Born to haggard my heart

Stay by my side these years, take care of my work, daily life, and my emotions without complaint.

He said softly: "You're scared, it's okay, it's okay." He patted my back and sat there for a while: "Come here and calm down."

The medical team rushed over and opened the medicine box. There were big gashs on the backs of both hands, bloody, and I couldn't control my tears.

The blindness just now scared me to death. Will I be completely blind in a short time?

I am afraid of this feeling of life gradually disappearing. I am not afraid of death. What I am afraid of is that I will not die or live!

Lao Gao put his arms around my shoulders, "Don't be afraid, it's okay, isn't it good? Last time I broke my leg, I didn't cry. What's wrong?"

I stretched out my bandaged arms and hugged him, crying loudly without any scruples: I hate Lao Gao, Xun, LXK, the staff of □□ Entertainment, and most importantly, Fan Fan!

These fresh lives will live on the earth for a long time after I leave, but Lu Xiaohan will never come back!

He kept shouting: "Old Gao, Lao Gao"

"I'm here, I'm here." I couldn't comfort him no matter what.

Lao Gao called Fanfan: "Fanfan, Hanhan fell off his horse today and kept crying, talk to him."

His anxious voice came from the microphone: "What's the matter? Where is the injury? Is it important? Does it hurt?" He choked up and couldn't speak.

Time is running out, and I miss him more and more: "I miss you, I want to see you, I miss you."

"I'll be there right away. If you should see a doctor, you should see a doctor. If you should eat, you should eat. Wait for me, and I'll go buy the ticket right away! Good boy." Hang up the phone.

Director Zhang came over: "Han Han, does your hand hurt?"

I choked up: "It's not the pain in the hand, it's the pain in the heart."

He is a sensible person. Seeing me cry like this, he knows that I must be hurt but cannot express it.He reached out and patted my shoulder: "Today is a day off, take a good rest, and heal the wounds on your hands and heart.

All growth is accompanied by pain and tears, no one can escape, it is a necessary process in life.

You are already doing great, come on. "

I swallowed my tears, went back to the hotel with Lao Gao, and fell asleep all day.

When I opened my eyes in the evening, I saw Lao Gao was browsing the photos of the two of us on the set on the computer; No. 1 in the hot search, Lu Xiaohan fell off his horse on the set, and Yu Sheng cried with his manager after the catastrophe.

"what time is it?"

Lao Gao hurriedly put down the computer: "Are you awake? It's six o'clock now. Fanfan just got in touch, and tomorrow will be the soonest here! Don't worry, let's eat something first."

No appetite, empty stomach, and nausea, forced myself to drink porridge, which is easy to digest and nutritious.

How will Lu Xiaohan die tragically in the end?Blindness, muscle weakness, splitting headache, vomiting, inability to eat, what could be a worse, more tragic way to die?

Losing all abilities step by step, eating is also a luxury, sleeping is also a luxury, and walking is also a luxury!And during this process, your consciousness is always awake!

While you can still taste the food, savor it slowly, remember, and enjoy.

Lao Gao told me one by one: Ma Yuanhui, Lxk, they all called, and President Jin also called, and said you were resting, but declined.

Finally, he hesitated: "The eldest young master also called me, asked about your situation, and finally asked me to take good care of you and not tell you.

Don't blame me for talking too much, you are a father's son after all, let's go with the past, keep entangled, it's not good for anyone.

He is so strong, and he is alone in the UK.I have to face you again when I come back. If you don't forgive him, it will be pitiful. "

Lao Gao looked at me. "Think for yourself."

"I see." He lowered his head and drank the porridge.

Do I want to leave with hatred for him, or face the deep hurt he once gave me, and leave with peace of mind.

God played a trick once, and the person he loved the most became his younger brother, and this younger brother has always resisted him and never really loved him.

The last letting go was not because he knew it was his younger brother, but because he realized that his younger brother hated him all the time, so he couldn't bear this kind of heart-piercing pain.

In the world, there is no major event except life and death.

I left soon, and there is no love or hate, but as long as he lives for a day, he will think of it, and every time he thinks of it, his chest will hurt, and he will be tortured forever until he dies.

If my forgiveness can make you feel better, then I will forgive you.

