Born to haggard my heart

An Feifei drove to this quiet place, it was quiet, because occasionally there were a few birdsong in the empty valley, which made it even more quiet.

I called Wu Tianyu, and came in after a detour. The grass on the road was half a foot high, and the fruit fell on the ground and no one picked it up.Wu Tianyi lived in such a desolate place?Finally, it stopped at the end of the road, behind a circle of hedges, there was a faint courtyard.

Get off the car, walk along the path buried in Asakusa to the door, the door is ajar.

The clouds in the evening are particularly bright, and the fiery red clouds spread all over the sky.A small building mottled with time, very quiet.The air is filled with the fragrance of flowers and fruits, and the impetuous heart slowly calms down.

He came to the yard, looked around, and saw a scene that didn't match this one: a woman wearing outdoor waterproof clothes, river shoes, and carrying a big bag was holding a Sony camera with a Leica on it. The long shot is directly shooting at the tea plantation stand at the bottom of the south wall.This is too timeless.

Following her line of sight, the chrysanthemums planted on one side of the flower stand have already faded, while the xiaoxiaohua on the other side is in full bloom. Clusters of red trumpet-shaped flowers are swaying in the wind.

Under the flower stand, on a white rattan recliner, lay a young man, sleeping soundly as always.

A beige loose-fitting top with a cutout pattern, and white skinny jeans.

Lying on his side, the shoes on his feet fell in front of the chair casually, sleeping extremely peacefully, with long eyelashes drooping.The small and straight nose, the pale pink lips, the almost transparent white skin, the curve of the chin, the curve of the ears, and the curve of the neck are all breathtakingly beautiful.

A few Lingxiao flowers swayed to the ends of the young man's hair. At his hand, on the small table next to him, there were stylish large black-framed sunglasses, and he took a bite of his Apple phone.

Behind it is the courtyard wall made of green bricks fired during the Republic of China, with moss growing half a person's height, stained with the traces of time.

The theme and background of the whole picture have a strong contrast, the long history, the calm tone of the background, and the vivid and bright tone of the theme of the youth, but the two are extremely harmonious, without a sense of abruptness, giving people a very beautiful, very quiet, and very comfortable feeling.

Just looking at him, I feel that the world is so beautiful and living is so good.

An Feifei smiled dotingly and looked at him, then whispered in the photographer's ear, "Come out with me."

The woman was obviously concentrating on filming, because another handsome guy suddenly appeared, she was startled, and just about to speak, she was booed by this tall, imposing handsome guy, and followed her out to behind the hedge.

Observed face to face, this handsome guy who is more beautiful than David said: "Delete your photo." This news is not beautiful at all.

The woman immediately hugged her chest tightly: "No, absolutely not!" She reached out and took out a business card from her pocket: "I am from the Photographers Association, and I came out to collect scenery, walking, walking and came here."

An Feifei looked at her business card. These days, there are too many photographers. Just post a photo on a tabloid and call yourself a photographer. "Sorry, he can't appear in any newspapers, magazines, or media. Please be sure to delete it!" The tone was unquestionably firm.

The woman snorted: "You haven't heard my name, have you? I'm internationally famous! Don't hang out in China!"

An Feifei looked at the beautifully printed business card: Monica. He tried hard to search for the few photographer friends he could remember, but he didn't.

But looking at this woman's posture, she is very stylish, not an ordinary donkey friend.

The woman continued to say that she hadn't recovered from her excitement: "I went down and got separated from the outdoor team leader. They said that there are always people getting lost around here, and it's called the Ecstasy Array. I got lost too, so I came here

I saw this very tasteful yard first, and then I saw him.do you know?When I saw him, I didn't think he was human, but he had a non-human aura, just a monster!So elf, so dreamy.In such a space, there is such an existence!The overall feeling is too shocking.

I am a photographer, please believe in my aesthetic ability, I have seen many handsome men and beautiful women, but he gave me a special feeling.I have a special feeling for him

His beauty has surpassed the handsomeness of a man, or the beauty of a woman, the kind of narrow human aesthetic standards.

My words are pale in front of him, and I can't describe his beauty!

I say this, can you understand? "

An Feifei smiled inwardly: "Understood." Of course he knew how she felt, "But please delete his photo."

Monica resolutely rebuffed: "Let's talk about terms! I'm going back to China this time to prepare a work for an international photography competition. Only ethnic things can attract international attention. If you win a prize, you don't need a cent of the bonus, it's all for you! All for him!" "

An Feifei said flatly, "I don't want money."

Monica changed her mind: "The duty of a photographer is to discover and spread beauty, and I want the world to see the young people in China today, except those anxious, bored, impetuous, and bewildered young people in the metropolis. There is another type of young man like him who is indifferent, quiet and calm."

