as always

This is Yu Yange's second visit to Cheng Lin's house, and Cheng Lin's house has changed a bit.The second floor has been renovated, the stairs are paved with granite, which is still very expensive, and the floors are all covered with high-quality mahogany floors.Cheng Lin's room was completely replaced with new furniture, matching the mahogany floor. The color of the bed and cabinets were all wine red. In addition, there was an extra computer and air conditioner.It can be seen that Cheng's mother is more obsessed with fame than before.

"Want to play computer?" Cheng Lin asked Yu Yange who was lying on his bed with big characters.

Yu Yange stood up suddenly, stood still in front of Cheng Lin, and looked at him seriously.Cheng Lin wanted to take a step back, but Yu Yange pressed his shoulders violently, taking advantage of his height, and prevented him from taking a step back.

He saw the panic in Cheng Lin's eyes, and held Cheng Lin's hand without relaxing at all: "Lin, listen to me, I'm serious." Yu Yange stared at Cheng Lin with serious and gentle eyes, "I want to be with you Live together, if you want, then I will take care of everything in the future."

He paused, his bright eyes dimmed, "If you want to get married in the future, then let me accompany you during the period before you get married." Yu Yange pressed Cheng Lin's shoulders again with both hands, He said in a disturbed and pleading tone, "Phosphorus, don't reject me."

Cheng Lin has been listening to him quietly, his eyes clear but a little confused and hesitant, he was silent for a long time before speaking: "Yu Yange..." Feeling the tightness of Yu Yange's hand on his shoulder It was tight, it could be said that it was grasping, and there was a little trembling.He removed the hesitation in his eyes, looked at him clearly and purely, and said a word softly: "Okay."

Hearing Cheng Lin's answer, Yu Yange smiled, his eyes sparkling, and he took Cheng Lin into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Cheng Lin lay quietly on top of him, feeling Yu Yange's heartbeat, from the violent beating at the beginning to its steady state.

"Why?" he asked, "I'm not worth it."

Yu Yange lowered his head, rested his chin on Cheng Lin's head, and whispered in his ear: "I know very well whether it's worth it, and people who aren't worth it won't ask this question." After a pause, Yu Yange laughed , "Phosphorus, you have to trust my vision and your own vision."

Cheng Lin was speechless and patted him on the back.

Yu Yange smiled brightly. He held Cheng Lin's shoulders, looked at those eyes without impurities and said seriously: "Phosphorus, wait for me for another two years. I will come back here for an internship in two years, and then we will rent a place. house together."

Cheng Lin looked into those serious eyes, so serious that there was a smell of promise.He nodded, and now he has nothing to refuse. The person in front of him has grasped the weakness that he would not refuse from the very beginning, and let this weakness bloom and bear fruit in his hands just right.Compared with high school, this person is already mature and has a role to play. Since this is the case, there is no need for me to be naive.

"When did you... like me?" Cheng Lin also felt that this question was hypocritical, but he felt that it would be a bit embarrassing for him not to say anything in the current atmosphere.

Yu Yange laughed again, today he laughed very often.He had been waiting for Cheng Lin to ask him this question, so he replied without hesitation: "Second year in high school!" Seeing the shock flash in Cheng Lin's eyes, he stroked Cheng Lin's hair in satisfaction, and pulled him to sit on the edge of the bed Down.

"Maybe earlier." Cheng Lin looked at him quietly, and Yu Yange looked out of the window, Cheng Lin knew that he hadn't finished speaking.

Sure enough, Yu Yange said in a soft and gentle voice: "One day in the second year of high school, I deliberately forgot the specific day. I had a dream that night, and in the dream I hugged you tightly, because My mother wanted to separate us. I cried and hugged you tightly, but you turned your back to me, and I couldn’t see your expression. I was very sad, really sad, and then I woke up.”

