a mountain flower blooms

Xiao Zhe went to the big city in the north alone. On a construction site with a height of more than 20 floors, he is working at heights on the outdoor ladder, and if he is not careful, he may be smashed to pieces.At 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning, he was going to the wharf to move the reinforced concrete.The small body bears objects several times heavier than him, and his waist was injured several times.Accommodation is arranged here.The food that can be eaten is surprisingly spicy, and he will have diarrhea when he eats it, and it is common for him to be hungry.His dormitory is on the side of a busy road, the road is full of traffic all night, there are food stalls on the side of the road all night, drinking and punching, all kinds of noise can get into his ears even if the windows are closed.In such an environment, Xiao Zhe persisted for a year.How could these pains compare to the pain in his heart.Only by letting himself be tired and hurt can his heart be at ease.As long as a person stays alone on the bed in the dormitory, loneliness will airborne and loneliness will strike.I can't escape my longing when I go to the sky, and I am surrounded by it.Look up and bow your head, the world is still the same.No matter whether the wish is realized or not, there are no wings to fly with heart.Fly to sky blue, sea blue, lazily stocking yourself for a while. "Oh, how can you treat me like this?" He should have stayed in the classroom full of laughter and laughter, carefree.It should have grown up happily under the care of the family.He could have been admitted to university and had a good future.But this one doesn't belong to him anymore.If he was injured before, he could heal his wounds.But this time it was this person who brought him deep pain.And this kind of pain, I can't forget it if I want to, and I can't throw it away if I want to throw it away.

3 months have passed and Xiao Zhe's brother is getting married next month.He picked up the calling card from his hometown before.Ready to contact his buddies.Tell them he's going back.When the phone card is put in.The text messages kept ringing.One letter a day, all confessions from Ah Du to him.Explaining, begging for forgiveness, recounting the happy memories before, how painful it was after losing him...he read each one.Every one is reluctant to delete.It's been too long since I heard from Ah Du, and every time I dream, I want to find him.This time he logged in to the QQ before, and the friend requests came one by one.Each one said, "Give me a chance, and I will give you a future." Xiao Zhe softened his heart and clicked to accept.Send a message to Ah Du: "Next week, my brother will get married, I will go back"

This is undoubtedly great news for me. People who thought they had passed away have now appeared in front of me again. "Little Zhe leaves you, I would rather die than die" "Then you go to die" "I know I was wrong, and I admit how you punished me." Then my QQ was deleted again.I had to re-add him, attaching a message: "What's wrong?" he wrote the reason for his refusal. "When I think of what you did, I get angry."I had no choice but to continue sending him friend requests until the next time he passed, which was the day before he was due to come back. "I'll go back tomorrow" "Where do I get off" "Xiamen Airport" "I'll pick you up"

I was so excited at the airport.Happy heart, you have drifted to the beautiful mountains and rivers where snow falls, so far away.It is no longer to smell the elegant and light fragrance of your body through missing, you are returning home, your heart is excited, and he is unwilling to say good night.Come back, I want to hold you in my arms.He came back, but he didn't throw himself into my arms. As soon as we met, he poured the milk tea in his hand on me: "When I see you, I think of that."I had no choice but to follow him without saying a word, and he entered a restaurant for dinner.I looked at him at the door, tears streaming down my face.After ordering, the waiter brought him a glass of water first.At this time, I mustered up the courage, walked in, and sat opposite him. "Who told you to sit here?" The glass of water was poured on me again. "Waiter, please get me two glasses of water, I want to open it" I shouted at the waiter.The waiter really came over with two open glasses, one for me and one for him.He picked up the water, and I closed my eyes, waiting for the boiling water to splash over.After waiting for a long time, I opened my eyes and kept peeking, and he burst out laughing, "Drink it." He ordered "Yes." I smiled happily with teary eyes.

Raise the sails of love together and wait beside each other. I would like to be an eternal lighthouse on the coast to guide you. Although we have no wings, we would like to open our arms and shine the light of love like angels. Escort each other.Welcome to send, because there is a reason, so there is a so, since it has been done, why bother to say why, it is not easy to meet, please cherish the past and present

This is the end.This novel is attached to my true emotions, and it cannot be written without those strong emotions.But I may be the first person to be broken up because of writing a novel, and now I am very upset.today is my birthday.Xiao Zhe sent me a message just now, our ending is not in my hands, it depends on Xiao Zhe's decision. 14:38:39

沐沐°2016/3/2214:38:39

let's break up

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:39:18

you.I'm writing and I'm crying

14:43:06

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:43:06

Are you off work?

沐沐°2016/3/2214:43:23

not kidding you

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:44:28

what happened?

沐沐°2016/3/2214:44:48

I sleep

沐沐°2016/3/2214:44:56

that's it

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:45:04

I will find you at night

14:45:49

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:45:49

go there after class

沐沐°2016/3/2214:46:04

Must not

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:46:12

today is my birthday

沐沐°2016/3/2214:46:23

I do not care

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:46:42

Shall I go tomorrow?

