Born to haggard my heart

I thought this kind of day was just the beginning, and I would be bullied and humiliated by him endlessly, forced to say things I didn't like, clinging to you all day, and even had to go back to his house together at night and go to school together in the morning.

When I saw him, my heart couldn't help but twitch, he was a nightmare, a nightmare that couldn't be shaken off.

Within a few days, he left without saying goodbye!Later I heard that I went to study business school in the UK.Great joy!Haha, I was so happy that I almost laughed out loud while eating.

Hurry to keep Izumi Kazama to stay, and continue to teach me Japanese.Without the bullying overlord, Kazama expressed his willingness to consider it.

It's been a long time without fun. The phone in the dormitory rang at night. I'm looking for you. I'll answer it.

A voice came from the phone: "Your voice sounds so happy, you're going crazy if I'm not here?"

My heart was a little cold, now at 12 o'clock in the evening, [-] o'clock in the morning London time, just in time for him to have lunch after school, and he also called to control me?

"Are you okay where are you?" Polite greeting.

"Is it okay? I'm not used to the food, the climate, and I don't know anyone!"

"It'll be fine slowly. When I first came here, I wasn't used to it."

"When you first came here? Where? Aren't you a native?"

I forgot for a moment, I still thought I was a little fox.

"I'm in a bad mood, you coax me." He ordered on the phone.

"Let me tell you a joke, there is an egg, riding a horse, holding a knife, what does it become?"

"I don't know! What a joke!"

"It's going to be a trick!" I thought it was quite funny.

He snorted: "I figured it out, you'll be happy without me! You can tell jokes! Call me brother."

"elder brother."

"Hanhan only belongs to my brother alone."

"There are others in the dormitory."

"Speaking is to let others know."

I bit my lip and gasped out of my nostrils!Hang up the phone!After a while, the phone rang again, but I didn't answer it. I guessed to answer it, and the other party swears, so I had to hand over the phone: "Your."

Reluctantly, he took it over: "Brother."

The other party was furious: "You dare to hang up on my phone! You are so courageous! If I am not here, you will be disobedient! Watch me fly back right away! Get you to London to stay with me!"

"No! Brother! I said: Hanhan only belongs to my brother."

"louder!"

"Hanhan only belongs to my brother alone."

The other side became calmer: "I'll call you tomorrow." After he hung up the phone, I hung up the phone.Lie on the bed, beat the bed!

People are not here, so far away, so much time difference, still forcing me!mind control!Want to make me crazy?

Gradually, everyone got used to it. They consciously went out at [-] o'clock in the evening, took a stroll, and were not in the dormitory, so as not to see me terrified when answering the phone.

I'm also used to it, follow him, and save yourself suffering, since I can't see anyone anyway, so let's just dawdle.

Sister Kuan's creditors never showed up to trouble me. They called Sister Rita and said that someone had paid back the money for us.

But who paid it back, I don't know.I haven't the courage to send it to my door to ask who paid back the money.

Sister Rita said, if I want to make money, I can play tricks. Brother Mick, Ray, and Luo Li will recommend me when they take the film, as a passerby or something.

The children of the poor are in charge of the family early, bought an easy card, and memorized the time of the last bus. When I came back late, I had no money to take a taxi.

I rushed to the shooting location early on Saturday morning and had breakfast on the bus.

When I arrived at the shooting location, I first found brother Mick, and he recommended me to the director.

Director Yamashita sized me up: "Sister Kuan's son, he came out to play at a young age and has a good spirit. Let's start from the bottom."

"Yes." The interview is over, Xiao Kai.

What are you playing?Play dead!

Putting on costumes, putting on some make-up, lying on the ground, the killer flew out of the pile of dead bodies, fighting in the air.

Oops, stepped on my hand!But dead bodies don't feel anything, shut up immediately and don't move!

The killer's Mai Lu is online, card!

There are extra actors looking at the camera, card!

The staff accidentally entered the camera, card!

The hero's Omega watch is revealed, card!

. . . . . . . .

After not shooting a few shots in the morning, the director dropped the script and began to curse:

"We are filming a costume drama! Be careful and use your brains! You are here as an extra, right? You are wearing glasses, don't you know how to wear an invisible one?

Box lunch is not easy to mix! "

I lay quietly on the ground, listening to the director scolding people was so majestic!

Our teachers don't dare to scold us like this, learn more swear words, maybe you can scold them back when you meet the underworld in the future!

The director inspected all the staff and began to scold:

"You dinosaurs degenerate N times a day! The longer you grow, the more you regress! I even have to think about wearing underwear for you!

You go back and directly touch the switch to commit suicide!Make some contributions to the elimination of inferior DNA for human beings!

Does the hero have a watch?You show off that you have a watch?You have to understand it even if you wear it! "

What an eye-opener to scold.

"That dead body, you really think you're a dead body, I'm swearing, and I'm listening, you're such a dead body!"

I looked around, and everyone got up to listen to the director swearing, so I hurriedly got up and stood up.

The director suddenly stopped cursing, laughed loudly, and said to me, "Come here."

I went there inexplicably. He sat behind the monitor and called up the screen. I stood behind and watched. It turned out that this was the way it was shot. It felt really different from lying on the ground.

He pointed to the screen: "This is you?" I was looking at the hero, so I quickly looked at the dead body he was pointing at, and nodded: "It's me."

