Chengtian of the future

No matter how sharp the cry of the blue bird was, Xia An could no longer hear it. At this moment, he was looking around in a trance. This was a familiar street, but it was strange as if he hadn't seen it for a long time. This strangeness came from It's inexplicable, but it can't be driven away.

Why do you feel strange?This is obviously the place where he has lived for 12 years. He knows every family on this street, and has some deep or shallow contacts.At the end of the street is his home, oh, or the home of his adoptive parents. It is an independent two-story villa, and he can clearly see it from here.

"elder brother?"

There was a little doubt in the voice from behind. He turned his head and saw a young man in his twenties. The young man gave him the same feeling as this street, familiar and strange, but soon, he remembered it from his memory. Find out about the youth: "Zihang?"

Lu Zihang, his younger brother, the kind who is not related by blood. He is not close or far away from him. It can't be called brotherly respect but there is no conflict, the kind that is plain.

"Why are you standing here and not leaving?" Lu Zihang glanced at his elder brother and felt that his elder brother was a little weird today. After thinking about it for a while, he stepped forward and stood side by side with his elder brother, and urged, "Are you waiting for me? Let's go." .”

Neither denied nor admitted Lu Zihang's words, Lu Zichen suppressed the trance in his heart, nodded slightly towards Lu Zihang, and walked up: "En."

"How is brother recently? Are you used to food and housing? There is nothing to do in school, right? How do you get along with teachers and classmates? No one bullies you, right?"

Raising his eyebrows in surprise, Lu Zichen was very surprised that Lu Zihang took the initiative to care about his school career.Generally speaking, when the two brothers are alone, they are mostly silent. Although they are only one year apart, they have nothing in common since they were young.

Maybe it was because they both remembered things when he entered Lu's house, or maybe it was because Zihang himself was cold-tempered and he was passive, so the two of them didn't have the intimacy of brothers in the beginning, and they only had one sentence when they met. 'Big brother' and 'Zihang' say hello, the others are a bit colder than ordinary friends, let alone ask how you are doing recently.

But even though he was very surprised, Lu Zichen quickly answered Lu Zihang's question: "Very good, how about you? How are you doing at school? How do you get along with your classmates?"

"It's also very good." Although there was no expression on his face, Lu Zihang still answered Lu Zichen sternly, even with a little gentleness and intimacy in his attitude, which made Lu Zichen flattered. When it came to the intimacy with him, it was like the kind of natural intimacy that the younger brother treated his parents although he was still cold on the face.

This used to be what he wanted the most.

After his grandfather passed away, he was taken home by the Lu family couple. That was the existence of his parents and younger brother again.When he lost his biological parents, he was still young, did not understand the true meaning of death, and was relatively forgetful.So at that time, seeing other children accompanied by their parents, he still longed for the affection from his parents and brothers.

When he understood what the words that his parents were dead meant, the longing was like a tarsal maggot, and he couldn't shake it off.So he devoted this longing to the Lu family couple, and he also thought that it would be great if his adoptive parents could not be so polite to him, and if his younger brother liked him to be close to him, that would be great.

It's just that these longings gradually faded with time, and he gradually realized that sometimes blood relationship is a magical and helpless thing, and he who is not bound by blood relationship has never been the same as the three members of the Lu family. A passerby who has accepted the kindness of the Lu family.

Now, he got it?

But why, instead of half the joy of getting what I wanted, I always feel that I have lost something more precious?What exactly is it?What is more precious than the love from the Lu family that he has been asking for all this time?

Slowly following Lu Zihang, he arrived at the door of Lu's house in just three to five minutes. When he opened the door and entered, all he saw were the layout and furniture that he had seen for more than ten years. He was familiar with it even if he closed his eyes. The point of stumbling.

But in this familiar environment, that strange feeling emerged again, making him feel at a loss for a moment.

"I'm home."

The loving smile of the adoptive mother was something he had been looking forward to for a long time, just like the closeness of his younger brother. The adoptive father sat on the sofa and read the newspaper. After they came back, he glanced at them and smiled gently.

"They're all back? Sit down and rest."

"Dad, Mom."

Mechanically followed Lu Zihang to call parents, Lu Zichen slowly clenched his hands hanging on both sides into fists, and sat down in a daze, watching his adoptive parents greeting him as if through a thin layer of mist, Lu Zihang's faint concern for him should have excited him, but why does he feel that he is more cold and helpless than sitting alone on an isolated island?

