day.I didn't have the courage to open the rest of the letter, I looked out the window, didn't think about it, and finally I made a decision: I want to go out for a walk.

I left my memories in that city, and left his things there, but I chose to go to other cities.I took photos of the places I walked and put them in an album and sent them to him...but we have lost contact.

The reason you gave is so simple, but I'm still lingering on that excuse.

An excuse, just one reason; I am at a loss, light the lamp of love for me.

The stars are twinkling, looking for your lonely figure.It turns out that love is so close to me, but I am surrounded by loneliness and cannot see the trace of love.

Forgive my belated love.