沐沐°2016/3/2214:47:02

don't come

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:47:25

I'll haunt you even if I'm a ghost

14:47:51

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:47:51

I will go there at night

14:50:34

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:50:34

Tonight or tomorrow?

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:51:03

Why don't I take leave with my students and go find you now

沐沐°2016/3/2214:51:25

Whoops, will you let me sleep?

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:51:25

say something.don't scare me

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:51:56

You tell me which day I will go, and I won't bother you

沐沐°2016/3/2214:52:11

Do not come

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:52:16

No way

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:52:20

must go

沐沐°2016/3/2214:52:21

I don't have time to accompany you

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:52:27

I'm free

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:52:31

i accompany you

14:52:47

沐沐°2016/3/2214:52:47

I don't welcome you when you come

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:53:26

I will follow you wherever you go

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:53:40

I dare to go to your house

沐沐°2016/3/2214:54:37

You bring back bad memories and now I think you're disgusting

14:55:13

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:55:13

I know.some things always have to face

沐沐°2016/3/2214:55:33

so break up

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:55:38

Must not

沐沐°2016/3/2214:55:51

Self-deception

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:55:56

It's been so long.

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:56:29

It's time to let go.We can be separated and we won't be together now

14:57:19

沐沐°2016/3/2214:57:19

cause i didn't know you had skin to skin contact with him now i know i feel sick

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:57:42

Said it was a novel.how do you take it seriously

沐沐°2016/3/2214:57:52

how much

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:58:01

Most of the things written in it are made up,

沐沐°2016/3/2214:58:15

I know

沐沐°2016/3/2214:58:26

but how many sure

沐沐°2016/3/2214:58:32

don't lie to me

陈弈笃2016/3/2214:58:58

No.This is written for the later plot

14:59:32

沐沐°2016/3/2214:59:32

i don't believe your words

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:00:10

I'll come over tonight, let's talk

沐沐°2016/3/2215:00:16

No need to

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:00:25

can i not go

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:00:30

I'm thinking about it now

沐沐°2016/3/2215:00:36

it's useless for you to come here

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:01:27

I don't mean it to you.Have you been good to you these past few years, where is our relationship over the past few years?

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:01:32

can i not go

15:02:02

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:02:02

Persisted for so many years.Does it mean you can let go now?

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:02:51

Whether you ignore me or not, you are here or not.I go to your place every day after class

沐沐°2016/3/2215:03:35

Let's be friends

沐沐°2016/3/2215:03:46

very nice kind

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:03:52

Must not

沐沐°2016/3/2215:03:58

don't pull down

15:05:57

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:05:57

For this reason, I definitely can't accept it.

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:06:10

you speak your mind

沐沐°2016/3/2215:06:47

For Bourne and for myself

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:07:05

what about me

沐沐°2016/3/2215:07:26

you and i can't help

沐沐°2016/3/2215:07:42

always have something to give

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:07:57

Do you have any difficulties now?we can face together

15:08:34

沐沐°2016/3/2215:08:34

I don't want Bourne growing up hearing crazy talk

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:08:51

You think I'm not gay anymore if you leave me

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:09:06

What do you think you can change if you leave me

沐沐°2016/3/2215:09:32

if not?

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:09:38

Do you promise that others will treat him better than you treat him?

15:10:39

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:10:39

Our parents, our children.Our loved ones, they all have their own lives.Only when we are happy ourselves can we really give them happiness

沐沐°2016/3/2215:10:41

It depends on whether you want to find the next one or not.

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:10:57

How can we make them happy when we are not happy ourselves?

沐沐°2016/3/2215:11:38

you still can't face reality

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:11:42

I mean, we broke up now or not, it doesn't change anything for him

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:11:57

I really shouldn't be writing this novel

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:12:02

do you know why i write

沐沐°2016/3/2215:12:14

This is not to write or not to write novels!

沐沐°2016/3/2215:12:24

i thought about it long ago

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:12:29

Because I want to give a summary of our relationship before the National Day

15:13:31

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:13:31

I wanted to put a ring on you, and I was thinking about it like crazy, so I wrote this novel, do you understand

沐沐°2016/3/2215:13:54

What does wearing a ring mean?

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:14:04

Is it just a ring?

沐沐°2016/3/2215:14:05

Where did the word divorce come from?

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:14:51

For pyranthracene.I don't admit it.But for you I can let go

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:15:24

You think I leave you, you will be happier, you will be happier.i can give up

15:16:27

沐沐°2016/3/2215:16:27

Okay, get ready for class, don't think about it yet

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:16:36

can you not

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:16:54

you sleep.I won't quarrel with you

沐沐°2016/3/2215:17:13

don't think about it

沐沐°2016/3/2215:17:25

Come over tonight and we'll talk face to face

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:17:36

Ok

沐沐°2016/3/2215:17:38

But don't tire yourself out

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:18:20

How can you forget yourself if you are not tired.

15:18:36

陈弈笃2016/3/2215:18:36

no more.talking at night

沐沐°2016/3/2215:18:41

Good