a mountain flower blooms

Carrying your love, dreaming of your future.The heart that is no longer empty, blooms a sea of ​​flowers.You are like a mountain flower blooming in full bloom, blooming fearlessly, occupying my body and mind, everywhere.I thought I was going to be so happy, but Xiao Zhe soon gave me another challenge. On March 3, my birthday, Xiao Zhe kissed my forehead and said: "Du, your birthday is coming soon, I will give you a special birthday." I was looking forward to it.Even without an appointment, I ran to him by myself.They have already started school, and I am patiently waiting for the time for him to leave school.As soon as I arrived at 22:11 in the afternoon, I called him in a pinch. "The number you dialed has been turned off." I thought his cell phone was out of battery, so I called him after half an hour, "The user you dialed has turned off the phone." I left a message on QQ, but nothing came of it.Then keep calling him and always turn off the phone. "Could it be because of Li Hao?" I began to think about "Li Hao is a rival in love, rich and handsome, mature in thinking, or his childhood sweetheart." I was full of uneasiness.It's already 20:02 noon, and it's time for him to go to school.I called Brother Su. "Do you play chess?" I asked, "Okay, do you play online?" The other side replied. "No, I'm here with you, and I'll be there in 30 minutes." "Okay, then come here."

When I came to the chess hall: "Brother Su," I called out when I saw him from afar. "Don't call me that, I have a name too, it's fine to call me Xiaoxing, or call me Xiaosu like my brother." "Okay, Xiaosu." He looked happy. "Why are you free today?" "I'll come to play chess with you if I have nothing to do." "Play a game."We are fighting again, and the hearty play on the chessboard temporarily made me forget my restless heart.It's already 5:6, Xiaozhe should leave school again, I called him again, but the phone on the other side was still turned off.Seeing that I was in a bad mood, little brother Su asked: "Did you quarrel with your friends?" It’s gone.” “Where is there no grass in the world, maybe there is something more suitable for you? It’s almost [-] o’clock, let me treat you to a meal.” I know what to do now." "Okay, I don't have class today, I can accompany you for a day"

We came to a small frying shop, which was opened by the parents of Xiaosu students.The boss who entered the door saw us very enthusiastically: "Oh, the teacher is here, come and sit in the box." While waiting for the dishes, the boss came over to greet us.Chatting with Xiao Su about the child's semester. : "It's such a pity for this qualifying competition. This kid is just a few points away from being able to go online. Please ask Teacher Su to remind him more in the future." "He didn't perform well this time, but his level is enough. Next time he will definitely No problem." "I'm relieved when you say that, this meal is my treat for you, eat as much as you can, if you don't have enough." "No, no," Xiao Su hurriedly declined, "We won't dare to come here in the future if you do this. Do whatever you want." "You're too polite." "It's not easy for you to do business, isn't it." The boss asked me, "This is?" "Introduction, this is my colleague from Xiamen, Mr. Duyi ".The boss stood up and shook hands with me: "It's a great talent, it's a pleasure to meet you, it's a pleasure to meet you." I said, "You are too polite, I wish you a prosperous business." "The boss is out.Xiao Su picked up a pair of chess pieces from her backpack: "Ah Du, this is for you. I didn't know what you like, so I picked a pair of Yunzi." Who doesn't like Yunzi?" Yunzi is a kind of Go piece made of jade.The black pawns are quiet and bright, especially when you hold them against the light, the black pawns will immediately turn emerald green, dazzling.The white Yunzi has a warm color, like suet white snow.Just touching this kind of chess piece is a burst of pleasure.I really like it. "It's so embarrassing to accept such a heavy gift from you for no reason. You keep it, we will use this to play chess at your place next time." "Isn't it your birthday today? This is a birthday gift for you." "How do you know it's my birthday?" , have you seen my ID card?" I looked suspicious. "It's no use, you are 5 months older than my brother. Remembering his is not the same as remembering yours. I have been under your care during that time in Xiamen, so don't be polite to me, put it away Let’s go.” “Xiao Su, then I’m not welcome, I’ll give you a pair on your birthday too.” “That’s it.” “When is your birthday coming here?” “I’ll show you your ID card.” You, I celebrate your birthday." "It's a deal." "The food is here, I kept you waiting for a long time." The boss came over with the food. "How can I let you serve the dishes yourself?" Xiao Su hurriedly took over.

