Male heart trembling

The parting with Mr. Tang has become more difficult than ever, because our relationship has changed fundamentally from the past.

We are no longer a simple dating relationship, but seeking a new realm of being together for a long time.Although I am not sure how long this long-term can last, at least it has been much longer than dating.

We sat in the car, afraid to kiss, afraid of being seen by others, so we could only quietly touch our hands underneath.His palms always seem to be so strong and warm, while I always look much whiter and softer.In this respect, Mr. Tang is more like a big man, every corner of his body shows the domineering and majestic masculinity in different forms, while I, although I will not be a bitch, but I am too immature.

But Mr. Tang said that he likes me like this, clean, well-behaved, strong and soft, and I look like I want.

This is his definition of me. When I face the mirror later, I will use these adjectives to examine myself, and then I am glad that I can conform to Mr. Tang's aesthetics.

Yes, I've changed back, and I'm no longer the black and thin Lu Zheng.

Touching hands seems to be unable to satisfy our hunger and thirst, at least I really want to kiss him.His face is like a black hole, which attracts me immensely.But after several trips, I didn't dare to really kiss, for fear of being seen by people outside the car.

Mr. Tang didn't kiss me either, although it was obvious that he really wanted to.However, his mentality is completely different from mine. He didn't seem to care about being looked at by others, but he still didn't kiss because he said: "I dare not make mistakes at the gate of your school."

"It's night now, so I won't be seen." I fooled myself, hoping that Mr. Tang would kiss me over and over again, so I followed suit.

But he didn't, but said: "I have to protect you."

"Then owe it. Next time we meet, I will let you kiss enough." I said.

Although reluctant to part, we still have to part after all.Looking at the speeding car, I have already started to miss Mr. Tang in the car.How long has it been?Let me think about it, ah, less than 1 minute.

The temperature in Tianjin in early autumn is pleasant, but at night, it is still cold after all.Only then did I realize that when I was with Mr. Tang, I never thought about and realized the temperature of the weather.Mr. Tang is like a big sun, as long as I follow him, I will be warm.Mr. Tang's charm, with warmth and hallucinogens, can make me forget everything about myself and everything around me, and put all my energy on him and surround him.

I have finally realized a thing or two about how a charming person attracts others.

After leaving Mr. Tang, I became an ordinary person who returned to the land of the world and re-eating the fireworks in the world, or in other words, a normal person with a healthy mind.I know I'm full, I know it's a little cold at night, I know I'm sleepy and want to sleep, and I know... oops, I didn't do my homework at all on the weekend.

In the first semester of freshman year, there is actually not much difference from high school. Homework is also required, and it is a rigid target, with no freedom at all.I don't know if other people's freshmen are like this, at least, mine is like this.

Back in the dormitory, I was asked if I had been with my cousin this weekend.I hesitated, cousin?Where is my cousin?Suddenly I realized that my cousin is Mr. Tang!

I said yes, and quickly lowered my head, afraid that I would blush.

They questioned me why I have a rich cousin, but they never told my brothers.

I smiled wryly and asked, "How do you know he is rich?"

"In terms of clothing and temperament, you can see that the people around him are not ordinary people, and the car he drives, we have Baidu, and it costs more than 100 million."

I took out my book and prepared to do my homework, and said casually, "My cousin is really good, but that's his skill, and it has nothing to do with me. I'm just like you, a poor guy."

"It's not the same, your cousin removed a wheel, it's enough for you to start a business, just in time, I'm going to hug your thigh, let's start a business after graduation, my family can also come up with some money..."

I still laughed, just focusing on putting my energy on the desk, but I was happy in my heart.My happiness stems from their praise of Mr. Tang, not that they praised Mr. Tang for being rich, but other aspects. I don't know how to say it, anyway...

It is enough to make me happy when someone I like is praised by others.

Nothing to do with money.