Male heart trembling

This night, I fell asleep quietly in Mr. Tang's arms, we didn't do anything exciting, he just stroked my arm gently, and I just leaned on his chest, breathing in his calm In the middle of it, it was like sitting on a floating boat, falling asleep quietly.

Mr. Tang slept the whole day, he must not be sleepy, and I was very happy to be able to sleep peacefully after a day of high tension.The great convenience brought by Mr. Tang's sobriety is that he can always hug me and let me sleep in his arms all the time.

Waking up in a daze in the middle of the night was not woken up by Mr. Tang, nor was he woken up by urine, nor was he awakened by a dream, but by the smoke, which was choked up by the thicker smoke.I opened my eyes, and through the dim light by the bedside, I could see the lingering smog in the air, like a smoggy weather.

Mr. Tang has been smoking all the time. He didn't sleep, but was thinking about something. As for the content of thinking, he can understand it without asking.I just opened my eyes and didn't move. He didn't notice that I woke up, but continued to smoke.

That sexy face was not glamorous with decadence, but full of pity.His parents, his family, his future, his dreams, his feelings, his belongings, his desires, and his pursuits all have to meet the changes in advance.

Before this, Mr. Tang was like an ostrich, leaving behind his burdens and only thinking about the happiness in front of him.But after the big boy's quarrel, all the problems came one after another, and it wasn't something he could think about temporarily if he wanted to.

I believe that with Mr. Tang's character, even if he doesn't want to think about it, he must have found a solution long ago, but no matter what the solution is, it will not be the most perfect answer, which makes him painful, destined to be painful.

I can't do anything, I can't do anything, I can only close my eyes and pretend to sleep, not to disturb him.

The next morning, when I woke up full of worries, Mr. Tang was not on the bed, only the pyramid-like cigarette butts in the ashtray on the bedside table.

The voice of Mr. Tang on the phone came from the living room. He was very angry. It could be heard that he was negotiating with the big boy.I find it terrifying that two people who once loved each other so much, one actually made a fuss in front of his parents and neighbors, while the other changed from his usual peaceful and mature attitude, threatening, scolding, and cursing with dirty words and a hooligan tone.

Is this still the elegant Mr. Tang I know?Even though he has always been domineering, he is not sluggish. I clutched the quilt tightly, suspecting that I was still in a dream.

Mr. Tang returned to the bedroom, saw me wake up, and said in a low voice, "I woke you up."

He was gentle and calm again, but the heaving of his chest proved that he was holding back his anger.I got up and came to his side, touched his chest and said: "Don't be angry, it's useless to be angry about this kind of thing. You are a powerful person, so let's settle the matter seriously."

Mr. Tang was taken aback, as if he realized the shock that his loss of control had brought to me, he forced a smile on his face and said, "I'm like that just now, do you think you don't like me anymore?"

"How could it be possible to look down on you, I really like you and adore you." I said coquettishly.

"You're so sweet!" Mr. Tang said, "As you said, I'm going to deal with this matter seriously. You can go back to school today. I can't accompany you."

Although I was reluctant to separate, after all, it is important to do business. I said: "The school happens to have an event to participate in. If you go to deal with the matter, I can also participate in the event."

In fact, there are no activities in school. I just gave Mr. Tang a reason to let me go, and I also gave myself a reason to leave Mr. Tang.

Before leaving, Mr. Tang gave me a kraft paper bag, which contained the results of the hospital’s diagnosis. Although my illness is no longer serious, I have not fully recovered. According to the doctor’s advice, in addition to not doing strenuous exercise, I also need to improve my living habits and diet. Be careful.

In addition to the diagnosis results, there was some money in the brown paper bag, not too much, but if I really squandered it, as a student, I could live a life like heaven.I looked up at Mr. Tang, and he said softly: "You are not allowed to keep this little money, take it and spend it, it will relieve my distress."

I didn't refuse, and I didn't say polite words, because I can understand Mr. Tang's mood. He wants to pamper me, but the current situation makes him unable to do what he wants. He is worried that I will be wronged and unhappy, so he can only focus on money. Soothe me and comfort him.

After all, he is a rich person. If many things cannot be compensated by feelings, he can only use money.I accepted it, accepted it obediently, and put it in my backpack. I cherished it very much, but I didn't show any greed.I want Mr. Tang to know that I am very happy when he gives me money, and I will spend the money to make myself happier. Only in this way, Mr. Tang can concentrate on the things that need to be dealt with without worrying about me.