The boss also brought a case of wine. "This wine is mine, I'll accompany you for a few drinks." "Ah, I don't drink alcohol, I'll accompany you for a drink." "Just one glass, the teacher came to me, and I didn't invite you for a drink. How can I live well?" . " Saying that, the boss filled up the wine for me. "Okay, I'll have a drink with you today." I couldn't refuse and had to agree.The boss touched me with a cup: "I'll toast, you can do whatever you want."He drank a glass and I took a sip. "Eat vegetables, eat vegetables" the boss greeted us to eat vegetables again.The food here is very delicious. Because of Xiao Su's relationship, the boss specially ordered that the table should be full of food and work hard.During the meal, the boss kept toasting me, and the glass of wine soon bottomed out.My face also became red.One cup is already the limit.The boss wanted to pour me another drink: "No, no." I hurriedly picked up the glass.The boss is very good at persuading the drink: "You don't treat me as a friend. For the last drink, I can drink whatever you want." I was embarrassed.Xiao Su took my wine glass: "My brother really doesn't drink, I'll drink for him." And do.Xiao Su probably only remembered the wine from this meal, the boss was so generous, he drank Xiao Su drink by glass until Xiao Su lay down, and he picked up the wine glass and came to me to toast.I held the cup firmly: "Look, Xiao Su has fallen down, someone must take him back." The boss was right after thinking about it, and finally let me go. "How much is the boss?" "I treat you, don't be polite to me." "Xiao Su drank you almost a case of wine, big brother is enough. I don't even pay for this order, isn't it a bitch? ?” “All right, 198, I’ll charge you 190.” I picked up my wallet, but Xiaosu was down, so I had to pay.Unexpectedly, although Xiao Su was drunk, she still remembered that today was his treat. "I'm here, I thought I was drunk and had to pay~ pay, I'm not drunk, come to the boss, give it." It turns out that drunk people can also know things.I was very curious about this later.He also asked Xiao Su specifically: "You are so drunk, how do you still know what happened?" He told me, "Although drunk, the surrounding things are still very clear, but the body is out of control."

I called and sent Xiao Su back.Carrying him up the stairs, Xiao Su kept drinking and talking all the way: Ah Du, thank you for taking good care of me in Xiamen, you are better than my brother.I think this kid is very nostalgic, and I will treat him much better in the future.Put him on the bed and he quickly fell asleep.It's already past 8 o'clock in the evening.Xiao Su helped me celebrate my birthday and gave me a gift.What about Xiao Zhe who promised to give me an unforgettable birthday.I called Xiao Zhe again.It is still turned off. I searched for him on QQ for a while, but there was still no reply.I have been contacting him since I got home, but I can't get in touch.My heart seems to be dying little by little.It's early morning and my birthday is over.I was so sad that Xiao Zhe chose Li Hao.After all, their relationship lasted more than 10 years, and I have only known him for half a year, even if they lose, I should.Sad, I boarded the QQ of making friends again.The sea in Xiamen has left me a lot of information.I replied: "It's been a busy time, I haven't come up for a long time." "You are finally online, I thought you blacklisted me." "It's so rare to meet a bosom friend, and I still want you to teach me how to draw?" "Okay, I must know everything." "How can I Quickly practice your sketches." As soon as I was free, I would think of Xiao Zhe, so I forced myself to talk nonsense with him. "Take a sketchbook with you, draw lines when you have time, horizontal lines, straight lines, and oblique lines. If you practice the lines proficiently, you will naturally improve"... We talked for a long time. "Happy birthday to you" Even Dahai remembers my birthday, but Xiaozhe does.I felt another pain in my heart. : "Thank you, there are still people who remember my birthday." "I want to celebrate your birthday every year. I like you very much. How do you feel about me?" Let's take a look." I perfunctory him, hoping that he would retreat in spite of the difficulties.I really regret that I should have responded more harshly at that time.I chatted with him until after 2 o'clock in the morning, and then we each said that we were tired and went offline to sleep.Xiao Zhe, my little Zhe, are you with Li Hao now?

