Born to haggard my heart

I was woken up by someone, my head was still dizzy, I hadn't slept enough, turned over and continued to sleep, and heard Wu Tianyu's voice: "Oh, the whole Sleeping Beauty who can't wake up, wait for me to kiss you awake."

Immediately opened his eyes: "Why are you here again? But, it's just in time, I have something to ask you." Get up one by one, drink water first, rinse your mouth, swallow it, and refresh yourself.

"What's the matter?" He lay still on the bed.

First call Brother Fan: "Brother Fan, I saw KIm just now, and it was his people who set the fire. And he has arranged no less than 02 gangsters in the New World Plaza across the country! I'm afraid they have already done it now." I saw him at Xiawu 30:[-], what time is it, almost six o'clock!

"What? Another house caught fire? He did it!" I was going crazy because of me!This devil is still a crazy devil!scratch hair.

Brother Fan replied: "Thirty or so have been caught, all new employees have been dismissed, and security and fire prevention measures have been strengthened. Don't worry about these things! Stay at home and don't go anywhere."

"Understood." Hang up the phone.

Only then did Wu Tianxuan look like he had nothing to do with himself, and took another sip of water: "Brother, I want to ask you a serious matter. An Feifei said that I used to be cold, but I became cold when I opened my eyes. I think He's schizophrenic. Didn't you also say he was agitated?"

His face began to change, and he sat upright.

"However, today KIm told me that after I fainted in Europe, I felt cold when I opened my eyes! But KIm always lied and lied, and I didn't believe him, so I didn't know what they said was true. It's still fake."

His eyes are rare serious

"Also, there is one thing I didn't mention, that is, both of them called me Han Han in bed. There is also a possibility that it was Han Han who went to bed with them, and I was the one who woke up." Although shy, but seeing a doctor, If you don't explain it to the doctor, how can you diagnose the condition?

"Did you drink the brain tea I gave you?"

ah?Still thinking about it? "Does it matter? Don't you...?" Why give me this tea?My heart faintly felt that the treasure was rushing towards my face, only separated by a layer of window paper.

Can Wu Tianyu help me?

He stretched out his hand to hold my door of life: "I can tell you the truth, don't lose your breath." What a shocking truth, grasping the door of life ahead of time?

"If I say, I've seen Han Han wake up from you, do you believe me?"

My pupils constricted, and I looked at him in horror, and panic, he was serious.

But, but, my mind was in a hurry, and a sense of righteousness came over me. I sat on the chair, cleared my mind for a while, and settled down: "Tell me. I believe you."

No matter how hard this truth was to accept, I wanted to know, what was going on with my body?What is going on with Lu Xiaohan who appears and disappears like a ghost?I think ready.

"I just discovered your symptoms that day. I didn't believe it when An Feifei told me! But I saw it with my own eyes. Only then did I realize that An Feifei had recovered a long time ago. Just like what he said.

At first I thought, you have a dual personality!Or two souls with one body, one sleeping and one awake.

Later, it was ruled out.You should have selective amnesia.You have forgotten all Hanhan's experiences.

But with constant contact with An Feifan, part of Hanhan's memory recovered.

Han Han doesn't wake up for long each time, and, according to An Feifei, Han Han's memory is incomplete!

Hanhan is an extremely unsound existence. "

"What is selective amnesia?"

He grabbed my wrist and did not let go of the gate of life: "That is, because of traumatic brain injury, or because a certain memory is too painful to accept, facing the verge of breaking myself, he automatically chooses to forget. It is a way to protect myself. It’s a way. It’s a psychological defense mechanism.”

His tone was low and distressed.I remember that inexplicable apology because I discovered my selective amnesia?

"Are you sure Hanhan is my past?"

"Sure, you are Hanhan. An Feifei knew it from the moment he saw you."

I always thought he was sick, but the real sick one was the one who always thought others were sick!

I leaned weakly on his waist, and he stretched out his arms to hug me: "I'm sorry, it took me so long to find out. If I found out early, I could have treated it early."

"I'm an idiot, I'm a fool, and you're right."

From the first time he saw An Feifan, Han Han was so shocked that he forgot to be invisible, so he let him see it.At that time, I agreed to Lin Xiaolu's request, which was also caused by Hanhan's subconscious mind.

"I don't understand my own heart, I'm jealous of myself, and running away from home, causing so many things, and cheating on Kai's heart. Messing with Kim and causing so much trouble. I'm an idiot!"

He hugged me and let the tears wet his shirt: "Don't blame you, don't blame yourself, you don't know. It's not your fault. Don't feel guilty. I'm not a competent doctor to make things happen now Like this. I will cure you, listen to me, and I will remind you that you are cold."

He held my face, looked at my teary eyes with sincerity and distress: "Hey, take your medicine well, and I will also give you acupuncture."

I thought, if Hanhan had selective amnesia, then I wouldn't remember it either.No matter how much curiosity I have, don't remember the past painful experience enough to collapse!

He looked into my eyes and understood my heart.

He was silent for a while: "An Feifei is the same as you. You both chose. Since the memories of the past are too painful, don't remember Hanhan, and let Xiaobai never remember."

"I don't want Hanhan to appear again. It's good for me to be Xiaobai. Can I make Hanhan disappear?"

His eyes were surprised, how afraid am I to remember that memory?Want to make Han Han go away?I said it myself, and even I was shocked.

"Are you sure that's okay?"

"I'm sure, I just want to live happily with Brother Fan. He has me in his heart, and I have him in my heart. We face difficulties together, and we get through the difficulties in front of us together. What's the point of being entangled in the past and making ourselves miserable? ?It’s over anyway. We live in today and tomorrow.”

Anyway, I forget the unhappy things quickly.Wipe away another tear.

"It's very rare for people to restore their memory. I'm pretty good at making people lose their memory. I'll go to Wangshoucao to prescribe it for you.

Let Hanhan never appear again.Since Xiaobai doesn't like to remember it, let him disappear.

You're right, what's the point of dwelling on yesterday's pain?I will only take today's happiness into it.

I will let Xiaobai only remember the happy and happy days.All pain and sorrow will not appear. "

"Thank you, Brother Tianzhu."