An Feifei really admired her eloquence for her elevating this matter to the height of affecting China's international impression, "But, I'm sorry, I have unavoidable reasons. If he receives social attention, it will affect his life and bring him Inconvenient to come."

"I promise not to publish in China again!"

One must be determined to be deleted, and the other is determined not to be deleted. There is a stalemate for a while.

I was sleepy, feeling hungry, and woke up when I heard a man and a woman arguing about something.I heard An Feifan's voice: "Brother Fan, Brother Fan" but didn't hear: "An Feifan! Where are you?" He heard it this time and agreed.

I reached out to touch the sunglasses, put them on, touched the shoes with my feet, bent over to put on the shoes, An Feifei came and sat beside him: "Are you awake?"

He put his hand on my forehead: "I don't have a fever anymore, Dr. Wu is very good at medicine."

A girl shouted outside: "Call me if you have anything to do." She ran away.An Feifei is very popular with women, wherever she goes, there are women looking for her.

"A few days ago, the underground garage was flooded and the car engine was soaked. It has been repaired. I just came today. You are not too late."

Wasn't it because of me that I got into the water: "No, there, I just miss the swimming pool at home. It's too humid here, and the hair on it is going to grow moss." I can't talk about Wu Tianyu's forced kiss in the morning, and I can't say His bad words, after all, he saved me, so I had to find other excuses and go back to live.

"Well, it's humid here in summer, and there are so many plants around." He was a little embarrassed: "I have something to discuss with you." "What's the matter?"

"It's the designer of our house. His wife fell ill a few days ago. She was very ill. Knowing that the courtyard house designed by her husband won an award, I was very envious. I wanted to live here for a day and experience the life of a rich man. The people from the property company came to look for him. I talked about it.

People are about to die, the last wish, they also know that this request is a bit too much, for fear that we will feel bad luck.I don't care, now it's up to you what you mean. "

I'm not afraid of ghosts and gods, "Then stay here. I'm fine." But I really don't want to live with Wu Tianchen anymore. "Then where do you live?"

"I'm going home" Oh, he has another home, his parents' home.He saw me disappointed: "What's wrong?"

"Can you stay here? One or two nights? I know it's a long way."

"I'm fine, just ask Dr. Wu." Before making a call, Dr. Wu rustled with a grocery bag in his hand, "Is it easy to find me here?"

"It's okay, but it's a bit biased."

I know that Wu Tianyu opened the barrier, An Feifan could come in, and by the way, that woman also came in.Otherwise, they are both lost.

While laying out food on the stone table in the yard, he asked, "Xiao Bai, have you slept for another day?"

An Feifei was surprised: "Xiaobai?" Wu Tianyu himself slipped his mouth, "Ah, his screen name."

An Feifei looked at me: "It really deserves its name."Make fun of me with Wu Tianyu!Then he answered for me: "When I came, he was still asleep. Can he be cured? Is it narcolepsy?"

It was completely in the tone of a parent taking a child to see a doctor. I comforted him: "It's okay, I just sleep a lot when I'm sick. When I get better, I'll be very lively. I've been sleeping for four or five years. You'd better wake up now."

An Feifei didn't believe it, and asked Wu Tianyu: "Is he really okay sleeping like this?"

"Is there something? I have something to do. Animals have the function of self-protection. Sleeping is the best way to save energy and recuperate." Later, I felt that this sentence was a bit wrong, and added another sentence: "The same is true for human beings. Some people get sick. Just sleep well”

After finishing dinner, we sat around the stone table: "Mr. An, do you want to drink?" I hurriedly stopped him: "Don't drink! Brother Fan, you don't know, this man's wine quality is too bad, he's drunk, he's crying and fussing "

Wu Tianxuan ignored me, grabbed a bottle of wine and opened it and said, "It's called Brother Fan, really listen to me, shouldn't you also call me Brother Tianxuan, little fox?"

I kicked him: "You're drunk before you drink!" Can I just slip out that I'm a fox?

He also realized it, and hurriedly begged for mercy: "Got it, got it."

Then he continued to pour wine: "You lived so young, you don't know how lonely it is to live alone. How many days, it's really hard to survive without wine. Mr. An should have some experience."

An Feifei, who was hesitant to drink or not, took the glass after hearing this.Wu Tianxuan poured himself another glass, and the two men began to drink.

I said: "Wu Tianyu, I have something to tell you." He put his ear close to my mouth: "If you don't talk about the door, tell me what happened this morning, be careful." I gritted my teeth as a warning he.

He said to me with his thoughts: "You care so much about his thoughts? I'm jealous."

I said angrily: "Drink, drink, finish drinking, Brother Fan, stay here, don't leave."

Wu Tianyu held the cup: "Okay, I haven't drank with others for a long time. Xiaobai doesn't drink again. Mr. An, let's have one"

An Feifei said in one breath: "The moon is so beautiful tonight, and the surroundings are so quiet. You can never stop getting drunk."