Rihu's Pit Brother's Journey

In fact, anyone with eyes can see that Ji Guoyuan is more attached to his elder brother Ji Guoyan.

But the people around him, even if they noticed, thought it was not a serious problem.

Saiki Kusuo thinks it's okay, because his own brother Saiki Kongsuke's degree of control is even more extreme.Characters are all compared, so Saiki Kusuo complains most inwardly, maybe his subconscious mind has been tortured by his brother who is more stalker than Yuanyi, more trembling than Yuanyi, and still entangled with Bi Yuanyi used to it.

Spana kindly reminded him, and reminded him again and again, but since he has no brothers and sisters, it is completely unconvincing in Yuanyi's view. No brother you don't understand' so you're not listening at all.

As for Shaman King Ma Canghao, he also has twin brothers, and even a half-body split from the real soul.In such a state, he naturally thought that Yuan Yi's actions were quite normal.I'm afraid you don't know that the ubiquitous Shaman King is also watching his younger brother Ma Cangye at all times, and even creates a young Ma Cangye in the GS space where only Shaman King exists to talk to himself when he is bored. I am very happy.What?stalker?surveillance?I have never heard of this kind of word. We are brothers who love each other and understand each other. I am the Shaman King. What I say is common sense in the world. If you don’t have twin brothers, what do you know? Shut up for me.

In fact, Asakura's good idea was partly correct.It is difficult for people who do not have identical siblings to understand the emotional connection between genetically identical brothers who are far closer than others, closer than ordinary siblings, and even closer than parents.

It's like, others don't understand Ji Guo Yuan Yi's persistence because they are not Ji Guo Yuan Yi.

Yuanyi's world begins in a dark room with no light.

His only connections with the world are the maids who occasionally come to deliver meals, and his mother who only visits him once or twice when he is in good health.

Is the maid treating him well?The maid was very kind to him and sympathized with him very much, so she told Ji Guoyansheng what happened to him, and only then did the brothers meet later.Yuanyi is grateful to this maid, but that's all.

The maid's care and sympathy for Yuanyi is supreme.

'Poor man, there is such a poor child who was abandoned by the head of the family because of his birthmark, and he was not even allowed to appear in front of others.Compared with this child, even the attendants are superior, at least they can have their own lives and walk under the sun. '

Of course, this kind of thinking is not intentional, but an unconscious, subconscious sense of superiority and sympathy, nothing more.The proof is that the maid only told his brother about Yuanyi's existence. Has she ever played with Yuanyi?not at all.Or bring a leaf or a book to Yuanyi.

No, nothing.The limit of her sympathy is to take the risk of telling Ji Guoyansheng about Yuan Yi's existence, that's all.

And the mother, the only one who cares about him for Yuanyi, is also unable to accompany him for a long time because of her frailty.The mother loves him, but this love is naturally placed after the successor of the country.The mother will talk to Yuanyi, make cute flower earrings for Yuanyi, and tell Yuanyi, don't hate your father, he has to do the same—Mother has tried her best to change Yuanyi's situation ?

She tried, but there was nothing she could do.As a woman dependent on the successor country, as a person whose life is heading towards the edge of death step by step, she really doesn't have enough ability and energy to worry too much about fate.Being able to protect Yuanyi with all her strength when he was born and not let her husband kill the child is already the limit of what she can do.What's more, because she gave birth to a "flawed" child, she still couldn't hold her head up in front of her husband, and she had no position to resist.

Others cannot imagine Yuanyi's world.

He doesn't feel sorry for himself.

In a dark room, no one talks to him, ignorant and ignorant of everything in the outside world, if a normal person stays in such an environment for a long time - yes, let alone a child, even an adult, in this place The environment also twists insanely.Fortunately in misfortune, he was born with a transparent vision, so for him, the world is not actually enclosed in this small space.He can see the sun outside, flowers and plants, the sun and the moon, and people, all kinds of people, their blood vessels, bones, bone marrow, brains, all kinds of inside and outside.He could see that another little one was holding a wooden stick and waving it towards the air. Even though his physical body had reached its limit, he was still hitting it again and again, forcing himself to do things that made his body exhausted.He began to wonder why another little him could persist in such a boring game, which obviously didn't look interesting at all.

