Born to haggard my heart

I was intensively preparing for the performance at the Beijing Railway Station. During this period, I shot several fashion magazines and advertisements. I drank nutrient solution every day, and gradually lost its function.

On the day of the performance, there will be an interview in the morning, a rehearsal in the afternoon, and a performance in the evening.

The show was explosive, □□ stacked up, the stage and the audience were very excited, the sound volume was very high, the head began to dizzy, the fans cheered loudly, and the tinnitus was unconscious.

In the venue, there are many people, low oxygen, mixed smells, sweating profusely, sweat flowing into the eyes, so painful and uncomfortable, I squeezed my eyes hard.

In the middle of the two songs, while the three of them were interacting and chatting with fans on stage, I went backstage, and Lao Gao saw that I was not in good shape, and said, "Can you still hold on?"

After handing over the water, my hands were shaking so much that I couldn't even unscrew the lid, so he hurriedly took it and opened it.

Take it, take a sip: "Take a break and then serve."

The dance music sounded like a horn on the battlefield. I still returned to the stage and tried my best to interpret the essence of this song.

Xun was in front of me, Xia Mu and Leng Chuan were behind me, the four of them danced vigorously, the fans cheered constantly,

There was a sudden movement of shaking his head, his eyes went dark, he didn't know anything, he only remembered the tall and handsome Xun's back still stopped at that handsome movement.

I was so tired, my whole body was full of pantothenic acid, I opened my eyes in a daze, and Lao Gao was beside me, the smell of hospital disinfectant rushed into my nostrils, this is a hospital.

"Gao, how was the concert?"

His worried, crying face is so ugly; "What about the concert? You are the most important thing."

"I suddenly had an accident, are the three of them affected?"

"It's okay, the fans still understand you, they are all worried about you, and your video is the No.1 hot search on the Internet again."

I smiled wryly to see how I passed out on stage?There must be black fans scolding me: Can this kind of physical fitness be a star?It's purely a scam of fans' money!

"When you fainted, Leng Chuan and Xia Mu hugged you, or you just fell to the ground, disfigured, and couldn't work for a while."

"You thank them for me, you keep dragging them down, what are they doing now?"

"The original plan was to take a day off after the concert."

I can take a break too.

Lao Gao wanted to speak but stopped looking at me: "Young master asked you to take the earliest flight back, so the three of them were not allowed to come to the hospital to see you. I have already booked the ticket."

My eyes went dark. In this situation, even if I didn't wake up, I would directly carry it on the plane and go back to see him, right?

Do you still have humanity?I really want to get rid of this kind of life quickly, I can't hold on anymore, I can't bear it anymore!

Lao Gao saw that my face was quite ugly; "This time, it seems that because of other things, the young master's tone is particularly dignified, not as cold as usual. It is even more scary."

He can do whatever he likes!It's the end of the road that drives me to death!Jump out of the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible!

I got on the plane with Lao Gao, and I didn't even have the energy to cry because I was tired.

Did □□ personally drive a yellow Lamborghini to pick me up just to show me the car?Could this wretched car be more important than letting me sleep?

Wearing sunglasses and a mask, many fans still recognized him, chased him around and took pictures.

□□I couldn't see my angry heart, I got in the car, I don't know who said that I would rather cry in a BMW than laugh behind a bicycle!

She has never sat in Lamborghini and cried!

Without words, he was always stern.

If you are with someone with a weird and cold personality like you, I won't fall in love with you in 100 years!I'm not a *masochist*!I am not a Stockholm syndrome sufferer!

The bodyguard's car in the front and the Bentley in the back. The group went straight to his apartment.

Along the way, he didn't speak, is he angry?What are you angry about?Because you didn't show your liking for the car?Not flattered that he picked me up in person?Or because I passed out and smashed the show?

Or, still, he knows that I have been contacting An Feifei behind his back?

I'm starting to lose my mind!

After entering the door, take off your shoes, and lie down on the sofa, anyway, I don't have any strength left, so you can do whatever you want.My intuition won't let me go lightly this time.

He stood there looking at me, without any extra expression: "There is something, should I read it to you? Or do you read it yourself?"

I reach out, and he pulls out a stack of papers from his bag, hands them to me, and I lie on the couch, holding it in front of me: an investigative report.

Open: Name: Lu Ailing, English name: Aline.

Birthplace: Zhongshan City, Guangdong Province,

Age: 22 years old

Main experience: came to Taiwan 20 years ago to develop, and signed a contract with Kuanjie Studio

My eyes widened, and I sat up, Miss Kuan?So, this Aline?

Continue to look down, after debut, the main works include: Sanshengshishang, tattoos, summer flowers, which are extremely sought after, and then intervene in other people's families, seduce married men, statement frustration, career fall

At the bottom of the valley, she was raped again at this time, and after she became pregnant, her life fell apart.

I stood up abruptly, my vision was blurred and I couldn't focus: I was forced to get pregnant!No wonder Sister Kuan said she didn't know who my father was!

After a while, I tried to calm down: After giving birth to a son, I committed suicide by jumping off the building.His son was adopted by Sister Kuan and named Lu Xiaohan.

I looked up, and he was also staring at me intently.

These thin sheets of paper weighed a thousand kilograms, and I couldn't hold them any longer. They slipped to my feet and passed out on the sofa.

After a while, I was woken up by the suffocation. I let out a long breath. Is my torture still over?Why is it not dead yet?

