Born to haggard my heart

"I'm going to die now. I don't care much about fame, money, and other things. So, as long as you and Daddy, Xun, and Fanfan are all fine, I don't care about myself."

He still hugged me tightly, "Brother, let me go, I'm so tired if you're like this."

He relaxed his hand, embraced me, and snuggled into his arms: "Hanhan, I regret it so much now."

"There's nothing to regret, it's all in the past. It's more important for us to live our lives well. It's just the same, don't tell anyone about my illness.

I don't want a group of people to come to my hospital bed with sympathetic and pitying eyes to see how pitiful, haggard, and ugly I am. "

He looked down at me, his eyes flickering with pain: "Okay, I promise you, I won't tell anyone. But Hanhan, my heart hurts so much."

He made a request: "Let me be with you for the rest of the time, okay?"

I was sick to the end, and I couldn't have no one to take care of me. Besides, I still wanted to go back to Taishan, so I had to have someone to handle chores for me.

I also don't want Fanfan to see the remnants of what I described as dryness in the end. "Okay, thank you."

"Don't say thank you, let me make up for what I did before."

"Brother, what happened, I'm already like this, you tell me everything, I'm thinking about anything."

He hugged my arm tightly: "Xilin Satellite TV just wants to beat you to death with a stick and never turn over, they ignored Daddy's warning last night.

The news this morning still broadcast a piece of news about Lu Xiaohan and the men behind him.

The first to bear the brunt is Xun. You and Xun sang affectionately on the stage and stared at each other.

When I saw it at first, I couldn't bear it, let alone an outsider who didn't know, besides, Xun really likes you, and the eyes of loving someone can't be hidden no matter what.

Countless sincere eyes fell into the eyes of others, and now they have become a weapon of Xilin Satellite TV to attack you.

As for me, it is said that I am the financial backer behind you. The last time you attended a press conference with me, they also used it as an excuse, saying that you wanted to leave me and fall into the arms of your little boyfriend before you hit me. break your leg.

There are people with malicious intentions in the company who took photos of me making out with you, and photos of us entering and leaving the apartment together, saying that you are the boy I raised and loved.

Now that he has become a superstar, he naturally wants to get out of the control of the financial backer, which is why he made trouble.

For this, when I was negotiating with them just now, I hit their president!Turn your face completely!It's not a thing, it's too ****! "

I'm afraid that what the other party said at that time was even worse.

Why do you have to use such obscene methods?The company competes, and everyone puts their energy on doing a good job of the program, normal competition.

"What about Fanfan? What did they say?"

He was silent for a while: "Even Daddy got involved, saying that the CEO pampered an artist under his banner too much, and even arranged to live in his own villa, which is a bad word.

The three of us, father and son, were made up by them to make up a story about the obscenity and obscenity. Daddy has already arranged for a team of lawyers.

Now it's not about you alone, it's about the whole world of entertainment.

Daddy can't even admit that you are his son now. "

In this way, the two of us will be even more unbearable, and the scandal of brothers messing with *lun is more than enough for them to pick up.

"Where's Fanfan?"

"Do you have to talk about him? We are all so busy now!"

The more you don't talk about it, the more things will happen: "Tell me, the big deal is that under the pressure of my parents and public opinion, he doesn't want me anymore."

He took my hand and held it tightly: "Why am I like Bao'er, I want it, but I can't get it. Others ruin it.

right!He doesn't want you anymore!

So, from now on, don't think about him anymore. "

Although it was expected, but it was really confirmed, and the coldness in my heart was really unbearable. "I'll go to bed first, and I'll talk about my work in the afternoon."

"Have you skipped lunch?"

"I can't eat it, I will eat it when I wake up."

Standing up unsteadily, he stretched out his hand to help me, "It's not that serious now, I can still walk by myself."

Back in the bedroom, he leaned on the big bed and fell asleep without moving.

Are you desperately trying to survive just to die again?

Fanfan, didn't you say you love me?Didn't you say you love me?

You know everything about me, don't you hate me?

Why do a few photos beat you?Those photos are real too!

No PS, we are in this together.

My eyes are also the first time I see them, no wonder people say I'm slut*cheap, sleazy*, those eyes are quite charming, but at that time, I couldn't see them!

After sleeping, my mind cleared up a bit, and I opened my eyes to see that it was already dark outside the window.I think with Fanfan's personality, he won't be like this, I confirm it myself.

Sitting up, there was no one in the room. I turned on the computer and searched for Lu Xiaohan. Sure enough, it was No.1 on the hot search list. Related link: Current boyfriend issued a statement.Click to enter.

