Born to haggard my heart

In the winter in northern Europe, the light is too late, which just suits my hibernating heart. I sleep at least [-] hours a day, at least when I sleep, I don’t think about An Feifei all the time.

After a good night's sleep, I stretched my waist, got up, and there was a note on the table beside the bed, left by Kai: "Bai, today I have to airlift the Buddha statue back to China. There are some procedures. Dexiang, I won’t call you anymore. I asked my brother to accompany you, he is the one who loves me the most, and you should get along well.” A post-it note was filled with smiley faces and hearts drawn in the last space.

I can almost see Kai when he writes the note.

Dress, wash, go downstairs.

On the first floor, in the spacious dining room, Kim was sitting at the table, drinking coffee and reading domestic newspapers, while the maid stood by and waited for orders.

Seeing me coming down, he asked, "Do you want coffee?" I shook my head, that stuff is too bitter, why ask for it.

I went to the cloakroom at the door, took the fleece hat I went out and put it on, and put on a half coat with a fox fur collar. I don’t like the same kind of fur, but it’s too cold in Northern Europe, so Kai bought the top one Fox fur coat, I'm too shameful, don't learn from me.

Taking ice fishing tools, he asked, "Are you out fishing?"

I took the ice drill, a small folding chair, a fishing rod and a bunch of things, and nodded.

He put down the newspaper, "I'll go with you." He came over and put on the down jacket he was going out, and took the heavy tools, "Let's go."

The road down the mountain was quite thrilling, the temperature was low, it had snowed, and I had my waist.It will be fine when you get to the river, the ice surface is very flat, and there is snow on it, so it is not slippery.The air is so nice.

The ice fishing hole just drilled yesterday has already frozen again.He hit the ice and asked, "Do you like it here?" I nodded.Open the small chair and take out the fishing rod.

"Why do you like it?" I couldn't express my meaning with gestures.He took out a note pad from his pocket and wrote two words: Jing, Jing.Show him, put it away, sit down, scoop up the ice scum, get off the hook, and leave the rest to time.

Just like this, I sat quietly in the quiet, clean, snow-white world.

He sat down next to him: "Is your hometown in Taiwan or Hong Kong?"

I looked at him in surprise, I don't know why I asked this question, he caught my surprise and explained: "You wrote in traditional characters."

Oh, I can't tell him that it was the Qing Dynasty when I was enlightened.Simplified characters only a few decades?Traditional characters not always used in China?But how do I answer now, take out this book: I like it.

He nodded: "It's very well written."

He asked again: "I've never seen you playing mobile phones or games. Young people nowadays are rarely like you."

I pointed to the eyes, and he asked: 'Is it bad for the eyes? 'I nodded.

After being silent for a while, he said, "Do you know that Kai loves you very much?" I nodded slightly. "The person I care about the most is Kai, so, I don't want him to get hurt. You know what I mean?"

I nodded slightly, the long fox fur made me a little itchy, and the conversation was also slightly threatening, not very comfortable.

"But the person you love is not him." I was startled and turned to look at him. How did he know?

He was also looking at me with a panicked face, his eyes were as sharp as a blade, this kind of eyes did not fit on his usual honest and plump face, but it was fleeting, he hid his sharpness and replaced it with peace gaze. "Your reaction shows that I'm right." He said lightly.

But my heart has already started beating.

"You really don't know me?" I shook my head, really never met. "Perhaps you have heard my voice."

I have no memory, he saw that I really couldn't remember, and said slowly: "About spring, I met An Feifan, he led a handsome guy who looked very similar to you, but at that time his Eyes can't see."

When I heard the words An Feifei, I was so startled that I jumped out of my chair.

He looked up at me, stood up slowly, and finished speaking calmly.He twitched his eyebrows and smiled triumphantly.

My reaction betrayed me and proved that what he said was true.He is, he is, that. .

In an instant, I froze. It was him who called a reporter to take pictures of me and An Feifei, and to make up dirty stories for An Feifan!