He glanced at Cheng Lin, "After that I couldn't sleep anymore, I was very scared, because I knew my feelings for you from a dream, I actually like you, maybe deeper than I like you, or else I wouldn't love you." I would have such a dream. Then the sadness in the dream engulfed me. I can't describe the feeling. I deliberately wanted to forget that dream, but it backfired. I found that I couldn't control myself and wanted to get close to you. For you Well, sometimes I even get nervous when I'm alone with you."

Yu Yange smiled silently again, with a trace of bitterness in his smile: "You were still you back then, but I am no longer the original me..."

"Then why did you wait until now to tell me?" Cheng Lin asked, unable to see what expression he had.

"I also thought about this problem, probably because we are both men. This problem is too realistic, and I was also very contradictory during that time. On the one hand, I really wanted to confess to you and be with you, on the other hand On the other hand, I am a bit conflicted. After all, I know that I don’t like men. I don’t have any feelings for other men except you. In fact, I also know that this kind of answer is somewhat evasive, saying that I don’t like men. But you are a man.

"Later, I found a reasonable answer for myself. What I love is you, regardless of gender. After comforting myself, I thought of you again. After all, in your eyes, I am also a man. Confession, we can't even be friends. It took me more than a year to get you to admit me as a friend!" Speaking of this, Yu Yange looked at Cheng Lin aggrievedly, and the latter replied apologetically. To see him.Yu Yange laughed in his heart, his Cheng Lin is such a simple person, he has always been.It's just that I was too entangled at that time, too afraid of being rejected.

"So I want to be secretly in love first, maybe in the future when we go to college, we will each find a girlfriend, then this matter can always be hidden in my heart and become a secret, and we can still be friends for life." Yu Yange sighed He took a deep breath, and looked at Cheng Lin sadly, "I underestimated love too much, and overestimated myself. I had a girlfriend when I was a freshman, but as soon as I was with her, all I could think about was you, All I thought about was if you were with me, what would happen to you, where we would go on a date, etc. In the end, the girl probably saw that I was not interested in her, so she broke up with me. To be honest, I was still loose at the time. After taking a breath, I have been thinking about me and you since then.

"Thinking about our high school, it suddenly occurred to me that I have known you for four and a half years, and during these four and a half years, I have loved you for almost three years. Three years, this has already explained everything, so I No more hesitation, I think it's time to let you know, even if I'm rejected, I don't intend to give up on you." Yu Yange looked at Cheng Lin fixedly, Cheng Lin saw the firmness in his eyes, he believed, believed Everything this man said.

Yu Yange looked at Cheng Lin who was sitting next to him thoughtfully, and wanted to hold him in his arms, Cheng Lin glared at him: "Don't treat me like a woman!"

Yu Yange was startled for a moment, then laughed uncontrollably.

Cheng Lin didn't think his words were funny.

After Yu Yange finished laughing, he looked at Cheng Lin seriously again: "Pin, I never saw you as a woman, if you want, I can be a subject."

"Thin? What?" Cheng Lin was at a loss.

Yu Yange was about to explain when the phone rang, and his mother yelled over the phone, probably out of anger, even Cheng Lin heard it. "Stinky boy, you ran out early in the morning and there was no one there. Last night, my old lady only looked at you sleepily, and she didn't see enough! Come back and look at the shop for my old lady!"

This time, Cheng Lin couldn't help but laugh, and Yu Yange also kept laughing and nodding and bowing there, as if his mother was standing in front of him with her hips akimbo and scolding him.

"You go back." Seeing that Yu Yange hung up the phone, Cheng Lin said softly.

"Okay." Yu Yange nodded. He basically only goes home once a semester. He got home at night again yesterday. He was still sleeping when his parents went out this morning. The family really hasn't spoken seriously yet. It is understandable for my mother to be anxious.

"Pho, then I'll go back." Cheng Lin nodded, and Yu Yange suddenly wanted to tease him again, "I just told you about the 'suffering', you can check it online, there are all about it on the Internet .”

Cheng Lin's face turned red all of a sudden...