Male heart trembling

I didn't sleep peacefully, not because I was disturbed by nightmares, nor because I chose seats, but because Mr. Tang slept very dishonestly.People who are tired during the day and depressed in their hearts either sleep very deeply at night, or are like an octopus with its teeth and claws, wishing to disassemble its limbs and place them in the four corners of the bed.

Under the attack of Mr. Tang swinging his fists and legs, I woke up from sleep, turned on the bedside lamp and adjusted it to the weakest light, and touched his forehead, which was covered with sweat in this constant temperature room.

He soaked the towel and wiped it off, without any intention of waking up, so he simply wiped off the sweat on his body before snuggling up to his side again.

As if returning to the apartment to face Mr. Tang who lost his control due to drunkenness, no matter how he served him, he still had a sleepy attitude.It's just that if he was ruined by alcohol, it would still be a reason, but Mr. Tang in front of me was not woken up by me because he was too tired. A man who can make a lot of money sometimes becomes exhausted.

My perception of rich people has always been changed by Mr. Tang. There are notions of extravagance and extravagance, and there is also a scene of working hard to change cups for money and rights, and I am extremely reluctant in my heart.

The wet towel took away the sticky sweat and brought a little bit of coldness. Mr. Tang slept more peacefully, but I couldn't sleep.In addition to being distressed or distressed, a sense of helplessness came to my heart, hating myself for not being able to help him.

I have always felt that what I can do is to satisfy all his desires physically, but in the end, all I can do is this, the most I can do is to help him wash clothes, cook a hearty home-cooked meal for him, On the premise of taking good care of life, dance with bare buttocks to have some fun.

Although I like Mr. Tang very much, and I am willing to give everything for him, but at a certain humble moment, I also hate myself, hating myself can only provide physical pleasure, and cannot interest Mr. Tang in other aspects.

For example, now, if I have the strength and ability to help Mr. Tang deal with things, say: "Brother Wu, rest, I will take care of this matter."If there is such a day, I will still give my body to Mr. Tang to play with, but the play at that time will be more rigid than now.

Late at night, lying next to Mr. Tang, gently stroking his strong chest, not looking for the pleasure of stroking from this sexy muscle, but wanting to comfort Mr. Tang's restless sleep, gently stroking, He can also sleep more peacefully.

I found myself wanting to change my attitude around Mr. Tang, not just as a physical plaything, but as Mr. Tang's right-hand man in more areas, helping him solve problems, even the smallest problems.

Study hard and be positive, maybe this is the way out for me to truly be by Mr. Tang's side, instead of just relying on my body.

In the early morning, after Mr. Tang finished washing, he sat at the desk and stared at the computer while smoking a cigarette.He looked so manly in just a tank top and shorts, and I whispered, "You're so handsome."

"Pay attention to the wording, it will change from today on." Mr. Tang said.

"I don't dare, that's too trivial, I just call you brother Wu, don't say 'you', okay?"

"You, I'm still too alienated." Mr. Tang said.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

Mr. Tang closed his notebook, sat on the edge of the bed, touched my hand and said, "I thought I was going to be separated from you for a long time, but I didn't expect to be able to sleep with you in my arms yesterday. It was so cool and comfortable."

"It's so cool and comfortable to be hugged by you, brother Wu, I want to be hugged by you every day." I said coquettishly.

Mr. Tang laughed, stretched his hand into the quilt, and playfully teased me.Since Mr. Tang had a good night's sleep, he probably wants to have some fun before going out to socialize.I will cooperate with all my strength. After all, I long for Mr. Tang's body all the time, but his hands are very hard. I said helplessly: "Just got up, let me go to the toilet first..."

Mr. Tang laughed again, as if he could laugh happily at anything I said casually.I rushed to the toilet, and when I came out, Mr. Tang was already getting dressed, I looked at him stupidly, and he said, "Don't tease you, I have to go out quickly, come back later at night, Can you do it alone?"

Although I'm a little disappointed, I don't want to show it. Since I can't help him anymore, I should be a person who doesn't cause trouble to others.

I nodded naively, and said: "I will take care of myself, go out and have fun, buy supper at night and wait for you to eat when I come back."

As soon as he heard me say this, Mr. Tang immediately took the money from his bag. I quickly stopped him and said, "I haven't spent the money you asked me to spend yet."

Mr. Tang couldn't help but stuffed some money for me, and left in a hurry. Before he opened the door, I said, "Brother Wu, I love you."