It looks like a generous and harmless face, a mustache on the upper lip, and a thick beard on the chin. No matter how you look at it, you are a harmless and kind person. How can you be so vicious?

It seems that back then, he even took photos of Lu Xiaohan and An Feifan!Hurt Lu Xiaohan!

By the way, there is a ghost beside him, he seems to be nice to me, let me see if he followed me this time?I asked him.

He looked at my expression with interest: "It seems that I remember."

I reached out to pick the emerald ring, without the protective barrier of the gem, I should have seen ghosts.Want to see if there is a ghost around him.

He came up to grab me: "What are you doing? This is Kai's ring. He can give you such a precious ring, which shows how important you are to him? How dare you take it off?"

The two of them were arguing together. Seeing how hard I was struggling, the tone became more serious: "You dare to try! An Feifei has played with your toy enough, right? As I said, he can shake people hard enough! "

His words pierced my heart like a knife, An Feifei treats me like a toy?Plastic surgery for Lin Xiaolu to look like Lu Xiaohan is treating me like a toy?I was stunned.

"You are Kai's toy now. Whether you like it or not, I won't allow you to do anything to hurt Kai. Forget about An Feifei! Make love to Kai!"

My tears soared up and rolled down uncontrollably.I'm just a toy.

It is not the worst thing for a toy to be played with to fall in love with its owner. What the owner loves is only the appearance of the toy, not the toy itself.

The sky began to flutter big and big.

My heart ached so weak that I squatted in the snow and cried bitterly.

KIm was holding the hot rum, stood in front of the red-flaming fireplace, and drank it down.It seems that this is the only way to numb the suffocating heart.

He wondered if it was too cruel to talk to Bai Bai like this.The purer the person, the more vulnerable.

The little Baibai is like a transparent person in front of his eyes, and there is no place to hide any thoughts, but Baibai doesn't understand his heart.

He is already an uncle-level character, he knows what he wants and what he doesn't want, and he has the ability to control his own life, and even the lives of others.

Baibai didn't understand, looking at his clear eyes like Lu Xiaohan's, how much self-control he had to use to keep himself from jumping on him.

When the white and slender fingers grabbed the note pad and showed it to him, he wanted to hold it in his hand and admire the neatly trimmed fingers with pink luster.

Memo pad with light strips in bohemian style, white parka gold pen. Kai himself has a great taste in life, and of course he is given the best.

It's really worthy, and the characters are beautifully written. On such a good paper and such a good pen, it's really disgusting to write characters like dogs crawling.

He fell in love with the words he wrote at the first sight. If words are the second face of a person, then besides his first face, he is also subdued by his second face.

He appreciates talented people and hates useless ones.

However, the huge emerald ring on his finger reminded him that the person in front of him was someone Kai liked.

Looking at the little face half covered in the long fox fur, Kim felt that he was a vixen, who could catch people's souls, see them unconsciously, and make people fall into it without knowing it.

This feeling of being powerless to resist made Kim want to hit him hard, break his heart, completely forget about An Feifan, and stay with Kai well even if he doesn't love himself.

Take it that he really did.Seeing the tears welling up in his eyes and then rolling down in big ones, his heart twitched in pain.

Because I couldn't cry, I could only let the tears fall.Silent crying is even more distressing.The defect of not being able to speak has now become a reason for him to feel distressed, not a defect.

Kim has always felt that crying is the most rogue threat for an incompetent and cowardly person.He especially hates other people howling and crying, loudly proclaiming that he is a victim, and striving for more attention and sympathy from others.

But that little thing, crying silently, squatting on the small shoulders in the snow, shaking silently, shedding tears silently, at that moment, Kim hated himself for making him cry!

It was snowing again, and the workers had to clean the road again.Why is there so much snow this winter?

Regardless of the little thing's resistance, Kim dragged him back to the castle, and then, the little thing stayed in the room and couldn't come out.Ask the maid to go up and look, and she says she is asleep.

Only then did his heart calm down a little, and he poured hard alcohol, otherwise, he would not be able to sleep tonight.