It shouldn't be like this.

——What should it be like?

This is not what I want.

--how could be?Haven't you been wishing for this all along?

No, that's not what I want.

- No, that's all you wanted, you got it, now enjoy it.

enjoy?No no, these were just what he had longed for.

——A loving mother, a gentle father, and a loving brother, how wonderful these are, what else can you be dissatisfied with?

I want……

--what do you want?These are what you want.

No no no no no!What I want is not these anymore, things are different, what he desires has long changed with time.But I want... what do I want?

Staring blankly at the warm family in front of him, Lu Zichen felt as if he had been split into two halves, one half with the natural sweet temptation of the devil, and the other half was an ignorant child who still did not give up exploring the future.

What exactly does he want?What should be used to fill the empty space in the chest?

"...Xiaochen, Xiaochen, what's wrong with your child? Are you feeling unwell?"

The blurred vision gradually became clear. Lu Zichen raised his eyes and stared blankly at the worried adoptive mother. After a while, the adoptive mother's question was reflected in his mind, "Mom, I'm fine, don't worry."

"You, you just love to be brave." Lu's mother sighed, and then began to rush people to rest, "It's still early, go take a nap first, look, the circles under your eyes are blue, you must not have had a good rest recently. "

Lu Zichen mechanically walked up to the second floor. His bedroom was on the far right. When he opened the door, it was spotless inside. It was obvious that someone cleaned it carefully even when he was not at home on weekdays. You don't need to get close to the fluffy quilt to know it was just dried. passed.

Familiar desks and chairs, familiar windows, familiar quilts...everything is just like in memory, but he still feels unreal, he thinks he should forget something, that thing is very important to him, he must hurry up remember.

But no matter how hard he tried, his memory was like a tightly locked iron box that couldn't be opened. His mind was so confused that he wanted to give up just like that. Anyway, everything is fine now, isn't it?

No no no no!You must remember! !

The roar in his heart was like the roar of a wild beast, crazily patting at the prison cage, one after another, forcing him to think and remember, as long as he had the slightest thought of giving up, his chest would tighten Let him suffocate.

"Owner……"

The distant sound seemed to be faintly heard from across the world, but the strange name made him feel very cordial. This is someone he knows, no, it’s not a person, it should be a bird, very beautiful , likes to twitter and scream around him, likes to bully the little meow who is weaker than him... who is the little meow?

dong dong dong.

After three knocks on the door, Lu Zihang opened the door and walked in. He approached with a few steps, his face was calm but the worry in his eyes could not be concealed.

"Brother, are you okay? Don't be hard if you don't feel well..."

Lu Zichen stared blankly at Lu Zihang, watching Lu Zihang's mouth opening and closing, but he gradually couldn't hear the other person's voice clearly, Lu Zihang's face seemed to become distant, but the anxious voice of the master became clearer.

what happened to him?Obviously, the life I have been looking forward to for a long time is in front of me, why is there still a hole in my heart and I am not satisfied?Is it because he is too greedy?

No, it's not like that.

There was a voice in his heart that kept telling himself that it wasn't greed, it was just that his previous expectations had changed targets, and Lu Zichen had long been left at the other end of time and space.

boom--

The picture in front of me began to shatter from the center like a phantom embedded in a mirror, and the crackling fragments fell to the ground in an instant. The cloud that could not be removed finally dissipated, revealing the most real desire.

It's like standing on a fast-moving train, watching the scenery outside the window quickly reverse, and recording all his engraved memories frame by frame: Xia's family, Xiaolumao, Xiaomao, Du Yan, Bo Lin and... also There is Qin Tianhan.

He is Xia An, the future Xia An.

"Master, you finally woke up."

The little green fur almost cried with joy. From the time when the owner lost his mind to when he woke up, his throat was almost broken. Fortunately, the owner's willpower is strong enough to escape from the illusion just by its screaming, but this also shows from the side that it is in the owner's heart It's very important, otherwise the owner in the illusion won't be able to hear its voice, so happy (^o^)/

Hearing the hoarseness in the little green fur's voice, Xia An felt a little guilty and wanted to pat its head, but the most urgent task was how to get away from the ninth-level Phantom Thunder Beast.

Although Xiaolumao suggested to run away quickly, in fact, even if he broke his leg, he would probably only take one step away from the Phantom Thunder Beast. There is no way, the opponent's size is too terrifying. Ah, one step per kilometer is not a legend.

So, what to do now?