a mountain flower blooms

Tianleigoudihuo is the charm of love at first sight, and every hysterical quarrel can only prove that I can't do without you.You said you haven't had a fight for a long time, do you want to have a fight?No, I shook my head in my heart.Think about the first few years of our relationship, after countless times of getting angry, you will have to beg you blah blah blah.It's easy to lose your temper, but hard to ask for forgiveness.

Married at 29 and divorced at 32.Of course it was a woman who married me, and he hadn't appeared in my life at this time.Like most married comrades, when they get married, they always want to withdraw from the circle and treat their families well.But in a state where my spirit and body could not be harmonious, when I was 30 years old, I logged on to a dating website and left a friend information.Added a few people, chatted a few days.One late night, my wife called and chatted not long after she cried, crying that she was pregnant.Out of the joy and sense of responsibility of being a father for the first time, that QQ is no longer logged in.

After the divorce, I was very depressed, and I opened that QQ to find someone to chat with. "I haven't used it for two years, so I probably can't find anyone to chat with," I thought to myself.The same is true.Fortunately, there is information about adding friends.I opened it and saw that a number had added me many times over the past year, and the last request was 7 days ago.The verification information was written very long at the beginning, and then it became shorter and shorter, and finally applied directly without leaving a message.If I didn't add him at that time, I don't know if he would continue to apply.But my life may be a pool of stagnant water, lifeless.

He was 18 and I was 32 that year.Originally, I was very repulsed to associate with such a young child. I just entered vocational high school, so I am too young, and my age does not match.But when I was in a low mood, seeing him insist on applying for a friend from me, no matter how hard-hearted I was, I became soft all of a sudden.Go to his space to find photos, and see who has the perseverance to add this number that has never been online for two years.This is his life QQ, which contains photos of him and his classmates. "What a beautiful boy," I sighed in my heart.I opened every photo of him, some of him personally, some of him interacting with his classmates.Behavior is cute.Later, I learned that the cuteness is superficial.My uncle was completely in his hands, and he was trained to be obedient.After reading the photos, I went to see him talking, and they were all in the language of young people, "Yo Yo Chek, I said Li Hao, you said fuck" and then there was a neat row of replies in the back "Fuck", this is him making trouble with his best friend, and then In the diary, there are also articles against him.It's funny to see him making trouble with others at this time.Later, when these strange tricks were put on me, I realized what it was like to be dumbfounded.

We met a week later, and I went to his place, and he took me to a park on a hillside, and we talked until late.I asked him why he kept adding me on QQ, and he said that he had just turned 18 at that time, and he was not old enough to enter the dating site before, but later got his ID card, and added me when he saw my information after entering, but that There is a fee, he doesn't want to always pay to see the dating information and keep adding me.I actually believed this.Sure enough, when you meet someone you like, you become a fool.Later I found out that his idol is Fang Zhongxin. The angle of the photo I put on the dating website looks quite similar to Fang Zhongxin.I have been secretly glad that that photo was secretly captured by a friend who knows photography, and it is much better looking than me.I also wonder if he would still be my boyfriend if I met him in person first, without his two years of hard work and expectations for a person who looks very similar to my idol.After chatting that night, I sent him home, and then I went back.After this day, I like him even more. He is a very shy boy. When he is shy, his face can turn red from his neck to his ears. Later, he asked me what I like about him, and I always said that I like his shy appearance.We confirmed our relationship in the second week, and this time I proposed it on my own initiative, and he agreed very readily.

The first time he was pressed on the bed, his face flushed with embarrassment.I was surprised. I thought he should have ribs in his clothes, but in fact he was much better than I imagined. Although he didn't have muscles, he was well-proportioned and felt good to the touch.I can't extricate myself from the hormones on my brain.Come on, jump and dance.Standing for you, spinning, raising dust, turning into a tornado and kissing the hair strands of the sky.No matter how wild it is, it can't fly out of your field of vision.Soaring in your arms, unrestrained in your world.Even if it is the wind, you can love and stay together when you meet the sky.We hugged and kissed all the time that night.After 10 o'clock in the evening, his mother called to urge him to go back. After getting dressed, we kissed again, and then sent him home reluctantly.

Dreams are the color of night, hearts are white doves flying across the Milky Way, lying quietly and letting thoughts travel, fire chasing glaciers, pointing toes, sending warmth, it is still the spring surrounded by white clouds, wandering aimlessly for two days in your back seat Three miles, watching movies, singing love songs, staring at the river in the park.It was past 11 o'clock, and I lay quietly on the bed thinking about every detail of my date with him. Every moment was so beautiful, how could I be so lucky.A knock on the door disrupted my thoughts. : "Didn't you go home?" "Go home and sneak out." I pulled him into the room and was moved.Picking up the two of them, they lay back on the bed naked again.Extreme joy begets sorrow, and what happened next, I can only describe as horror.There was a sound outside the door, calling his name. "Is it calling you?" "Hold down, that's my brother." We didn't dare to move, and the sound gradually became farther and farther away. It turned out that his brother saw his bicycle downstairs in the hotel, and then looked for it. Come up, looking for him room by room.He heard the sound was far away, quickly put on his clothes, and ran out quickly, this time I dare not see him off.Stuck on the bed with terror, sleepless all night.What will happen to him, and how will he explain to his family?I was terrified and blamed myself at the same time, that was a young boy who had just grown up.Did I kill him?

The panic did not stop us, I still went to see him twice a week, still so sweet and happy, and then I could only ask him out once a week, and it became more and more difficult to ask him out later, I was confused and confused When I asked him why, he said "I don't want to go out".He is like this, he doesn't like to explain, if you love him, you have to understand him, and if you don't understand him, he won't explain anything to you, as if he doesn't care at all when he sees you in a hurry.So I started thinking about it.You surround the neighbors and homes with noise, and I stare lazily at the fireworks-like colors of the setting sun.The night is quiet, people are scattered, do you think of me?It's sunset, it's dark, what can I see?