His fingers gently caressed my face, with unpredictable eyes: "I really can't bear to see you like this, but do you know how I felt when I knew the truth?"

He squeezed my chin hard and turned his face to him. What does my life experience have to do with you?I'm just a plaything for you, a tool for you to vent, you don't need to be sad about the life experience of a toy, right?

"Heavenly law recurs, retribution is not good, who would have thought that it would be retribution to her son?"

ALine's short life was miserable enough, how much pain did she have to choose to die?

Still can't face me?I will always be the evidence of her humiliating experience!

As long as she sees me, she will think of her worst experience!

So that's why she's going to die!

Prolonged mental stress and malnutrition during pregnancy led to Lu Xiaohan's lack of vitality!

I would rather choose not to be born if I could!Don't have me!

If she had meddled in someone else's family, such a punishment would have been enough, harsh enough, enough, and long enough!

"In the past, I was too gentle with you because I love you, but from now on, the situation has changed a little. Your answer will determine your future treatment."

My brain is dizzy, my ears are buzzing, I seem to have fallen into a bee garden before my eyes, a lot of bees are flying around, unpredictable, and I can't beat them to death or hit them, disturbing me, I can't think, I can't gather.

"I'll give you a chance now, you have to answer seriously: Do you love me or not?"

My eyes blurred and I saw his face doubled "I don't know."

"I want to answer in the affirmative, love or not." His tone was as cold as an iceberg, although I was still held in his arms, leaning so close.

"I don't want to lie to you, I can't fall in love with you."

His chest began to rise and fall, and the anger in his eyes seemed to come from hell. He threw me on the sofa, and then picked me up like a doll, staring at his fiery eyes:

"Lu Xiaohan! Let me tell you! You are the person I have loved the longest in my life! If you love me too, we will be even!

I don't have to pursue the matter of the previous generation!

but you!ungrateful!And your mother!The person who seduced me back then was my father!

you!You again! . . . . "

say no more!Don't say it, I can't take it anymore: "Please don't say it! I can't stand it!"

Being thrown on the sofa, "You can't stand it? What should I do? Who will give it back to my mother?"

What happened to your mother?

"At the beginning, when your mother committed suicide, my father resented my mother and blamed all the faults on my mother. My mother loved my father deeply and couldn't stand such indifference and resentment.

Cold and violent, one day, she committed suicide by taking poison!

All of this was caused by your mother! "

Speaking of excitement, he picked up a copper sculpture on the coffee table and threw it at my head!

I instinctively reached out to cover my face!The sculpture hit the back of my right hand. It was swollen and painful, and I felt like my bones were about to break.

I bent down and picked up the sculpture, which was so heavy, and handed it to him: "If you can calm the anger in your heart by killing me, then you can kill me, so that both of us will be free."

He was in pain and hatred: "You want to die again? I said, don't want to leave me! Whether you are alive or dead!"

But I'm so tired, I'm a person who shouldn't exist!

I couldn't hold the sculpture in my hands, so I fell to the ground, and I sat paralyzed on the ground. My hands hurt, and the backs of my hands began to swell.

I've had enough of this kind of life, hundreds of millions of fans are crazy about me, I am their good hope in life,

To see me scream and faint,

Moved to tears because I used the gift they gave me

Behind me, I live a life that is not as good as livestock, working more than ten hours a day

The young master had toys on his bed, and suffered all kinds of humiliation.

You can't say anything about the person you like.

I stood up on the coffee table and looked at him: "Brother, today you can either kill me directly to vent your hatred, or I will do it myself."

Turning around and walking to the balcony, he said angrily, "You don't listen to me again! If I let you live, you can't die!"

Reach for the baseball bat off the wall and roll it over my calf!

I only felt that my left leg was hit by a blunt object, and I heard the sound of cracking wood, and my body was also hit by the impact. I knelt on the ground, and then screamed: "Let me die!"

He came over and ignored my struggle, and hugged me, "I have the final say on your life! It's up to you!"

Pain, pain, cold sweat came out, but the pain in my heart didn't ease by half.

Why are you doing this to me? "Let go of me!" Why do you torture me 360 ​​degrees from body*body to spirit?

Put me on the sofa: "Do you listen?"

Ask me this at this time?

I looked at him extremely aggrieved: "I have always been obedient! You asked me to be a trainee, so I did. It was the company who asked me to debut, and you were also angry.

The company asked me to pretend to be a girl, so I will pretend to be a girl!If you don't let me die, I will always live!You are still angry. "

The tears were disobedient, they poured out involuntarily, scrambling to fall

"You keep forcing me! Of all the things, which one is my own will? You always blame me for what others do!

I hate you!hate you!From the first time!Just kill me!I don't want to see you! "

He trembled with anger: "Shut up!"

I was driven crazy by the pain, I couldn't choose what to say, and I fell into the old habit again. I was so angry that the words in my heart leaked out without going through my brain.

"Lu Xiaohan, you ignorant, ungrateful guy! I love you so much! Not only do you not love me, but you also hate me?

I have always raised the enemy's son!Do you know how confused I am?

You only think about your pain, why don't you think about my pain? "

I curled up on the sofa, my heart ached in pain!Her hair was wet with cold sweat, her tears couldn't stop flowing, and her eyes turned black.

This fate, no matter how hard I try, I can't change his established direction, driving all the way to hell!

"I was four years old, and my mother died!"

I haven't even seen my mother, who should I tell?

Frustrated and weak, he eventually lost consciousness.