Said to Lao Gao: "Call my brother when you have time, and say that I want a family of three to have a good meal at home. Let my brother come back."

Lao Gao happily agreed and went out to make a phone call.

After a while, a big flower basket came in: I wish Hanhan a speedy recovery. Sent by KIm.

The flowers are fresh and green, but this person does things, which makes people feel indescribable. It has been stated in the contract, and I will not be used for any publicity and hype.

If it weren't for his nod, today's headlines would not be about me falling off my horse.Now, it will take at least a week for this matter to subside.

The accident is a fact, but it is also a fact to use this incident to hype and promote the movie!

Too good at drilling, too good at using all available resources!He was able to thrive, and it must be inseparable from his hard work and hard work.

Forget it, I don't want him anymore.

Fanfan has already boarded the plane at this point, right?There is a turning point in the middle, don't blame me for being selfish, Fanfan, I want to seize all the time with you, every second is precious.

The next day, Fanfan didn't show up, and Ma Yuanhui came to the set. He opened a branch of XXX Entertainment in mainland China. Of course, he chose Guangzhou, which has the most open economy and culture, and is the closest to South Asia.a city with Fanfan

"How did you do it, baby? Daddy was scared to death. The news is too horrifying. How about the rest of your life after the catastrophe?"

"I'm fine, so I use it to promote movies. Don't they do this all the time? Whenever there is a new work, gossip and breakups are spread. Isn't this ready-made hype material?"

"Then you still have to shoot today?" Look at me putting on makeup again.

I tried my best to pretend to be a healthy child. "Just take a little bit on my hand, and the costumer will handle it for me. I can't see it. It's okay, Daddy, go and have a look."

He put his arms around my shoulders: "Baby, don't work too hard. Let's take a break after filming this film. If we want to shoot, we can shoot some relaxing MVs, literary movies or something. Looking at you, you've lost weight again .”

"I'm thin and photogenic, I don't get fat no matter what I eat, and those people who drink Northwest Wind will grow fat!"

After a while, "Listen to Gao, have you forgiven your brother?"

Looking at my hair tied up in the mirror, I was so handsome in ancient times. "Yeah, let him come back and help you manage the company. He has studied in England for so many years."

"My dear son, in this way, the three of us, father and son, will be able to go anywhere!" Hearty laughter.

What a wonderful hope that will never come true: "I'm sorry, Daddy, Lu Xiaohan is an unworthy son."

"Why do you say that? Who else is as handsome and beautiful as my son, who can also act and sing?"

"It made you worry, and you even came to see me on purpose."

"There, son, I have long wanted to come to visit the class. But the branch company has just been established, and there are so many trivial matters. It is the foundation of future work at the beginning, and it is very important, so I didn't come.

Come out again, of course I want to see you. "

"Daddy, don't worry too much, take care of yourself."

"Got it, baby."

Reshooting yesterday's scene, I was riding a horse, and the boy in white was once again heroic!One pass!My drama is over!

Fanfan is here!Take a break, rest.Stay in the hotel and don't go anywhere.Order local famous dishes, steamed mutton, persimmon cake, Lao Gao's favorite.

Hands are inconvenient, Fanfan feeds me, I am so happy, no matter how much I want to vomit, I will swallow it.

"Don't get hurt in the future, I will support you."

"Talk big words." My heart is flattered. "I'm raising you."

"I raise you."

"Well then, it's limited to one year. Let's see who earns more money within a year, and we will support the other party."

"Okay! It's a deal! The little stock market prodigy."

Laying on the sofa, he looks at stocks, I am not playing games, playing games is not good for eyes.Just look at my Fanfan.

Leaning on his lap, looking up at him concentrating on studying stocks, I was burned by my gaze, and smiled with my head down: "Look again, I'm going to burn."

I'm already on fire!Come and put out the fire!He raised his hand, hooked his neck, threw the computer, hugged it, and threw it on the bed*. . . . . .

This tenderness, this passion, this young body, I want it once, one less time, ah, Fanfan, I really miss you,

Why let me meet you, why make me so reluctant to let go, why make me so heartbroken!

Fanfan, love me and dedicate all my beauty to you!

Love you!I love you too!

Even though my eyes were once again plunged into darkness, I still feel solid, warm and ironed in my heart when I feel Fanfan's body, temperature, temperature, and voice. . .