"who's that person?"

One day, he finally asked.

"There is someone like me, who is he?"

The maid answered him: "He is your elder brother."

So Yuanyi knew for the first time that besides his mother and father, he also had other family members.

He longed to see him, he longed to know him, it was him... showing such desire that made the maid take the initiative to inform the elder brother of his existence.

You know everything after that. After Yuanyi and Yansheng got acquainted, he really had the so-called "childhood".Before that, he was just a quiet puppet who sat quietly and observed everything around him.No thoughts, no longing, just watching quietly.Everything in the world is equal and meaningless in his eyes.

In fact, Yan Sheng took care of this younger brother far more than he thought.

It's not out of sympathy, it's the blood that connects them. The twins have a deeper connection than ordinary brothers. Sometimes they don't communicate with each other, and they will think of each other at the same moment. They like the same color—— —Red like the sun, not the more noble purple in the eyes of the world.They also like music, yes, even though after Guo Yansheng hated and hated their behavior of being so playful and despondent, the two of them actually liked music very much when they were children.Most of the time, Yuanyi doesn't need to speak or make an expression, the elder brother can perceive his emotions.This wonderful and unique connection between twins is difficult for others to understand and imagine.

At that time, Yuanyi mistakenly thought that this was a matter of course.

Just like flowers bloom when the sun rises, like he can see the essence of everything in the world, he and his elder brother should be so closely connected because they are brothers.

Until, my elder brother defeated the swordsmanship teacher for the first time, and the swordsmanship teacher who was beaten badly resigned

Afterwards, the elder brother no longer looked directly at him, and often frowned slightly when seeing him, and then turned his head away.

For the first time, Ji Guoyuan felt that he could not understand the mind of his elder brother.

He also felt for the first time what kind of emotion it is to be sad.

Yes, everything that happened to him before seemed normal to Yuan Yi, his world was like this, he didn't feel that he needed to be sad.

But my lord shouldn't be like this, my lord should be so close to him, my lord...why, don't you smile at Yuan Yi anymore?

Afterwards, many things happened, Yuanyi left home - at that time, if his elder brother hadn't gone looking for him, letting Yuanyi get used to living independently, maybe it would have been a better ending for both of them.

I thought that my elder brother would find me immediately, but I never waited for the person I wanted to see. The child grew up slowly and finally understood that brothers should not rely on each other like this. The relationship and fate between people can also be easily broken.He finally understood that his elder brother might not come to him again.

When he had already accepted this fact, he discovered by accident that his elder brother had already found him and was taking care of him secretly, but he never knew it.

At this time, he already knew that what his elder brother did was not a matter of course.He would do this only because it was his gentle elder brother.

At that time, Ji Guoyuan knew immediately that his elder brother would not abandon him; at that time he knew that the relationship between him and his elder brother was more difficult to part with than ordinary twins, and the connection was closer.Even if time and space separate them, they are still brothers.

Until Ghost Dance Tsuji Wuyou destroyed all of this.

You can imagine how furious Ji Guo Yuan Yi, who had a strong admiration for his brother, was when Wu Mi took his brother away!His anger and hatred were so strong that it turned into a nightmare afterward, and his face changed when he heard about it.

He is not really the Son of God.

He is human.

Of course he would hate, hate Wu Mi, hate ghosts, hate himself, hate this unreasonable world.

He also knew deep down in his heart that without Wu Mi, his brother would die!

If Wu Mi hadn't turned his brother into a ghost, his brother would have died.

If he killed Ghost King Wu Mian, his elder brother would die.