I joined the WeChat group of my class.Said that the teacher was sick and asked for two days off.In the next two days, I turned off my mobile phone and went to Nanjing first. I stayed for a long time under the big banyan tree where I took a photo with Xiao Zhe, thinking of him playing with my ears, and I secretly took pictures of his heartfelt smile when he was discovered. .When I arrived at the playground, I was sitting alone in the Ferris wheel, thinking about Xiao Zhe and trembling with a smile, laughing at me as a coward.I was sitting alone on the beach in Xiamen, thinking about stepping on the waves barefoot with Xiaozhe. A big wave came and I got wet. Xiaozhe laughed all the way and bought me new clothes to change into.In the past two days, my eyes have never been dry, and tears have been streaming quietly.I need him so much.He is like a mountain flower, blooming in my life.This mountain flower has that tenacious vitality. He destroyed my will and completely controlled my body and mind.I don't know where my future is without him.Like a star, I often fall into a dream at midnight, with intertwined memories, you are in my life, I would like to accompany you like a shadow, I can't help but want to get closer, your figure has already been engraved into my life.Xiao Zhe, my life is yours~~~~

☆, 20

It hurts to be beaten, and it is not easy to beat someone.Usually I can't get in touch with Xiao Zhe, and it's the first time that Xiao Zhe can't get in touch with me.In fact, Xiao Zhe sent me QQ the next day when he woke up, "Brother, are you there?" I didn't reply.Call me "The user you dialed is currently on the phone".Call me every half an hour after class at noon, and always turn off the phone.When class is about to start, leave me a message on QQ: "Where did you die?"After school, he started to get a little anxious, and would call when he was free, hoping to meet me to turn on the phone just in time.Before going to bed at night, he got a little angry, and left me a message on QQ: "If you don't reply, you will die."He still couldn't contact me the next day, from angry to scared.After dating for half a year, this is the first time he has given up and signed a new signature on his QQ. "The last trial is here, hold on!"

It was already the second night when I returned to the chess hall, and my mobile phone was turned on at 11:5.As soon as I turned on the phone, I received a call from him. After I picked it up, I was afraid that he was talking about breaking up.He knew that he had made a big fuss this time, and he didn't know how to explain it to me.The two of them held the phone and held a stalemate for about 3 minutes, "have a good time", "where have you been?" we said at the same time. "Have you opened QQ?" He motioned for me to open QQ, "I'll check it out, but I'm not online." Opened QQ and saw his 5 messages. "I didn't go offline until after [-] o'clock in the morning, which happened to be staggered with you." "Look at my signature," he reminded me once.It's okay if you don't look at it, but the fire has risen from the stomach to the top of the head.I started to yell at him: "Do you know how true I am to you? I believe whatever you say. It turns out that you have not trusted me for the past six months. If you don't believe me, you have done so many things with me." He knew in his heart that it was He was wrong, but his mouth was as hard as a stone. "It's you who broke up every now and then, and it's not all your fault." At this time, I was so angry that I deleted his QQ again.He called and pressed all of them.