After two days of getting together, we got tired of being together and never left each other: "Honey, I didn't realize before that you are very clingy."

"That was before, not now."

Now every minute and every second is extremely luxurious to me, I don't have enough kisses, hugs, and love, I want to be together every minute.

"My dad knew that I skipped class, so he told me to go back quickly. He has been busy with the New World Plaza recently, and he got angry with me for this trivial matter."

"Oh, my dad also opened a branch company, why didn't he take it out on me?"

"You are so cute, who is willing to take out your anger on you? The baby is too precious to come here."

"Your mouth is so sweet, kiss and pull down."

"I'm afraid of you, do you want your husband to die?"

"No, no."

"You kiss first, then your hands, then your legs, and then..."

Block it!request!Entanglement!Give me the lingering love of a lifetime!Do not separate!

I don’t know if I can see you next time, can I have the strength to hold you tight, can I eat the food and not spit it out in front of you?

So, now, I'm okay, love me, want me, don't go!

Fanfan went back to study in Taipei, and I went to the Guangzhou branch, what a life!When he was in Guangzhou, I was in Taipei, and when he was in Taipei, I was in Guangzhou.

I can only talk on the phone every night to comfort lovesickness.I often fell asleep in a daze. He listened to my breathing and hung up at some point.

"Hero" is finished, and there is a celebration party, and of course it will be publicized by the way.At the press conference, Director Zhang called me by name and asked me to go to the platform.

The white clothes win the snow, the hair is dyed back to black, the body's immunity is getting worse, and the hair can't be dyed anymore, so it will always be black in the future.

Investors, producers, directors, leading actors, and main creators stood all over the table, which was spectacular.

KIm intentionally or unintentionally stood next to me, stretching out his hands to put on the shoulders of the two people on the left and right, pretending to be intimate.

With a smile on my face, I showed my flawless and invincible smile to □□Dianpao, who knew that I wanted to pinch that salty pig's hand fiercely in my heart!

During media interviews and speeches from various departments, they were all talking about face and complimenting each other. I took the opportunity to slip away and was caught by KIm: "Would you like to slip? Didn't you see that I've been staring at you?"

After grabbing it back, I stood there for more than half an hour, being stared at by people, and my cheeks were about to cramp from laughing.

After the press conference, we all went to the hotel for dinner. If we don't leave now, when will we stay?Let me eat with a group of people, and I have to spit it out on the spot.

KIM followed closely: "You still want to slip? I'll accompany you this time." Without any explanation, he pulled him into his car.

As soon as he got in the car, he locked the door with a click, then started the car, and called Lao Gao: "Gao, Han Han will lend me two hours." Before the other party could answer, he hung up.

"What do you want for dinner?"

What to eat now, what to spit, and eat with you?I can't even eat it anymore.

Before going out, I put on makeup on my face for half an hour before going out with a rosy face.

What else do you want to do?I was almost exhausted from standing just now, but likewise, I didn't have the strength to resist, and I didn't want to fight against him. "Drink porridge" You won't vomit if you drink porridge.

"Okay, there are many good porridge shops. What kind of porridge do you want? Seafood porridge? Eight-treasure porridge? Carrot porridge?"

"casual."

"We brothers can be more casual, we don't have to be so divided." A hand covered his leg.

"This is my leg, you put it in the wrong place." He picked it up and put it back on his own leg.

He chuckled: "Is Hanhan still very shy?" Shy ass, I'm familiar with it!

He grabbed my backhand and held my too slender hand: "Hanhan's hand is so delicate."

"Let go." He refused firmly in a low voice.

Don't let go, hold it tightly. "You hurt me, let go."

"If you don't want us to have a car accident, just be good."

I leaned on the backrest and didn't move: "Is this interesting? Brother Kim? I'll eat with you, let me go, okay?"

He slowly let go of his hand, seeing that the cut wound on his hand was scratched and turned blue.

"Hanhan, I'm sorry, I tried too hard just now, I just like you so much, I can't help it."

Enduring physical discomfort, wanting to vomit, not speaking.

"Actually, I have never believed in love. Feelings? You can play for fun, but don't take it seriously! It's been like that for so many years, until the day I met you."