The heir of New World Plaza has recently been exposed as having a lover relationship with Lu Xiaohan. The person involved issued a statement: because of his attractive appearance, active seduction, back posting, various coquettish tactics,

It was only once that I was confused and found a relationship with *guan*.Not a lover*relationship!

I fell into the ice cave and my limbs became stiff.

On the screen is Fanfan, wearing a long-brimmed hat and a mask, with no facial expression, surrounded by short cannons, protected by several people, keeping his head down, and next to him is a person from the public relations department who stands for him

explain. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my son just turned 18 this year, young people always make mistakes, please give young people a chance! Come here today."

I do not believe!

Not only a simple breakup, but also a backlash, pouring dirty water on me!Was it a mistake to be with me?

I'm more sure it wasn't Fanfan who did it!Even if he breaks up with me under the pressure of family and society, he will not hurt me!Never will!

I opened the door and came out. Xiaotian was watching TV, Xilin Satellite TV, but there was no sound. Seeing me, he immediately turned off the TV.

"God do me a favor, help me find An Feifan! Ask him what he means, it's nonsense on TV! He won't treat me like this!"

"Second young master, don't worry. I'll go right away and let Xiao Yang and the young president come back. I will go to him personally and promise to bring the message. Ask him what he means.

Second young master, don't watch TV, computer, mobile phone, it will only increase your troubles. "

He immediately called someone to come back and asked, "Is porridge still for dinner?" I nodded and asked Xiao Yang to bring chicken porridge when he came over.

After the phone call, I said, "You go now, I will wait for them at home. I promise not to trouble myself."

Xiaotian looked at me and believed that I could do it: "Okay, I'm leaving. He told me the address of his home. He was probably locked up by his family, and the school said he had been taken home.

I'll do my best to find him. "

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, I haven't fully utilized my abilities yet. Let's go."

"Be careful."

Sitting on the balcony, looking at the lights of thousands of houses in this city, Fanfan, you and I are in the same city, but we are separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

There was a knock on the door, but I didn't move. Xiao Yang opened the door and came in. He turned on the light and saw me on the balcony. He was startled: "Second Young Master, why don't you turn on the light. Come and have porridge, it won't taste good when it's cold.

The young president will come over after the meeting with the lawyer. "

Sit down and drink porridge: "Not bad." Xiao Yang smiled shyly, the temperature was just right, not too thick and not too little, and the stomach that hadn't eaten for a day was finally comforted, and slowly ate half a bowl of porridge.

Thinking of drinking porridge with Fanfan and feeding him, tears filled my eyes,

It's rare to be tempted to like someone, and I have endured it for so long, it's rare that the person I like also happens to like me,

In such a short life, when I am about to die, I still have to stage a bitter love scene for me by beating a mandarin duck with a stick!I didn't want to tell people about my grievances, tears fell into the bowl.

The door opened, and as soon as I looked up, I was back and immediately wiped away my tears.

□□Doing it on the opposite side: "You still have to pretend to be an adult? You are obviously a child, and you pretend to be okay." Reached out and took the bowl away.

"Drinking porridge with tears again?"

I do not speak.

"If you feel sorry for yourself at home like this, why don't we go out to eat?"

"Huh? Go out? At this time?" On the cusp of the storm, someone was watching our joke.

"Yeah, at this moment, who cares what they think? Let's do what we want! Let them add to the chaos, how will they write about us this time?

Lu Xiaohan was broken up by her boyfriend, Lightning reunited with the gold master, what happened?Let them envy and hate.

They will never be able to match Lu Xiaohan's way of playing with men!Get dressed and go! "

Xiao Yang took my short windbreaker, scarf, and shoes and put them on. "Is this really good?"

"Of course, enough smoke bombs! Enough explosiveness! More importantly, I want to spend more time with you! I don't want to see you hiding alone, like you used to resist me, against public opinion!"

I really don't have the strength, and I don't have the leisure. "Then advance the recording and MV, and fight back with the work"

"Okay, I'll arrange it right away and accompany you all the way."

When we arrived at Shanglin Garden, the window seat in the lobby was intentional, right?on purpose!

I ordered barley and lily porridge.

First of all, when the young waiter was ordering, he recognized him, and his surprised eyes revealed his heart.

Then some of the young couples eating in the hall recognized them, some started taking pictures, and some started whispering.

The protagonist of the scandal suddenly appeared in public, how thick-skinned is he?How shameless!

How do you ignore public opinion?unacceptable!

Look at them both!I can't see other people's pointing at all, and there are many discussions!Raise your phone and take a photo of their lovemaking!

oh!Look, □□ feed Lu Xiaohan in public!God, is this the rhythm of coming out?Really, really speechless!Two men, in public!

