Male heart trembling

In the past few days in Guangdong, I didn’t know the city carefully. I was entangled with Mr. Tang and his mood every day. When I left the hotel and went to the airport, I had a feeling of breaking out of the cage and feeling like a world away.

Mr. Tang was still wearing his expensive suit and shirt. His complexion was completely different from what I saw when I first arrived in Guangdong. His face was much redder and he had a smug smile.He would always look at me in an inadvertent moment, and then touch my hand regardless of the driver's existence, and even put it on his mouth to kiss.

Although I know that the driver has been with Mr. Tang for many years and is used to such things, I still feel very shy when Mr. Tang expresses his love for me unscrupulously.But the shyer I am, the more rosy my fair and tender face is, and that pitiful and wronged look is exactly what Mr. Tang likes, so it's like a vicious circle.

Back to Tianjin, back to the northern cities, feel the dryness of the air, feel the freedom among the autumn leaves.

When Mr. Tang parted from me, he was a little bit reluctant and asked me if I had enough money to spend. I was a little worried and asked him if it would take a long time to meet again, otherwise why would he ask me if I had enough money to spend.

Mr. Tang didn't make it very clear. He only said that after dealing with the work matters, it's time to deal with the problems in life, and I understand that the problem must have something to do with me.

Yes, just like on the last night in Guangdong, when I was held tightly in Mr. Tang's arms, he asked me if I was ready for a new life after I came back.

Now, everything will start.

I went back to school, waiting for Mr. Tang's call again, waiting for him to arrange my new life in the future.I have no right to speak, just like during the whole process of Mr. Tang’s brave venting during the piston movement, I did not have the right to speak in a more comfortable position, or take a short break. right.

Whether it is on the bed or under the bed, I am a plaything under Mr. Tang's orders. Although my plaything has gained more and more true love from Mr. Tang, I am still a small character manipulated by him.

But it doesn't matter, as long as Mr. Tang is happy, I am willing to be an obedient person, as long as I can snuggle in his arms when I sleep at night, and be tickled by his hard beard when I wake up in the morning, Watching him go from being naked to putting on cool clothes, going downstairs with him, cooking a meal and waiting for him to come back, it's all worth it.

It's just that I didn't realize that this wait lasted for a week. Although we kept talking on the phone, Mr. Tang didn't intend to summon me to show up.I didn't blame him, nor did I blame him, I just reminded him like the third tone, I miss him, can you get everything done quickly so that I can see him every day.

I also didn't live a profligate life as promised. Mr. Tang was busy with many things, and he didn't even have time to spend the night with me. Therefore, before we parted, after he asked me if I had enough money, I said it was absolutely enough, He never showed up again, nor did he give me any financial favors.

I didn't get a house, a car, a credit card with unlimited swipes, everything was the same as before I went to Guangdong, and it was even worse than before I went to Guangdong. I can't even meet Mr. Tang now.

Sudden insomnia at night, a burst of loneliness came to my heart. During the few days in Guangdong, I have become used to the feeling of cuddling with Mr. Tang every night. Although we cannot guarantee that we will hug each other all night, at least we are falling asleep. Before, I was snuggled into his arms, and every time I woke up in the middle of the night, I would crawl back into his arms to seek sleep.

Now there is only me on the single bed, and behind me is a wall, a cold wall without body temperature.I miss Mr. Tang's body so much. Whether it's the firm muscles, the warm temperature, or the smell full of personality, they are all good medicines for me to fall asleep faster.

Now I am lying alone on the bed, only lonely in the darkness.I really miss Mr. Tang, the more I miss him, the more lonely I feel.I never thought that I would be so dependent on a man. Even looking at the photos on my phone, I couldn't release my desire.

So early the next morning, I called Mr. Tang, acting like a baby, expressing my miss to him with some complaints and grievances. Although it was only a week apart, those days in Guangdong The lifestyle of meeting has fed me, and it is really painful to be apart for a week.

Mr. Tang laughed haha. He was not disgusted with my complaint at all. Instead, he was very helpful and coaxed me and said: "Although the matter in Guangdong has been dealt with, there are still corresponding things to be done in Tianjin, and there is still a lot to do." I am very busy every day to prepare a new home for you, but I am very happy to see you thinking of me so much, go to Tangla Yaxiu tomorrow night and wait for me."

"Tang La Yaxiu? Aren't you going to the apartment?" I asked.

"You don't need to go there anymore, after the new home is ready, let's meet at Tangla Yaxiu."

I happily agreed, no matter where, as long as I can be with Mr. Tang, I am willing to go.