Why why why—to treat my elder brother like this?He is such a kind person, even though I have caused him so much trouble, and obviously it would be fine if he didn't want me, but he still didn't give up on me, and kept helping me... Why did he treat him like this?He works harder than anyone else, unlike me who has no pursuit, he is obviously the one who pays more and deserves a better future!Why... you want to take away my elder brother and let the kind-hearted elder brother die?Why don't they die, those ugly and hateful villains don't die, but the elder brothers who help others die!Why do you want your elder brother to become a ghost, and let him encounter such a situation when he is dying!Unforgivable!Unforgivable! ! !Unforgivable! ! ! ! !

The Son of God left the Demon Slayer Squad.

Many people think that he is apologizing for his brother, and some people think that he fled the battlefield because he couldn't bear to face his brother who turned into a ghost.

In fact, it was the last tenderness left by the Son of God to others.

He has been unable to contain his grief and hatred.

He left his grief to himself, and his hatred to the ghosts—in order to do so, he left the Ghost Slayer Squad.

In fact... In the deepest part of his heart, he clearly understood that if he continued to stay there, he would hate his former comrades-in-arms, hate the gentle lord, and vent his anger on those who were innocent.

He actually hates it.

He even hated him so much that he was afraid of himself, and he had to flee from the people around him because he didn't want to accidentally hurt others.

In the end, when he hated to the point of exhaustion, even the strength to continue hating was exhausted, and only sadness remained, he met his friend Tanji again, and gained the strength to live again from the comfort and support of his friend's family.

This is the real reason why Ji Guo Yuan Yi, who found his elder brother when he was old, did not kill Hei Si Mou.

In fact, mentally, he has really exhausted himself, and he is so painful that he has no way to do what he should have done.

His face when he died—that seemingly relieved look, was it because he finally saw his elder brother before he left, or because he finally realized that he really couldn't kill his elder brother, or was it just because he could escape this situation? Breathe a sigh of relief from such a painful choice?

From the beginning to the end, he thought that he was just a weak and incompetent person.

I didn't do a single thing I wanted to do, and the person I wanted to protect failed to protect.Even though there was hatred, he couldn't even take revenge on the other party; in the end, he still couldn't rescue the poor elder brother from the grasp of the evil spirit.

This is the life of Ji Guoyuanyi, a seemingly powerful man who ended up with nothing.

It wasn't until he came to the spirit world, until he broke through from the Lington point and awakened himself, until he remembered everything——that he realized that the hatred at that time was still there.

In other words, it is precisely because of this hatred that he maintains his own existence.

He strongly hates ghosts, hates Wu Mi, and hates to take away everything in this world from his kind brother - he has lived with this as the core, which is the only way of existence for evil spirits.

What is surprising is that he did not lose himself like other evil spirits, and still maintains the saint-like posture and humanity of "Jiguo Yuanyi", which is so unusual that even Shaman Kings are impressed; not to mention that he is crazy in the spirit world After clearing the dungeon and absorbing spirit seeds to purify and continuously advance, it is simply a monster among monsters.

Yes, I'm afraid you finally understand the essence of this matter when you get here.

It's not that Ji Guoyuan is too obsessed with his elder brother, but the essence of the current "evil spirit god" is formed by Ji Guoyuan's obsession and hatred of losing his brother when he was a human.

He wasn't Yuanyi at all, he was just a persistent scary monster.

Or, he is not a monster at all, he is an indescribable thing formed by Ji Guoyuan devouring a monster.

How do you make an evil spirit abandon the core he formed, you are crazy to try to persuade a do not know what devoured the monster to give up his obsession!Even the Great Onmyoji Ma Cang Ye Wang would not want to do such a meaningless thing.

Yes, you should now understand what the Shaman King said at the beginning-these brothers, in fact, had no choice from the very beginning.

If you can't save each other, you can only fall into the deeper layers of hell in each other's obsession, just like the millions of ghosts who yearn for liberation underground.