But the picture is so beautiful!so sweet!As beautiful as an oil painting!Both are so handsome!so high!So temperamental!Depend on!So angry!Let others live?

Are the two compounded?

By the time Yuji arrived, we had already gone out and got into the car!It is enough to only take pictures of our leaving backs!Photos from netizens are enough.

When he got home, Xiaotian's phone rang, and he whispered, "Hanhan, An Feifei is talking to you."

"Fanfan, how are you? Where are you? Those words were not your words!" I asked anxiously.

"Hanhan, I'm sorry, my dad forced me! I don't want to! I'm sorry, he said that his new company is preparing to go public, and if a scandal breaks out at this time, it will affect his career

Sorry, I didn't mean to!I love you, you remember, those words were said by the people in the PR department!I didn't say anything!Don't get me wrong! "

"I knew you wouldn't!" Wept with joy.We all talked and explained quickly and urgently.

"I was locked up at home by my father's people! All my mobile phones and computers were confiscated! Don't believe what is said on TV!"

"I know, I thought it wasn't you at first! You won't!"

"I'm sorry, Hanhan, I can't say publicly that my father's company is lying now, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, as long as we know it ourselves. It doesn't matter what outsiders say."

"Thank you, baby. I miss you so much right now and want to be with you."

"Me too! Fanfan, I'm going to Lijiang for a few days!" I suddenly remembered this. "Can you come out? Let's meet in Lijiang! I estimate that I will work in Lijiang for a week. After work is over, we will go on a trip together."

"Traveling at this time?" He hesitated: "Okay, I'll make preparations in the next few days. I'll find a way to get money and a car! I'll call you when Lijiang arrives."

"Okay, I'll wait for you in Lijiang."

"That's it, Xiaotian shouldn't stay here for a long time! I'll let him go back first. Remember, Hanhan, I love you."

In a low voice again: "You are a part of my body, I am not used to being away from you, wait for me."

Suddenly uttering such an ambiguous sentence made my face turn red, and I murmured a reply.

After hanging up the phone, □□ looked at me uncertainly: "Okay? Are you back together again?"

I said embarrassedly: "It's all a misunderstanding, that's what his father meant."

"Don't you feel wronged? To be said so badly by others is almost to say that you are a vixen! Your little boyfriend coaxes you, and you will be happy? You look spineless!"

Angrily, he sat down on the sofa.

"Isn't it because I don't have much time? How can I care about the details?"

"His father seems to be against it!" I closed my mouth again, thinking of my current illness, "There is no point in objecting, I support you, do what you want."

Thank you, brother.I said in my heart that I didn't dare to watch his acting skills, and my heart was sore and bitter.

Turning around to rest, he said, "Don't lock the door when you sleep."

I understood, because I was worried that something happened to me at night and he would not be able to come in, so I replied, "Got it."

Lu Xiaohan owed Ma □□ this life, he dared not look at those painful and tangled eyes, which exposed his heart.

The helplessness of fate, what do you say to choke the throat of fate?It's just an unwilling struggle before dying.

Everyone will die, but sooner or later, I want to understand what is terrible, learn to accept, and learn to lose.

A few days later, Mr. Wang, Xiao Yang, and more than a dozen staff members appeared in Lijiang.

□□Said to Dad: This work is very important, so I have to personally supervise the production.

There is a recording studio with the most advanced equipment in Lijiang. Outside the window is a paradise on earth, the snow-capped mountains of Shangri-La, and green forest meadows.

The quaint dwellings and alleys give people an extraordinarily quiet, down-to-earth and cozy feeling.

Rest assured that all the burdens and guards on your mind are light in body and mind.

The snow-capped mountains melted into water, passed through the city, and made the whole city alive.

Occasionally, a few plum blossoms slanted out of the courtyard wall, adding a bit of charm to the ancient city.

The old man sitting on the steps basking in the winter sun, everything is slow, leisurely, and repeats day by day without contending with the world.

Of course, these have to ignore the increasing number of foreign tourists like us.

When I arrived on the first day, I was so exhausted that I fell asleep directly. On the second day, I walked around in the company of xx and Xiao Yang.

□□I asked specifically: "Can you record at night? It's quiet at night and the atmosphere is easy to control. Can your body survive?"

"Okay, take a good rest during the day, and finish recording in one go at night. It's worse than during the day. It's worthwhile to record several times."

During the recording, except for a long trembling vocal cord in the chorus in the middle, it was basically smooth, and it was recorded twice separately.

□□He helped me out of the recording studio with distress, pretended to be surprised and said: "I don't know when you practiced this song so well?"

I smiled wryly: "I rely on this to eat, and the patriarch gives me food."