Looking back at me: "Not bad, the child brought by sister Kuan, okay. I will save a small role for you in the future. In the afternoon, I will change to a character with lines for you."

Brother Mick made a cheering gesture to me.secretly happy.

At noon, I had lunch with brother Mick, and discussed with him the line with only one sentence.

He looked at me and said, "Come to your heart, just cry for real. Veteran actors who can act don't get emotionally involved, they just have good acting skills, and immediately withdraw their emotions after the performance.

As for you, just cry for real, after acting for a long time, you will separate performance from emotion. "

In the afternoon, I changed costumes, tied ancient hair accessories, and lost the makeup and dirty clothes in the morning. I feel a little better about myself.

There was another female dead body lying on the ground, an old actress, who was my mother, with a sword stuck in her chest, and was killed by bad guys.

I knelt on the ground, brewing emotions, the director shouted: Action.

Lying on mother's body: "Mother, mother, don't die." Line.Crying and crying, I can't hold it anymore, I think of Sister Kuan, I think of Sister Rita, I think of all the experiences of these days

From fake crying to real crying: "Mom, I'm still so young, what should I do if you're gone? Come back to life, I can't live without you, mother, mother, get up."

Why didn't the director call to stop?Isn't it a line?How many words have I said?It's not even in the script. : "Mom, you haven't bought me candy yet, I want it, mother, get up."

The mother on the ground said slowly: "Son, don't cry, if you cry like this again, I won't feel at ease when I die." I was stunned.

The director shouted: "Yes." He said to her: "Sister Li, if you don't get up, how long will this child last?"

Sister Li sat up and said, "I knew it. You're playing with other people's children. How much of this scene can you save when editing? The front ones are enough."

I wiped away my tears and stood up. No wonder the old saying goes: All actors are lunatics.Look around the circle, there are not many normal people.

The director played back the one just now: "Both of you acted well, Han Han is not bad. Patriarch enjoys the meal! You have a talent for acting." "Thank you director."

There is no more drama for me. I watched Mick’s brother filming, helped me with the lines, and talked about how to grasp the character’s heart and control the expression.

Stayed with brother Mick on Saturday night to save time and not have to run back and forth.Back to school on Sunday afternoon.

I'm in a good mood.With a few thin banknotes in his pocket, he boarded the bus and returned to the dormitory.Make rice, eat, feel good, appetite is also good.

The phone rang as expected, and there was thunder on the other side: "What did you do yesterday? Did you hang out somewhere in school?"

"I went out to work, so I can't keep spending your family's money."

"Your brain is frozen? You go to Noble International School and go out to work? Who dares to use you? I smashed him!"

This good mood disappeared in an instant. "Can you respect me?"

"Respect you? Are you going to rebel? Don't take you seriously and seduce people everywhere! Remember that you only belong to me!"

I didn't speak, but his tone softened a little; "I asked Kang Jun to buy you a mobile phone, take it! Don't answer my call!"

"Got it. I'm tired and want to rest."

"No going out next week! Remember?"

"I remember." After he hung up the phone, I collapsed on the bed exhausted, and fell asleep as if dead.

There is a music class today. Some time ago, I was either sick or something happened, so I missed a class.

I heard that the music teacher is a famous musician, and he brought out many young idols that students like.

When he comes to the school to teach, one is to meet each other, and the other is to find out if there is any talent that can be created by the way.This person is the popular teacher THeone!

Teacher TheOne is 1 meters tall, and she looks even taller and burly among our group of middle school students, so charming!

As soon as he entered the door and said hello, he held the audience. Today he taught us to sing an old song: I just like you

It is especially emphasized that when singing, two points should be paid attention to: one is that the pitch of the phonetic symbols must be sung in place, and the other is that emotion must be invested. If the singer himself is not emotionally invested, how can he arouse the emotions of the audience.

As for me, a little fox, in the Taoist temples, I heard all the Sanskrit sounds of Buddhism and Mahayana good fortune.The first time someone told me how to sing: I like you

Human love can also be so affectionate, with thousands of twists and turns, infatuated and persistent.

Thinking of Lu Xiaohan's biological mother, what motivated her to give birth to him alone even though she was abandoned?I

Inner pain, anxiety, suffering, who can understand?Who can understand?

Like someone to the extreme, but also hopeless, that's why she gave birth to me, and then committed suicide by jumping off a building.

I heard teacher Theone call me: "This classmate, come and sing."

I'm still immersed in ALine's miserable life, with shallow love and deep love, and this emotion is unconsciously brought to this song:

Friendship has been lost, love has been lost, but why do I like you,

Falling in love seems to suffer, feelings have been lost, everything is lost, but why do I like you.

What appeared in front of my eyes was the desperate and helpless figure of a young woman. This woman was my biological mother whom I had never met.

And that unknown father, where are you? Why did your mother like you when you betrayed her?Obsessed with an evil relationship, unable to break free?

Unknowingly falling into this song, if I meet someone I like in the future, I will never fall into such a miserable situation.

If you love me, love me deeply, if you don't love me, I will never be sad for you leaving, it is your loss that you leave me!I will not risk my life for this!

Teacher Theone looked at me intently and finished singing: "Do you have someone you like?"

"No."

"The song's emotional grasp is in place. How do you do it?"

"I'm thinking about my mother."

He nodded: "That's right." He looked thoughtful.