The next day I signed with my new friend on QQ, "Break up, my heart hurts." A parent with a good relationship sent me a message and asked me: "Have you had a fight?" "Well, we broke up." Alright." "I've been coaxed too many times, I'm tired" The first day of lesson preparation, class, chess, and sleep passed like that.I started to miss him the next day, and tried to hold back the few times I wanted to contact him.I thought that if he took the initiative to contact me, he would reconcile.But he hid at home alone and cried, but refused to contact me.He hoped that I would stay with him sincerely, and he didn't want to force me or beg me to stay.In this way, each of us was in pain, weeping and weeping our pillows every night.On the third day, I was going crazy, and I wanted to call and send him a message.But now I also doubt, does he really like me?Why don't you take the initiative to contact me. "I'll apologize if he contacts me." I lowered myself more and more, and wanted to contact him more and more.Unexpectedly, he also thought the same way.So we have no contact for 3 days.From the 4th day onwards, I played chess with Xiaosu during the day. He never mentioned my breakup, but just accompanied me one game after another, letting me temporarily forget my troubles on the chessboard.At night, I chat with Dahai, and the more we chat, the more ambiguous we become.I just wanted to use him to temporarily forget Xiaozhe, but he misunderstood that I was interested in him.He often greeted me with care and caring, and even regarded me as his boyfriend. "We've been talking for so long, can we meet?" he suggested. "let me consider it".I haven't contacted Xiao Zhe for 7 days, did we just break up like this?At this time, I want to make a settlement, and I want to call Xiaozhe. If I reconcile, I won't go to see Dahai. If I don't reconcile, I will go.I called Xiaozhe, but he pressed the button.He has been waiting for my call for the past few days, but after waiting for a long time, he started to get more and more angry after crying a lot.I hit it many times and got hit every time.So I sent him a message: "Talk about it, okay?" No response. "There is a netizen who wants to see me, and if you don't reply, I will go." Every time it was time for the ultimatum, he would respond to me: "Go if you want." After 7 days and 15 hours we finally got in touch.Still that familiar tone.That one obviously wanted to make up with you, but his tone was hard-spoken and soft-hearted.Come on, please, he doesn't want you to beg grandpa to sue grandma.Just do it.

We reconciled, this time he has learned a lesson, and he will not bother me so much in the future.I think he has done a good job. Although he matured earlier than his peers, but after all, he is only 19 years old, so it is completely reasonable to do this.People always have to go through some things to grow, and I am willing to accompany him to watch him grow up slowly.After this time, I finally figured it out, how I lost my temper with him, and I still can't do without him in the future.Instead of making myself half-dead in the end and racking my brains to beg his forgiveness, it's better to simply say what he says and do whatever he likes.Make up your mind not to quarrel with him.Go is the most self-cultivating game. After playing chess for 20 years, it is a matter of gnashing one's teeth to keep one's temper.It's been like this for 4 months, and we haven't had any quarrel. Every time he wants to lose his temper, I try to make him happy.It's been a long time since I quarreled, and he started begging me: "Let's quarrel, let's quarrel." "I don't want to quarrel with you." I deal with it every time.The most beautiful beauty is nothing more than a smiling face, which locks the wandering heart, imprisons the unconstrained soul, does not disturb the prosperity, and only needs one to rely on.

Something happened during these 4 months as well.Li Hao fell badly, hit his face, broke his teeth, and needed plastic surgery.During the hospitalization, because his parents were too busy with work, Xiao Zhe often went to take care of him. "How did Li Hao fall so badly? He didn't commit suicide because of you, did he?" I asked Xiao Zhe with a puzzled expression, obviously jealous, but I held back.Xiao Zhe replied: "He told me that he was drunk that day and didn't remember anything. He and I are still close friends now, don't think about it" "No physical contact is allowed" "Just contact, what do you want? So" Xiaozhe took the opportunity to argue.Seeing that something was wrong, I hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, anyway, he doesn't have the face to treat you now, hasn't he got his face done yet?" Xiao Zhe laughed, and the quarrel ended.Xiao Su was tricked by his boss.His boss gave him a point, saying that he would gradually become a boss, on the condition that he would be given 3000 yuan a month.But the income at that point is only 4 to 5 a month, so Xiaosu only has 1 to 2 a month left, and the basic life is used up.To terminate the contract, you have to pay a high termination fee. "How long was the contract?" I asked "Two years" and he replied. "It's okay, two years have passed quickly, you are only 24 years old, and there will be a long time in the future, I will help you go out to promote more, we recruit more students, if the money is not enough, just tell me." "Be careful Still enough."When I went to see Xiao Zhe later, I would stop by to help him with some things in the chess hall, and my relationship with Xiao Su became better and better.Anzai's mother has always wanted to get back Anzai's custody rights. The first step is to buy a house, and her mother told me that when the conditions are good, she will come to fight with me.I told her I was waiting for her.

These four months have been the calm before the storm.There are often typhoons in Xiamen during the summer vacation.My life also experienced a typhoon in Xiamen.It even took Xiaozhe into it, and the bottom test ruined his future.