The heartache spread all over my body, and I angrily typed a few words to him, "Let's break up", "So then break up with me", "What else?" We started the first quarrel, and the two of them were angry, and they would say anything cruel. said. "Think about it, I'll tell your family about it, what about your child? I'll torture you." He started threatening me.I ignored him, savoring my own heartache.Then he frightened me again, and it frightened me even more than the last time.He took a photo of me from the roof of their house, and wrote this sentence: "Farewell." I went crazy and called him, but he didn't answer, text messages, and QQ did the same.Did he jump down, what should I do?In desperation, I clicked on his space, added all the QQ numbers I could find, and added them as friends one by one. The verification said, Wang Zhe sent me a photo, saying that he was going to commit suicide, please take a look at him.I am distraught.After trying more than 10 numbers, I finally got a reply, "He was joking with you, you were played by him." "Have you contacted him? How is he now?" "He is fine." This is the only one The last sentence given by the kind person who replied to me, after that he ignored me.Afraid that Xiao Zhe would really do something stupid, I started sending him text messages, some begging him, some being reasonable, some apologizing, and I just didn't call him daddy.But there was no reply.It was midnight and my patience was worn out a little bit. "I haven't responded for so long. I should have jumped. I'm also on the top of the building. I'll jump off right now and look for you like a ghost." "You jump, I won't stop you," I breathed a sigh of relief. "Don't be angry, okay, let's have a good talk." "Aren't you going to break up? What else are you talking about?" "You haven't seen me, I thought you were annoying me, and you were going to alienate me." "It's annoying you, you already know Why are you still looking for me?" "Tell me what happened." "I threaten you so much that I want to find your child and destroy your job, but you are still willing to be with me." "There is no hatred without love. , you love me so much, why are you willing to do those things?" "Come to me tomorrow, and you can see for yourself why."

We are in the same city, one in the east and one in the west. The drive of more than an hour seems very long today. I always hope that the car will arrive at the station soon.A mountain flower is blooming, wild, blooming freely, a mountain flower is blooming, trailing, the wind and rain come again, fragrant, the earth gives you all the love, for whom are you here, for whom are you blooming, is it on the girl's head?Or heartbroken?The future, the future of Shanhua, the future, the future.Not yet!I can't bear it, I can't bear to leave, I'm still here, I'm still here, I'm still here.Still there!It's not bees, not butterflies, it's the blood flowing in your heart, to drive with you, to sway with you, to wear you on your head, I'll be that girl, willing to wither with you, this is love, this is love.this is Love!When it was about to arrive, the whole person became excited, with shortness of breath and blood rushing to his head.When I couldn't get an appointment with him, I was depressed, but when I knew he loved me so much, I was so happy.I can't wait to meet him and hold him.He appeared in my line of sight, I didn't rush over to grab his hand as I expected, but just stood there blankly.He didn't come alone. A tall, burly man drove him over on a motorcycle.This is Ah Hua's inseparable buddy, not handsome, with slender eyes that are lost in a line when he grins.How should I put it, it is a typical Korean European bar face.Although not too handsome, he has a strong physique and a confident and heroic temperament.It must be the type that Xiaozhe likes, I muttered in my heart, Xiaozhe likes watching Korean dramas and listening to Korean songs the most, does he also like Korean Europe?The car stopped, and Xiaozhe motioned for me to get in the car.After getting in the car, I didn't know where to put my hands. I wanted to hold Xiao Zhe's waist, but I felt that it was not good to have outsiders around, so I had to pull the shelf at the back of the car.Yesterday he said that he knew it just by looking at it. Could it be that he just looked at this big man?I couldn't help thinking about it.No, if he fell in love with someone else, he just broke up with me yesterday, so why bother with so many things.

The three of us came to one of our date places, a tea restaurant where we can play cards.Poker, mahjong, dice, Three Kingdoms, almost everything you can think of.We come here not because my little boyfriend likes these things, but because I like them. More often than not, I am more like a child, while he is young and mature, and has more composure than his peers.The three of us played poker for a while, and his buddy left with an excuse to give us some alone time.He said to me in an aggrieved tone: "Is it easy for me to come out? My dad is locking me up now, and he won't let me go out unless someone he trusts is with me. Huahuo." Only then did I realize that he was taken back by his brother that day, how could there be nothing wrong with him.I didn't need him to explain. I understood in an instant. Every time he came out, he had to ask this buddy for help. He should tell him everything about us. Naturally, I couldn't ask him when this buddy wasn't free. "Did you tell Ah Hua about our affairs?" "You said it as soon as your head got hot." "Damn it, I made you so unfree, and even made trouble with you." "Huh!" He slapped me with his middle finger Seriously despised me.It's just that he didn't tell me that after knowing that he was gay, Ah Hua gradually alienated him.Because of this, he has been lost for a long time. He used to be inseparable, but now he is not even willing to speak?I didn't know until later that they didn't have much contact, but now he buried his pain in his heart and didn't want to mention it to me.

We came to the small hotel again.In the night, I held him in my arms, kissed the strands of his skin, and savored every bit of him.This beauty smiles and kisses, soft and delicate, as if she can only live in the painting, and I am the happy fairy in this painting.After this time, I made up my mind to love him well and spoil him.But he had another small abacus in his mind.He felt that it was a bit unreliable for me to break up so easily.I went to the Comrade Baidu Post Bar and asked many other comrades why they broke up.My nightmare is about to begin, he is going to try on me one by one.This was the beginning of his way of testing me.