ever present future

Rao Xueliang does not deny that it is indeed not the time of puberty, and he should be more sensible to deal with his own emotional affairs. Young and ignorant feelings are the most true and good, but he should return to reality, even if he confesses to Ma Yi now If Ma Yi doesn't have that intention, he just disturbs others. Even if the other party has this intention, can they be together forever in the future?He himself is not sure.So he decided to be more realistic and only treat Ma Yi as a friend, which would be good for everyone.

"Hello, Mr. He, I have been admiring your name for a long time. I am Xu Li." Suddenly an elegant lady handed He Yan a glass of wine.

He Yan couldn't refuse the lady's invitation, so he took it over to entertain him, and whispered to Rao Xueliang, "Find a place to eat and wait for me."

Rao Xueliang nodded to show that he understood, then walked away quietly, found an inconspicuous place and sat down.Thinking of many problems in reality, Rao Xueliang felt very painful. He had finally fallen in love with someone, but he chose to keep silent when he confessed his love at the most suitable time. When he wanted to express his heart at an inappropriate time, he had to Concerned about many practical issues.

Can't help but think about it, I picked up a bottle of red wine on the table and drank it, thinking that it would not get drunk like beer, so I drank all the red wine nearby, and finally saw There was a bottle of brandy next to it, but he didn't know it, so he drank it like red wine, and after drinking it, he was in a trance.

Because I usually drink beer, I don’t feel drunk after drinking a lot, but this time I drank the high-end wine, I didn’t expect to feel dizzy. He glanced at He Yan with blurred eyes, and found that he was still chatting, thinking about going to bed first It should be fine after a while, but fell asleep on the sofa in a very disfigured manner.

I don't know how long he slept, but he just vaguely felt that someone picked him up, and his ears seemed to have changed from a noisy environment to a quieter place, but because his head was very dizzy, he didn't want to open his eyes, but just enjoyed it quietly. In this tender embrace.

After a while, Rao Xueliang only felt that his head was getting heavier and his brain functioning a bit sluggish, but the touch of his body told him that he was now on a soft bed, so he slightly opened his eyes and looked to the side, He vaguely saw a person sitting on the bed with his back facing him, Rao Xueliang moved slightly, and the person immediately turned his head to look at him with worried eyes.

"Ma Yi..." Rao Xueliang looked at the man's face with blurred eyes and shouted.

The man was slightly taken aback, and then asked with concern: "I'll get you some hangover medicine." After saying that, he wanted to walk away.

Rao Xueliang watched the man leave and grabbed the man's sleeve, suddenly his mind seemed uncontrollable, and he sobbed slightly: "Don't go, woo... Ma Yi, don't leave me."

The man seemed to have nothing to do with the drunk, so he sat down again.

Seeing the man sit down, Rao Xueliang hugged that hand firmly in peace of mind, and complained as if he had grasped a life-saving straw: "Do you know that the day you left, I went after you?" Declarative sentence, the other party just listened to him quietly.

"Just when I was about to catch up with you, you had already gone a long way." After a pause, Rao Xueliang became agitated, closed his eyes and hugged the hand and said: "I regretted a lot at that time, regretted many things , I regret that we quarreled, I regret that I didn't take the initiative to find you after the quarrel, I regret that I didn't go with my mother to see you off, and the most regretful thing is that I didn't tell you what I wanted to say to you before you left."

After listening to Rao Xueliang's words, the man didn't say anything, just listened quietly.

"I was also very scared at the time. I was afraid that you didn't regard me as a friend at all. I was afraid that we would only see that we had no relationship other than the fetters of neighbors..."

"I'm so stupid, I didn't know I liked you until you made a girlfriend, woo woo woo..." After saying this, Rao Xueliang couldn't help sobbing again, but this The second time seemed very sad, even the eyes, eyebrows and nose were wrinkled together.

The hand held by Rao Xueliang trembled slightly after the man heard it.

"I know...you...you may feel...I...disgusting...like men...this matter...I don't want to...but who made...I like you It’s over….I’ve been in…this city….staying…just to meet you one day……and…to be the same as before, I….don’t expect you….. You can like me, as long as you...don't dislike me, we...we are still...friends... woo woo woo" Rao Xueliang choked up and finished speaking these words intermittently.

The man saw Rao Xueliang sobbing and talking so much, as if he was afraid that he would lose his breath, he helped him to calm down with his hands.

"Oh...but...seeing you today, I feel...you are so strange, I...so scared, I feel...the distance from you is getting... farther and farther, I am afraid... ...I can't even occupy the status of a friend...."

Rao Xuehao seemed to be emboldened and dizzy because of the alcohol. He kept crying and talking, but the other party didn't find it annoying, just listened quietly.